An actor who cannot become an Internet celebrity is not a good priest

Ruan Ruan grew up in an orphanage. Because of his good looks, many people wanted to adopt him, but they all sent him back after a while. The dean, teachers and children all said that Ruan Ruan was a bit Dumb, looks silly, doesn't like to talk like a dumb, that's why no one wants her.

Ruan Ruan was a little sad to hear that, he was neither dumb nor stupid, but his reaction was slow, he was not dumb, he didn't like to talk because he would be laughed at, he was a stutterer.

He didn't want to be a stutterer, let alone a mute, so he thought of a good way to speak slowly, one word at a time, and express himself with the fewest words.

In the winter when I was ten years old, a white-haired grandfather came to the orphanage. He was wearing a dark blue long-sleeved Tang suit and a black round hat, and he looked amiable.

The dean received him in person, and the children were all discussing who he would take away.

Ruan Ruan thought, no matter who he takes with him, he will not take him with him. He is already ten years old, and he is too old. People who come to adopt him like smaller ones, which are easy to raise.

Unexpectedly, grandpa caught Ruanruan at a glance. The dean and Ruanruan were very surprised. Grandpa smiled and touched Ruanrou's head, saying: "The eyes are very clean and kind."

Kind?

Ruan Ruan doesn't quite understand the meaning of kindness, he only knows that grandpa must also be a kind person.

Grandpa said that his name was Ruan Qingshan, and he gave Ruan Ruan a new name, Ruan Yang.

Ruan Yang returned home with his grandfather, it was a magnificent villa, in the mountains, there was no one else in the villa, only the two of them lived there, very quiet.

Grandpa hired a private teacher for Ruan Yang, who came every two days. Ruan Yang was afraid that he would be stupid, so he worked very hard to learn. Grandpa saw his hard work, and often gave him small gifts, everything .

There are many, many books in the study room, and Ruan Yang will spend time in the study room after finishing his study tasks. He doesn't like the books recommended by the teacher, but is very interested in the books his grandfather often reads, such as "Book of Changes", "Shaking the Dragon", "Poor "Tong Bao Jian", "Shen's Xuan Kong Xue"...

To be honest, Ruan Yang didn't understand it very well, but the contents of the book had an inexplicable attraction to him, and he couldn't help but want to go deeper.

Knowing that he read these books, Grandpa smiled and made a list of books for him to read in order.

After he finished reading the books on the book list, his grandfather often took him with him when he went out. Only then did he know that his grandfather Ruan Qingshan was a very powerful Fengshui master.

Ruan Yang learned a lot from him, but the metaphysics was too profound, and Ruan Yang felt that he was always drifting in the clouds, as if he had learned it, but he seemed to have learned nothing.

So long until the age of 18, grandpa fell seriously ill and never got out of bed again.

Before he died, he gave Ruan Yang a note and a letter. There were two phone numbers on the note, and the envelope read: From Qingzhou.

Unfamiliar handwriting.

According to the instructions, Ruan Yang made the first phone call after his grandfather died, and soon someone came to the villa to take care of his funeral. Ruan Yang didn't have to do anything, just stood aside silently.

The night before the funeral, Ruan Yang made a second phone call. The person who answered the phone had a soft voice, but his tone sounded cold. Ruan Yang told the news of his grandfather's death. There was a long silence on the other end of the phone, and he replied "I know." .

There were many people who came to see grandpa off, and the open space outside the villa was full, and the mourning music rang repeatedly. Grandpa lay quietly in the transparent ice coffin, while Ruan Yang knelt on the ground with the portrait in his hands. It was very congested, and my chest seemed to be stuffed with cotton. It was extremely uncomfortable, and even breathing became difficult.

His eyes suddenly went dark, and his body tilted to the side uncontrollably.

Are you going to fall?

The next moment, a hand suddenly grabbed his arm, and the black mist in front of Ruan Yang seemed to be blown away by the wind. He raised his face and saw clearly the man sitting in the wheelchair beside him.

This is a good-looking man. Under the thick long eyelashes, there are a pair of very emotional sleeping phoenix eyes. But the corners of his lips were naturally raised, as if he was holding a slight smile, which diluted the coldness of alienation in his eyes, and made him appear a lot more approachable.

"Ruan Yang?" The man's voice was very soft, but no emotion could be heard.

Ruan Yang nodded, broke through the blockage in his throat with difficulty, and asked hoarsely, "Mr. Xu...Qingzhou...?"

"Well, it's me."

Hearing this, Ruan Yang took out grandpa's letter from his jacket pocket and handed it to him. Xu Qingzhou took the letter. Ruan Yang didn't know what was written in the letter, but Xu Qingzhou looked at him after reading the letter. His eyes changed, and his voice hoarse when he spoke, he said, Ruan Yang, come with me.

This is what grandpa meant...

Ruan Yang nodded.

So, Ruan Yang followed Xu Qingzhou to the mountain city.

The Xu family is very large, and the garden-style ancient house is beautiful in all seasons, with artistic conception and charm.

Ruan Yang pushed Xu Qingzhou through the winding path, and stepped into the small courtyard belonging to Xu Qingzhou in the deepest part of the house.

There are three wing rooms in the small courtyard, and the stone steps are paved with wooden boards to facilitate Xu Qingzhou's entry and exit. After entering the house, Ruan Yang found that the three wing rooms were all opened up, and they were spotless at first glance. Xu Qingzhou divided each place clearly Chu.

He should be a person with a perfect personality, cleanliness, exquisiteness, and self-discipline.

Ruan Yang quickly made a place for Xu Qingzhou in his heart, and took the initiative to place himself in the corner of Xu Qingzhou's eyes. He felt that Xu Qingzhou took him by his side only out of affection for his grandfather, so he You must not cause trouble to Xu Qingzhou.

"Xiaoyang," Xu Qingzhou said, "your bed won't be delivered until tomorrow, just make it tonight, sleep with me."

Ruan Yang nodded obediently: "Okay."

To Ruan Yang's surprise, Xu Qingzhou didn't seem to care at all about his intrusion into his life. His clothes and Xu Qingzhou's were put in the same closet.Forgot to prepare toothpaste, Xu Qingzhou just said it's okay, just use his.Xu Qingzhou also said that he can use everything in the house, so let him not be restrained.

Lying on the bed and looking at Xu Qingzhou's peaceful sleeping face by the moonlight outside the window, Ruan Yang couldn't help thinking: Mr. Xu must also be a kind person.

When he woke up in the morning, Ruan Yang was huddled in Xu Qingzhou's arms. When he met Xu Qingzhou's eyes, his face turned red instantly. The bed kept stammering: "Yes, I'm sorry, I didn't pay attention..."

Xu Qingzhou obviously didn't care. After sitting up, his eyes stayed on Ruan Yang's red ears for a long time, and he smiled lightly: "It's okay, are you afraid of the cold?"

His voice was not loud, like a clear spring, flowing into the cochlea, cool, Ruan Yang calmed down quickly, and nodded silently.

"I'll ask them to prepare a thicker quilt for you." Xu Qingzhou said, lifted the quilt, and propped himself up with his hands to sit on the wheelchair.

The wheelchair slipped, and Xu Qingzhou pulled it in time.

Ruan Yang hesitated for a moment and walked over.

The moment he put his hand on Xu Qingzhou's arm, his heart beat fast. He didn't know if it was appropriate for him to do so, whether Xu Qingzhou would care about the inconvenience of his legs, would he hate being held When people help in this way, it's like he hates others deliberately imitating his speech. Deliberately magnified defects will make him feel uncomfortable. What about Xu Qingzhou?Will you be angry?

Sensing Ruan Yang's movements, Xu Qingzhou raised his eyes and said with a smile, "Thank you."

No anger, no repulsion.

Ruan Yang heaved a sigh of relief, Xu Qingzhou's body temperature spread to Ruan Yang's palm through the thin single clothes, it was very warm.

After breakfast, Ruan Yang's bed was delivered, and according to Xu Qingzhou's instructions, it was placed next to Xu Qingzhou's bed, separated by a screen, which was regarded as having each other's private space, although to Ruan Yang it was a It's optional, but for Xu Qingzhou, maybe it's better than nothing?

Xu Qingzhou's daily life arrangements are very regular, and everything is done on time. Ruan Yang quickly adapted to his pace of life, nestled in the small courtyard with him, and lived a monotonous life step by step, but nothing happened. It's not boring, unless necessary, Ruan Yang doesn't even want to leave the courtyard gate, he feels that such a peaceful and peaceful life is very comfortable, and it's suitable for a boring person like him.

But Xu Qingzhou is not in the small courtyard every day, he will go out every once in a while, and usually come back in two or three days, but sometimes he only comes back in a week.

Ruan Yang knew that Xu Qingzhou was a Huoju Taoist priest and a well-known Fengshui master. People often came to visit him from all over the world to ask him for help, but he didn't see everyone, but he helped everyone. Whether you can see him or not, and whether you can help him or not depends on the three copper coins in his hand.

On this day, someone came again, and Xu Qingzhou didn't seem to intend to meet, but Mr. Xu brought the things brought by the other party to Xu Qingzhou.

Ruan Yang sat beside Xu Qingzhou, watching him open the box.

Inside the box was a men's watch, the mirror was broken, the hands were still moving tenaciously, and the strap was clotted with blood, revealing a strong sense of sadness.

Looking at the rotating pointer, Ruan Yang's heart throbbed violently.

Why does it hurt?

Ruan Yang didn't understand.

Xu Qingzhou stared at the watch for a long time without making a sound. Ruan Yang couldn't see his expression clearly, but noticed that his hand holding the watch was shaking very lightly.

"It's said that it was brought back with great difficulty." Mr. Xu glanced at Ruan Yang, with complex emotions of unknown meaning intertwined in his eyes, "Dad thought about it, and accepted it for you."

Xu Qingzhou said "Yes", put the watch back into the box and put it on the table, and went with Mr. Xu to meet the person who came to ask him for help.

Xu Qingzhou didn't come back that day, so the watch just lay in the box in front of Ruan Yang for the whole night.

When Ruan Yang woke up the next day, Xu Qingzhou had already returned. It seemed that he hadn't slept all night and was lying on the bed to catch up on sleep. The box on the table was missing, so he probably put it away.

I don't know why, but Ruan Yang was very concerned about the watch, but he didn't dare to ask Xu Qingzhou. He had an inexplicable premonition in his heart. If he asked, Xu Qingzhou would cry.

Xu Qingzhou seemed to have a silent clock installed in his body, and he woke up as soon as the lunch hour came.

Ruan Yang set the food delivered by someone on the table, and Xu Qingzhou came over after washing up briefly.

Usually at the dinner table, Xu Qingzhou would chat with Ruan Yang without saying a word. Ruan Yang liked to chat with him very much. He always spoke in a gentle tone. Smiling and listening to him speak slowly, just like grandpa.

The meal was very silent, and the sad appeal of the watch was obviously not covered. Ruan Yang felt that what he was chewing in his mouth was not rice, but cotton wool, and he swallowed it all in his chest.

"I want to take you somewhere." Xu Qingzhou put down his chopsticks, looked at Ruan Yang, "meet someone."

The car passed through most of the mountain city, and drove around the mountain road to a cemetery.

After getting out of the car, Ruan Yang pushed Xu Qingzhou through the tombstones according to his instructions, and stopped in front of a tombstone at the end of the cemetery.

The tombstone looks quite new, it should have just been erected not long ago. The photo shows a young man with dimples on both sides of his cheeks, a subtle smile and gentle eyes.

Luozixi.

The name is also very gentle.

"He is a close friend I grew up with." Xu Qingzhou gently placed the flowers in his hand in front of the tombstone, staring at the photo on the tombstone, "He is your half-brother."

Ruan Yang was taken aback for a moment.

"Ruan Qingshan is his grandfather. The matter of your mother caused a lot of trouble back then. Mr. Ruan loved his daughter and grandson dearly, but he also loved you, an innocent child. After your mother committed suicide, he secretly found you and adopted you. Zixi knew of your existence and wanted to make up for you, bought a lot of things for Mr. Ruan to give to you, but dared not see you, he felt guilty."

When Xu Qingzhou said this, he sighed lightly.

"A year ago, as a war reporter, he died on the battlefield of another country. Mr. Ruan fell ill because of the blow. And that letter was written by Zixi, before leaving."

Ruan Yang could understand every word Xu Qingzhou said, but he felt a little strange in his heart, and he couldn't tell what was wrong.

He didn't understand why the man under the tombstone, this half-brother whom he had never seen before, felt ashamed of himself. It was clear that his mother and he were the villains who shouldn't have appeared and destroyed the other's family.

But what he knew was that both his grandfather and Xu Qingzhou took him in and tolerated him because of Luozixi.

Yes, Grandpa and Xu Qingzhou are kind to Ruan Yang because of Luozixi.

Thinking of this, Ruan Yang felt a little uncomfortable. He suddenly felt that he was like Luo Zixi's appendage, who was ... favored by the way.

But what if it is uncomfortable?

Ruan Yang looked at the man in the photo silently.

Luo Zixi, is he pitying his unwanted brother...

On the cold tombstone, Luo Zixi's smile was warm, seeping into Ruan Yang's heart bit by bit, very warm, very warm...

Ruan Yang's eyelashes trembled slightly, correcting his thoughts.

It's not pity, it's love.

After returning from the cemetery, Xu Qingzhou didn't mention Luozixi again, and Ruan Yang didn't ask any more questions. They both tacitly hid this person in their hearts, and their lives returned to the old track.

Xu Qingzhou's three copper coins seem to know everything. Ruan Yang learned from the book that this is called Liuyao, a method of divination. He thought it was very interesting, so he also found three one-yuan coins and wanted to shake it.

He was shaking the coin in his hand, but he didn't know what to count. As he shook it, his eyes fell on Xu Qingzhou who was reading quietly not far away.

The winter sun shines on Xu Qingzhou's side face with a natural soft light filter. He is very focused on reading, and the halo falls in his light brown eyes, which seems to be lit up. of light.

Mr. is so good-looking, Ruan Yang thought to himself.

"What's the matter?" Xu Qingzhou looked over, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, and his faint smile seemed to ripple in the air, gently touching Ruan Yang's heartstrings.

Ruan Yang's ears turned red and he quickly shook his head.

Xu Qingzhou's gaze returned to the book, Ruan Yang also lowered his head, but the faint light flickering in Xu Qingzhou's eyes was burned into his mind.

What kind of person would you like, sir?

The hands shaking the coins loosened a gap in the gap of distraction, "Dang Dang Dang", the three coins flipped to the ground and stopped one by one.

Ruan Yang suddenly came back to his senses, bent over to pick it up, and the moment his fingertips touched the coin, a clear picture suddenly jumped out in front of his eyes.

The person in the picture is Xu Qingzhou, and there is a person sitting on Xu Qingzhou's lap. This person is him.

His arms were around Xu Qingzhou's neck.

And they were kissing with their eyes closed!

Suddenly, a shocking thunder exploded in Ruan Yang's mind, his legs went limp, he fell forward to the ground, his whole body was petrified.

"Xiaoyang!" Xu Qingzhou's wheelchair quickly arrived in front of Ruan Yang. He bent down and looked worriedly at Ruan Yang, who was lying on the ground with a disheveled face and remained motionless, "What's wrong?"

Looking into Xu Qingzhou's eyes, Ruan Yang jumped up from the ground as if his tail had been stepped on, and rushed out the door without even picking up the coin.

Ruan Yang had nowhere to go, so he squatted on the other side of the low wall in the small courtyard.

There was a group of ants passing by in a long line in the crack of the low wall. Ruan Yang stared blankly at it, and a muscle in his brain was automatically connected.

He seemed to have accidentally calculated Xu Qingzhou's... feelings?

He is a man, and Xu Qingzhou is also a man, a man and a man, what is kissing?

Ruan Yang didn't understand, and vaguely understood.

After the dinner was delivered, Ruan Yang went back to the house.

During the meal, Xu Qingzhou returned his coins to him and asked with a smile, "What did you just count?"

Ruan Yang was scalded by the soup, he quickly shook his head and buried himself in the rice.

Xu Qingzhou stared at his hair twirling in silence for a while, and said again: "Is it my fault?"

"Pfft, cough, cough..." Ruan Yang was choked by the rice grains, coughed and glanced at Xu Qingzhou in a panic, swallowing heavily, "No...no."

It seems to be forgotten.

Xu Qingzhou narrowed his eyes lightly, grabbed Ruan Yang's hand, put the three copper coins in his pocket into his palm under his panicked gaze, and said, "Qianlong Tongbao, transferred to the hands of millions of people , travel millions of miles, experience millions of civil affairs, the most aura, and the most accurate divination."

So, the calculation with a one-dollar coin is likely to be inaccurate?

Thinking of this, Ruan Yang secretly heaved a sigh of relief.

But looking at the three copper coins in Xu Qingzhou, Ruan Yang dared not shake them casually.

After turning off the lights, Xu Qingzhou would often lean on the bed with his laptop in his hand and watch a movie for a while. He would wear headphones, and the whole process was very quiet. Ruan Yang felt that what he was watching must be those famous literary blockbusters.

Xu Qingzhou's laptop is also used by Ruan Yang. Ruan Yang will use it to look up some information and watch some lecture videos of famous metaphysics masters.

He swears that he really didn't want to click on Xu Qingzhou's unclosed video on purpose...

The blond young man in the video looks about the same age as Ruan Yang, and he is very beautiful. There are two sapphire-like eyes inlaid in a pair of peach blossom eyes, which are incredibly clear. If he hadn't spoken, Ruan Yang would have thought he was a woman.

If he hadn't spoken, Ruan Yang wouldn't have been so shocked when he saw him and the black-haired man taking off each other's clothes while kissing.

What is this? !

Ruan Yang's head was on fire, and the heat spread from his cheeks to his ears to his neck. He felt that he must be dreaming.

Xu Qingzhou...how could he watch this kind of video?

No, this video must not be what it appears on the surface, it must be a foreign blockbuster, and the plot must be reversed!

Ruan Yang clicked on 8x speed with trembling hands.

However, amidst the sound of groans, gasps, and violent physical/body collisions, the half-hour video ended, and Ruan Yang's eyeballs almost popped out, but there was no reversal of the plot at all.

among men...

Ruan Yang covered the palm of the mouse with a layer of sweat, his heart beat wildly for a while, and there was a fire burning in his lower abdomen, beating again and again, the back of his spine was more like a small bug Biting, the weird numbness made him grit his teeth.

He stared at his own face that was reflected on the black screen after the video was played. His face was flushed and hot, and his nose was slightly opened and closed, which looked exactly like the last moment of the blond young man.

It's not right, it's not right!

Ruan Yang wanted to shout.

"Oh!"

A muffled sound came from the bathroom, scaring Ruan Yang to close the computer with a snap.

The next moment he realized, he didn't even wear slippers, ran to the bathroom door and raised his hand to knock on the door, and hurriedly shouted: "Sir, you...what...what's wrong?"

"Xiaoyang," Xu Qingzhou's voice came from behind the door, "come in and help me."

"Okay." Ruan Yang wiped his face carelessly, and pushed open the door.

The bathroom was hot, and Ruan Yang saw Xu Qingzhou who had fallen on the tiles, and hurriedly stepped forward to help him up.

Unexpectedly, as soon as Xu Qingzhou was helped to sit in the wheelchair, Ruan Yang's foot that stepped on the tile suddenly slipped and landed firmly on Xu Qingzhou's bare/naked body, and the wheelchair was forced violently. Sliding backwards, hitting the wall hard.

Ruan Yang's hand was behind Xu Qingzhou's head, and his forehead hit with a "boom". He was dizzy and hurried to stand up, but his feet slipped again, and he knelt with his hands supporting Xu Qingzhou's knees. In front of him, when I raised my eyes, I saw something I shouldn't have seen.

"..."

A gust of hot air rushed to Ruan Yang's celestial spirit cover, knocking him into a daze for an instant, and completely froze in place.

The two sides were silent for a long time, Xu Qingzhou's fair and slender fingers gently pinched Ruan Yang's chin, pulled it to the right, and tore his fixed gaze away from under him.

It's amazing to read on.

"Bring me my clothes." Xu Qingzhou broke the awkward silence.

Ruan Yang came back to his senses immediately: "Yes."

Lying on the bed, Xu Qingzhou breathed a sigh of relief. He asked Ruan Yang to bring the computer over. As soon as he turned it on, he saw the video, and the progress bar was at the end.

Xiaoyang, you used the computer just now...

Xu Qingzhou turned his head to look at the screen, and instantly understood what happened to him in the bathroom just now.

Want to explain?

……never mind.

Ruan Yang had a dream all night, and all he dreamed about was Xu Qingzhou.

After waking up, my head was in chaos, and I was floating when I walked.

He didn't dare to use Xu Qingzhou's computer anymore, so he used his mobile phone to check the affairs between men and men. After checking, he was even more flustered.

When he flipped the coin before and saw the picture lingering in his mind, an uncontrollable guess arose in his heart, and it almost reached his throat.

Xu Qingzhou saw that Ruan Yang's spirit had been wandering for several days, and he felt a little sorry, afraid that he would really scare the child, so he sighed softly, closed the book in his hand and put it aside, and turned to Ruan who was holding the book upside down and still reading very intently. Yang opened his mouth and said, "Xiao Yang, come here."

Ruan Yang's soul was floating, when he heard Xu Qingzhou's voice, he jumped up from the chair in a jerk, and looked at Xu Qingzhou with his neck shrunk.

"I won't eat you, come here."

Ruan Yang moved slowly in front of Xu Qingzhou.

"What are you thinking about?" Xu Qingzhou asked.

Ruan Yang shook his head.

"How does Xiaoyang view the relationship between men?" Xu Qingzhou said casually, his tone was the same as usual, Ruan Yang was stunned for a moment, not daring to look directly into Xu Qingzhou's eyes, and lowered his head to look at his toes Xu Qingzhou didn't seem to intend to ask him to answer, so he continued, "Friends, brothers, father and son..."

Every time he said a word, Ruan Yang's heart beat faster. When he uttered "lover", Ruan Yang suddenly raised his face and stared at him with rounded eyes.

Xu Qingzhou curled her lower lip: "Yes, there are also lovers. Two men can also fall in love, and they can do all the things that any pair of lovers can do."

Ruan Yang's Adam's apple twitched, thinking of the short video and the picture seen by the coin, his cheeks burned.

If that hexagram is correct, sir... do you want to do those things with him?

wrong.

Both he and Luozixi have dimples, and they look alike when they smile...

Ruan Yang bit his lower lip, and slowly lowered his head again.

"Xiaoyang is going to be 20 soon. If you feel...disgusted and unacceptable, I can help you find a house outside. You..."

"No... no!" Ruan Yang interrupted Xu Qingzhou's words loudly, looked up into Xu Qingzhou's eyes, his eyes were a little flustered, a little sad, and a little lonely, he kept speaking as fast as possible, not Allow yourself to stutter, "I don't think, sir, disgusting, I just..."

"only?"

"I'm just... thinking, does Mr. like... like him?"

"Him?" Xu Qingzhou frowned slightly, and looked at Ruan Yang puzzled, "Who is he?"

"Luo..." Ruan Yang closed his eyes, his voice weakened instantly, "Zixi..."

The weak voice quickly dissipated in the instantly stagnant air. Xu Qingzhou looked at Ruan Yang's trembling eyelashes, and was silent for a long time. He took his hand and opened his clenched fist finger by finger. , gently held his hand, and said softly: "Fool, Zixi and I are just friends, and we have never had that kind of relationship."

Xu Qingzhou's cool body temperature came from the palm of his hand, Ruan Yang opened his eyes, and looked at him silently.

"Hello to you. At first, it was because of Zixi. He said that you are too introverted, and you have been living in the villa all the time. You have no friends. I am afraid that you will be left alone after Mr. Ruan leaves. Let me take care of you and pick you up. It’s easier to take care of me when I go to the mountain city. I originally planned to find you a house in half a year, and help you find a job.”

Xu Qingzhou's thumb gently rubbed the back of Ruan Yang's hand.

"But as the days went by, I grew to like the feeling that someone brought me food while I was eating, someone I could talk to while reading, and the sound of another breathing while I was sleeping. Because of liking, my plans were selfishly put on hold. "

because like...

These four words have a very magical magic power, easily choking Ruan Yang's breath.

Xu Qingzhou pulled Ruan Yang closer, wrapped his other hand around his waist, took his hand and kissed him lightly with his eyes closed.

"Xiaoyang, the person I like is you."

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