fall in love with me 15 years later

Zhang Shiqian was going on a business trip and was packing his luggage.There are a lot of young people's clothes in the closet, all of which are absolutely worthless.After taking a few sets of changed clothes, preparing some necessary daily necessities, and confirming that the documents were correct, Zhang Shiqian went downstairs.

Wan Wan is doing homework. He has already written three of the four papers for the weekend, and he is writing the composition for the last Chinese paper.Zhang Shiqian walked over gently, stood behind him and looked at it for a while. The title of the composition was "My Most Unforgettable Thing". It is rare for high school to write such a direct proposition composition. He could no longer remember what he wrote back then. what.Zhang Shiqian had very good eyesight, squinted his eyes and peeked at it, and what he wrote seemed to be, "Brother, come to pick me up on a rainy day?" 'Looked a few more times, isn't this the content of that night?Zhang Shiqian couldn't hold back, and chuckled lightly.

"!!!" Wan Wan hurriedly blocked the paper, "Why are you peeking at me writing the essay!!" He widened his eyes angrily.

"Sorry, sorry." Zhang Shiqian adjusted his expression, but his eyes were still smiling.

Wanwan pushed him aside, and after making sure he couldn't see it, said: "Although you may have written this composition, you still can't peek at me! Adults have to set an example, I will finish writing it soon, Don't peek!" Zhang Shiqian found it very interesting to see Wan Wan's distraught face, he knew that Wan Wan had the same personality as he did back then, only willing to show his self-willed and childish side with people he fully trusted, and Other people, such as teachers, classmates, friends, etc., are kind and polite, more than friendly, not close enough.

Zhang Shiqian didn't peek any more. He sat on the sofa and thought about the composition carefully, but he couldn't remember it anymore. He felt that if he wrote it himself, he must have written something other than "Brother came to pick me up on a rainy day", because In the evening, he walked back by himself, and no one came to pick him up. Thinking of this, he felt a little lucky. Fortunately, he received Wanwan that night.

Wan Wan was wearing a pair of dark blue shorts that came up to his knees, and a white T-shirt. He tied up his hair that was too long in front of his forehead, revealing a clean and fair forehead, with focused eyes.

The crossed legs changed positions, closed the pen cap, and stretched his waist, "I finished writing."

Zhang Shiqian peeled an apple for him, and when Wan Wan took the first bite, he said, "I'm going on a business trip."

Apples are crisp, sweet and juicy.Wan Wan glanced at him, "Where are you going? When will you be back?"

"City A, it's estimated to take two weeks. There is a very important project, so I can't go there." Zhang Shiqian saw that he was absolutely silent, and bit the apple, feeling a little guilty for some reason.It was originally agreed to take Wanwan to a farmhouse in the suburbs to fish for crayfish tomorrow, but now it is probably impossible to go.

Wan Wan still didn't speak, he bit the apple, and threw the almost gnawed apple core into the trash can, took out a paper towel and wiped his hands.

Zhang Shiqian felt that this matter was still his own fault. It was a week ago that he agreed to go to the farmhouse, and the business trip was decided at a meeting last night.

Just when he was about to coax Wan Wan, he saw the young man standing up from the ground and walking behind the sofa. Zhang Shiqian thought that he was upset and went upstairs, but just as he wanted to get up, he felt Wan Wan hugging him.The two arms embracing him from behind were white and thin, and there were still red marks on the fingers from the writing just now.

"I didn't say I wouldn't let you go. Am I such an ignorant person? I'm not a little girl, and I still ask why work is important to me. These two things are of different nature and cannot be considered together, but I am still a little angry. Just as Zhang Shiqian was about to speak, Wan Wan covered his mouth from behind, "You think I can only play when you are angry. I know that everything you give me now is in exchange for your hard work, so I am working hard Study, I want to go to a school as good as yours in the future, and I will buy you clothes and delicious food." At this time, the first thing Zhang Shiqian thought of was, "Don't go to the same crappy school as me ’, thinking of the little lie that I and Wan Wan told, I feel a little bit sorry, and it’s not that I can’t tell it, but not now.

Wan Wan let go of his hands, resting his chin on the top of Zhang Shiqian's head, "When are you leaving?"

"Seven o'clock tomorrow morning."

"Then let's eat crayfish in a while." In fact, Wanwan was still a little disappointed. He had been thinking about the farmhouse entertainment for a long time. He heard that fishing for crayfish was fun, so he shouldn't have finished his homework so quickly.

Early the next morning, Zhang Shiqian left, stroked Wanwan's messy sleeping hair, covered him back with the quilt he kicked off, and hurried downstairs.

The 10th day of Zhang Shiqian's business trip.

Today is Saturday, because Monday is a statutory holiday, the school decided to make up one day of class and then take three days off.Wan Wan lay listlessly on the desk and sighed.Yang Hao glanced at him in surprise, "You actually sigh, Wanwan!" In his mind, Wanwan has always been a very serious and reliable person, although sometimes he is a bit cold.But I never heard him sigh, which is really strange.

Wan Wan ignored him and sighed again.Why hasn't Zhang Shiqian come back? It's boring to do anything by himself. Yang Hao doesn't know what he's busy with Teacher Zhong recently, so he doesn't see him after class.

Zhang Shiqian is very busy, he does not reply to text messages during the day, and only calls him in a hurry at night. He sounds very tired, and he dare not waste time, just a few words in a hurry will make Zhang Shiqian happy Going to sleep, in the past, I would always talk to him a few more words before hanging up the phone, but these days, I hang up directly after saying good night.

Wanwan felt a little uneasy, he hadn't seen Zhang Shiqian for ten days, the hasty phone calls, and his life as before suddenly made him feel unreal, and he couldn't tell which one was his real life, Zhang Shiqian and Zhang Shiqian. Is it true that Shi Qian lived together?Or is it true that the days spent alone?He even had a dream last night that Zhang Shiqian disappeared, and everything returned to the way it was before, nothing changed, as if the man just suddenly appeared in his mind, and then suddenly disappeared again.After waking up in the middle of the night, Wanwan felt a little lost, and wanted to call Zhang Shiqian, but was afraid that no one would answer, or a stranger would answer.I struggled from four in the morning to six in the morning, and finally got up with dark circles under my eyes when the alarm clock rang.

Zhang Shiqian slept for five hours on the plane, and was woken up by the turbulence encountered by the plane, and the plane was about to land.Five hours of deep sleep made him feel full of energy. After getting off the plane, he asked Xiao Li, who came to pick him up, to take him home, changed his clothes, took a shower, and it was almost time. He picked up the car keys and went out. .

Wan Wan walked out of the school with his schoolbag on his back, not knowing when he would be able to reply to the text message he just sent to Zhang Shiqian.He turned sideways to let the bicycle that was ringing the bell behind him go first, and when he looked up, he suddenly saw a familiar vehicle. The sudden joy in his heart made him almost hit a girl when he ran over, and he said sorry to the person without looking back. , ran to the car.

Opening the car door, Wan Wan hurriedly sat on it, "What are you doing! You came back so soon!" The smile on the corner of his mouth couldn't be suppressed.

"The task is completed ahead of schedule, so I'll be back first." Zhang Shiqian didn't say anything. In fact, he has been working overtime these days, and he finished the work almost four days ahead of schedule. The partner is very satisfied with his work efficiency and quality. He came back as soon as work was over.

"Hey~" Wan Wan didn't know what to say, so he smiled foolishly.Zhang Shiqian patted his head with a smile, "Sorry, I won't do it next time, and I won't break my promise to you again."

Wan Wan didn't speak, but still smiled, his little white teeth glistened, and he was very happy, but he couldn't say why he was happy, but he felt that it was great to see Zhang Shiqian again.

"Wan Wan?" Zhang Shiqian stretched out his hand and shook it in front of him. Why is the child so stupid after not seeing him for a few days, "What do you want to eat tonight?"

Wan Wan originally wanted to say that he wanted to eat the meat you cooked, but seeing the bloodshot eyes in Zhang Shiqian's eyes, he swallowed the words again. "Eat...seafood porridge, it's too hot, so finish eating early and go back to rest." He wanted Zhang Shiqian to go back to rest early.

When the two of them returned home after dinner, Wan Wan saw a small box on the coffee table, and was a little curious, "What is this?"

"A gift from the partner, a telescope." Opening the box, a series of equipment inside made Wanwan's eyes brighten, "Can this one see the stars?"

Zhang Shiqian thought about the method his partner taught him to use, "Of course it is possible, but Shicheng probably won't see any stars."

"It's not raining tonight, can you give it a try?" Wan Wanyi's face was eager to try, and there seemed to be little stars shining in his eyes.

How could Zhang Shiqian refuse him, "Of course."

Wan Wan was calling his mother, saying that he had something to do and would not go back tonight, and that he would still play with that friend.Ms. Zhang is a little strange. Her son has played very well with this new friend recently, but that "child" has never been to their house to play. The two of them can help each other and improve each other when they are together. Wanwan's grades have risen again recently. He is probably a good boy, and he has never objected to the relationship between the two of them. Let Wanwan bring him as a guest at home some other day. Don't always Lai stayed at other people's house and refused to leave, Wanwan agreed wholeheartedly, saying that he was very good-looking and not annoying at all, Zhang's mother laughed and cursed a few words before hanging up the phone.

Zhang Shiqian looked at the sky outside. Although the night sky was clear, only a few dim stars could be seen due to the light pollution of the city.

After thinking about it, he said, "Now I can't see the stars very clearly, but I can wait until tomorrow morning, before the sun comes out, and there will be a very bright star."

"I know! Venus is called Venus in the morning, and Chang Gung in the evening." Wan Wan has also read a lot of extracurricular books.

"Well, it's eleven o'clock now, and we still have about six hours. We can make preparations and take you to check the information."

"I'll check the information by myself, you go to sleep!" Wan Wan suddenly remembered that Zhang Shiqian had just returned from a business trip and must be very tired after sitting on the plane for so long, so he should rest early.But fortunately, it is Venus that I am going to look at, and there are at least five or six hours before sunrise.Without waiting for Zhang Shiqian to refuse, he took his hand and dragged him upstairs, and pushed him into the bedroom, because Zhang Shiqian had already taken a shower when he came back, and his body was very clean, so he patted him after he lay down. The quilt said, "Go to bed first, I'll go and read the information!" Then he turned off the night light by the bed, went out and closed the door gently.

The tiredness in his body was awakened by the soft and warm blanket, and Zhang Shiqian closed his eyes.

After reading the materials for an hour, Wan Wan yawned when he turned off the computer, turned off the lights in the room, and got into bed after hastily washing up.The person next to him felt warm and drowsy. He leaned over and rubbed Zhang Shiqian's shoulder, and soon fell asleep.

When woken up by the alarm clock, Wan Wan was a little irritable, rubbing his head in the pillow, and suddenly raised his head, "What time is it!"

Zhang Shiqian turned off the alarm clock, "[-]:[-]. Are you still sleepy?" He stopped looking at the stars when he was sleepy.

"Not sleepy, not sleepy, get up, it's almost dawn!" Wan Wan secretly rejoiced that the alarm clock set yesterday morning was not cancelled, otherwise he would have overslept.

After washing up casually, Zhang Shiqian brought Wanwan a thicker coat. It was a little cold in the morning, and it was probably windy on the roof.

Then he carried the suitcase and took Wan Wan to the rooftop.

The sky is still a little gloomy. The weather in Shicheng is good today, the slightly blue sky looks particularly clean, and Venus is hanging brightly in the east.The wind on the roof is a bit strong, and the cool wind blows people in high spirits. Wanwan ran to the edge of the roof and carefully gathered together. The neighborhood is quiet and quiet. Most people are still asleep. Bicycle bells are heard from afar. It sounds very nice.Zhang Shiqian went over and put the belt inside for him. Although there is a fence that reaches to the waist, there is always a contingency in everything, and it would be bad if it fell off.Zhang Shiqian zipped up his coat, watched Wan Wan's hair blowing up on his forehead, and put on the hood on Wan Wan's coat for fear that he would catch a cold. Good and cute.

The time was almost up, so I chose a relatively flat place with Wanwan and started to assemble the telescope.

After opening the box, I found that there was a star map in the box, but I didn't need it for the time being.

Zhang Shiqian fixed the bracket, adjusted the height according to Wan Wan's height, installed the lens barrel, and installed and adjusted the handle.After confirming that the bracket will not shake, start to adjust the main mirror and the finder mirror to be on the same axis, then align it with the general direction of Venus, and then fine-tune it to a suitable position.

Seeing that the adjustment is almost done, let those who are watching attentively come over. "Wan Wan, let's take a look." The position of the stand was adjusted according to Wan Wan's height, and Zhang Shiqian had to bend over to complete a series of movements. Due to the problem of the viewing angle, there might be a slight deviation.

"It seems... a bit crooked..." Wan Wan watched intently, Zhang Shiqian stood behind him, lightly held his hand and put it on the fine-tuning handle, "Try to adjust it lightly." Gently moved.

"I saw it!" The Venus in the telescope was bright yellow, in the shape of a crescent moon, very beautiful, Wan Wan moved his eyes from the telescope, looked up at Venus with the naked eye, it was a bright one in the distance.

"I always feel... so amazing. It's completely different from what I usually see..." The planet, which is more than 4000 million kilometers away from me, appears in my eyes in a completely different form from what I usually see.

Zhang Shiqian also looked up at the distant Venus, his eyes were deep, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

The morning breeze cleared people's minds, and Zhang Shiqian also began to think about the issues that he had been selectively neglecting.

"absolutely."

"kindness?"

"Proxima Centauri is the closest star to us, but it is at least 4.2 light-years away from us, and it will take many, many years to reach our eyes." Wanwan turned his head and looked at Zhang Shiqian.

"Even some of the stars we see are phantoms left over from millions of years ago, because the distance is too far, we can see its past. In the space where it actually exists, it has disappeared forever. Wait until After this period of time, it will never appear in the night sky again."

Zhang Shiqian's words made Wan Wan feel a vaguely bad premonition, he put down his hood, and he didn't understand why Zhang Shiqian said these things.

"So, I was thinking," Zhang Shiqian looked at Wanwan with gentle eyes, "In the world where I actually exist, I should have already disappeared."

"No..." Wan Wan wanted to say something.

"But there are at least 15 years between us." These 15 years are enough for me to do something for you in the past, at least I have to change the car accident.Seeing that Wanwan lowered his head, Zhang Shiqian didn't want the topic to become so heavy, he curled the corner of his mouth and smiled, and changed a relaxed tone, "I don't know for sure, in case Grandpa Shi forgets me, when he wants to Hundreds of years have passed since I woke up, and I can play with you for a long time!"

Wan Wan didn't speak, he felt that Zhang Shiqian, like him, was really not suitable for joking at all, and it was completely hard to make people laugh.

Zhang Shiqian sighed. He didn't want to think too much about his existence and disappearance. It could even be said that life in this world was too good for him, so he instinctively avoided this question.

However, the fact that you don't want to face it will not disappear by itself just because you ignore it.

He has also considered that after Wanwan, he graduates from university, finds a job, gets married and has children, and lives a happy life. Occasionally there will be a little trouble, but overall he is still very happy.At that time, he would no longer need himself, and it would be easier for Wanwan to talk about this topic until then, and he regretted his impulsiveness just now.

The sun is about to rise, and Wanwan's hair facing away from the sun is covered with a layer of warm golden light, and Venus is almost invisible.

"No..." Wan Wan's eyes were red, "I will not let you disappear, I promise." He held Zhang Shiqian's hand, "I promise, as long as I exist for a day, you will definitely exist! "

"You came back from such a far place to find me. I don't believe in the time. I only believe in the you I see now. Now that you have come to me, how can it be possible in 15 years? If you think I will be with someone else in the future If you are with someone and ignore you, you can disappear secretly, then I will only look at you from now on!" Wan Wan gritted his teeth, tears rolling down his face.

Zhang Shiqian's hand hurt from being held, his eyes were sour, his throat was so blocked that he couldn't speak, and he wanted to say something, but he couldn't.He raised his other hand to wipe Wan Wan's tears, but the tears couldn't be stopped no matter what.Wan Wan hugged him and soaked all the tears on Zhang Shiqian's heart.