After getting back together with my ex, I became popular

Xu Chen seemed to be stepping on the tip of a knife, unable to move for a moment, but his heart, which had been silent for almost a week, was alive again at this moment, like a dry spring being filled with water, beating "thump, bang, bang" His scalp is numb.

Without the slightest expectation or preparation, he actually saw Ji Fei in front of the window sill on the second floor of the hotel.

Ji Fei also saw him, raised his head slightly, took another puff with the cigarette between his fingers, and then took it off, the smoke slowly caressed his eyebrows, eyes and hair, and the scarlet fire on his fingertips flickered on and off.

The three-dimensional facial features are set off by the dim light, and the eyes are quiet and cold, making it difficult to distinguish between emotions and anger.

This is the first time Xu Chen sees Ji Fei like this. He is icy cold yet has a strong aggressiveness. This kind of contrast full of tension, sexy, and unknown is like a huge black hole, and one can fall into it with just one glance.

He opened his mouth slightly and wanted to speak, but he didn't care whether the other party could hear him or not, he just felt that he had to say something now.

But just as the syllable "you" came out, it was suddenly submerged in a burst of "rumbling".

A tall truck loaded with goods drove past, cutting off the line of sight between the two, but when Xu Chen looked over again, the sparks below had disappeared, and so did Ji Fei.

Xu Chen was slightly stunned, and a huge panic engulfed him for a moment. When he came back to his senses, he had already run downstairs.

Wearing short sleeves and sports shorts, without caring about his image, he ran straight down with his slippers on.

In the middle of the night, the street was very quiet, only some scattered windows were still lit. Xu Chen didn't stop at one step, and turned directly to the back street of the hotel, walking forward and looking around in a daze.

At this moment, the body suddenly bumped into a solid chest, and the arm was suddenly grabbed.

"Why are you wearing so little?" Ji Fei looked down at him, and finally he couldn't help but let out a sigh of relief.

Xu Chen was a little stunned. He didn't expect that after a week of absence, the first sentence the other party would say would be this, and he was a little at a loss: "I just took a shower, it's very hot."

"Take a shower at two o'clock in the morning?" Ji Fei mercilessly exposed him.

"......"

Xu Chen pursed his lips and asked, "Why are you here?"

Ji Fei asked in a low voice, "Why did you come down?"

The two looked at each other in silence for a while, Xu Chen's heart was so full that he was about to explode, Ji Fei's answer might not be clear, but his own answer was ready to come out.

He felt like a lunatic standing on the edge of a cliff. He had already stepped out with a volley, and his soul was split in two.

The left half is saying, "Admit it, you just liked him, terribly, in high school, and now even more fucking."

The half on the right is saying: "Can liking be eaten as a meal? The liking at one second, what about the next second? Do people like you like this? Why did you stay together in high school and why did you break up? I don't remember when it's so uncomfortable. ?”

Xu Chen was a little dazed.

Why are you together?Like the urge to trigger.

As for why they broke up?

The two months when I was "together" with Ji Fei were not like a normal romantic relationship at all, and it would be an exaggeration to describe it with the words "indifferent".

Qin Xiao even teased him, saying that the two of them were just playing the gimmick of "falling in love", but in fact they were just like seniors and juniors.

Xu Chen grinned and went back forcefully, saying that Ji Fei was still young, so don't worry, wait until he grows up.

But he is also aware of this problem - Ji Fei doesn't seem to have any desire for intimate contact with him, and his behavior is too restrained and normal.

But Xu Chen felt that he really liked him at the time. This elementary school boy was obviously bored, but why did he like him so much.

At the age of 17, he always feels that he is fearless and omnipotent. As long as he can stay together, watch and talk, even if he does not hold hands or kiss in this life, he is willing to accompany Plato for the rest of his life.

But not long after, he suddenly bumped into Ji Fei and another girl at the corner of the stairs in the teaching building.

Xu Chen still had memories of that girl, the one he called to stop at the door of the classroom the day he met Huang Mao.

The little girl looked very quiet, she handed over a letter, blushing, she was really pretty.

Ji Fei didn't refuse, and took the letter expressionlessly.

At that moment, Xu Chen suddenly thought, if grandma was right, Ji Fei actually didn't like him, but mistook the close friendship for his heart.

Such a serious and desolate kid, do you really know what liking is?Will it be a novelty?What if you meet your ideal girl in the future?

In the special environment of his family's growth, Xu Chen always has an unreasonable negativity towards his relationship, and he habitually wants to protect himself.

A huge school donation from Ji's family became the last straw that broke the camel's back. Others may not know it, but Xu Chen knows that Ji Fei's family's conditions should be good.

But he didn't expect to come to this point. The younger brother is the only son of the Ji family and the successor of the future business layout.

The promising son of heaven, he just took advantage of others while drunk, what should Ji Fei do if he regrets it in the future?

Xu Chen was eager to confirm, but Ji Fei began to ask for leave frequently and disappeared. When he met occasionally, his face was obviously tired, but he still said "it's okay".

The sense of insecurity is magnified to infinity.

Even on the day when he proposed to break up, Ji Fei was almost an hour late when he asked the other party out to meet.

Xu Chen sat by the bench and waited and waited, from evening to dark, until his heart was cold and his hands and feet were cold.

All kinds of chaotic emotions surged up again, and finally the right half of the soul gained the upper hand, so Xu Chen's eyelashes trembled and his eyes flickered.

Instead of answering the question, he said, "Let's talk."

Ji Fei: "Yes."

Xu Chen took a deep breath, and said quickly to the point: "The other day you said in the hotel that I should call you Ji Yu, you must have remembered, we are separated in high school..."

"That happened in high school." Ji Fei's tone was light but strong, and his eyes were heavy: "Just now, let me ask you, do you understand?"

"I like you and I'm chasing you, do you see it?"

"Do you want to stay with me?"

Xu Chen was stunned, really completely stunned, like an idiot who couldn't understand Chinese, he couldn't say anything he had just prepared: "You, you, you..."

"I said I like you." Ji Fei folded him in his arms, leaned over and kissed Xu Chen's nose.

Xu Chen's heart was beating so loudly in his chest that his ears were almost ringing, he covered his nose, he was confused, but seemed calm: "Wait, wait...you haven't had a drink?"

"No." Ji Fei leaned over to kiss her eyes again: "I have liked you for a long time, you kissed me that day, even though you were drunk, I was very happy."

Even in the current situation, he only dared to use "a long time" to blur his abnormal obsession with Xu Chen for nearly nine years, so cautious that it was almost harsh.

Xu Chen was stunned again.

He was petrified by this sudden and unexpected confession, his blood almost flowed backwards at this moment, and he couldn't react for a long time.

"I don't ask you to respond now." As if stimulated by his silence, Ji Fei let go of his hand and took a step back, changing his tone, a little frustrated: "But don't avoid me."

"It's cold, you go up, I should go too."

Xu Chen's mind was almost paralyzed, and it was only when he heard the word "go" that he came back to his senses: "...Where are you going?"

"Go back to the city...fly to Xiangjiang tomorrow morning."

Ji Fei's footsteps were fast, and he had already walked a distance in a few steps.

Xu Chen looked at the back of him leaving, and all the defenses in his heart were suddenly defeated at this moment, and only the words "can't let him go" remained in his mind.The soul on the left captured the city, and he jumped off the cliff.

So he shouted: "Ji Yu."

There is the wind in my ears when I run.

On the night he was discovered, his grandmother once asked him: "Does the other party have the same intentions as you?"

Yes, this person said he likes him, and he has liked him for a long time, no matter how long it is, even if it is only one day, at least this second of liking is two-sided.

Grandma also asked him: "Are you ready? This road may be very hard, social pressure, and your parents... You always have ideas, grandma didn't want to stop you, but this is not Children play house, take this step, and the future may be turned upside down."

Over the years, even though Xu Chen deviated from the orthodoxy, he never made a mistake in the general direction.

He had to admit that before tonight, he really had a lot of scruples, thinking about this and that, worrying about this and that, but at this moment, these don't seem to be important.

Why the fuck do you care so much.

He's totally gay.

Just like someone, let them talk.

If it's annoying, they're annoying. It's none of my business.

Ji Fei turned around, and Xu Chen suddenly staggered him.

"It was my fault that day. I woke up too flustered in the morning and said stupid things." Xu Chen hugged Ji Fei's waist, feeling the tense muscles of Ji Fei, but it seemed that he had fallen into a honey jar, "But then If I come down, I will be sincere."

Xu Chen said, "I like you too."

"........"

"You stay with me. Let's raise a cat together, take it to lose weight together, and go to the orphanage to do volunteer work. There are many things I want to do with you."

"........."

"I kiss you because of impulsiveness, because I can't help it, because I can't control myself, because I don't have enough concentration to hold it."

"The me before was so uncool." Xu Chen pursed his lips: "Hey...but why did you ignore me? It's not regret..."

Xu Chen couldn't say the following words.

Ji Fei hugged him back suddenly, blocked his mouth, breathing messily and quickly, and the person in his arms almost leaned back slightly.

Xu Chen was in pain from the hoop, but he hugged each other even harder. The bones of the two big men were hard, and they were stuck together, but they wished they could fuse into one.

He won the bet, Ji Fei thought while holding Xu Chen in his arms.

Playing hard and soft, playing hard to get, clearly being cornered by him every step of the way, but confessing himself sincerely.

His star finally chose to land willingly and landed in his arms.

Ji Fei said in a hoarse voice: "If you promise me, you can't regret it." What he wants is Xu Chen's whole life, he wants people, he wants his body, and he also wants his wholehearted love.

Xu Chen hooked the corner of his mouth and swore to the sky with three fingers: "Whoever regrets is a bastard!"

"Hey, you too, if you regret it, I will definitely beat you."

"Did you hear that! Beat it into meatloaf!"