Ji Fei didn't know how to react for a moment.
The first time he knew the concept of "leaving" was when he was very young, when Gu Manqing would hug him and read fairy tales to him before going to bed.
The princess in "The Little Mermaid" turned into a bubble in the sun in the end, and children of three or four years old couldn't understand it.
Obviously it is a very beautiful picture, but the expression on the little mermaid's face in the illustration looks particularly sad.
So the little Ji Fei pointed to a colorful bubble and asked, "Why is it sad to become a bubble?"
Gu Manqing replied, "Because of the Little Mermaid, she is leaving."
Ji Fei said, "Aren't you coming back?"
Gu Manqing nodded: "Well, if you leave, you won't come back."
As he grew older, he understood more and more the meaning behind the word "leave".
The connection between people is complicated but fragile. The line in the middle may be broken as soon as it is broken. If you don’t know how to fight for it, you will go around in circles. In the passing time, there is not even a trace left.
He deliberately approached and teased him to please him, which kicked off the prelude to his reunion with Xu Chen.He pretended to forget, as if nothing had happened, and used the identity gap to make it impossible for him to avoid him.
He loves him so much that he is willing to give him all of himself, but he has actually used scheming methods in the renewed relationship between the two of them.
——There are many things that he has not confessed, and he knows that he is far from normal on the surface.
But now Xu Chen said that he couldn't do without him.
Just like a fish cannot live without water, and a man cannot live without air, there is nothing without him.
The skirt of his clothes was wet little by little, and Xu Chen cried very quietly.
No sobbing, no crying.
It was just tears one after another, hitting his heart heavily.
It was obviously a promise that he had dreamed of before, but when he really heard this sentence at this moment, he was only left with a heartache.
"How can you say you can't do it?" Ji Fei slowly raised his right hand, and lightly touched the top of Xu Chen's hair.
"...Fuck."
Xu Chen's voice was muffled: "You have lost the atmosphere."
Ji Fei smiled lightly: "Yes."
"Are you still laughing, is that thick iron rod a joke? It hit me on the arm, at most it was a..."
Ji Fei interrupted him warmly: "I'm fine now."
"This is the luckiest situation." Xu Chen pursed his lips, his nose was still a little sore, "It's nothing to get a hand injury, at most it's a broken bone, a head injury, what to do if you lose your memory, what to do if you become stupid, what to do if you get deformed... ...."
"Next time...no, there will never be a next time, do you hear me?"
In fact, if Ji Fei hadn't chosen to use his own body to protect Xu Chen tightly at the critical moment, the iron rod wouldn't have hit him in the back of the head so directly.
When he recalled the scene at that time, he was still afraid for a while.
It's just that, after all, I still think it's a bit embarrassing for a big man to cry. When Xu Chen said this, he still buried his head in Ji Fei's chest, avoiding his face and refusing to look at people.
Therefore, all the words of serious education, coupled with the childish worry of losing memory and becoming stupid, do not sound deterrent at all, but are inexplicably cute.
Ji Fei lowered his eyes, and his gaze fell on Xu Chen's reddened ear tips. He coaxed "Mmm" in a low voice, and then asked knowingly, "Why do you keep refusing to look at me when you speak?"
"......"
Xu Chen was silent for a few seconds, then silently turned his head to the side of the wall, and wiped away his tears with the back of his hand indiscriminately before he straightened up.
He glanced at Ji Fei quickly, then looked away, and said firmly, "Look at it now."
As he said that, he wanted to get up: "Are you thirsty? Let me get you a glass of water?"
Ji Fei hooked his hand with his fingers, shook his head and said, "I'm not thirsty." When he looked over, he raised his eyes slightly, his eyes were dark and moist.
Xu Chen was still a little awkward, but suddenly he couldn't sit still, so he found a serious topic and asked, "Does your head still hurt?"
"It hurts." Ji Fei looked at him and said.
"Does it hurt? Does it hurt badly?"
Xu Chen's face changed instantly, he was overwhelmed with distress and guilt, and hurried to ring the call bell, but he didn't expect Ji Fei to say in a second, "Lie down and hug me."
Xu Chen was slightly startled, and after a moment of reaction, he said, ".......What, do you feel pain or not?"
Ji Fei moved his fingers up, covered Xu Chen's right hand completely, and held it, pulled towards him, continued the topic just now, and asked, "Come up."
"This bed is so small...how crowded are you?"
"The pillow is big enough." Ji Fei insisted, "Is it okay?"
Xu Chen was silent for a few seconds, but in the end he couldn't refuse at all.
Ji Fei's wound was on the upper right side of the back of his head. He moved his body and turned slightly sideways to make room for Xu Chen.
Xu Chen still went to get a cup of warm water, put it on the cabinet, then went to lock the door of the ward, and then slightly lifted the quilt and lay down.
"Hold it." He put his hands on Ji Fei's waist.
The hospital bed in the single room is narrow and small, and the two people's bodies are tightly pressed together, and their heads are also very close, exchanging each other's breath.
Ji Fei looked at those eyes that were still a little red, held Xu Chen's face in his hands, stroked his skin near the lower eyelid with his thumb, and said in a low voice, "This is the first time I saw you cry."
Xu Chen's ears turned red, and just as he was about to make amends, Ji Fei moved slowly, leaned over and lowered his head to kiss his eyelashes, and said in a deep voice, "It's so beautiful."
"...What is beautiful?"
He glared at Ji Fei, "Stop moving around."
"What if you want to kiss." Ji Fei blinked, "I haven't kissed you all day."
.......Depend on.
No wonder he was asked to lie down.
"You..." Xu Chen's face was on fire, but Ji Fei still had a normal expression.
But he said so on his mouth, he still raised his chin and leaned towards Ji Fei's thin lips, bit and sucked lightly, and then sent the tip of his tongue into the other's mouth.
This is a very wonderful and tender kiss, with both sides full of love for each other, and the joy of remaining alive after the catastrophe.
I don't know how long it took to separate, Ji Fei put his forehead against Xu Chen's, and kissed the tip of his nose, his breathing gradually calmed down.
"It's a good thing you're fine." He said hoarsely.
After all, he hurt his head, and it was two or three o'clock in the morning, so Ji Fei was not very energetic.The two leaned together and talked casually for a while, and then he fell asleep again groggy.
Thick, black eyelashes drooped, casting shadows around the eyes.She slept deeply, but her breathing was still shallow.
Xu Chen stared at Ji Fei's sleeping face for a long time. Through a layer of thin air, he used his fingertips to trace the contours of his facial features. Finally, he propped himself up and kissed Ji Fei gently on the lips, and then gently moved Ji Fei away. With the arm around his waist, he lifted the quilt and got out of bed.
Normally, if there was someone suddenly empty in his arms, Ji Fei would definitely grab him back and hug him again, but this time, he just frowned slightly, and he still couldn't wake up after all.
Xu Chen unlocked the door of the ward, then walked back and lay down on the accompanying bed beside him.
In fact, his mind is in a mess. Too many things happened today, and everything will make tomorrow unpredictable.
He wanted to take this opportunity to take care of himself, but the deficit in his body was too great, and he fell into a deep sleep in the blink of an eye.
When Xu Chen woke up the next day, he felt as if he had been pushed down to the ground by a hundred strong men and beaten violently. His whole body hurt, and his body seemed to be falling apart.
Xu Chen's brain could receive the deliberately lowered voice of conversation, but he couldn't deal with it for a while.
Bright sunlight came in through the window, he frowned slightly, closed his eyes for a moment, and finally regained his consciousness.
"Are you awake?" Ji Fei's voice came suddenly.
Xu Chen is used to such a sentence when he wakes up every morning, so he subconsciously replied lazily: "Mmm..."
Ok? !
He opened his eyes suddenly, jumped up from the bed, and found that Ji Fei was leaning slightly on the hospital bed, and there was another young man beside the bed.
"Morning." Shan Yang greeted him.
Xu Chen rubbed his face, still a little dazed: "Morning."
Then he looked at Ji Fei again: "Do you feel better?"
"Yeah." Ji Fei nodded, seeing Xu Chen's disheveled hair obviously not awake, couldn't help but lick his lips at him.
Shan Yang caught off guard and saw Ji Fei's smile: "?"
This laugh is even more exaggerated than when I was in high school!
He scratched his hair, "coughed" and said, "I bought breakfast, white porridge and some Cantonese-style dim sum, all of which are relatively light. Oh, by the way, there is also mouthwash."
"Thank you." Xu Chen said gratefully, "I'm sorry to trouble you."
"You're welcome."
Shan Yang felt that he was really a good flirting opportunity that was hard to find in history. In order to help his brother walk on the emotional road more smoothly, he blinked his left eye at Xu Chen again, and said, "Brother Fei hasn't eaten yet, he said he wanted to Wait for you, or it will be bad if it gets cold."
Hearing that Ji Fei hadn't eaten yet, Xu Chen immediately threw off the quilt and got out of bed, stepped into his shoes and said, "Then I'll go wash up first, and I'll come back to help you later."
Shan Yang faintly felt that something was wrong: "?"
Has the potential developable object reached the point where it can help wash?
Is the standard of communication between men actually like this!
He stared at Xu Chen's back with a "contemplative" expression, and watched him enter the bathroom.
"What are you looking at?" Ji Fei asked suddenly.
Shan Yang hasn't recovered yet: "Look at Xu Chen."
"..." Ji Fei's face changed slightly, and he said in a cool voice, "Don't look at it."
Shan Yang didn't care about him: "You are too domineering, it's just like this before you catch up, and you will have to catch up."
Ji Fei: "Who said I missed it."
"He is already mine, you are not allowed to see it."
........fuck me? !
Three or four question marks popped up on Shan Yang's head: "Your man?! Wait, he's already your man?!"
"Yeah." Ji Fei said calmly, "I'm his boyfriend."
Shan Yang, who was crazily stuffed with dog food: "..."
So what kind of mind was he messing with last night.
He also patted others on the shoulder, and earnestly told him what to say to be nicer to him.
Dare to love these two people are already together! !
The first time he knew the concept of "leaving" was when he was very young, when Gu Manqing would hug him and read fairy tales to him before going to bed.
The princess in "The Little Mermaid" turned into a bubble in the sun in the end, and children of three or four years old couldn't understand it.
Obviously it is a very beautiful picture, but the expression on the little mermaid's face in the illustration looks particularly sad.
So the little Ji Fei pointed to a colorful bubble and asked, "Why is it sad to become a bubble?"
Gu Manqing replied, "Because of the Little Mermaid, she is leaving."
Ji Fei said, "Aren't you coming back?"
Gu Manqing nodded: "Well, if you leave, you won't come back."
As he grew older, he understood more and more the meaning behind the word "leave".
The connection between people is complicated but fragile. The line in the middle may be broken as soon as it is broken. If you don’t know how to fight for it, you will go around in circles. In the passing time, there is not even a trace left.
He deliberately approached and teased him to please him, which kicked off the prelude to his reunion with Xu Chen.He pretended to forget, as if nothing had happened, and used the identity gap to make it impossible for him to avoid him.
He loves him so much that he is willing to give him all of himself, but he has actually used scheming methods in the renewed relationship between the two of them.
——There are many things that he has not confessed, and he knows that he is far from normal on the surface.
But now Xu Chen said that he couldn't do without him.
Just like a fish cannot live without water, and a man cannot live without air, there is nothing without him.
The skirt of his clothes was wet little by little, and Xu Chen cried very quietly.
No sobbing, no crying.
It was just tears one after another, hitting his heart heavily.
It was obviously a promise that he had dreamed of before, but when he really heard this sentence at this moment, he was only left with a heartache.
"How can you say you can't do it?" Ji Fei slowly raised his right hand, and lightly touched the top of Xu Chen's hair.
"...Fuck."
Xu Chen's voice was muffled: "You have lost the atmosphere."
Ji Fei smiled lightly: "Yes."
"Are you still laughing, is that thick iron rod a joke? It hit me on the arm, at most it was a..."
Ji Fei interrupted him warmly: "I'm fine now."
"This is the luckiest situation." Xu Chen pursed his lips, his nose was still a little sore, "It's nothing to get a hand injury, at most it's a broken bone, a head injury, what to do if you lose your memory, what to do if you become stupid, what to do if you get deformed... ...."
"Next time...no, there will never be a next time, do you hear me?"
In fact, if Ji Fei hadn't chosen to use his own body to protect Xu Chen tightly at the critical moment, the iron rod wouldn't have hit him in the back of the head so directly.
When he recalled the scene at that time, he was still afraid for a while.
It's just that, after all, I still think it's a bit embarrassing for a big man to cry. When Xu Chen said this, he still buried his head in Ji Fei's chest, avoiding his face and refusing to look at people.
Therefore, all the words of serious education, coupled with the childish worry of losing memory and becoming stupid, do not sound deterrent at all, but are inexplicably cute.
Ji Fei lowered his eyes, and his gaze fell on Xu Chen's reddened ear tips. He coaxed "Mmm" in a low voice, and then asked knowingly, "Why do you keep refusing to look at me when you speak?"
"......"
Xu Chen was silent for a few seconds, then silently turned his head to the side of the wall, and wiped away his tears with the back of his hand indiscriminately before he straightened up.
He glanced at Ji Fei quickly, then looked away, and said firmly, "Look at it now."
As he said that, he wanted to get up: "Are you thirsty? Let me get you a glass of water?"
Ji Fei hooked his hand with his fingers, shook his head and said, "I'm not thirsty." When he looked over, he raised his eyes slightly, his eyes were dark and moist.
Xu Chen was still a little awkward, but suddenly he couldn't sit still, so he found a serious topic and asked, "Does your head still hurt?"
"It hurts." Ji Fei looked at him and said.
"Does it hurt? Does it hurt badly?"
Xu Chen's face changed instantly, he was overwhelmed with distress and guilt, and hurried to ring the call bell, but he didn't expect Ji Fei to say in a second, "Lie down and hug me."
Xu Chen was slightly startled, and after a moment of reaction, he said, ".......What, do you feel pain or not?"
Ji Fei moved his fingers up, covered Xu Chen's right hand completely, and held it, pulled towards him, continued the topic just now, and asked, "Come up."
"This bed is so small...how crowded are you?"
"The pillow is big enough." Ji Fei insisted, "Is it okay?"
Xu Chen was silent for a few seconds, but in the end he couldn't refuse at all.
Ji Fei's wound was on the upper right side of the back of his head. He moved his body and turned slightly sideways to make room for Xu Chen.
Xu Chen still went to get a cup of warm water, put it on the cabinet, then went to lock the door of the ward, and then slightly lifted the quilt and lay down.
"Hold it." He put his hands on Ji Fei's waist.
The hospital bed in the single room is narrow and small, and the two people's bodies are tightly pressed together, and their heads are also very close, exchanging each other's breath.
Ji Fei looked at those eyes that were still a little red, held Xu Chen's face in his hands, stroked his skin near the lower eyelid with his thumb, and said in a low voice, "This is the first time I saw you cry."
Xu Chen's ears turned red, and just as he was about to make amends, Ji Fei moved slowly, leaned over and lowered his head to kiss his eyelashes, and said in a deep voice, "It's so beautiful."
"...What is beautiful?"
He glared at Ji Fei, "Stop moving around."
"What if you want to kiss." Ji Fei blinked, "I haven't kissed you all day."
.......Depend on.
No wonder he was asked to lie down.
"You..." Xu Chen's face was on fire, but Ji Fei still had a normal expression.
But he said so on his mouth, he still raised his chin and leaned towards Ji Fei's thin lips, bit and sucked lightly, and then sent the tip of his tongue into the other's mouth.
This is a very wonderful and tender kiss, with both sides full of love for each other, and the joy of remaining alive after the catastrophe.
I don't know how long it took to separate, Ji Fei put his forehead against Xu Chen's, and kissed the tip of his nose, his breathing gradually calmed down.
"It's a good thing you're fine." He said hoarsely.
After all, he hurt his head, and it was two or three o'clock in the morning, so Ji Fei was not very energetic.The two leaned together and talked casually for a while, and then he fell asleep again groggy.
Thick, black eyelashes drooped, casting shadows around the eyes.She slept deeply, but her breathing was still shallow.
Xu Chen stared at Ji Fei's sleeping face for a long time. Through a layer of thin air, he used his fingertips to trace the contours of his facial features. Finally, he propped himself up and kissed Ji Fei gently on the lips, and then gently moved Ji Fei away. With the arm around his waist, he lifted the quilt and got out of bed.
Normally, if there was someone suddenly empty in his arms, Ji Fei would definitely grab him back and hug him again, but this time, he just frowned slightly, and he still couldn't wake up after all.
Xu Chen unlocked the door of the ward, then walked back and lay down on the accompanying bed beside him.
In fact, his mind is in a mess. Too many things happened today, and everything will make tomorrow unpredictable.
He wanted to take this opportunity to take care of himself, but the deficit in his body was too great, and he fell into a deep sleep in the blink of an eye.
When Xu Chen woke up the next day, he felt as if he had been pushed down to the ground by a hundred strong men and beaten violently. His whole body hurt, and his body seemed to be falling apart.
Xu Chen's brain could receive the deliberately lowered voice of conversation, but he couldn't deal with it for a while.
Bright sunlight came in through the window, he frowned slightly, closed his eyes for a moment, and finally regained his consciousness.
"Are you awake?" Ji Fei's voice came suddenly.
Xu Chen is used to such a sentence when he wakes up every morning, so he subconsciously replied lazily: "Mmm..."
Ok? !
He opened his eyes suddenly, jumped up from the bed, and found that Ji Fei was leaning slightly on the hospital bed, and there was another young man beside the bed.
"Morning." Shan Yang greeted him.
Xu Chen rubbed his face, still a little dazed: "Morning."
Then he looked at Ji Fei again: "Do you feel better?"
"Yeah." Ji Fei nodded, seeing Xu Chen's disheveled hair obviously not awake, couldn't help but lick his lips at him.
Shan Yang caught off guard and saw Ji Fei's smile: "?"
This laugh is even more exaggerated than when I was in high school!
He scratched his hair, "coughed" and said, "I bought breakfast, white porridge and some Cantonese-style dim sum, all of which are relatively light. Oh, by the way, there is also mouthwash."
"Thank you." Xu Chen said gratefully, "I'm sorry to trouble you."
"You're welcome."
Shan Yang felt that he was really a good flirting opportunity that was hard to find in history. In order to help his brother walk on the emotional road more smoothly, he blinked his left eye at Xu Chen again, and said, "Brother Fei hasn't eaten yet, he said he wanted to Wait for you, or it will be bad if it gets cold."
Hearing that Ji Fei hadn't eaten yet, Xu Chen immediately threw off the quilt and got out of bed, stepped into his shoes and said, "Then I'll go wash up first, and I'll come back to help you later."
Shan Yang faintly felt that something was wrong: "?"
Has the potential developable object reached the point where it can help wash?
Is the standard of communication between men actually like this!
He stared at Xu Chen's back with a "contemplative" expression, and watched him enter the bathroom.
"What are you looking at?" Ji Fei asked suddenly.
Shan Yang hasn't recovered yet: "Look at Xu Chen."
"..." Ji Fei's face changed slightly, and he said in a cool voice, "Don't look at it."
Shan Yang didn't care about him: "You are too domineering, it's just like this before you catch up, and you will have to catch up."
Ji Fei: "Who said I missed it."
"He is already mine, you are not allowed to see it."
........fuck me? !
Three or four question marks popped up on Shan Yang's head: "Your man?! Wait, he's already your man?!"
"Yeah." Ji Fei said calmly, "I'm his boyfriend."
Shan Yang, who was crazily stuffed with dog food: "..."
So what kind of mind was he messing with last night.
He also patted others on the shoulder, and earnestly told him what to say to be nicer to him.
Dare to love these two people are already together! !
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