how should love continue

Renzu didn't know how he got out of that warehouse, his heart seemed to have stopped beating long ago, and what was left was just an empty shell.I dare not look back, I can no longer stand the ravages of tears, and I can't stand any parting of life and death.The night wind was blowing, and it was bitingly cold, but no matter how cold it was, it couldn't beat the desolation in his heart.

Guoguang, you can understand how I felt at that time, right?You don't blame me for shooting, do you?Staring blankly at his right hand, which was still warm from the gun, his foot began to tremble!He obviously didn't hesitate at the moment of shooting, and he knew that Tezuka would not have such a short life, but when the bullet was ejected, he still felt an uncontrollable fear.Afraid that the shot was shot in the wrong place, afraid that Tezuka would never get up again when he fell down, afraid that he would not be able to face the pain of losing Tezuka, the more afraid he was, the less he would dare to approach the truth, at least he would hide in a place far away from the truth You can also lie to yourself.But why didn't he want to leave completely?Standing here, isn't there still something to look forward to?

I remember when I was still in college, because of nervousness, as long as I picked up the scalpel, my hands would tremble constantly.Although it is clear that this is just a psychological effect, it is impossible to bridge this gap.Moreover, because my father and uncle are well-known experts and scholars in the country, the professors and classmates in the school are all looking forward to my own development. Any deviation from myself is unforgivable to them. At that time, I was anxious and anxious.Not being able to hold a scalpel, for a surgeon, means that a soldier can't shoot a gun on the battlefield, so in order to prevent others from discovering the truth, he would often skip classes, especially anatomy classes.Later, the careful Tezuka discovered the problem, and would take one or two days a week to accompany him to practice shooting.At the beginning, as long as you pick up the gun, your hand will keep shaking, and it is not uncommon for you to miss the target.But as long as Tezuka's palm is attached to the back of his hand, a sense of peace of mind will fill his whole body, and his hands will feel better.Slowly, from 7 rings, 8 rings to 9 rings, 10 rings, and even the last practice can be as beautiful as professional athletes.When you pick up the scalpel again, you will not be nervous.But during the most painful and confused days, it was Tezuka who comforted himself little by little, and he led him out of the foggy swamp, so Renzu has always been confident in his marksmanship, which is why he dared to shoot today. shoot, but...

Is it really wrong?Is it really a mistake in your own judgment?Guoguang, if I really ruined your life with my own hands, what do you think I should do?

"Are you afraid?"

"Fear later!"

"Do you regret it?"

"No regrets!" This seems to be the question Renzu has been asking himself in his heart, asking his heart over and over again.If the situation at that time was repeated again, Ren Zuo believed that he would definitely choose to point his gun at Tezuka. Like him, he has a heart that loves Atobe deeply, and he will not regret it. He knows that Tezuka will not regret it, even if he loses his life because of this, but after saving Atobe, who will be redeemed?

Suddenly realized that the question just now was not sent by him, and immediately turned around, only to see that familiar face appearing in front of him again.How many times, at the moment of looking back, there is such gentle attention, how many times, at the moment of embracing, there is such a peaceful look at each other, after experiencing great joy and sorrow, the excitement of regaining what was lost left an extremely complicated look on Renzu's face expression.The look of crying and laughing made Tezuka, whose facial expression rarely changed, couldn't help but smile.Enduring enough to hug Tezuka into his arms recklessly, he hugged him tighter and tighter, as if he must blend the other party into his own flesh and blood to be satisfied.Kissed the other's lips fiercely, biting almost like biting, forcing the other's lips to dance with him.It is said that the most primitive way for animals to express their love is to bite and plunder.For a long time, until he was sure that the other party would not disappear, he reluctantly let go.When souls in love meet, their hearts are warm when their lips meet.Ren Zuzu is deeply experiencing the happiness surrounded by thick warmth.Looking at Tezuka's slightly rosy face from the kiss, Shinobu suddenly remembered something...

"Your injury..." Only then did he realize that Tezuka was wearing Atobe's suit. The slightly loose clothes covered his slender body tightly, but he ignored Tezuka's right hand that was always pressing on his chest.The hug was too intense, and the blood flowed slowly down the fingers, "I'm sorry..."

With a comforting smile, Tezuka whispered, "Your shooting skills are getting worse and worse."

Spreading out his left hand, in the palm of his hand is a silver button in the shape of a crescent moon, with the words on it faintly visible: Ice Emperor!This is the second one from the top, the one closest to the heart, which Atobe deliberately tore off from his school uniform when he graduated from junior high school.Give it to Tezuka, hoping to occupy his heart forever and protect him forever.This button has been placed in the shirt pocket closest to the heart since Tezuka and Atobe dated, and it has not changed in 8 years.Although the shirts have been changed one after another, although Kazuki has never mentioned him after part of his hand, Shinobu knows that it is relying on this button, and Tezuka misses it alone.So before shooting, Shinobu believed that Atobe would bless him!Unexpectedly, the bullet still missed a little bit, hit the corner of the button, and also injured Tezuka.The gushing out of blood and the brief coma were the direct result of the excessive impact.

Enduring embarrassment, he wiped away his tears, and smiled like a sign again, "It's a good thing you were tied up tightly with a rope, otherwise I wouldn't have dared to make a move." Indeed, even though Tezuka had been tied up all the time, his clothes were also in a mess , but the protruding part of the shirt pocket was not ignored by Ninzuzu who was watching coldly, so he could react quickly in such a critical moment.Rather than saying that Shinozu saved Tezuka, it is better to say that the three of them survived to the end together.

"Do you want to go back to Osaka with me?" Tezuka was a little weak, and gave all the weight of his body to Shinozu.Shinobu's vision blurred again, but this time it was tears of happiness.

"What about Xiaojing? Don't you love him?" After seeing all the things between the two of them, Shinozu was really not sure that Tezuka would be with him.

"What about you? Still in love?"

"Love, the love that will never be forgotten in this lifetime." Ren Zuzu didn't want to lie to Tezuka, he knew that he, like Tezuka, had already put Atobe deep in his heart.It's just that starting today, Ren Zu decided not to hide, escape, or give up.If you fall in love with two people at the same time, it is a heinous crime, and if it is an unforgivable crime, whether it is heaven or hell, he has enough patience to admit it.

"Me too. However, there is no Keigo Atobe in my future. If we meet in the next life, we will miss this life! I really want to know if anyone is willing to accompany me through the rest of my life?" Both Tezuka and Shinobu understood that Atobe was standing The man at the top of the world, what he needs is a normal married life, he has responsibilities that he cannot shirk, even if he has loved Tezuka Kunimitsu for ten years, and has always trusted Yushi Ninzu, there are reasons why he has to quit.But there is no doubt that if he is in danger, the two men in front of him will still help him without hesitation, without hesitation, even at the expense of their lives!It's just that there are too many helplessness in life. If a large-scale ballroom dance is to become a love between two people, someone must quit, so after going through the test of life and death, the two people who are most suitable choose to stand together.How love should continue may not need to be discussed at all. People who love each other do not necessarily stay together for life, and people who stay together do not necessarily love each other from the beginning.Who said that people who don't love each other can't last forever, get used to it, fall in love, who can tell where the initial throbbing comes from?

"Then I want to know if anyone is willing to accompany me to visit my father-in-law and mother-in-law at Tezuka's ancestral home first?"

Needless to say, fingers intertwined, palms facing each other, staring at each other, showing the most touching smile.Atobe in the distance just watched quietly, he seemed to have seen the most magnificent picture in his life: accompanied by the rising sun, two handsome boys cuddled tightly and stretched out their hands to him at the same time, while the hands holding each other The incomplete button is still in the hand-the picture freezes!

The flying of two people, with the dream of three people, they are always in the center of happiness, never far away from each other!

--THAN--