fall in love with me 15 years later

"Zhang Shiqian, do you have time after get off work?" The gentle-looking female colleague, holding the folder, brushed her hair by her ears a little embarrassedly.Zhang Shiqian was packing his things. Hearing this, he raised his head and smiled apologetically, "Sorry, I have to go to the hospital later."

"Hospital? Are you sick? Let me go with you!"

"Thank you, no, it's a private matter." Zhang Shiqian smiled politely.

"That's it..." The female colleague was a little disappointed, but since it's a private matter, it's not appropriate for her to ask too much.

"Then can we have dinner together next time?" After finishing speaking, he looked at Zhang Shiqian expectantly, with round black eyes, fair skin, soft hair, and expectant eyes, it was hard to refuse.

"Sorry, I may not have much time recently." Zhang Shiqian's apologetic smile was hard to refuse. "It's not safe for a girl to be alone, go home early." After packing up his things, Zhang Shiqian took his mobile phone and prepared to go downstairs.

"En! Thank you, then... see you tomorrow!" The female colleague's eyes that were a little bit lost were lit up again.

"En, bye." Nodding to the colleagues around who hadn't left yet, Zhang Shiqian walked out of the office and opened the elevator door.

Pressed the phone, 17:43.

Walking out of the company gate, it was as dark as seven o'clock, and the sky over the city was covered with black clouds and lightning. Zhang Shiqian sighed helplessly.The raindrops were crackling, and the pedestrians on the road ran to shelter under the shelter, while the off-duty people drove their cars slowly into the rain.Turning around and returning to the company, he remembered that there was an umbrella in the left drawer.

Zhang Shiqian doesn't have a car, so he walks to and from get off work because the company is very close to his rented house, and he can get there in 10 minutes.The company's treatment is not bad, at least two years of working in the city where he lives can be enough for the down payment of a better house.Colleagues have bought cars and houses with loans, and run around every day for mortgages and car loans. Although it is a bit hard, they also have a sense of fulfillment in life.But Zhang Shiqian felt that it was unnecessary. He was living a good life now. One person had enough to eat, the whole family was not hungry, and there was no need to buy a house. Zhang Shiqian wanted to save more money and live in a better nursing home when he was old.

After getting out of the elevator, when he was about to open the door to go in, he heard his name coming from the door.

"Xiao Zhang, I can't say what's wrong with him, but he's just a little strange, and he can't get close to him."

"That's right, that's right, I think so too. I never go to parties, and I don't invite anyone to dinner privately. I only invite us to get together once a year, stingy!"

"Yeah, Xiaoyun has hinted several times, but no one responded, and I don't know if he has a partner."

"He? Although he is good-looking, he has no car and no house, which girl would like to be nice to him? I heard that his house is all rented, hey! He just said to go to the hospital. He usually has a cold personality, so it can't be... ...Is it not good in that regard?" The people inside laughed together.

"Stop talking...he's always been nice to us..." This was Xiaoyun's voice.

"Hey, he treats everyone the same way. He smiles on the surface and doesn't smile. He's not stupid. How could he do something that offends people?"

"Xiaoyun, I think the person in Zhang Zhang's department is very good. I heard that I went on a business trip with the vice president last week. I guess he has to go up. Unlike Zhang Shiqian, I heard that the vice president looked for him first, so I don't know. What do you think, giving up such a good opportunity for nothing. This kind of worthless man will probably spend the rest of his life with me, haha."

"That's right! Hey, by the way, take a look, my husband bought it for me again..."

The department Zhang Shiqian worked in was pretty good, but there were too many female employees, and there were only two male employees in the whole department—he and a middle-aged uncle who was married.The other male colleague has already left, and my daughter is about to enter high school, and the school has not been chosen yet, so I always leave in a hurry these two days.

When a new topic was changed inside, Zhang Shiqian pretended to have just arrived, pushed the door in, smiled politely at the female colleagues who looked a little embarrassed, and found the umbrella in the left drawer of his place. Why is it suddenly quiet.

"It's raining outside. Be careful when you go out. Let's go first, goodbye." Zhang Shiqian didn't see the expressions of the female colleagues, and Zhang Shiqian didn't care what the colleagues said about him. Houses, cars, love affairs, others, these were not what he wanted. concern.Do what he should do well, and he doesn't want to think too much about unnecessary relationships. Zhang Shiqian knows that their words will not have any impact on him. In a few years, those who should be promoted will be promoted, those who should resign will Appropriate care and polite greetings are enough to put Zhang Shiqian in a suitable position, neither too peripheral nor in the center, he just needs a job, and then waits for the passage of time and life.

It was raining heavily, and the umbrella I was holding was blown a little crooked.This umbrella has been used for several years, and the black umbrella surface is durable, but there is something wrong with the ribs.Therefore, when Zhang Shiqian walked out of the convenience store with a beer and opened it again, one of the ribs of the umbrella was broken and the surface of the umbrella was dented, but it was still usable, so Zhang Shiqian walked out holding it.The rain had subsided, and when passing by a cake shop, Zhang Shiqian stopped, looked at the beautiful cakes in the window, and continued walking.

Going to the hospital is naturally a lie. Zhang Shiqian doesn't like to lie, but he doesn't like to share his life with outsiders even more.

On the last part of the way home, the wind blew up and broke a few umbrella ribs. He ran downstairs to the unit and took a closer look at the umbrella under the dim light. It was indeed unusable. Zhang Shiqian could only Roll up the umbrella and throw it in the trash.

Half of his body was soaked, and the wet shirt stuck to his body, which gave him goosebumps. He took off his wet leather shoes, walked barefoot to the sofa, put the beer he was carrying on the coffee table, leaned against the soft The back of the sofa was soft, the lights in the room were not turned on, and the temperature in the room was blown away by the windows that were not closed before leaving. Zhang Shiqian suddenly felt a little pitiful.

Today is his 30th birthday. 30 years old is the golden age of a man. He may have a car, a house, a gentle wife, a lovely child, and parents who support him. There are still people taking care of the house, and the next day I will kiss the child's face and go to work in good spirits.Zhang Shiqian didn't have any of these things, but these were all things that Zhang Shiqian had imagined before.In the third year of high school, my father and mother received a phone call on the way back to their hometown to see grandma. The phone said that grandma was dying. The sudden news distracted my father. He ran into a pedestrian crossing the road. The panic made everything worse. The car He crashed into the building next to him, and no one survived, except him who was still in school nervously preparing for the college entrance examination.The family savings plus the sold house were compensated to the family members of the victim and the owner of the building, and there was not much money left.Zhang Shiqian, who had good grades, failed the college entrance examination and got an unexpected score.Filling out the application blankly, he didn't even go to the last dinner party of the class. Zhang Shiqian sat alone on the cold floor of the rental house with the university notice, crying heartbreakingly.

Tears ran out of Zhang Shiqian's already finely lined eyes, and slid onto the sofa. Zhang Shiqian closed his eyes tiredly, and gulped down the beer he was holding in his hand.His life shouldn't be like this.

The vehicles passing by outside the window made the room flickering. Zhang Shiqian was lying on the sofa with a few empty wine bottles rolling on the ground, holding a half bottle of unfinished wine in his hand.

He is not drunk, he has a good capacity for alcohol. When he first started working, in order to socialize, he drank wine like water and had to work hard to keep himself sober.After sending the drunk colleague to the taxi, he went home alone, then lay on the edge of the toilet and vomited in the dark, washed up casually with his last consciousness, and fell headfirst on the bed, wearing a crumpled shirt and no leather shoes Off, the next day, walked to the office with a hangover headache to deal with endless paperwork.The alcohol capacity was developed at that time.

Zhang Shiqian felt a little sleepy. The open window and wet shirt made him feel a little cold. If he fell asleep here, he would definitely not be able to wake up tomorrow.The feeling of being sick is terrible, chewing tasteless meals alone, curling up in the quilt after taking medicine, like being abandoned by the whole world.He didn't want to get sick, so he wanted to stand up and walk to the bedroom, but his body didn't respond. The white light that appeared outside the window became brighter and brighter, accompanied by a strange sound that made people's head buzz. The room is brightly lit.Zhang Shiqian felt something was wrong, but he couldn't open his eyes. All he could see were the strange red spots on the eyelids revealed by the strong light. His head hurt more and more. His body and consciousness seemed to be torn apart. The buzzing sound made Zhang Shiqian feel a little dangerous. He tried to move his eyes, and opened a small slit. The white light that pierced his eyes instantly made Zhang Shiqian completely lose consciousness.