No one loves Dai Xiaojing

Jin Nan smiled: "Teacher Lu is pretty good at talking, Brother Xiao Jing, you have worried too much, I don't think he is a person who will be bullied."

Dai Xiaojing disliked him very much, and said with a fake smile: "No one can speak better than you."

Jin Nan's smile faded, and he said awkwardly, "I just hope you can give me another chance."

Lu Bei looked at Dai Xiaojing.

Dai Xiaojing quickly explained to Lu Bei: "I can't give him a chance, am I sick? Don't listen to the wind and the rain."

"Your eyes reveal your narrow-mindedness." Dai Xiaojing said, and couldn't help laughing, leaning on the back of the chair made by Lu Bei, put his hands on his shoulders, and flattered him, "I'm just kidding, I didn't say you were narrow-minded. Son."

I'm afraid that this person will hold a grudge because he is narrow-minded, and he will say that he is narrow-minded.

His little brother Jing has always been able to bend and stretch. In order to force the gods that others can't get to his bed, let alone say a few nice words, let him play master-slave training|teaching.

——Of course, I have to thank Lu Bei for not saying this, otherwise Lu Bei will have doubts from the depths of his soul: What the hell is wrong with me to do this?

Jin Nan watched the two of them whispering there as if no one was there, and the gloom in his heart gradually spread, like water plants growing wildly, tightly entangled the whole heart, and then quickly penetrated into the blood vessels.

He hates the feeling that things are beyond his plan and control, it's the feeling of failure.

He doesn't like to fail, and almost never fails.

Jin Nan was born in a very bad start.

My father is an upstart, originally a gangster, when he caught up, he followed others into the sea, and somehow made a fortune.

But he had no vision, no connections, and no business sense, so he went bankrupt quickly.

Speaking of where he came from, but in fact, it would be better if he had never made a fortune, then he just wandered from street to street in a small county all day long, eating and drinking, and his whole life would have passed.

But he happened to have made a fortune. During those years when he made a fortune, he followed others to see a lot of "world".

Feasting and feasting, drunk with money.

Once you go bankrupt and fall from heaven to hell, the sense of gap is particularly great.

The man couldn't accept the gap, and started gambling, drinking and beating his wife.

Jin Nan was born prematurely. On the morning his mother gave birth to him, because he refused to give the reserved birth fee to his father to gamble, his father slapped him against the wall, and his amniotic fluid broke.

His father didn't care either, and ran away after grabbing the money.

In the end, it was the neighbor who heard his mother calling for help and ran to help call an ambulance.

After Jin Nan was born, his father was happy for a while, after all, he had a son.As far as his father's vision is concerned, he must really want his son to inherit their old Jin family's incense, which actually has nothing to inherit.

His father still gambles, drinks, and beats his wife, but he never beats his son. When he is sober, he encourages his son again and again, so that his son can study hard and be promising. The bastards who looked down on him all knelt down and called him daddy.

Jinnan hated him very much.

I hate his rotten teeth and bad breath when he talks close to me, and I hate him always stealing money from my mother.

This man talked nicely, but when he asked for money, he often ignored his mother saying that the money was for his son's tuition or other purposes, and only said that his son was smart and could become famous by self-education, and then he took the money and ran away.

Jinnan did get good grades in primary school, and the school would give him some subsidies depending on the situation, exempting him from tuition fees, tuition and miscellaneous fees, etc., but he hated this feeling very much.

He needs to be sympathized by the school, and he tries his best to match what he said to his mother to show his pity to the school, but he hates such an environment extremely.

This made him feel that he was born inferior, but he was obviously smarter than those students around him, so why should he live by selling misery?

Jinnan barely wore new clothes and shoes when he was a child, and he had no money to buy them.

Most of the people around him saw his family as pitiful and gave him old clothes and shoes.Of course, it is said that the clothes are old, but they are not very old. If they are pilled or torn, people are embarrassed to give them away.

Jin Nan likes these "new" clothes very much, but also hates these "old" clothes.

These clothes are new to him and old to others.

Later, Jin Nan's mother was introduced to a TV host's house to do cleaning. When the host threw something, his mother picked it up.

At that time, the salary in the entertainment industry was not as high as later, but the host was a regular employee of the show, and he was considered wealthy. He often went abroad and loved to buy foreign famous brands.From the domestic point of view, foreign famous brands at that time were things that could prove their identity.

Jin Nan's mother didn't know those famous brands, so she saw that everything was new, and some of the hang tags hadn't been cut, so she got them back all at once.

Jinnan didn't know these famous brands either, so he just looked at these clothes and shoes, the styles, colors and materials were better than those before, and he was quite satisfied. He wore them to school, and heard his classmates exclaim how he suddenly became rich, and only then did he know that his feet were This pair of running shoes is actually more than the cleaning money for a fucking year.

He felt a subtle feeling in his heart at the time, a little cramped, and a little... a wonderful feeling, like, a little "proud".

He watched a few classmates surrounding him, talking about how expensive the shoes were, and with a smile on his face, he said calmly that they were given by his mother's employer.

It was "given away", not thrown away.

Jin Nan secretly changed the concept.

The classmates knew that his family had no money, so they would not laugh at him. Hearing the words, he praised his mother for being very quick and diligent, so his employer was happy and gave him such good shoes.

Although Jin Nan never shy away from telling people that his mother is Auntie Cleaning, he actually doesn't like others to mention it.

He's just good at hiding his true emotions.

Jinnan got the "cheap" this time, he found a new way, he taught his mother how to win the relationship, please the leader of the housekeeping company, so that he can take the work of the rich.

Once, his mother said that there was only a child in the man's house, so she took him with her.

It was Jin Nan's first contact with rich second-generation children. In comparison, the students in his class were all ordinary children.

He played with this rich second-generation kid all afternoon. It was the first time in his life that he touched a computer outside the school computer room. It was the first time he saw a computer game. It was the first time he knew that some people's wardrobe was a room. Once I touched the model of the whole wall of this child, the shoes of the whole cabinet... There is still a piano practice room at home, in which there are grand pianos and cellos that can only be found in concert halls...

The child is about the same age as Jin Nan, and he has been spoiled since he was a child, but he is not bad at heart. Seeing that the nanny brought the child to his home privately, it's okay, but he just ordered the nanny's child to drink and wash fruit , Let Jinnan do it.Of course, let Jinnan eat and drink together.

It's just that Jin Nan was still very unhappy.

He hates being waited on.

With these experiences, Jin Nan became more and more dissatisfied with his living environment at that time, and he became more and more eager to escape from this unhuman life.

Finally, one day, the leader of the housekeeping company said that there is a very good job. It is to work as a long-term live-in nanny in a rich family. It includes good food, a villa and a high salary. The work is not tiring. With the two sons, the male master seldom goes back.

The leader and the hostess also talked about it. The only requirement of the hostess is that the nanny is getting old and not good-looking.

Then there are only middle-aged aunts, but ordinary middle-aged aunts have children at this age, and they are going to live with the owner's parents. Fortunately, the husband can say, what to do with the children, and leave them to the husband to take care of, but few people dare to rest assured.

The hostess also said that as long as she is not a girl, she can bring her to live with her, and she will also be provided with food and housing, and she will also be arranged to enter her son's private school.

As soon as Jin Nan heard his mother relay the story, he felt that this matter must never come again, and urged her to go.

But such a good thing must be snatched by many people.

Jin Nan asked his mother to go and inquire first and came back, first asked his mother to give gifts to the leader, and also went with him.But as soon as he entered the leader's house, he saw a pile of gift boxes at the door.

It looks more expensive than what Jinnan is fucking carrying.

In the end, the gift was accepted, but the leader didn't let go, and he still laughed in a mysterious and profound way.

Jin Nan calmly observed the leader's demeanor, and suddenly felt strange.

The leader's attitude towards his mother is very gentle, even gentle, and the tea and snacks served are all imported goods - although as the leader of a cleaning company, it seems that this is nothing, but this person usually fucks in Jinnan Li is not a generous person, he is picky, very picky.

After returning, Jin Nan questioned his mother, and the answer he got was similar to his guess.

In the past, the leader and his father pursued his mother at the same time. His father got rich at that time, so his mother chose his father. Who knows what will happen later.

As Jin Nan's mother said, he also became sentimental.

If she had known today, she would not be so short-sighted.

But having said that, who would have thought of today?

She sighed to her son: "That's why life is like this. It's just a gamble. If you win the bet, you win. If you lose the bet, there is nothing you can do." If I didn’t go bankrupt, I guess I’d feel even worse than now.”

After sighing for a while, she got up and planned to cook, but her son stopped her: "Mom, take a gamble."

She was startled.

Jin Nan smiled at her, obviously just a middle school student, with a harmless appearance to humans and animals, and a little baby fat on his face, but at this moment, his expression was very mature, like a businessman planning a strategy, but also like a powerful man. Gamblers who are sure to win.

"If you win the bet, you win, and if you lose the bet, there is nothing you can do." Jin Nan repeated what his mother had just said, "If you quit without betting, then we will definitely be sadder than now."

She stared at him blankly.

Then, the mother and son went to gamble.

And the bet won.

Jin Nan got his mother's wish and got this new job.

But just when the two of them were packing their luggage and preparing to set off for a new life, Jinnan's father heard the news that he was greened from nowhere—it was not surprising to hear that, the leader of the housekeeping company was middle-aged, Finally fell asleep with the school belle who was her first love back then, even if the school belle had been bloated by the years, but it didn't matter, he didn't sleep with this person, but lost to a gangster who was not as good as him back then, a When he was young, he couldn't fulfill the dream that he has been obsessed with until now, so can he not find someone to brag about?

Not surprisingly, Jin Nan's mother was locked up at home by his father and beat him up again, this time harder than before. After the beating, he locked her in the bedroom and went out to find the adulterer to settle the score.

——I didn’t guard against my son.

Because when he went home and questioned his wife about it, his son heard it nearby, and he also had a shocked expression on his face, and helped him question the prostitute: Mom, how could you do this?Are you worthy of Dad like this?You are too shameless, you are not worthy to be my mother.You still call, what qualifications do you have?If you were not my mother, I would help my father beat you together.Dad didn't beat you to death, it was because of my face.

Look, the son is still sensible and close to his father, so he was not born in vain, otherwise everyone wants a son.

Only men understand men.

Jinnan's father was very relieved. After beating his wife, he left his son under guard and went out by himself.

Jin Nan watched his father walk away from the window, returned to the bedroom door, and said through the door: "Mom, don't bark, he's gone."

His mother cried and asked him what was going on.

He sighed: "In the situation just now, if I didn't do this, how can I get out now? I was locked up together by him. I thought you didn't expose me just because you knew my plan."

This is definitely not the case. His mother was beaten into a daze just now, and she was suddenly betrayed by her son. She is almost stupid. How can she think so much?It's pure motherly love that didn't expose him, no matter how he treats himself, don't let him be beaten by his father anyway.

His mother thought about it, and that's the way it was. She cried a little less and told him to open the door, and the mother and daughter hurried to the employer's house by train.

Jin Nan said: "In this situation, we ran away, which added fuel to the fire. We had to go to other places, and we had to sneak away without telling him, otherwise he would definitely not let you, a free nanny. We are betting that as long as every Send him some money back in a month, and he will forget about it. But now that this happened, he will definitely not let it go, and when the time comes to find him, we have nothing to hope for."

His mother asked helplessly: "What should I do then?"

"Kill him." Jin Nan said.

His mother thought he heard it wrong: "What?"

"I said," Jin Nan leaned against the wall next to the door, looked down at the old and battered floor, and said expressionlessly, "Kill him."

His mother:"……"

"Mom, if you don't kill him, our lives are over." Jin Nan's low voice sounded muffled in the low room, "He's just a waste, it's useless except to drag you and me. "

His mother was silent for a moment, her voice trembling: "But, he is your father..."

"I hope he's not my father, and you should also hope that he's not your husband." Jin Nan said, "That way, we won't be what we are now."

His mother wanted to say something else, and he said, "Mom, take a gamble."

His mother:"……"

"If you win the bet, you win, and if you lose the bet, there is nothing you can do." Jin Nan turned his head to look at the sunset outside the window and a bird that occasionally flew past, and said calmly, "Anyway, it won't be worse than it is now."

……

They both won the bet again.

In the middle of the night that day, Jin Nan's father came back cursing, still wounded.

Today is different from the past, this man can only beat his wife at home, he went to find the old classmate who cheated on him, but since he dared to speak out about cheating on him, then he is not afraid of him coming to the door, so he called now As a matter of fact, take him away and beat him severely without leaving any traces, and let him swear that he knows his mistakes, and then let him go.

Jin Nan hastened to greet his father with medicine and inquired about the situation with concern.

After hearing what his father said, he knew better - now he can not only run away, but also earn extra money.

When this man is dead, he and his mother are not in a hurry to run away, they just need to go to those people and say that this man was beaten internally by them... Just do it privately.

After Jin Nan gave his father the medicine, he kept saying good things beside him, scolding the whole world for him, and gave him wine.

Normally, his father could feel that his son didn't like to talk to him much, but today it was rare to have such communication with his son. He thought it was because the blood of father and son was thicker than water, and the son complained about his grievances, so he happened to be involved in the relationship.He was in a much better mood and took his son to drink with him.

This was Jin Nan's first time drinking, and his own father poured the wine for him.

He thought it was a little funny.

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