Burning Goose ABO

In fact, Gu Nianhan never thought that one day he would be able to fully integrate into other people's lives.

In the eyes of most people, he is more like a marginal role in the crowd, and his presence or absence does not have much influence, after all, no one will remember his existence.

Gu Nianhan felt that maybe no one would find out where he died, until he met Pei Shangze, who treated him as an equal person, and after meeting Pei Hezhi, he truly became a human being.

People always have seven emotions and six desires. It's not that he didn't have them before, but he was always suppressed by reason. After a long time, even he himself forgot that he can love others.

The first time Gu Nianhan saw Pei Hezhi's mother was at the cemetery in City B.

The woman in the photo of the tombstone was very beautiful. She was still very young when she died, with a bright and moving smile. She was not like a mother, but more like a girl with great hopes for the future.

Such a beautiful life withered in Pei's back garden, just thinking about it is enough to make people feel sorry.

Gu Nianhan pursed his lips and called softly, "Auntie."

Pei Hezhi smiled, and held his hand noncommittally: "It doesn't matter what you call him now, I'll have to call mom after a while."

After he finished speaking, he turned his head and looked at his mother's photo quietly: "I remember when I was very young, I had a strong desire to win and lose. I didn't allow others to surpass me, and I spared no effort to catch up even if I was one step behind. , even if it’s something I don’t like. I enjoy the thrill of catching up with others, but after the heat passes, I feel empty and feel that it’s no big deal. I always feel that I am a very purposeful person. My views on life are just goals and challenges, and I think people should always pursue something.”

"My mother always told me that it was meaningless for me to do this. Even if one day I became extremely successful, if people never knew how to stop, I would be crushed by myself sooner or later. I would not Happy. At that time, I asked her, what is the most important thing to my mother?" She said to me, I want to slow down and take a good look at the surrounding scenery, there is always something worth cherishing, and people are willing to do it for me. give it all. "

Pei Hezhi paused, looked at Gu Nianhan, and squeezed him slightly: "Now I found it."

In the past, in order to seek freedom, her mother jumped off the stairs without hesitation, but now Pei Hezhi, after years of suppressed hatred, has finally found someone who can slow him down.

The wind blew Gu Nianhan's forehead hair, his eyes were very focused, as if he wanted to remember every word Pei Hezhi said in his heart.

"Your mother is a person worth giving everything for." He whispered, "You are too."

Pei Hezhi bent his eyes and kissed him.

There was a distance between the cemetery in city B and Pei He's house, and Gu Nianhan fell asleep on the way.

He leaned on the car seat, tilted his head slightly, his black forehead hair hung down, against his slightly pale complexion, the years were quiet.

Gu Nianhan seldom gives people such a gentle feeling. He always looks very sharp, like a sharp knife. If he gets close to him, he will bleed. Even if he stays there quietly, it will make people feel Timid, afraid to approach.

Pei Hezhi risked his throat being cut by the knife, and forcibly broke into his pale world.

Some time ago, Gu Nianhan always didn't sleep, even when he fell asleep, he was always restless, and his energy was extremely low, so that now he often fell asleep, especially when he was beside Pei Hezhi, he slept deeply and steadily, and he was usually regarded as a warning The sound is now disabled.

This is undoubtedly a manifestation of Gu Nianhan's wholehearted trust.

Pei Hezhi parked the car in the garage, and looked at Gu Nianhan seriously for a while. The atmosphere is comfortable now, and he was a little reluctant to wake Gu Nianhan up.

He felt that just sitting like this and watching Gu Nianhan sleep, he could see that everything in the outside world was not so important.

In the end, Pei Hezhi reluctantly withdrew his gaze, approached Gu Nianhan, and patted him gently: "I'm home, go back and sleep again."

"Well……"

Gu Nianhan barely opened his eyes, his expression was troubled, he seemed to nod his head when he saw Pei Hezhi, but he closed his eyes again the next moment.

Pei Hezhi laughed dumbfounded.

Such Gu Nianhan is rare.

He had to get out of the car to the passenger seat, unbuckle Gu Nianhan's seat belt, and carefully carry Gu Nianhan out of the car seat.

Although Gu Nianhan is a man over 1.8 meters tall, perhaps because of his small frame, no matter how much he eats, he will not gain weight easily. His body is extremely light, and he can be easily hugged into his arms.

Pei Hezhi supported his weight, frowned, and leaned into Gu Nianhan's ear and said, "How can you be so light, I have to feed you a little fatter in the future."

Otherwise, when he gets married and becomes a parent in the future, and he is still so slender, he will be accused of treating others badly by Pei Hezhi.

The family recruited new gardeners before, and a lot of flowers were planted in the garden. They are all blooming this season, and they are clustered on the stone road leading to the gate of the villa. They are fragrant, and you can smell the fragrance of flowers when you walk past. Among the sea of ​​flowers.

Although it's spring now, the air is still a bit cold, with the cool night wind blowing, Pei Hezhi's chest is hot, and Gu Nianhan couldn't help but burrowed into his arms.

Gu Nianhan is like a cat even in the fact that he likes warmth.

Pei Hezhi felt that his heart was about to melt.

He held Gu Nianhan firmly, taking every step carefully, until he reached the door and wanted to open it, only to find that he couldn't pull out his hands to take fingerprints.

Pei Hezhi just stood with Gu Nianhan in his arms, and stood quietly at the door.

I don't know how long it took before Gu Nianhan woke up faintly.

Gu Nianhan opened his eyes, looked around, and was a little surprised: "Why don't you go in?"

Pei Hezhi put Gu Nianhan down, rubbed his sore arms to unlock the fingerprint lock: "I'm a bit reluctant."

Gu Nianhan didn't understand: "What can't you bear?"

Pei Hezhi smiled helplessly. He opened the door for Gu Nianhan, and couldn't help but rubbed the other's soft black hair: "Oh, you."

Gu Nianhan really wants to grow in his heart.

Gu Nianhan had slept enough during this journey, but he was still a little dazed.

When Pei Hezhi came out after washing, he saw Gu Nianhan hugging his legs, sitting on the sofa staring at a bunch of lilies in a daze.

Pei Hezhi sat beside him, stretched out his arms, and hugged Gu Nianhan into his arms: "What are you thinking?"

Only then did Gu Nianhan move his eyes away from the pot of flowers, he looked at Pei Hezhi, and then turned his eyes away: "It's nothing, I just thought of the first time I met you."

For Gu Nianhan, living under the same roof with Pei Hezhi was not a very good experience.

Pei Hezhi approached cheekily: "What did you think at that time?"

Gu Nianhan sighed: "To be honest, it sucks."

Pei Hezhi was like a pair of sharp iron pliers, forcibly twisting through the lock on himself, and then broke in desperately, leaving no time for himself to breathe.

When did you fall in love with him?

Gu Nianhan couldn't tell.

Was it the moment when the other party blocked the light sign for him, or when the other party was standing on the deck with his arms around him, or earlier.

It is not important to pursue these now.

"I was so fierce to you at the time, I'm really sorry for scaring you, but it was really hard for me to control when I saw you." Pei Hezhi said sincerely, "What's more, you have no intention of having a pleasant communication with me at all."

Gu Nianhan couldn't help laughing: "What is 'pleasant' communication?"

The former self clearly didn't want to communicate with Pei Hezhi.

When he smiled, his brows and eyes were curved, and his coldness melted away, making him look cute and gentle.

Pei Hezhi's kiss came up, and it burned hotly on the back of Gu Nianhan's neck, at the gland that had been marked.

Gu Nianhan trembled from the inside out.

Pei Hezhi pressed down, and touched Gu Nianhan's clothes with his hands, teasing him with skillful kissing skills. After a while, Gu Nianhan's eyes became a little hazy, and his breathing gradually became rapid, fiery and confused. fan.

Pei Hezhi's teeth were slightly closed, and he bit Gu Nianhan's ear lightly: "How about a 'negative distance' exchange?"

Gu Nianhan snorted.

His body was so soft that Pei Hezhi's hands had already touched the key parts.

Gu Nianhan wanted to speak, but was blocked by the other party.

He closed his eyes and let him go.

There is always a lot of "things" to say between them.

Pei Hezhi took a second shower as expected.

He was still sitting in the bathtub with Gu Nianhan's waist in his arms, the hot water vapor was on Gu Nianhan's fair and smooth skin, and the ink butterfly on his waist was looming.

Taking too long in the bath is not good, so Pei Hezhi came out first, pulled the bath towel to wipe off the water on his body, and put on his bathrobe refreshingly.

Gu Nianhan turned his head and looked out the window, he could see the garden full of flowers under the moonlight.He was a little tired, and lay down in the bathtub with his eyes slightly closed: "Pei Hezhi, I don't regret meeting you at all. On the contrary, I'm very lucky."

Gu Nianhan seldom speaks out what is in his heart, he is used to implementing his feelings with actions, he never speaks too much, and almost only speaks the truth before and after the bed affair.

Water drops rolled down his wet temples, Pei Hezhi smiled at him: "Come, come into my arms."

As soon as Gu Nianhan got up, he was hugged by Pei Hezhi with a dry towel, easily picked him up, and walked out.

"Nianhan, you are too light, don't you usually eat well?"

Gu Nianhan was silent: "I can't get fat."

It was the same with Pei Shangze before, the other party tried every means to make him fatter, but obviously it didn't work out in the end.

"That's not necessarily true." Pei Hezhi put him on the chair and wiped Gu Nianhan's hair, "It depends on who feeds you. I'll try it later."

Pei Hezhi's hand was gentle, and Gu Nianhan was very comfortable being rubbed. He narrowed his eyes slightly and leaned back. From this angle, he could see the beautiful arc drawn by his neck.

Just looking at him like this, Pei Hezhi felt his throat a little dry, and couldn't help wanting to hug him.

But he also knew that Gu Nianhan was really tired today, so he could only bear the thought forcefully.

"Nianhan, I've been thinking about something for a long time recently, and I'm here to ask you today."

Pei Hezhi's words were spoken very smoothly, although subtle, but a trace of tension could be vaguely smelled from them.

Gu Nianhan opened his eyes and looked straight into Pei Hezhi's eyes: "What?"

Pei Hezhi paused, and said, "Shall we get married?"

After asking, he felt that his question was decisive.

But in the face of Gu Nianhan, he had to throw a straight ball to the opponent, otherwise Gu Nianhan's brain would not be able to turn around, and the opponent's emotional slowness seemed to be inherent.

Gu Nianhan was really confused by the question, he opened his eyes slightly, but did not reply.

"Do you want to?"

Pei Hezhi believes that even if Gu Nianhan is unwilling now, it doesn't matter. They didn't need to be so eager before, and they can move forward slowly. After all, there is still a long time left for them in the future.

Even so, he was still nervous.

Gu Nianhan brought him many things that he had never felt before. He never thought that one day he would treat his feelings as cautiously as he is now.

After experiencing Adrian, he felt that the time he spent with Gu Nianhan was becoming less and less enough. Even if the two of them stayed together for 24 hours and kissed each other on the bed, he still felt that it was not enough. He always wanted to I wonder if I can get closer, and get closer, but I still don't know how to do it.

Because whether the thread is too tight or too loose, it may make Gu Nianhan feel uncomfortable.

Gu Nianhan didn't reply him, Pei Hezhi pursed his lips lightly, and lowered his eyes a little uneasily.

"I am willing."

Gu Nianhan said: "I am willing to marry you."

They have gone through so much, whether it is body or mind, they already belong to each other. Gu Nianhan doesn't care whether he has obtained legal status or not. It doesn't make any difference to him whether he gets married or not. He is just innocent. He just gave Pei Hezhi everything he wanted with both hands.

No matter what kind of status he is staying with Pei Hezhi, it is good.

On the contrary, Pei Hezhi was a little overjoyed.

He hugged Gu Nianhan, his chest pressed against the other's back, the warm body temperature was conveyed through the thin layer of clothing, and the heavy and rapid heartbeat could be heard in the narrow space, making it impossible to distinguish each other.

The black hair fell down, hiding the joy in Pei Hezhi's eyes. He wished that tomorrow he would finish all the matters related to the proposal, engagement and marriage.

Just thinking about it made him uncontrollably excited.

Pei Hezhi's voice trembled a little: "What kind of ring do you like?"

Gu Nianhan turned his face to face him, and slightly raised the corners of his lips: "As you please."

As long as you can be with each other, everything is fine.

Pei Hezhi held his face and kissed him deeply.

"I love you."

Now and in the future, Gu Nianhan will be the number one in his life.

They sat by the window and kissed, and the cold moonlight came in, melted by the heat of their tongues.

Pei Hezhi lifted Gu Nianhan's waist, turned around and pressed Gu Nianhan on the soft bed.

Gu Nianhan struggled twice, but was firmly pressed down by Pei Hezhi again. With a movement of his big hand, the bath towel just now fell off his body limply.

Pei Hezhi smiled and bit his ear: "Although it's not advocating getting pregnant before marriage, we can try it tonight."

Gu Nianhan's tongue was blocked, and he looked a little helpless.

He really wanted to ask, his back hurts so much, and the aftertaste just now hasn't gone down, can't Pei Hezhi slow down first?Or are all top Alphas so terrifyingly energetic?

While Gu Nianhan was thinking wildly, Pei Hezhi's warm hand moved to the base of his thigh, gently grasping his weakness.

He couldn't help but raised his neck, and an ambiguous moan escaped from between his lips.

Forget it.

Gu Nianhan closed his eyes, and put his arms on the back of Pei Hezhi's neck.

Let him go, he will have to adapt sooner or later.

After all, they still have a long way to go side by side.