In time

After Lin Nan came that day, I didn't see him again. In fact, I still hoped to receive his call or text message, but since I didn't wait, it didn't seem to matter.

"Whose call are you waiting for?" Master asked me with a smile, "You have been staring at the phone all the time, have you got a girlfriend?"

I shook my head, a little embarrassed, maybe, I was the only one who was entangled in the past, entangled in the dust with resentment, it shouldn't be like this.

When I got home, I locked myself in my room to draw and put my phone in the living room.

Even though it’s just me at home now, when I’m very upset and confused, I still like to lock myself in the room and draw.

With my phone out there, I don't have to think about it all the time.

When he received a call from Lin Nan again, he called me to pick him up. He must be in a very lively place. The other side of the phone was very noisy, and there was a voice from behind: "Lin Nan, you scratch your ears, you are so scared. Is it your wife?"

wife?I was stunned, is Lin Nan married?

The voice on the other end was loud, coming through the phone.On the other end of the phone, Lin Nan's voice was laughing, low, rustling, and pleasant to hear, "Xiao Li, take me home."

In fact, I really want to be angry and ignore it. Why do you want me to come and I will come, and you want me to go? In just two seconds, I resigned myself to taking a taxi to the place Lin Nan sent me.

What if Lin Nan was drunk and vomited on the road like that night, and no one took care of him, what if he fainted?Or, what if it gets robbed?

I felt a little guilty, so forget it, let me pick him up.

The place where Lin Nan stayed was not easy to find, because the taxi driver went around many places, and I was a little dizzy, but the driver didn't speak, so I didn't talk, and I didn't know if the driver was going around On the way, whenever possible, I will not speak if I can.

It's okay to spend a little more money.I know that I have a snail mentality, and I know that I have a mild social phobia, or maybe you can say, a little bit more than a mild.

I paid the driver for the car and waited for the driver to change the money. The driver seemed a little reluctant, but I insisted on waiting, and then I heard the driver mumbling: "I can go to this place to eat, and I don't care. Don’t rich people give tips for the money they’re looking for?”

I thought about it carefully and felt that I was not a rich man, so I thought I really didn’t need to tip, but I still took the driver’s change without saying anything. The driver seemed a little unhappy. I just When he opened the door, he was about to drive straight away. I suddenly remembered that Lin Nan didn't have a car either, so I quickly called him and asked him to wait for a few minutes.

He looked better and said, "You should go back with my car. There are all private cars here, or surrogate drivers. There are no taxis. If you don't believe me, look at the parking spaces on both sides."

As he spoke, he glanced up and down at me again, and muttered, "Not a rich man."

I nodded silently in my heart.

After getting off the car, I saw some good cars parked on both sides of the road, because I am familiar with the signs of many of them. My father is a car lover. Although there are only two cars parked in the garage, the collection I bought a lot of car models, and when I was happy, I took my mother and brother to talk to me about the performance and advantages of each car, including the price, so I think this is probably a place where rich people gather.

But the place where Lin Nan lives is so narrow and dilapidated, how could he stay here?

Suddenly thinking of the girl I saw in the supermarket that day, I was a little nervous.

Lin Nan was standing at the door, leaning against the pillar beside the door, holding a cigarette in his hand, not smoking, just staring at the rising smoke in a daze, I called out: "Lin Nan."

He saw me, pinched the cigarette butt, and walked over. I looked at the cigarette butt that had been extinguished in his hand, and I was a little dissatisfied. Didn't he agree to stop smoking? Why did he want to smoke again?

Lin Nan threw the cigarette butts into the trash can next to me, walked in front of me, stretched out his hand to tighten my coat, and then said with a smile: "I miss you, so I light a cigarette, just to smell it, not to smoke."

My heart skipped a beat, because of that sentence "I miss you", although I don't know why Lin Nan said such a thing, and I don't understand why missing me has any necessary connection with smoking, but I feel that because of this sentence, Lin Nan Even if Nan is smoking, this matter can be forgiven at this moment.

The taxi driver was also smoking, and the smoke seemed to be very happy. His eyes kept turning to the car parked on the side of the road. I coughed because of the smoke. Lin Nan glanced at me, knocked, and suddenly took After taking the cigarette in his mouth, the driver said solemnly: "Smoking hurts your health."

The driver looked very angry, but after seeing Lin Nan's face clearly, he blew a whistle, and then said regretfully, "Unfortunately, it's a man."

I don't know why I suddenly wanted to laugh, so I turned my face away, smiled secretly, and then I was pinched by a big hand on my chin and turned my face to face Lin Nan.

I immediately pursed my lips, feeling a little embarrassed.

Lin Nan reported the address to the driver, the driver was obviously taken aback when he heard it, looked at Lin Nan and then at me, I nodded, the driver didn't say anything, just stepped on the accelerator and left.

On the way, I asked Lin Nan if he wanted to go to my place, because I had been to the place where Lin Nan rented, and the environment was very bad, and Lin Nan didn't seem to live very regularly.

Lin Nan smiled softly: "Although my place is relatively broken, you should go to my place."

I was a little surprised, Lin Nan's words seemed to say that I would stay with him tonight, and I would definitely go home, so I thought about the possibility of telling the driver not to leave and continue to wait for me.

When I got out of the car, I was going to say goodbye to Lin Nan and ask the driver brother to drive me to my house again, but Lin Nan pulled me out of the car and gave the driver 100 yuan, saying that there is no need to look for it. If you are not rich, why not look for it?Lin Nan, you should need change. You can live in a better house if you save a little.

Lin Nan didn't care about my thoughts at all, and dragged me away, so I only had time to hear the driver's loud whistle.

When I arrived at Lin Nan's room, Lin Nan found two bottles of mineral water, gave me one, twisted open the bottle and drank it all in one gulp, I looked at Lin Nan under the light, he looked so good, the water slid over The corners of the lips are so low that the collarbone disappears into the shirt, which is especially beautiful. I wish someone would take a paintbrush and paint this picture immediately.

I stared blankly at Lin Nan drinking the water, Lin Nan looked back at me, sat next to me, rubbed my head, Lin Nan is almost half a head taller than me now.

I looked into Lin Nan's eyes, which were dark and beautiful. I couldn't see the emotions inside. After hesitating for a while, I finally mustered up the courage to ask, "Lin Nan, are you married?"

"No." Lin Nan's voice was very calm, and his eyes seemed to be very calm, as if he was not surprised by my question, "I don't have a girlfriend either, never have."

I have some doubts, isn't the girl who was so close to him that day his lover?

"The girl in the supermarket that day was my classmate in college, and she asked me to help move that day."

Lin Nan explained to me very seriously, and I suddenly became happy, oh, so it's not my girlfriend, so I'm not married.

Well, I admit that I'm selfish, because in my heart, Lin Nan is still my best friend, I don't want him to get married so early, let this day come later, although I know it's selfish , but I don't pray much, I just hope that in Lin Nan's heart, my position will be more important, and more important.

However, maybe, after those four years, Lin Nan already has a best friend.

Thinking of this, I don't seem to be so happy anymore, but feel a little lost. In four years, many things have been blocked. I still guard a circle by myself, and Lin Nan may have a colorful and flourishing life.

How far away.

The author has something to say:

Because I want to fill the previously dug hole as soon as possible, so the filling of this hole may not be so regular

Cover your face: It doesn’t seem to be very regular~~~