seven days without love

"Haohao, do you know obediently? No one will find out."

"What if we are found out?"

"No, even my parents can't tell the difference between the two of us, and other people can't tell the difference. You can't tell, you know?"

"But……"

"Okay, don't worry, mom is waiting for me, I'm leaving, if I have a chance, I will come back to see you."

"elder brother……"

"From this moment on, you are the elder brother. Remember, you must raise my dog ​​well."

Xu Haohao opened his eyes, sweating profusely on his forehead, and glanced out the car window. The sun was just right, and many people by the window were drowsy from the sun.

A little annoyed, with a click, she drew up the curtains to block the annoying sunlight.Bury yourself in the shadows, a little phantom, in the area where light and dark meet, the sun falls on those eyes without focus.

It's been a long time since I dreamed of the past. In the dream, the boy with short hands, short legs and short body, plus a pair of bun faces, is still in front of me. Five or six years have passed in the blink of an eye.

Your dog has been raised so healthy and fat by me, why do you still stay where you are?

"It's really... useless..."

……

Familiar house, the room is neither big nor small, the beige wallpaper, under the sunlight or night light, the whole room will become soft, there are many things that should be there, and the layout is exactly the same as that of the next room.The only difference is that Mickey is everywhere, even on the bed sheet.

Xu Xiaoxiao likes Mickey very much, he always thinks Mickey's voice is very sexy.It's rare and scary to be so attached to one thing for such a long time since childhood, isn't it?

The exact same face, lying there quietly, was a little scary white at the moment, breathing very lightly, almost inaudible.If it weren't for the slight ups and downs of the chest from time to time, it would be like a large simulation doll.

His bangs were messy because of sleeping, revealing his smooth forehead.At some point, there was a difference, his face was still the same, but a mole appeared between his eyebrows at some point.It distinguished the two people very well, and also very straightforwardly awakened the years of separation.

"You're back, why didn't you wake me up?" Xu Xiaoxiao opened her eyes and smiled immediately when she saw Xu Haohao. She first rubbed her eyes, looked at the alarm clock next to the bed, and said with a smile, "It's been so long since I slept. It's almost like a pig."

"Don't deny it, it's just a pig." Xu Haohao said angrily.She dug out Xu Xiaoxiao's clothes from the closet and threw them at him.

"What clothes to change, really, I think pajamas are very good, Mickey, Mickey, Mickey, Mickey, what do you think?" Xu Xiaoxiao complained while obediently changing clothes.

Xu Haohao turned his back to him, said "Hurry up" and left the room.

In the kitchen, father Xu is making soup with an apron around his waist.

Seeing Xu Haohao coming in, he asked, "Has Xiaoxiao woke up?"

"Well, I'm getting dressed, where's Mom?"

"You son of a bitch, you used to have your mother go to your lord and your father to your lord, and now you are finally willing to obediently call you mom? Hurry up and call me dad again." Xu's father said jealously.

Xu Haohao rolled his eyes, and called "Dad" honestly.

"Your mother went to the hospital. She called just now and said she would be home in five minutes."

"Dad, is the situation... serious...?" Xu Haohao asked, the temperature in the kitchen was very high, and there was steam in the pot, but his palms were still a little cold.

Father Xu sighed, "We'll have to wait for your mother to come back. It shouldn't be a big deal. I almost got into a car accident. I was a little scared. It's better to be careful."

"How could there be a car accident?" Xu Haohao asked, "He is always very careful on the road."

"I don't know, I came back without saying a word. When I received a call about his car accident, I almost scared me to death. Your mother cried on the spot. You two bastards don't think about your parents at all. The endurance of old bones!"

Seeing Xu's father start mumbling again, Xu Haohao ran away immediately.

When Mrs. Xu returned home, her complexion was not very good. Xu's father called the two sons down for dinner.

"Eat more." Father Xu put a piece of bone in Xu Xiaoxiao's bowl, and another piece for Xu Haohao.

Xu Xiaoxiao is a nagging baby, the topic changes quickly, and she listens to his nagging for as long as she eats.

"By the way, Haohao is so handsome, he should have a girlfriend!"

Xu Haohao, who was named, put down his chopsticks and replied reluctantly: "I don't have a girlfriend."

"How come? Little Haohao is so handsome, how can there be no girls chasing him?" Xu Xiaoxiao put her arms around Xu Haohao's neck, shaking his brother's body while thinking.

"You can have a girlfriend, but when you are in school, you must have a sense of proportion, what you should do and what you should not do, and you must be clear in your heart." Xu's mother finally opened her mouth, but her expression was not good from the moment she entered the door.

Xu's father immediately echoed: "Haohao, your mother is right, obey unconditionally, adhere to the leadership of the Party Central Committee, follow the decisions of the Party Central Committee, and obey the leadership arrangements in everything!"

Xu Haohao wailed helplessly, and glanced at the culprit, who was really smiling maliciously.Xu Xiaoxiao is really annoying, no one pays attention to him, and she can talk to herself for so long, it is probably revenge for ignoring him, and now the disaster is causing trouble.

"Don't worry, Xu Xiaoxiao is not in a hurry, why am I in a hurry?" You have Zhang Liangji, so I don't have a wall ladder?

"Oh, little Haohao, I really care about my brother, my brother is really touched."

"Go to hell, immediately!"

"The machine is stuck, the machine is stuck."

Xu Haohao really didn't want to talk to this cute guy.

"When Xiaoxiao returns to China, the family doesn't feel deserted anymore." Father Xu said with emotion, "Usually Haohao is alone, I think he is too boring."

"Oh, it's true that without my brother, Haohao has lost so much fun, and he really looks more and more mature. It seems that my brother will give you more care in the future." Xu Xiaoxiao said with a smile.

"Thank you, no need, I'm not bored, don't forget our baby."

"Haha, Haohao baby, your little baby has abandoned you now and fell into my arms, so why don't you just obediently find a girlfriend?" A fat dog is eating the food in the basin next to Xu Xiaoxiao's seat.

"It's been so long for nothing, white-eyed wolf." Xu Haohao smiled, and continued to return to the topic, "It's still the same sentence, Xu Xiaoxiao is not in a hurry, and I am not in a hurry."

"Your brother, I have a goal, and it will be a matter of time before I win it." Xu Xiaoxiao said very confidently.

"What?" Xu's father and Xu's mother were excited.

"Hmm... It's a former classmate, I also met by chance last time..."

Xu Haohao's hand holding the vegetables suddenly became a little stiff, his little finger moved slightly, and continued to take the vegetables, but he couldn't taste the taste anymore.

"If you like it, go after it. As long as you like it, no matter what it is, it's fine with your parents." Mama Xu stated her position directly.

"What about Haohao? Will you support your brother?"

Xu Haohao raised his head to meet Xu Xiaoxiao's bright black eyes, beautiful red phoenix eyes, with the corners of the eyes slightly raised, with a hint of expectation in his stubbornness, wanting to get everyone's blessing.

Suddenly he didn't dare to look into those eyes.

"As long as you like it."

The longing in those eyes was too obvious, too dazzling, so dazzling that he was a little scared.Parents' discussions kept coming from my ears, and the joy in the tone could be heard with anticipation and indulgence.

After dinner, Xu Haohao was lying on the bed with a Tom cat doll in his arms, his eyes wandering.Xu Xiaoxiao's words were like a thorn in her heart. Although it didn't hurt, it was still uncomfortable.

At the dinner table just now, he noticed that Xu Xiaoxiao's hands suddenly began to tremble slightly. Xu Xiaoxiao reacted quickly, and quietly removed her hand from the dinner table, talking about interesting things that happened abroad in these years.

After taking a few mouthfuls of food, Xu Xiaoxiao found an excuse to go back to the house. Xu Haohao has been secretly observing.Opening the door revealed only a gap, Xu Xiaoxiao turned her back to him, opened the drawer tremblingly, took out the medicine bottle, poured out two pills and swallowed them.

I didn't dare to watch it anymore, I always had hope in my heart these years.I hope that the sun tomorrow will be brighter than today, that Xu Xiaoxiao will be extremely strong, and that everything will return to the original point.

Since childhood, Xu Xiaoxiao was always dazzling. How should I put it, his smile is very contagious, like a little sun, his smile can always make people feel better.I like dancing, skating, and all kinds of free sports.

He likes red, flame-like red, and even went to other people's concerts in order to be in the red sea.He likes rock music and songs with a cheerful rhythm. When he is very excited, he even learns to dance and dances along with the music.

He doesn't like to stay still, and always wants to go out and have a look.But he is lazy and hates the pain of walking too much.Later, I bought a skateboard. Although he has no talent, he fell very badly when he first learned it. If it was someone else, he should have given up.But he didn't like it, he insisted on practicing hard for a week, practicing whenever he had time, and finally he was like a fish in water.Take it wherever you go, slip wherever you go.

Walk through the streets and alleys, pass the construction site, the old city wall on the edge of the city, and slide through parks and scenic spots.He likes to be lively, and when he stops at the Children's Square, he can hear the chirping of the children, and he also stays in the quiet corner where the elderly like to walk along the river, play chess and sing operas in the evening.

Probably what he dislikes the most is drinking bitter medicine when he is sick. He is most afraid of getting sick. Every time he gets sick, he locks himself in the room and refuses to see him.One is to damage the good image of the elder brother, and the other is to be afraid of infecting him.In his opinion, sickness is so painful, why should others suffer together.What can be avoided will naturally be avoided, but no one speaks and everyone hides, which leads to getting sicker and worse.Every time more than two meals were not eaten together, Xu Haohao kicked open the door of Xu Xiaoxiao's room and pulled out the guy wrapped in the quilt.

Every time he jumped three feet high and yelled that his father didn't love his mother or his mother, and even his younger brother was cruel to him, it was actually just forcing him to take injections and medicines with his snot running down his nose.After the struggle, the injection and the medicine were taken, Xu Haohao looked at him like a pitiful puppy, and Xu Haohao had the urge to tuck him back into the quilt.

Now I don’t even frown when I take medicine, what will it be like when I was sent abroad for a few years?I still remember the little face in the video, the boy who greeted with a smile and said that he missed his parents, mother and brother, but his face was really no different from the white quilt wall.

Xu Xiaoxiao is like this, but what about Xu Haohao?It seems to be polarized, Xu Haohao is fine in front of his family, but when he leaves the house, it seems that another mode has been activated-quietness.Excessively quiet, he doesn't care about anything or anything, doesn't care if anyone plays with him, and doesn't care what others think of him.It's just that he has the ability to blend in with a group of children and be ignored when he is so outstanding in appearance.

"Look, that guy is so boring."

Every time someone pointed at him and said that, Xu Haohao often did not act, Xu Xiaoxiao was like a hen protecting the cubs and had already jumped on him to beat people, so Xu Haohao had to go along with him, which angered a group of children, and ended up like two little flowers The cat generally went back.

For anyone and anything, Xu Xiaoxiao always insists on asking her younger brother to give her an opinion, it doesn't matter whether it is good or bad.Xu Haohao knew that he just didn't want him to be trapped in his own world.

In fact, for himself, he didn't care about it at all, and it didn't matter at all.It's just that I don't want to see that lost face.

Gently rubbing Tom's head, closing his eyes, the long night is coming.

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