seven days without love

A few more days passed, and things got worse.Xu Haohao's body became weak without any reason.The time of waking up every day became less and less, almost no water was taken in, and the nutrient solution was hung every day, and the thin arms were covered with pinholes.

Probably only Yuan Baopei can save him.

On the one hand, Xiao Bai persuaded Xu Xiaoxiao, and on the other hand, he set out to find Yuan Baopei who was abroad. Xu Xiaoxiao refused to agree with Xu Haohao to see Yuan Baopei again, which was really worrying.

That night, it rained suddenly. It was different from the heavy rain in autumn, but more like the wind and thunder in summer.

Xiao Bai had just finished cooking a pot of instant noodles when he heard someone ring the doorbell.Opening the door, I saw Xu Xiaoxiao who had become a drowned rat.

"Sorry to bother you so late."

Xiao Bai welcomed the shivering guy in, put him in the bathroom to take a hot bath, and didn't ask him why he came or how he found his place to live.

After Xu Xiaoxiao took a shower, she was wearing the new pajamas that Xiao Bai brought out, and her hair was still dripping, so he didn't care.

The two of them ate a pot of instant noodles and were full. Xiao Bai sat cross-legged on the sofa and finally couldn't bear it anymore.

"Tell me, look for me in the middle of the night, what's the matter?"

"miss you."

"Go away, don't say I'll drive you out." Xiao Bai's face was black, and he made fun of him in the middle of the night.

Xu Xiaoxiao smiled and returned to her normal face.

"Xu Haohao was very obedient and quiet when he was young, the kind of quietness that can be ignored without paying attention. His parents didn't like him very much, because when he was born, the birth of me was relatively smooth, and when Xu Haohao was born, something happened. My mother's The blood pressure suddenly rose abnormally, leading to various disorders. The doctor spent a lot of effort to save the mother and child. Even after getting off the operating table, sequelae were left behind. Half of them can't move, as for Haohao, his body was relatively weak when he was a child."

"Is this why your parents are partial?"

"Well, it's part of it. The other part was actually caused by me on purpose." Xu Xiaoxiao said it calmly, as if it wasn't him who played tricks that caused his brother's lack of affection since he was a child.

"As far as I can remember, 90.00% of my childhood was spent with Haohao. At that time, my father's company started to get on the right track and was relatively busy. When busy, my parents couldn't take care of us. If I’m alone, so I’m going to make trouble. Haohao is a strange thing. He’s small, but he doesn’t always make trouble, which makes me feel embarrassed to make trouble. So, in my heart, Haohao ranks first, and parents can only rank second. "

Leaving aside the material foundation given by their parents, Xu Xiaoxiao and Xu Haohao can be regarded as dependent on each other.Eat together, play together, go to school together, have different personalities, quarrel, cold war, and soon reconcile.

Although the children's life is very simple, amidst the noise and laughter, their dependence and affection for each other are very deep.

"Growing up slowly, all kinds of people and activities began to gather around me, but Haohao didn't seem to change, he was only surrounded by me. Children also have possessiveness and jealousy, so Tian Haohao knew nothing but The circle of friends outside of me, I exploded. At that time, I realized that if he had friends, he would not be around me. Then he played a small game and let others slowly stay away from him. "

"Tsk, I can't see that you are so bad."

"The same goes for my parents. In fact, it can be seen that Haohao still longs for family affection. I could have adjusted it from it, but after struggling for a long time, I let it go. In fact, for a while, I always suspected that Haohao knew all my little tricks. He may also have some conflicts in his heart, no matter how annoying he is, he is just too lazy to bother with me. Later, Haohao fell ill without warning, and was so sick that he could hardly stand upright. During that time, Yuan Baopei turned around. Actually, it wasn't me who Yuan Baopei fell in love with at first sight, the person who held the umbrella for him in the rain was Xu Haohao." Xu Xiaoxiao mocked with a smile.

Xiao Bai was stunned for a minute, "Damn, you are the third..."

Xu Xiaoxiao didn't care, "I accidentally found it in Yuan Baopei's diary, but it's very valuable. This has always been a thorn in Haohao's and Yuan Baopei's hearts. Then the adoption incident happened..."

"Scheming, but I'm more curious, how did you know that woman...is a pervert?"

"I found out that every time she came back with her son, I noticed her son's eyes, which were resistance and fear. However, I saw the scene of her abuse with needles. I couldn't sleep that day, and the next day Lou Qishi passed by the door of her room and saw that child was too scared to cry. Afterwards, without attracting attention, I lifted the back of the guy and saw the bruises. Therefore, Xu Haohao sent it over, it was like a wolf in the mouth of a tiger."

"Didn't you seek help from adults?"

"I said it, but I was too young, so no one believed it. That woman pretended to be very good, but she didn't find out for more than ten years. She has mental problems. In fact, during the years of treatment in foreign countries, I still found someone to watch Haohao, I know exactly who and what happened to him."

"You are also perverted, no wonder, Haohao and Yuan Baopei just got together, you couldn't sit still and ran back to break up, are you lacking virtue or not?" Xiao Bai couldn't help but rolled his eyes.

"I don't know the exact time they were together. Do you think Yuan Baopei is a vegetarian? His social status is very high, and it is probably about the same as me now. I inherited the assets of that woman, and Yuan Baopei inherited his father's property. I have to admit that he is very good when a medium-sized enterprise has grown to this extent. Yuan Baopei probably noticed it keenly when he met Haohao. gone."

"Then since he is so strong, how could he compromise so easily? I don't believe that he has no feelings for Haohao at all?" Xiao Bai wondered.

"Personality, he will not force others, especially those who care about him." Xu Xiaoxiao explained, "Besides, at that time, he didn't realize whether the person he cared about was Xu Haohao or the one in memory. Especially when the two When a person is in front of him and needs to choose. Therefore, when I approached him, he did not refuse."

"Is this one of the reasons why you refused Yuan Baopei's return?" Xiao Bai asked.

Xu Xiaoxiao was silent, he hoped that Xu Haohao would get the best in the world, but he was unwilling to give it with both hands, and then slowly moved away from his world.

"Xu Xiaoxiao, you have a knot here that has not been untied. It is hidden too deeply, but it always exists. When it is untied, it will be fine."

Xiao Bai stood up and said softly, "If I like someone, I will love anyone who loves her. For Haohao, whether it is Yuan Baopei or you Xu Xiaoxiao, the one he loves is the one he loves. A person who has been with him for 14 years. Yuan Baopei and you, I found that I gradually began to resist Yuan Baopei, and began to accept you. Because of companionship, you are actually his home, a home where he can go back. Although he did not I said, based on what I know about him, you and Yuan Baopei may be ranked first in his heart. Don't underestimate the past ten years, you can't do without him, and he can't do without you. Two people support each other In difficult times, it can be said that we are dependent on each other. They are family members, brothers, friends, and also like partners, like another self. All of them are mixed together. Maybe you haven’t noticed that Xu Haohao becomes softer and softer in front of you. Open face, in fact, there is no defense at all, this is thanks. Sometimes I want to ask, has Yuan Baopei regretted it, and pushed him to someone else... So, if Yuan Baopei is by Xu Haohao's side, at least it is someone who loves him , if you are by his side, it is his home. Thinking about it this way, God still loves him.”

Xiao Bai sighed, and continued, "You said, this world, life, movies, scripts, and love stories have always been indispensable clues, and how many people are heartbroken by it. However, I prefer another kind of relationship. Just look back , you can find the feeling of relying on. You don’t need to say nasty words to describe this feeling, you can quarrel, you can quarrel fiercely, and even dislike each other like enemies. There can be many shortcomings and dissatisfaction, but But I never thought that one day I would not want each other. When there are a group of people, I always don’t stay too far away from each other, and I don’t walk around because I feel that the other party will be afraid. I will carefully prepare the medicines that the other party needs and tell them to eat on time. When the other party is thirsty or takes out water and coughs, pats the back, points out the direction when the other party is in a hurry, and knows what is required and thinks ahead of time with...a look - from the habit of long-term companionship. As for us, it is just Ordinary people will suffer and be tired, if they can’t find like-minded people, they will only live in their own world.”

The next day, when Xu Haohao's parents came to visit, Xu's mother choked up and grabbed Xu Haohao's hand, crying loudly. At this moment, she was just a poor mother.

People's hearts are so strange, when there is only one person left, I start thinking about the good of the other person, but when we are together, there are countless thorns in my eyes and my heart.

The arrival of Xu's parents did not have the expected effect, and Xu Haohao's situation continued to deteriorate.Xu Xiaoxiao also became more and more unpredictable, and everyone's spirits were in a tense state, fearing that they would collapse completely that day.

Finally, one morning, the moment Xiao Bai opened the door and saw Xu Xiaoxiao sitting in the doorway with a beard and no image, he guessed that he finally chose to compromise.

"Go and contact... him..."

After saying this, Xu Xiaoxiao cried, and the moment she lowered her head, her tears hit the ground heavily.

Xiao Bai knew that this person was really pushed to the end.

After all, I couldn't bear to watch him die with my own eyes.