A family with two brothers 3

As far as Zha Shuai could remember, he lived with his parents in the family compound of a certain group, army, and district in Shenyang. His mother and he were members of the army.

In his childhood in Shenyang, Zha Shuai can't remember much, because there is a memory that is not good, and he gradually selectively forgets some unpleasant past events.

In the eyes of Zha Shuai, the compound of the military region is not mysterious. Those who work in the military region, as long as they are family members of the army and their spouses work in the compound, can live in the compound. There is no requirement for rank, and many battalion officers are there.

There are children of all ages in the compound, many of whom are around his age.

Before the age of 3, from 4 to 7 years old, he can't remember what happened in these two age groups. Cha Shuai still clearly remembers some incidents when he was 3 years old.

When Zha Shuai was 3 years old, he liked to watch aunts and aunts pee on their children.

He pointed to the target and asked his mother repeatedly: "What is this?"

Mother replied: "This is my little brother's little brother."

Like a tongue twister.

The next time he saw it again, he pointed to it and asked, "What is this?"

His mother answered him again: "This is my little brother's little brother."

The aunt who peed next to him smiled and teased him: "Handsome, you also have a little brother, and your little brother also has a little brother."

The event that Zha Shuai remembers most at the age of 3 is repeatedly pointing at the baby boy’s Jiji and asking his mother, “What is this?”

For parents, this is just one of the [-] why series of questions in children's growth.

But for Zha Shuai, the only thing he remembers deeply is that his little brother's little brother is very good-looking.

When he was in the second grade of elementary school, Cha Shuai watched a movie with his mother, but he couldn't remember the name of the movie.Empress Dowager Cixi played by Liu Xiaoqing, the whole film shows how Cixi, a prodigal woman, loses.

There is a scene in the movie, in order to protect her appearance, Cixi found a young nanny from the folks. Her mother served her in the inner palace and drank her mother's milk every day. Cixi just hugged her young nanny. Mom, sucked, and drank her mother's milk. milk.The time is very short, and the shots are switched in about one or two seconds. It may be considered that this scene can fully restore how corrupt, corrupt, luxurious, and luxurious Cixi was, so this shot was not cut.

After the whole movie was over, Zha Shuai only remembered a second or two, and then he was pecking in his heart because he was so curious.It was the first time he saw a middle-aged actor in clear clothes holding a young woman drinking milk.Why is this?Is it because it tastes good?He no longer remembers whether he drank milk when he was a baby, and even suspects that he never drank milk.His idea is very simple, he just wants to taste the taste of drinking milk.

I can't tell this matter to death in my heart. He is already 8 years old and the only child in the family. It is impossible to tell his mother that I want to drink your milk, and it is impossible to tell the aunt and aunt who is holding the baby that I want to drink your milk. .

Naturally, Cha Shuai set his sights on the weak.

There is a little brother who is 1 year older than him in the compound, and that child is mentally handicapped.Some aunts said that it was because the mother of the younger brother had a dystocia during childbirth, and suffered from birth trauma and was mentally retarded. Some aunts said that the child was born with mental retardation. There are various explanations.The little brother's mother opened a canteen in the family area of ​​the compound, and she was just pregnant with her second child that year.

The younger brother is 9 years old this year. He didn't go to school. He sits in the canteen every day and quietly helps his mother keep an eye on the stall.

Cha Shuai thought that the younger brother was good-looking, with delicate features and clean clothes, and was as cute as a doll, so he went to coax the younger brother to talk.

The little brother can't speak, and occasionally can utter one or two syllables that don't answer, and he can't express his emotions.

The little brother's mother just left to pick up things, Cha Shuai saw the opportunity, and led the man to eat snacks while pushing him into the rest room behind the small shop.

Feeling very excited about secretly doing bad things behind the adults, Cha Shuai pushed the little brother to the side of the cargo box that pushed the yard, not letting the little brother have a chance to move around freely. Get down, squat down and start to untie the little brother's pants.

The little brother is wearing girls' trousers with elastic bands, and these trousers were all given by his aunt.

Families in the compound are popular to give each other clothes for their children. When the clothes are too short and are about to be eliminated, they pick out the ones that are in good condition and give them to the children in the family who can wear them.

Boys' trousers are not easy to pick up, because boys are naughty, and the knees of the trousers are often worn out.

The little brother's mother picked up the girl's trousers, dark blue trousers with small broken patterns, and boys from other families would definitely not wear them.The little brother and mother don't pick clothes, as long as they don't look too feminine, they wear old clothes and pants for their son.

When Cha Shuai saw the little brother's little chirp, he cracked his lips and smiled. He couldn't explain this scene. It was the first time he bullied the weak, and it was the first time he ate his little brother's chirp. The picture of Empress Dowager Cixi eating milk.

Just sucked it twice, the tip of the tongue clearly felt a drop or two of liquid slipping into the mouth, and I didn’t feel sick at all, as if it was milk. Before I tasted anything, the curtain was pulled away, and It is the scream of adults.

The little brother's mother was pregnant, crying loudly, scolding Cha Shuai for bullying his mentally handicapped son.

Cha Shuai has seen aunts and aunts scolding and crying. It was a joke to look at others, but now he has become a joke, being watched and pointed out by others.

Both parents were present, and the entrance of the small store was crowded, and no one wanted to let go of such excitement.

Cha Shuai honestly confessed the motive for committing the crime, even after seeing the Empress Dowager Cixi eating milk, he also wanted to eat milk.

The little brother's father asked Zha Shuai: "Is there milk in my son's jiji?"

Cha Shuai said: "I don't know, I just want to see if there is milk."

The onlookers laughed. Some people said that Cha Shuai was still a child, and children were curious, so it was not a big deal.Some people say that 8 years old is not too young, it is time to be sensible, this child must have a brain problem.Some are ugly, some are kind, and some are persuasive from both sides.

Dad Zha apologized repeatedly: "Old comrades, calm down, my son is also a fool, his academic performance is the bottom one in the class, and he has not yet learned Chinese pinyin. The child's mother took him to the hospital and said that he had a fever when he was young. broken."

The two sides made peace, and since then they have owed conflicts.

Cha Shuai was taken home by his parents and knelt all night. During this time, he was not allowed to go to the toilet.

In the dead of night, Zha Shuai's legs were about to kneel down. Occasionally, he would be lazy and sit on the ground, and a slipper would fly from an unrecognizable position in the dark and hit him accurately to remind him not to be lazy.Cha Shuai suspected that his father was not asleep at all, and was watching him secretly.

In fact, father Zha is half awake and half asleep. He has been in the army for many years, and he can't hide any troubles around him. He can tell whether his son is sitting or kneeling just by wiping his clothes and breathing rate.

At dawn, father Zha got up and got ready, and summoned his son who had been kneeling all night to lecture him.Cha's mother also sat on the single chair next to her, looking at her son kneeling in front of her.

Educating a son has always been done by both husband and wife.

Before the age of 7, Cha's father was used to whipping him with a whip. After entering elementary school, Cha's father felt that his son was getting older and the whipping was hard, and the whip had no effect, so he changed to punishing him by kneeling.

Faced with such a driving force, Zha Shuai immediately explained the motive of the crime again, and repeatedly emphasized that he really took two bites, at most one second, I don't understand, I don't know, I'm just curious.

Cha's mother spoke first: "It's not a matter of one second and two bites. What I want to say is, you are 8 years old, and you still can't tell the difference between men and women? Are you curious about the Empress Dowager Cixi's milk? Are you curious about the baby's milk?" ? Are they eating men’s milk? What’s going on in your head? Are you really sick?”

Cha Shuai continued to emphasize that he really didn't know, he just didn't know if he could get milk, so he tried it.

Dad Zha said: "Son, I understand that you are curious. The worst thing you did in this matter is bullying the weak. I often teach you to protect the weak and care for the weak, but you bully the weak. I will punish you Kneeling all night, do you know your mistake?"

Cha Shuai quickly bowed his head and admitted his mistake, making various promises and regrets.

Parents tried to reason with him, for example, what about other people's children.

Cha's mother's opinion is that the son is not divided into men and women, which is the key point of this incident.Cha's father's opinion is that his son bullies the weak, which is the key point of this incident.

Cha's father tidied up his clothes and was in a hurry to go to work. He confessed a few more words before letting his son get up.

Cha Shuai couldn't stand up anymore, so he had to sit on the floor instead. Cha's father asked his wife to go into the house to find a thick coat, wrap it up for his son, take him to the cafeteria for breakfast, and send him to school.

Cha Shuai sat on the floor and heard his parents talking quietly in the bedroom.

Cha's father said: "Don't worry about men and women, he's still young, and education should start from the road of protecting the weak. If he bullied a girl yesterday, it would be more troublesome if he took off his clothes and had to eat milk."

Cha's mother said: "You teach him to protect the weak, I won't say anything. But you can't say that my judgment is wrong. Men and women must be clearly identified. I insist."

The two of them said a few more words, trying to persuade each other to calm down, and then they walked out calmly. Mother Cha held a thick coat in her hand and wrapped it up for her son.

Cha Shuai asked his mother: "I burned my brain before, am I a fool? No wonder my academic performance is not good."

Cha Ma said with a smile: "If your father doesn't say that, how can he calm down the other party's anger? Only by saying that you are a fool can we bring you back."

Cha Shuai thought for a while, and it was the same reason, and asked again: "If I caught a female classmate for something yesterday, would you still bring me back like this?"

Cha's mother also thought about it seriously: "It's definitely not a few words that can let you go, at least you have to be locked up for a day and a night."

He shrank his head, and at the same time he was unwilling, and he couldn't express that unwillingness. The time was too short, and he was caught before he could taste anything.

When Zha Shuai passed by the shop, he still felt a little guilty. The little brother still sat blankly in the shop, occasionally seeing a side view, and occasionally seeing a back view.

Cha Shuai went home and asked his mother: "Is my little brother going to be stupid like this? What will I do when I grow up? How will I work?"

Cha's mother said: "Their family will definitely keep raising this stupid son until the end, not marrying a wife, not working, until he dies of old age."

"What is death?"

"To die of old age is to wait till the end."

"How long is it in the end?"

"The end is old age and death."

Cha Shuai couldn't understand the meaning of "last" and "old death", he only felt that the little brother was very pitiful.

Dad Zha felt that this education was effective, and the emotion in his son's eyes when he talked about his little brother could not be fooled.What Cha's father didn't know was that although Cha Shuai sympathized with the little brother, he didn't regret bullying him like this.

Cha Shuai felt that if he hadn't bullied the little brother, he would never have paid attention to the little brother. It was because he bullied the little brother that he would pay so much attention to the little brother.

There are advantages and disadvantages in everything. There is no absolute bad thing, and there is no absolute good thing. For the first time, philosophical thinking was formed in Zha Shuai's mind.

After four years of calm, Cha's mother did not catch her son again.

At the beginning of Xiaosheng, Cha’s father was about to be transferred. There was a military infrastructure project in Yunnan. As the second batch of seconded cadres, Cha’s father was stationed a month in advance. Cha’s mother stayed at home until his son graduated from elementary school. Follow to Yunnan.

After bidding farewell to Shenyang, where he had lived for 12 years, Cha Shuai rushed to Yunnan with his parents.

Cha Shuai was very excited. He had never been out of the three eastern provinces before when he went out for fun, but this time, he couldn't fall asleep just looking at the map.He found a lot of geographical information about Yunnan, and it seems that it is a place that is like spring all year round.

After settling the whole family, Cha's father took his wife and son to shop all day, and bought a lot of materials and school supplies for junior high school.

Cha Shuai enrolled in a middle school closest to the military area, started school in September, and officially became a first-year freshman.

This is a brand-new and unfamiliar environment, and the accent needs to be corrected. The students include permanent residents, and some from the military compound. Everyone knows each other, chattering, and very excited.

Zha Shuai's grades began to improve by leaps and bounds. In elementary school, he was always the bottom one or two in the class. In junior high school, boys began to show their talent for reading, especially mathematics, physics and chemistry. They didn't need tutoring, and they could basically do it after listening to class.

Cha's father smiled and said, "Let me just say, it doesn't matter if a boy is late to get enlightened, and his primary school grades are poor. My son is the smartest."

Cha Shuai met a new classmate nicknamed "Fatty".

The new classmate has a similar experience and background as Cha Shuai. "Fatty"'s father was seconded from other military regions to support this ordnance infrastructure project. After two years, the project will be transferred back after the project is completed, and they all live in the compound.

The "fat man" is named Tang Zhe. He is of medium height and has a smooth personality just like his figure. Because of the pile of flesh on his face, he does not look handsome. The biggest highlight of his appearance is his two thick eyebrows and a cheerful smile. When he smiles, his teeth are invisible. , very festive.

Zha Shuai is tall, with strong shoulders and arms that he has played sports all the year round, but lacks wit. Because of his accent, when someone asks him, Zha Shuai takes a while to answer.Someone tried to call Zha Shuai "a big fool", but Cha Shuai smiled innocently and didn't immediately stop him. From then on, his classmates called him "a big fool".

Tang Zhe and Cha Shuai went back to the compound on the same road after school. After walking for a while, they chatted with Cha Shuai. Tang Zhe was half a year younger than Cha Shuai. When they ran into each other the next morning, they started to call out: "Handsome guy, wait a minute!" wait for me."

Passers-by stopped to look at the "handsome guy".

Cha Shuai has been looking in the mirror for more than ten years, and he has long been visually fatigued, and he is not narcissistic at all. He said embarrassingly: "Don't call me handsome."

Tang Zhe immediately changed his words with a smile: "Brother Cha."

Tang Zhe is a playboy. In less than half a semester, he chatted with his female classmates one by one. Finally, he locked in two girls and planned to continue working hard to develop one of them as a girlfriend.

They are all middle-aged children in junior high school, and it feels ashamed not to target a certain girl.

Cha's mother found that her son could not keep up with the trend. In the Northeast, his son was very outstanding. Compared with the clever boy in the south, his shortcoming was that he was too short-sighted, and he was easy to be calculated by others.

Tang Zheai schemed against Cha Shuai, calling each other brother Cha. "Brother Cha, buy me a soda!" "Brother Cha, buy me a popsicle!"

In fact, these are trivial things, Cha Shuai thinks it's really nothing, Tang Zhe asked him to buy something, and he also wants to be friends with him, everyone needs friends.

Later, Tang Zhe started to say, "Brother Cha, invite me and Xiaomei to drink soda!" "Brother Cha, invite me and Xiaomei to eat popsicles!" Xiaomei is Tang Zhe's girlfriend, and let Brother Cha treat him to eat.

Cha's mother was a little annoyed by Tang Zhe. She felt that this child was too naughty. You asked your girlfriend to eat and let my son pay for it. As a short-sighted housewife, it was a bit difficult to accept.

Dad Cha waved his hand, what's the matter!Our son grew up in the Northeast, and the bold nature of the Northeast people should be carried forward. Let alone a girlfriend, a group of girlfriends can also be afforded.

Dad Zha gave his son more pocket money and gave instructions. It’s good to play with Tang Zhe more. That kid has a lot of eyes. You can learn from others. Your child is too straight. , Those who are too straight-minded are easy to suffer.

The results of the first semester exam were not released, and Tang Zhe ranked first in English in the whole grade. Tang Zhe was the English class representative in the class.

Hearing the news, Cha Mama's eyes lit up.Cha Shuai's mathematics, physics and chemistry are good, his Chinese is basically passable, and he is ranked No. 1 in the class in English. Cha's mother pecks and invites Tang Zhe to come to his house for dinner.

After returning to school to collect his grades and homework, on the way home, Cha Shuai followed his mother's instructions and invited Tang Zhe to his home to play and have dinner.

Tang Zhe narrowed his eyes with a smile, and was very happy when he heard the word "eat". He would never refuse whether it was a meal or a snack.

Tang Zhe's father and Cha's father are not on the same team, but they are also in the same project team. We live in the same military compound.

The relationship between Cha's mother and Tang Zhela: "Can Xiao Tang come to play often? Let's take homework to my house and do it with Cha Shuai. Both of your children are only children, so you are lonely."

Speaking of this, Zha Shuai's understanding is that the two of them are doing their homework on the same table, and if they don't know how to do it, they will ask each other. This is the learning mode.

But Tang Zhe understood the meaning of Cha Mama's words: "Auntie, I can help Brother Cha with English, and Brother Cha with math and physics."

In this way, Tang Zhe reported to Zha Shuai's house every day during the whole winter and summer vacations of the first year of junior high school.

Tang Zhe was taken care of by Cha's family every day. As a courtesy, Tang Zhe's mother made a rich table and invited Cha Shuai's family to dinner.

After dinner, Cha's father chatted with Tang Zhe's father, and Cha's mother visited Tang Zhe's room.Cleanliness and tidiness are the unified living habits of the children in the compound, so there is no need to mention it.English books occupy half of Tang Zhe's bookshelves, many of which are original collections.

Tang Zhe became the "other people's child" that Cha's mother often talked about.

When the test results came out in the second month of junior high school, Zha Shuai's English had improved significantly under Tang Zhe's guidance, and he could barely squeeze into the middle level.

The boy entered puberty, and he rushed upwards as if he was tall. With the obvious formation of sexual characteristics, the whole class was full of male duck voices, and he accidentally thought he had entered a breeding farm.

Tang Zhe broke up with the first girl, and found a girl from the next class to be his girlfriend.

Cha Shuai thinks Tang Zhe's girlfriend is troublesome.

It was really troublesome. Tang Zhe brought a doll-shaped cash machine with him on a date. Cha Shuai not only had to pay for drinks and snacks, but also helped carry things.

The middle school students passing by couldn't stop looking at the three of them. Tang Zhe and his girlfriend walked in front, and Cha Shuai, a tall and burly figure, followed behind to carry things. Follower?Ma boy?Tang Zhe felt very honored.

Cha Shuai also knew that others were pointing him out, and that Tang Zhe tried various methods to take advantage of him, but he thought it was nothing.

Cha Shuai really values ​​this friendship.

Children entering adolescence gradually develop a sense of territory and start to form their own circle. This is the first time that Cha Shuai consciously wants to make long-term friends.

In the second semester of the second year of junior high school, Zha Shuai found his target, a boy who was in the third year of junior high school, who also lived in the military compound.

This boy had met before, but Cha Shuai didn't pay much attention.

That day, the junior two basketball team played a friendly match with the junior junior basketball team, and a teacher from the admissions office of the sports school came to select seedlings.

The sports school wants to recruit fresh graduates from the third year of junior high school. Before the unified examination, there will be a primary selection next to the school. The second-year junior high school team is just a training partner.

Cha Shuai only played for about ten minutes before he turned his foot and changed the game to rest.

The boy sitting beside him has delicate skin, red lips and white teeth, delicate and sunny.Cha Shuai turned his head and took a look, immediately distracted, with the urge to kiss him, to taste the taste of those lips.

Thinking of this, Cha Shuai's face turned red, and the chair began to twist left and right as if there were needles on it. Seeing that he was moving around, the boy frowned and turned to look at him, which meant, "Can you stop messing around? Excuse me from concentrating." Watching the game."

Cha Shuai was even more embarrassed to be stared at like this, and sat down the whole time, as if sitting on a fire.

That night, Cha Shuai had a dream. Nocturnal, the boy sitting next to him in the dream just looked at him like this, with a pair of big eyes that were indifferent to the world, and Cha Shuai looked at these eyes and lost his memory.

When the two of them were sitting together doing their homework, Cha Shuai asked Tang Zhe, "How do you chase girls?" Actually, he wanted to learn some experience in chasing girls.

Tang Zhe looked like a love saint: "If you can talk, you can catch up. Why, who do you fancy? Do you want me to help?"

Cha Shuai quickly shook his head, no no.

Tang Zhe's fiery eyes flashed like this, and he approached Cha Shuai so he asked mysteriously: "Brother Cha, I think you have a problem. You never look at girls directly. Be honest, do you like men?"

Cha Shuai didn't expect that the secret in his heart would be seen through by his friends, he quickly shook his head at a loss, no, no, absolutely not.

Tang Zhe looked at Cha Shuai suspiciously: "You don't want to? Don't tell me you never think about it. What do you do when you think about it?"

Cha Shuai dodged his eyes, changed the subject and said, "Hey, I, I can't do this question..."

Tang Zhe rolled his eyes and began to give Cha Shuai a lecture.