In time

After sending Liao Yuan home, I checked the time, it was ten o'clock, it was already very late, I was a little tired after a busy day, and the evening breeze was good, so I didn't rush back, I pushed the car slowly along the roadside Walking, there are very few pedestrians on the side of the road, and green leaves are climbing on the edge of the old wall. Liao Yuan's house is in the opposite direction from where I live. It's a bit far away, but since I'm not in a hurry, the scenery is also very good. He slowly pushed the car away.

Going through an alley is the modern city B with a lot of traffic. It seems that the distance of only one alley is two worlds.There was no one in the alley, so I was taken aback when I saw a black figure that seemed to be half curled up on the ground and was still moving. After looking carefully, I found that it was a dark man squatting in the corner of the wall. people.

I walked over, patted him on the shoulder, and wanted to ask if he needed help, but the man turned around, but I was stunned, because he was not someone else, but Lin Nan.

His face was flushed, and he looked very uncomfortable. He was not as handsome and upright as he saw in the mall that day. His brows and eyes showed fragility. There seemed to be a door opened in his heart, like the alienated time between me and him. I have never experienced it before. He looked at me and I looked at him, and my heart suddenly softened.

I helped him up, he seemed to want to struggle, but finally he didn't struggle, he leaned his head on my shoulder, as if he had no strength at all, he was half a head taller than me, it should be more uncomfortable, but he kept Hold that position until I put him on the rear rack of the bike.

He is tall and big, and I can't ride a bicycle. He seems to be more drunk than Liao Yuan, and he can't even walk. I can only tell her to sit on the back and support me. He looked at me for a long time. Obediently straddling the back frame, I was about to push him away, when he suddenly wrapped his arms around my waist from behind and hugged me, I didn't have as much strength as him, so I had to stop and let him hold me , softly coaxing him.

He finally let go and asked him where he lived. When he arrived, he saw that it was a small basement where he lived with many people. I took the key out of his pocket and opened the door. The room was very small, with only a single slip. A bed, a simple wardrobe, a desk, and a computer on the desk, nothing else.

After a lot of effort, I moved him to the bed, found the electric kettle and basin, went out to fetch water, boiled hot water, wiped him briefly, and fed him to rinse his mouth , drank water, and then covered him with the quilt.

I was already covered in sweat after work, sat on the edge of the bed and stared blankly at him for a while, the past time was quickly retraced in my mind, which made me a little dazed, and suddenly I thought of that girl again, I thought we were living together, but Look around at such a humble house, don't you?

After posting for a long time, I decided to leave. I didn't want to leave any way, and I didn't want the other party to remember.

It's over, maybe it's over, I don't need to worry about anything, I'm used to this kind of life, the reunion with Lin Nan is just an accident that I didn't expect, he took me into a memory, I was in the memory Reminiscing, and then waking up, I found that it can only be said that the past is like smoke, and I can't hold it firmly, so I simply let it drift away.

I stood up and wanted to leave, but my arm was grabbed by someone, very forcefully, I was pulled onto the bed and fell on top of him, the thin bed creaked, I raised my head, and he was also staring at me, The eyes were black and shining, and in the middle of the night, I was suddenly bewildered.

Perhaps some thoughts are covered by layers of moss, but the fact of their existence cannot be avoided.Some emotions are suddenly exposed in the aftertaste or burial day after day, which is an irrepressible stormy sea.

Before I realized it, Lin Nan had already kissed my lips. Time seemed to go back to that day in the cake shop many years ago. There was a round log table with the cake I liked. He pulled Passed my hand, and kissed me fiercely, with the same nervousness, the same upset, and the same indescribable throbbing.

I heard Lin Nan muttering my name, then hugged me tightly, and fell asleep. His complexion looked a little pale and thin, but the edges and corners were still sharp, and his brows were tightly frowned, as if he was always hiding With some unspeakable thoughts on his mind, the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed, looking very unhappy.

Lin Nan, how have you been all these years?

Maybe it's because I really miss him subconsciously. Before I realized it, my fingers brushed his cheeks and the corners of his tight mouth. I just looked at him like this and fell asleep unconsciously.

When I woke up the next day, the sky was already bright. I might have been really tired last night. I haven’t slept so deeply for a long time. I just woke up, and my consciousness was still a little unclear. It took me a long time to realize where I was. , Lin Nan woke up at some point, and I didn’t see him. I laughed at myself, picked up my phone and checked the time. There was only half an hour left before going to work, and it was too late to go home and wash up. , could only simply rinse his mouth and rinse his face with cold water, locked the door and left in a hurry.

When I went out, there were many small stalls outside, most of which were for breakfast. When I passed by one of the stalls selling chicken juice and bean brains, I saw that strange and familiar figure, and hesitated. It was time to go to say hello, he had already turned his head and saw me while hesitating, I saw him striding over with breakfast in his hand, so I had no choice but to freeze.

"Do you want to leave without saying goodbye?" His voice was a little low and hoarse, which was the reaction after a hangover.

No, I, I'm going to be late for work.I looked at him hesitantly, and then thought, why did he say that I would leave without saying goodbye?

He handed me the breakfast, "Your favorite chicken sauce and bean brain, take it, remember to eat breakfast."

I took it in a daze, and then rode away. In the past, when he took me home after school, he would pass many stalls selling snacks. Surrounded by the smell of fried skewers, fried noodles, and stinky tofu, I love chicken very much. Juicy bean brains, I have to drink a bowl every time, and I also need to add soup. I still remember the chicken soup and bean brains from the big sister’s house. It is boiled in chicken soup and served with fresh and tender tofu flowers. It is delicious and makes people want to thank God. .

do you remember?I thought in a daze, I haven't forgotten, so you haven't forgotten either?

From last night to morning, I felt that I was in a trance all day long. The master asked me to bring the paste, but I brought the water soaked in the paste. The master wanted me to use water to moisten the painting, but I Apply the paste directly to the painting with a brush.

The master was startled, and quickly snatched the brush from my hand, and scolded me. Fortunately, this is not the famous painting, and fortunately, the master snatched it quickly.Otherwise, I will be in big trouble.

Master looked at me strangely and asked, what's going on with you today?

I am a little at a loss, what happened to me today?

Master stretched out his hand to touch my head, and said to himself, I don't have a fever, that's all right, just sit and rest for a while.

I sat down on a table beside me, picked up a pen, spread out the paper, and conducted a serious and serious written reflection. Finally, I calmed down and started to work. This time I did not dare to be sloppy at all. Heart.

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I got a new pair of glasses, but the prescription has not changed, why is it not as clear as the original glasses~~~