seven days without love

"It's delicious, don't you really want to eat it?"

Xu Xiaoxiao dug a spoonful of cake and brought it to Xu Haohao's mouth.

Xu Haohao squeezed out two words between his teeth, "No need."

The weather was fine, the sun shone into the room, and it felt warm just looking at it, but it would have been better without the fly Xu Xiaoxiao.

"Haohao didn't like sweets very much in the past, but now he doesn't eat them. Who spoiled our little Haohao?!!!"

"Nothing."

"Why not, didn't you steal a piece of your milk cake back then, and you were so angry that you ignored me for three days."

Ou Yo, I actually forgot about this! ! !

"Accepting it doesn't mean you like it. Besides, you obviously have it, but you still insist on stealing mine."

Xu Xiaoxiao burst into a smile, lowered her head and forked a piece of fruit, and said casually, "Switching the concept secretly, the things you like are always misunderstood as dislikes, and I don't know if it's intentional or unintentional. In fact, there are more of the former. ? For example, imitating Xu Xiaoxiao in any way..."

"Being with that person should be a big burden, right?" Xu Xiaoxiao paused, and then continued, "It's cold, always expressionless, and hides emotions very well. I don't say sweet words , Once you put it in your heart, it is really difficult to get rid of it. At the beginning, I failed to start with a pure purpose, so I will always feel uneasy."

Xu Haohao found it strange that he could understand everything without a brain.Xu Xiaoxiao has never been as childish as he has shown, once she is serious, it is really difficult to deal with.

Xu Xiaoxiao was the closest person, but at some point, she became speechless.Time and distance don't seem to be a problem, it's just that I'm disgusted and want to escape.In the past, Xu Haohao had always planned this way, as long as Xu Xiaoxiao was happy, nothing was important.

Recently, there was an extra variable, which made Xu Haohao silent like an ostrich in front of Xu Xiaoxiao for the first time.

His chin was lifted suddenly, and Xu Xiaoxiao was in front of him with a stubborn seriousness in his cleanliness. Xu Haohao immediately looked away, feeling a chill in his heart.

"You stole it from me, shouldn't you return it?"

Xu Haohao's pupils shrank, and he got rid of Xu Xiaoxiao's shackles like a needle prick, walked to the edge of the window sill and turned his back to Xu Xiaoxiao, hiding the panic in his eyes in the most clumsy way, "What are you talking about? I don't quite understand."

In the end, this sentence was still said, and it just exploded in the bottom of my heart. I still had a little fantasy before, but now I have no way out.

"Xu Haohao!"

These three words were uttered from Xu Xiaoxiao's mouth for the first time, so decisive and severe.

"If you still think that I am your brother, if you still feel a little guilty about that incident back then, please return Yuan Baopei to me! I don't want to worry about those old childhood and the entanglement between you and him now, It's meaningless and unnecessary. Don't you know who is living in his heart? Isn't that why you easily occupied him? If he dares to give you such a feeling, do you dare to want it?"

Xu Haohao lowered his eyes, unable to see his expression clearly against the light, "Emotions cannot be let go, besides... I don't want to let them either!"

"Even if he doesn't love you, is it okay?"

"Yes!"

"reason?"

"No reason."

"Actually, you don't love him, right? You just think you like him, because it belongs to Xu Xiaoxiao, and because Xu Xiaoxiao cares..."

Xu Haohao wanted to say "no", but Xu Xiaoxiao didn't give him a chance.

Looking at the back of Xu Xiaoxiao leaving, Xu Haohao couldn't say a word.

People are always greedy, and all kinds of desires gradually spread, and with a little sunshine and rain, they can breed crazily.What's more, what about him who is a walking dead?

What Xu Xiaoxiao said was right at all, this pair of skins is indeed the best weapon for camouflage.It's so easy to play someone who's been with you since birth, who's been with you for over a decade, and who you know from body to personality.

Therefore, when Xu Xiaoxiao took his place, he pretended perfectly.One month, two months...a year, or even longer, those pretentiously cheerful tones and smiles on the face, over time, form a habit and slowly become ingrained in their existence.

Just as night and day are two extremes, whether to escape innocence or indifference from the bones, which character dominates, and the dividing line that needs to be observed have become chaotic.

Xu Xiaoxiao said that he had been wearing a mask for a long time and couldn't take it off.

"Xiao Xiao!"

A sharp cry came, Xu Haohao's mind went blank, his legs flew out uncontrollably, and he saw Xu Xiaoxiao lying on the ground on the first floor, motionless.Suddenly, Xu Haohao's eyes blurred, and he almost lost his breath.

In the hospital, I went to the hospital twice in three days, and the attending doctor was still the same person.

"This young man has a back, he either got into a car accident or rolled down from the stairs."

After seeing the appearance of Xu Haohao beside the hospital bed, and getting used to the numb faces of all kinds of patients, it was rare for him to feel such a disturbance.

Xu Xiaoxiao was lying on the hospital bed with a smile on her face: "It should be said that I was lucky enough to escape two catastrophes."

"You kid, don't have a hippie smile on your face!" Xu's father scolded, "Why didn't you tell me sooner that you were uncomfortable, sooner or later you will have a heart attack..."

"Dad, my lord~" Xu Xiaoxiao began to act coquettishly, "I accidentally stepped on the air, so I biued from the stairs... Besides, I am a cat and have nine lives."

"Mom, I'll be more careful next time." Seeing that Xu's father ignored him, Xu Xiaoxiao turned to Xu's mother for help.

Xu's mother's face has always been gloomy, but now she is slightly relieved when facing Xu Xiaoxiao.

"Take care of yourself, you are too thin." Mother Xu stuffed Xu Xiaoxiao under the quilt, turned to Xu Haohao and said, "You come downstairs with me, and buy some food and supplies for your brother."

Xu Haohao, who has been in a trance and silent since he stepped into the hospital, his head is like a ball of paste, it seems that he still hasn't figured out why he was alone and suddenly entered the hospital, and suddenly there are more scratches on his face and limbs.Both ears kept buzzing like tinnitus, and dragged her two legs that seemed to be filled with lead, and followed behind Xu's mother.

It's a bit like a zombie in a game, sticking out its tongue, dragging its ragged clothes and broken bones.I can't taste the taste, but I always eat it non-stop, as if the temperature in my stomach proves that there is still a little vitality.

Before she could speak, Mother Xu's tears flowed down her cheeks.Xu Haohao looked at the always elegant and calm lady who had crow's feet at some point, and suddenly couldn't bear to look any further.

"If you still recognize me as a mother and Xu Xiaoxiao as a brother, you will break up with that man!!"

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