fall in love with me 15 years later

Zhang Shiqian never thought that things would develop to this point, Wan Wan's words made him a little uneasy.

This is completely different from the future he had thought about for Wan Wan. The gentle and virtuous wife and lovely children he had thought about seemed to be suddenly deleted by Wan Wan without a trace.

Wan Wan's life track that suddenly started to deviate made him feel that the predictable future has become nowhere to be found.

The first thing that comes to mind is not even Wan Wan likes herself, but Wan Wan likes a man.All kinds of violence exploded in my mind, the anger of my parents, the disgust of my classmates, the rejection of society, and finally Wanwan crying helplessly.

He can't let this happen.

Without answering Wanwan's question directly, Zhang Shiqian didn't even dare to take a look at his expression.He hurriedly said that it's too late today, go to bed early, and closed his eyes.He could feel Wanwan's gaze, and the child watched him for a while, then got up and turned off the light.Zhang Shiqian didn't move, but the palms of his hands under the quilt were soaked.Wanting to get closer to him, Wanwan lightly touched Zhang Shiqian's arm with his fingers, and the man turned over with his eyes closed, and lay down a little bit inside.

Wan Wan didn't come together again, Zhang Shiqian never avoided him before, he was a little sad, but he comforted himself that Zhang Shiqian just didn't react, he should be given some time, he was so kind to himself, he wouldn't Ignore your own, right?

Zhang Shiqian opened his eyes in the dark, sighed inwardly, and kept his eyes open until midnight.The moonlight was as bright as day, Zhang Shiqian quietly turned over, and sure enough, Wan Wan lifted the quilt again, stretched out his hand and gently covered him back, seeing Wan Wan sleeping, he felt complicated.Didn't sleep all night.

Early the next morning, Zhang Shiqian got up quietly, told grandma Wanwan that there was an emergency notice from the school, and asked grandma to tell him when Wanwan got up, and went back to Shicheng in the morning fog.

When Wanwan woke up, he found that Zhang Shiqian was not lying beside him, thinking that he got up first, after all, the original agreement was to return to Shicheng this afternoon.Grandma was watering the yard, and when she saw that Wanwan was up, she told him what Zhang Shiqian had told him.

There was no expression on Wan Wan's face, and he returned to the room after agreeing. Grandma said that there was still some porridge for Wan Wan in the kitchen, and let him eat some.Wan Wan agreed, and went back to the room a little distraught.

He picked up his cell phone and sent Zhang Shiqian a text message, but he didn't reply, he must be busy.After thinking about it for a while, he called again, but still no one answered.Zhang Shiqian's reaction last night and his attitude just now made him a little uneasy. Wan Wan threw his phone on the bed and lay on the table at a loss.

What he said last night was a decision he made after not sleeping the night before.Because he had never had such a mood for others, so when he couldn't sleep until midnight that night, he used his mobile phone to search the Internet about his various reactions when he and Zhang Shiqian were together, and looked at the screen. Fall in love with him."

Wanwan was a little confused, he liked him and liked being with him.But he still didn't quite understand why this made him so repulsed by that person's association with other people.I expressed my doubts to the person who answered the question, and the person told him that it was not the kind of liking, but the liking of wanting to be with someone else.The wall that was blocked in Wanwan's heart suddenly collapsed, and his heart suddenly became clear. It turned out to be like this, because he liked it, so he didn't want him to look at other people, didn't want him to have too much contact with other people, and didn't want him to hate him. Own.

My mind was in a mess, a little sweet and a little worried, I wanted to talk to Zhang Shiqian, but I was afraid that he would not accept it, but thinking of what Zhang Shiqian had said to himself, he was so used to himself, so he would agree to this request, right?Promise to be with yourself forever, if you can, you must feel that you are the happiest person in the world.

But, no, Zhang Shiqian didn't agree, didn't refuse, and didn't give him any response.

Wan Wan has never been in a relationship before, he doesn't know what the other party's reaction means, he doesn't want to do this, he wants to talk to Zhang Shiqian, he wants to see him.

In the office, Zhang Shiqian read the text messages sent by Wanwan over and over again, typed and deleted, deleted, and typed the replies, not knowing how to reply him.When he was struggling, Wanwan called, and the phone rang again and again in his hand, Zhang Shiqian's heart was numb from the ringing.

But he still didn't answer.He felt that he should think about it.

Grandma feels that Wanwan has been a little lethargic recently, and she ate very little of her favorite meals in the past. When the children came to ask him to go out to play, Wanwan refused, so she sat in the room with her mobile phone in a daze.Ask Wan Wan what happened?Are you feeling unwell?The child didn't say anything, the weather was hot, he couldn't eat well, he couldn't sleep well, his face became sharp after a few days.Grandma was so distressed that she called Zhang's mother that day and asked her to pick up Wanwan. The child might be sick.

Zhang's mother was also anxious when she heard it, why did she get sick when she was fine?I hurried to grandma's house.

Wan Wan was still a little strange when he saw his mother. Why is her mother here?Zhang's mother took a look at her son, and found that she was indeed a little thinner, and he looked listless, especially listless.Ask your son if he is not feeling well?Don't say no, it's just that I haven't slept well these days.The grandma said, it must be too hot at night, and this summer is quite hot, so she asked Wanwan's mother to take Wanwan back quickly, and if she gets sick again later, don't let the child suffer from this.

When Mama Zhang heard the same thing, she said to grandma, then I will come to see you another day, and ask grandma if it is hot?How about installing an air conditioner for her?

Grandma said no, no, it's an old bone, it doesn't feel hot, take the child back quickly, and have a good rest for two days.

Zhang's mother took Wan Wan back home, and when she was driving, she saw that the co-pilot was covered with a small blanket and closed her eyes. Wan Wan felt very distressed.

After arriving home, he warmed up a cup of milk for Wan Wan, and when it was brought to the room, Wan Wan was sitting on the bed in a daze.Mother Zhang walked over with the milk, watched her son drink the milk, touched his head, told him to take a good rest, and told his mother what he wanted to eat.Then I asked Wan Wan carefully if he felt unwell?

Wan Wan shook his head and said he was fine, just a little sleepy.Mother Zhang let him have a good sleep, closed the door gently and went out.

Wanwan felt very sad. He didn't reply to the text messages he sent to Zhang Shiqian these days, and he didn't answer the phone calls. The only one he answered was that annoying big-breasted secretary who told him the boss in a formulaic tone. In a meeting, call him back later.

Xiao Gao didn’t want to answer either. The phone rang several times. I don’t know if the boss likes to hear the ringtone of the call. Wan, raised his eyebrows, remembering the gossip in the company, the boss was still in a meeting, looking at the phone that was not ringing, Xiao Gao pressed the answer button.

The person on the other side didn't seem to expect that the phone would be connected, so he was taken aback for a moment before shouting 'Brother...'.

"The boss is in a meeting now, and I will call you back after the meeting." There was no movement on the other side of the phone for a long time, Xiao Gao smiled and hung up the phone.She doesn't think these two are brothers. Although they look alike, the atmosphere between them is not like brothers at all, but more like... a couple?Especially that day, when the little boy named 'Wan Wan' saw his expression, it is estimated that only the boss who has no love cells would not be able to notice that he was jealous.The two were fine not long ago, as can be seen from the boss always looking at the phone with a doting smile on his face.And these days, although the boss is still looking at the phone, his face is distraught and expressionless.It is estimated that something went wrong with the two of them.

Thinking about his own future, Xiao Gao decided to help these two people.After all, judging from the boss's performance, it doesn't look like he doesn't like him at all, he cares everywhere.The boss has never admitted that Wan Wan is his younger brother, and, as far as she knows, the boss has never mentioned his relatives, let alone his younger brother?Since they are not brothers, it will be easier.His eyes darkened. Xiao Gao was not satisfied with just being a small secretary. Zhang Shiqian's ability was unquestionable, but hers were not bad either. If she couldn't be the top leader, at least she had to be an indispensable person in the company.

The cell phone on the inside of the clothes rang, and seeing the caller ID, the originally cold face suddenly softened, and the tone became more gentle, "Baby? What's the matter?"

"Are you off work? I want to have dinner with you..."

The company has been working overtime for the past few days, and Zhang Shiqian doesn't know why Zhang Shiqian is crazy.She hadn't had dinner with her lover for several days, and for the sake of her own happiness, she became firmer about the decision just now.While comforting her lover, while sorting out the last documents of the day, she also wanted to leave work early.

When Zhang Shiqian dismissed the meeting, Xiao Gao was ready to leave, and she had already finished all the work that should be done today.When I was about to go out, I told the boss that his cell phone rang several times, which affected his work, so he answered it without authorization, and told the other party that he would call back when the boss adjourned the meeting.

Zhang Shiqian nodded and said it was hard work.

The office was quiet, everyone had left, only Zhang Shiqian's room was still lit.

Zhang Shiqian held the phone, the screen flickered on and off, then on and off.Tens of thousands of call records are displayed on the screen.He knew that he must have misunderstood, but it was absolutely impossible for him and Xiao Gao. He didn't like Xiao Gao on the one hand, but Xiao Gao had a lover on the other.Thinking that Wan Wan must be extremely wronged now, Zhang Shiqian was very worried about the red eyes, and wanted to call Wan Wan to comfort him.

But another voice told him, don't call, let the misunderstanding continue like this, and you should never waste your bright future on yourself. He felt that it was just a momentary impulse. Find a normal happiness that belongs to ordinary people.Don't have to face gossip and gossip, live in a fair and honest way.

The brightly lit city was shrouded in the dark night sky. Zhang Shiqian suddenly remembered the morning when he took Wanwan to watch Venus. I won't let you disappear", everything is vivid in his mind, replayed over and over again in his mind.He thought, if he promised Wanwan and gave the promise of being together forever, then who would guarantee that he would exist in this world forever?

There are too many unforeseeable things in the future, and Zhang Shiqian suddenly discovered that since the emergence of Wanwan, the predictable part of this world has become less and less.

Wan Wan waited all night, because his eyes were sore from staring at the phone screen for too long, but he still didn't get a call from Zhang Shiqian.I had no choice but to comfort myself over and over in my heart, he was just too busy, he would definitely call himself, and he would not ignore me.

However, when the morning star lit up the next day, the phone was still quiet. He felt that Zhang Shiqian must never want to see him again.Wanwan endured the tears all night and still fell on the quilt.

He didn't like this kind of emotion, but the uncomfortable heart forced the lacrimal glands, making him cry like a child who has been greatly wronged, his eyes are red.Wan Wan think, if Zhang Shiqian is really not with him, he must stop falling in love with others, it is really uncomfortable to like someone.

In order not to worry his mother, Wan Wan carefully covered his eyes with a cool towel, and he didn't go downstairs until his eyes were less red.Mother Zhang made several dishes, hoping that her son would eat more and make up for the missing meat.Looking at his mother's expectant eyes, Wan Wan tried his best to smile, and after eating two bowls of rice, he was a little uncomfortable with the food he had no appetite to stuff down.

Zhang's mother also saw that her son's emotions were not right. A boy of this age always hides some little secrets in his heart. If the child doesn't want to say it, then wait until he is willing to say it.A growing child needs to be given space to think independently.But Zhang's mother told her son that his parents will always be his strong backing, no matter how old they are, they are still their children.

Wanwan called Zhang Shiqian again, this time it was Zhang Shiqian who answered.

After the call was connected, neither of them spoke.

It's because I want to say too much and don't know how to speak.Zhang Shiqian didn't know what to say.

The voice of the airport came from the phone, and Zhang Shiqian called out, "Wan Wan."

Never make a sound.

"I'm going to get on the plane and go to City D to discuss a business." Zhang Shiqian's voice was a bit noisy. He was standing beside the crowd queuing up for the plane, his hand holding the phone trembling slightly. He wanted to talk to Wan Wan. Say a few words, but time and the contradiction in your heart tell him not to do it.

"You don't want to see me again?" Wan Wan's voice trembled.

"No, Wan Wan, no." Zhang Shiqian felt very uncomfortable when he heard Wan Wan say that, "Wan Wan, have you thought it through? I won't..."

"Boss, it's time to go." Xiao Gao looked at the time.

Wan Wan heard the secretary's voice on the other side of the phone, gritted his teeth and hung up the phone.The phone was turned off and thrown into the fish tank at home.

Hearing the beeping sound from the phone, Zhang Shiqian frowned, looked at the female secretary with some dissatisfaction, and dialed the phone back. The notification sound said that the other party's phone had been turned off.

Zhang Shiqian's face was very ugly. When he heard Wan Wan's voice just now, his heart was gripped so badly that he even wanted to promise him like this, promised him that he would be with him for the rest of his life, treat him well, and spoil him for the rest of his life.

However, the female secretary's voice reminded him at the right time, calm down, no, really no.Before the plane took off, he couldn't hold back and called again, but the phone was still turned off. Zhang Shiqian closed his eyes, frowned and put the phone in his pocket.

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