In time

Jimoli and Yuanyuan walked out of the cafe, and Yuanyuan stretched out her hand to hail a taxi, but Jimoli stopped her hand, hesitated for a while before suggesting that Lin Nan take the two of them there, He can guarantee that Lin Nan will not go in.

Yuanyuan did not refuse this time, she nodded and agreed straightforwardly. Lin Nan was instructed to drive the car over, so as to save the two of them from taking unnecessary trips in the cold wind.Of course, it was mainly because of Ji Moli.

The two continued to stand at the door of the cafe. They both looked good, and they didn't look right. However, they were both quite eye-catching and attracted many people's attention. It was just that the one who had always been silent and could stay in one place could speak freely. Into a world, a place used to sensuality has long been used to being watched by all kinds of eyes, the two of them face the oncoming lingering eyes together, their calm postures are very similar.

"Uncle and aunt are so beautiful, please eat candy."

A four or five-year-old girl with shofar braids and a white sweater and denim sundress bounced over, holding two lollipops in her hand, looking at Jimoli and Yuanyuan with black and pure eyes The two of them, Jimoli squatted down to take the lollipop from the little girl's hand, and said with a smile, "Thank you."

After thinking for a while, he took out the key from the bag and removed a small white porcelain rabbit from the key ring, "This is for you."

"Thank you uncle!"

Yuanyuan folded her arms and watched the interaction between the two expressionlessly, without any fluctuations in her eyes.

The little girl looked at Jimoli in fear, and Jimoli smiled comfortingly. The little girl was happy again, and bounced back to her mother, happily holding the little white rabbit in her hand to her mother.

The young mother and Jimoli nodded with a smile, thanked them and took the little girl away.

Yuanyuan looked at the backs of the two of them, her originally expressionless face seemed to be slightly broken, and a hint of envy flashed in her eyes, although it only passed away in a flash, it was still caught by Jimoli.

"We are going to go back to the orphanage, do you want to go back and have a look?"

As soon as Ji Moli said it, he felt that it was wrong, but he had already said it, so naturally he couldn't take it back.

Originally, she was ready to meet the cynicism, but Yuanyuan was just a little strange: "What are you doing back?"

"I want to go back and have a look, and I want to adopt a child."

"Adopt?" Yuanyuan glanced up and down at Jimo Li, and finally sneered, "Are you eligible for adoption?"

Ji Moli was questioned. He just saw his little niece, thought of his life experience, thought of the former orphanage, and then wanted to adopt a child, but he didn't pay attention to what needs to be paid attention to when adopting a child.

"Couples must be at least [-] years old, and singles must be at least [-] years old from the first person. Are you eligible?"

"No, how do you know this?"

"Because you haven't experienced what I have experienced." Yuanyuan took out a cigarette case from her backpack, took out a cigarette and lit it, "I wanted to go to court, and I have memorized several laws for it, hmph, what's the use Woolen cloth?"

While talking, Lin Nan's car had already arrived, and Yuanyuan gave an address. Seeing that Lin Nan didn't ask how to get there, and didn't turn on the navigation, she glanced at Lin Nan's car and clothes, and was a little surprised: "You know how to get there. ?”

Lin Nan glanced at Yuanyuan from the rearview mirror, then nodded, "I lived there for a while."

Ji Moli glanced at Lin Nan in surprise. He didn't know that Lin Nan had lived in such a place. Thinking of Lin Nan's past experience, Ji Moli felt inexplicably blocked.

Turning around and seeing Jimoli's pale face when he heard these words, Lin Nan stretched out his hand to rub Jimoli's hair, and comforted him, "It's all over."

Yuanyuan looked at Lin Nan several times before shaking her head: "It's not like that."

It's rare that there is no traffic jam, and Yuanyuan's place to live is easy to find. It is a well-known urban village in this city, and the rental price is famous for its cheapness.

The car was not easy to get in, so it stopped on the side of the road. Yuanyuan originally refused to let Lin Nan go with her, but when she heard that Lin Nan had also stayed here, she changed her mind and let Lin Nan follow. It was exactly what Lin Nan wanted, and he was worried about letting Jimo come here alone, not to mention that the woman in front of him looked like a terrorist.

Although they belong to the same villages in the city, they are also divided into high, middle and low-end. The place that Yuanyuan rents seems to be the best place in this area.Although the outside looks very dilapidated, the inside is clean and tidy, and the place looks bright and bright. Although it is not a high-rise building, but because it is upstairs, the scenery looks pretty good. The protruding platform is full of plants. All kinds of green plants, several kinds of flowers are in full bloom. Although it is late autumn, they are still full of vitality.

This made Jimoli even more confused, what happened to Yuanyuan, she wanted such a large sum of money, and she still seemed to need it.

"Yuanyuan, is someone here?"

Soon the answer came out. A cough came from a room. The voice was clear and weak, and it sounded very weak. After a while, the door of a closed bedroom opened. The handsome but pale young man with a bit of blue came out slowly, seeing the two people in the room, he was stunned for two seconds, and then said with a smile: "Someone is here, please sit down, I will make tea for you."

"Brother, can you recognize who he is?"

Yuanyuan's words surprised the young man for a moment, he took a good look at Ji Moli and Lin Nan, and suddenly asked in disbelief, "Tuantuan?"

He aimed his eyes at his sister, and when he saw her nodding, a strange light flashed in her eyes, but it disappeared quickly, replaced by a polite and nostalgic smile, and said to Ji Moli: "It's really Tuantuan? I haven't seen you for many years, nothing has changed."

Lin Nan glanced at the young man, but said nothing.

Ji Moli actually found it a bit strange that the three of them didn't have any intersection in the orphanage. In terms of paying attention, Ji Moli paid more attention to the two brothers and sisters, and the two brothers and sisters mostly played alone, but , now, it was him who was recognized at a glance.

Perhaps, is there really too much resentment in my heart, so that I can't forget him?

This thought lasted until Lin Nan took him to leave, but it was more of a heavy heart. It was only this time that Ji Moli found out that his elder brother was seriously ill. All these years, he has been supporting him with money. , As for why the physical foundation is so poor, when Lin Nan asked, two people, one with red eyes, and one coughing and smiling, but neither of them answered, so the answer is almost known.

There is also a very small boy in the family, only four or five years old, who is the son of brother Yuanyuan, but his mother died in a car accident.

When Jimo left, Yuanyuan's elder brother was a little embarrassed and had to say something. He learned from Yuanyuan that the two wanted to adopt a child but the conditions were not enough. If possible, could they let their child go there? , although he can't meet the requirements for adoption, he can be regarded as his own child, as long as he can grow up.

Ji Moli wanted to agree, but Lin Nan took his hand and said that he would go back and discuss it.

"Anyway, I have a certain responsibility for this matter. If I hadn't stepped in, they wouldn't have done this. The person who should suffer is me, and it should be me. Lin Nan, do you know? It should be me. "

"It's not you, it has nothing to do with you."

After getting into the car, Jimoli lost his temper very rarely. Ever since he met Yuanyuan again, he felt like a big stone was pressed in his heart, and he didn't know how to remove it. The things from that year began to appear clearly before his eyes again. , let him sleep and eat.

Didn't he bear all the pain in the first place?How could he have such a happy life?

Lin Nan pulled Ji Moli's head off, "A Li, look into my eyes."

Ji Moli shook his head subconsciously, but Lin Nan persisted. Finally, Ji Moli looked into Lin Nan's eyes helplessly.

Lin Nan's eyes were firm and persistent: "Ah Li, this matter has nothing to do with you, including the death of your adoptive parents, what happened to Yuanyuan and the others, and my fate, it has nothing to do with you, don't point all the reasons at yourself ! Do you know how selfish you are for thinking that?! To me, is it fair?!"

"I--"

Ji Moli struggled in pain. He understood Lin Nan's words, and he didn't want to, but he couldn't control himself, making him feel that if it wasn't for him, his adoptive parents wouldn't die, his brother's family wouldn't have problems, and Yuanyuan wouldn't. go through those.

He can't control the root cause of these problems to himself, he understands, but sometimes, understanding is one thing, psychology is another, and it is often out of his control.

Lin Nan had no choice but to hug him tightly, letting Ji Moli calm down quietly in his arms.

In fact, he knew a long time ago that Ji Moli's heart is most directly reflected in the paintings. Those occasional paintings reveal the dark sky and the dark sea, the tombstones that have fallen, the wilderness and the thunderstorm. From those abstract lines, it can be seen that a part of Jimoli is trapped in the shackles he set up.