In time

After this day, Lin Nan stopped talking to me. I wanted to chat with him several times, but he gave me a cold look and then turned away. I don’t know what Lin Nan is embarrassing about. If it’s for the photo album I think he really made a big fuss about it, and I think maybe I need to apologize, but Lin Nan didn't even give me a chance to apologize.

How many things happened is very inexplicable. For example, the cold war between me and Lin Nan started from a certain moment. After he left me, he never came back.

I still sketch and paint on the days I like. In the past, I may prefer sunny days, but now I may prefer rainy days.

Now I can often stare at the drizzle for a long time, but the drawing board under my hand does not fall a drop of color. Maybe I just want to take this opportunity to be dazed by painting, but when I get home, the rain falls The appearance appeared clearly, so I had no choice but to pick up a pen to record them. I drew many things related to rain, such as drizzle, heavy rain, heavy rain, spring rain, summer rain, autumn rain, rain Willows, lotus leaves in the rain, gardenias and camellias in the rain. After painting, I put them in my big clip, one after another, and when the clip couldn't hold it, I changed another clip.

I think maybe it's because I'm too lonely.

Although my brother miraculously expressed his concern and love for me on that day, he was still cold afterwards. I feel very happy to be able to get my brother's care and love. Although my brother didn't show it, since that day, I know that the elder brother whom I have always looked up to actually loves me.

There has been a stalemate between Lin Nan and I. Lin Nan stopped sitting at the same table with me on the second day after the incident. I heard that he took the initiative to apply to the teacher to be transferred to the front row, but he is very tall, and the teacher weighed it. After a while, I finally let him sit on the side by the window, so I had to look forward to the right to see his back. He began to listen carefully in class, and he ignored the students throwing notes at his head. , the head teacher was very pleased with his performance and praised him many times.

At the end of the last semester of the second year of high school, the school issued a volunteer form for arts and sciences. Since I was going to take the road of painting, and faced with the reality that the combined science scores had only just reached three digits, it was natural to choose liberal arts. At least I am good at reciting, which increases my confidence in learning.

I looked at Lin Nan's back. He submitted the volunteer form very quickly, as if he didn't need to think about it at all. I looked at him and remembered that he once told me that he would study liberal arts with me and stay with me. Let's draw together.He always laughed at me at that time, look at how weak you are as a boy, without me, be careful of being bullied by others.

In fact, I am not weak, but I am weak in his eyes.

I looked at his back, my heart beat a little faster, Lin Nan, Lin Nan, will you accompany me?

The winter vacation is tense and fast. My brother is facing the college entrance examination, and my parents are back. I know that my parents actually prefer my brother to go abroad. Since my brother finished junior high school, I really want to send him abroad to study in high school and university and then continue Dad's career is to consolidate the world that Dad has brought down, but my brother is very stubborn and unwilling.

This time when my parents came back, they seemed very serious, because they gave my brother a lot of forms, all of which were in English, so I knew that this time, my parents were determined to send my brother abroad.

During dinner at night, my father was talking about this matter again, and my brother said two words coldly: don't go.

After finishing speaking, he pushed the chair and went back to the upstairs room. Dad sighed and took a look at me: "It would be great if Yanyan is as well-behaved and sensible as Xiaoli."

My mother nodded in agreement, I think my parents may not understand how good my brother is in school, and I may not understand how ordinary I am in school or—failure, even my best friend lost.

So I had no choice but to work harder and harder to pick rice into my mouth, my cheeks were bulging, my mother glanced at me, then stretched out her hand, and rubbed my head lovingly.

So I tried to smile at her, she looked at me, and suddenly kissed me on the cheek.

I blush a little, I think I am so old.

Dad laughed at the side, Xiaoli seemed to be shy, and his face was red, so his mother also smiled happily.

My brother and his parents fought coldly for a whole winter vacation, and they didn’t have a good time for years. Later, my parents finally gave in and reached an agreement with my brother. If my brother could be admitted to the best university in China, they agreed that my brother would stay in China and go abroad. The matter of further study is still to be determined. If my brother fails the exam, then don't say anything and go directly to study abroad.

The elder brother answered silently, and the father showed a sad look on his face, and said to the elder brother: "Yanyan, mom and dad spend very little time with you, but mom and dad love you, love you very much, you are the biggest love in mom and dad's life. Proud, mom and dad have suffered a lot for being able to conquer this world, so the biggest hope of dad and mom is to see that you can inherit mom and dad, find a caring girlfriend, have a lovely child, and take good care of you Brother, be safe and worry-free. Only then can your mother and I put down everything and enjoy life. Going to study abroad is a decision that your mother and I have made after a long time of deliberation. It is beneficial to your future development and I have already helped you Contact the school, why don't you take a look?"

The elder brother looked indifferent: "That's what you want, it has nothing to do with me."

Dad was so angry that he wanted to reach out and slap my brother, but my mother stopped me. I was a little scared, so I pulled the corner of my brother's clothes. My brother took a look at me, rubbed my head, and walked away without saying a word.

The aura on Dad's body disappeared all of a sudden, and he fell down on the sofa, rubbing his forehead, looking very tired. After a long silence, Mom came forward and rubbed his temples for Dad.

Looking at my father's appearance, I feel sad in my heart. I don't think my parents are willing to run around like this. I also know that it is not easy for my parents to get to this point, but my brother should also have his own life. He is such an excellent person, he should break out of his own genius.

Although they are legally adoptive parents, my parents really love me, and I also love my parents who love me very much.

After hesitating for a while, I walked to my parents and whispered my thoughts in a low voice. I thought that if I had the ability, I would like to share the hard work for my parents.

Dad may not have heard clearly, so he asked me to repeat it again, and my mother looked at me and smiled: "Little Moli, you just need to paint happily, our little Moli is going to become a great painter in the future , isn’t your husband?”

Dad patted me on the shoulder: "Xiao Li, I'm very relieved, but your brother's path must be walked this way."

I was dumbfounded and didn't know what to say, so I got up and went upstairs to my room in a daze.