the world in which he exists

It has only been a few days since school started, and Gu Chaoming's eyes can't help but drift towards Lin Jianfan's direction, but he still has to listen carefully in class, for fear of missing important knowledge points if he peeks inadvertently.

"Who will come up to write this question?" The mathematics teacher stood by the podium, and there was his usual water glass on the podium.

"Raise your hand." Cen Xili, who had a plaster cast on his leg, patted Gu Chaoming's hand that he wanted to raise but didn't dare to.

Mathematics is Gu Chaoming's weakness, he is afraid of making mistakes.People who used to dare to play Sudoku and read novels in Lao Chen's class, but now they dare not raise their hands when they do a problem on the blackboard.

"Okay, Gu Chaoming, come up and do it."

A long-lost hand was raised by the back door of Class [-], Class [-], high school. The last time Gu Chaoming raised his hand to answer a question, the math teacher forgot when it was.

The math teacher called Gu Chaoming's name, and the students all turned their heads to look at Gu Chaoming. Gu Chaoming walked up to the podium holding the draft book that had calculated the answer.

He raised his hands high, and walked up to the podium steadily. It didn't seem like he had hesitated for a long time, almost gave up, and only raised his hands after Cen Xili's encouragement.

Perhaps it was because Gu Chaoming was usually sunny and venomous, and his fondness for flirting with Su Bing was so impressive that his classmates never imagined that Gu Chaoming, who was holding chalk on the podium, was actually beating his heart louder than a war drum.

Based on his previous image, his steady steps on the podium, and his smooth and non-stop blackboard writing, the students sitting below thought that Gu Chaoming on the podium was confident, but only Gu Chaoming knew that his mind was blank. Watch the inscription process.

He didn't know how he got out of the sense of stability in the eyes of his classmates during the few steps he took to the podium. When he walked through the aisle between the desks and came to the stage, Gu Chaoming turned to look at Lin Jianfan, the bully in his class.Seeing Fan sitting in the seat, Xueba Lin also looked at him, met his gaze and gave him a bright smile back.

After writing the answer with the chalk in hand, the inner tension gradually dissipated, and what was replaced was gradually filled with self-confidence.

Putting down the chalk, he turned around confidently and prepared to step off the podium. Gu Chaoming looked down the stage, and received Lin Jianfan's special thumbs up for him.

When the math teacher put a big red tick on his answer, Gu Chaoming's heart burst with joy and pride.

As long as you dare to take the first step, you have solved the biggest problem on the journey.

Lin Jianfan is the star in ordinary days, the broken gold on the sea, the strawberry on the cream cake, and all the good things in his tired life.

In physical education class, Lin Jianfan sat and chatted with Su Bing and Cen Xili on the playground, saw their smiling faces, lay down and saw the lazy clouds in the sky, and heard that Su Bing was being silly again, Lin Jianfan Gu Chaoming realized that the world did not owe him anything but the best things in the world had been sent to him by the sound of laughter.

You can see the clouds in the sky when you can lie down, you can touch Lin Jianfan’s face when you can reach out, and you can hear Su Bing messing with Cen Xili again when you can open your ears. The darkness of the previous 17 years seems to be compensated.

No, it's not compensation, but the beauty is always by his side, but he keeps staring at the darkness.In his dark childhood, there was a mother's love, even if she had become someone else's mother now.In addition to his mother, he also has his "green and good mood" brother Liu Yi who guides and accompanies him.

Life has never treated anyone badly. Sooner or later, he will surprise you. You just need to wait quietly. As long as you look at the world from a beautiful perspective, the world will give you a better world.

Gu Chaoming, who was lying on the winter playground and was feeling, was scolded by Cen Xili, who had not yet removed the cast on his leg.

"Don't lie down in winter, there is moisture on the ground, and the weather is better these days."

Gu Chaoming: "Xili, you should be called Xiaoma, so nagging, Xiaoma Cen."

Being kind and caring, Cen Xili sat on the playground and turned his head to look for something. Su Bing took the crutch and handed it to him very understandingly.

Cen Xili got the crutches, which instantly changed from a moving tool to a beating tool.Cen Xili hit Gu Chaoming with a cane, Gu Chaoming dodged nimbly and got up from the playground.

"Hey, you can't hit me."

Ever since he was beaten by Cen Xili with a cane once, Gu Chaoming could tell from the gesture of Cen Xili holding the cane whether he was going to leave or hit someone with a cane.

Gu Chaoming, who had flexible legs, "bullyed" Cen Xili, who had a plaster cast on his legs, so he couldn't move. Relying on his flexible legs, he teased him, "Come and hit me."

Seeing the noisy Gu Chaoming, Cen Xili couldn't help thinking of the childish Guan Hui who had lunch together.

As for Guan Hui's child... Well, Cen Xili has always treated Guan Hui as a kid who didn't grow up.

If the kid Guan Hui saw him riding a motorcycle for the first time and bumped him, and even pinched his injured leg twice, Cen Xili didn't have a good impression of him, and thought he was a naughty kid from his relatives. , or it’s a fool who thinks that his father doesn’t love his mother and doesn’t love a little kid who only grandma is willing to accompany, but after getting in touch with him, he finds that this little kid really has two brushes.

I thought that my dad would take care of me if I bumped into someone, and he would deal with it casually. Cen Xili didn't think about asking this little kid to do anything for him. Tian didn't know where to get his contact information and asked him what he wanted for lunch.

"What do you want for lunch?"

Suddenly received a text message from an unknown number, Cen Xili was puzzled, asked Gu Chaoming and Su Bing, and they all said they didn't know each other, Cen Xili just thought it was sent to the wrong person, so he ignored it.

Who would have thought that the strange number would send another text message after the third class: "Say it quickly, there is nothing to eat if you don't say it."

Question marks filled Cen Xili's mind: "...??? Who is this?"

It's just that the tone of this speech seems a little familiar.

"Did you send it to the wrong person?" Cen Xili replied.

"Aren't you Cen Xili?"

"I am, who are you? How do you know my number?" Cen Xili searched in his mind whose tone it sounded like.

He never thought that Guan Hui would come to take care of him, and thought that Guan Hui would go about his own business long ago.

"You don't need to know how I know." The other said.

Why does this man speak so poorly?Cen Xili was holding the phone, and the crutch leaning against the wall by the table slipped off, and a passing classmate helped to pick it up.

Cen Xili put away his crutches and said thank you to the classmates who helped him, then picked up his phone, and suddenly connected to Guan Hui in his mind.

No wonder he felt like he had heard this tone of voice before, it turned out to be that brat Guan Hui.

"You are Guan Hui?" Cen Xili asked.

"It's my uncle." Guan Hui sat on the seat and laughed at Cen Xili's IQ. He finally guessed that it was him, typed the words "it's my uncle" and sent it, and by the way, he grabbed a pack of biscuits from his deskmate and tore them open. eat.

Waiting for Cen Xili's reply, seeing that class was about to begin and Cen Xili hadn't replied yet, Guan Hui couldn't wait to ask, "What do you want for lunch?"

Cen Xili frowned while chatting with him, Guan Hui's tone had no room for rejection, and asked him what he wanted for lunch?He wants to send it up?

When the class bell rang, Cen Xili hurriedly replied: "Whatever."

After class, Gu Chaoming closed his textbook and stretched while looking at Lin Jianfan. After stretching, he pulled his clothes and turned to ask Cen Xili what he had for lunch today.

Seeing Cen Xili's carefree look, Gu Chaoming patted Cen Xili on the back and asked with concern: "What's wrong?"

"It's okay." Cen Xili said, he was just hesitating whether to let Gu Chaoming and the others help bring the meal or wait for Guan Hui to bring the meal.

Guan Hui sent a message asking him what he wanted to eat, intending to bring him food, but he was not sure, Cen Xili hesitated, afraid that Guan Hui would just talk.Don't ask Gu Chaoming to bring the meal, if Guan Hui doesn't come, there will be no lunch at noon, so ask Gu Chaoming to bring it, and he is afraid that Guan Hui will bring the meal.

Hesitating, Gu Chaoming said: "How about Su Bing and I pack the rice and eat it together?"

"Forget it, you guys go down first, someone will bring me food." Cen Xili still chose to trust Guan Hui.

Although Guan Hui looked unreliable and his words were not very pleasant, in fact, there was no malice in his words, it was just a child's temper.

In the quiet classroom in the afternoon, the hands of the clock on the blackboard moved quietly to point to the lunch break time, and the bustling sound outside the teaching building was faintly carried upstairs by the wind.

In the classroom in the afternoon, there was only Cen Xili with his legs wrapped. Cen Xili sat on his seat and picked up a novel to read boringly.

Guan Hui carried the meal and walked to the territory of the second year of high school, followed the class sign on the door to find the second class of the second year of high school.

Walking into the senior's territory, ordinary juniors and juniors can't help but feel a sense of oppression and tension, but Guan Hui is not. He carries the "casual" food he bought for Cen Xili as if he was walking in his class. Also look around like sightseeing.

There are few people in the classroom in the afternoon, and most of the classrooms passing by are empty.Successfully found the second class of the second year of high school, Guan Hui walked into the classroom with packed meals.

Seeing Cen Xili by the back door of the classroom, Guan Hui's striding strides eased, and the softly humming tune stopped.

He approached gently with his lunch box, Cen Xili was lying on the table motionless, holding a thin novel that could not be dropped, breathing evenly through his nose, closing his eyes, the wound on his face was healed, and affixed to Lin See the Band-Aid that Fan gave Gu Chaoming and Gu Chaoming gave him.

Cen Xili's facial features were soft and non-aggressive, especially when he was asleep.Walking into the classroom and seeing him sleeping, Guan Hui quietly approached to peek at his sleeping face.

Yesterday, he felt like a little wild cat when his senior glared at him, but today he looked more like a little house cat when he fell asleep.

Maybe it was just annoyed by him yesterday.

Guan Hui still prefers to look at Cen Xili's little wild cat.

Guan Hui didn't intend to continue peeking at Cen Xili sleeping, but first took out his mobile phone to secretly take a picture of Cen Xili's sleeping face, and then got ready to flick Cen Xili's crazy fingers, and heheed in front of his mouth, "sharpening the knife", thinking Woke up Cen Xili, who fell asleep while reading a novel, and wanted to see him lose his temper.

Guan Hui was ready, he didn't know that Cen Xili had always called him a little kid in his heart, and he didn't know that his current behavior was exactly the behavior of a little kid in Cen Xili's heart.

A person who was asleep and peeping in the classroom did not notice You Xin who passed by the back door and glanced into the classroom, and retreated after seeing the scene in the classroom.

Cen Xili disappeared when he opened the journal, Gu Chaoming asked if Cen Xili was with him, and You Xin knew that Cen Xili did not come to report.I sent many messages to Cen Xili but got no reply, and finally turned off the phone directly after calling.

You Xin didn't receive Cen Xili's reply until Cen Xili switched to a new phone, and as soon as he received Cen Xili's reply, You Xin immediately told Gu Chaoming that Cen Xili was fine, only then did he realize that he was the last one who knew that Cen Xili was fine.

Cen Xili didn't want You Xin to know about his injury, but the student union checked the next day, and You Xin, as the chairman of the student union, was also there.

Cen Xili was injured on his leg and was sitting again, so when You Xin walked into the second shift for inspection, what You Xin stared at first was not Cen Xili's injured leg but the crutch standing beside Cen Xili's desk.

You Xin stared at the crutches several times, then turned his gaze to Cen Xili's legs.

There were tables and chairs to resist, in order to see more clearly, You Xin ignored Gu Chaoming's eyes and walked to Cen Xili's table, pretending to check the hygiene, but in fact, he was looking at Cen Xili's casted leg.

Cen Xili didn't want You Xin to know, even though You Xin already knew, Cen Xili still stretched out his hand to block his leg a little uneasy.

The crutch leaning against the table slipped to the ground due to the slight shaking of the desk, and the wooden crutch made a crisp sound when it collided with the floor.

The crutch that fell seemed to remind You Xin: "Look, Cen Xili is injured!"

Cen Xili suddenly felt extremely embarrassed: "..."

You Xin played his good qualities of being willing to help others, and helped Cen Xili pick up the crutches that had slipped on the ground, and put the crutches inside.

"Thank you." Cen Xili whispered.

Gu Chaoming turned his head and glared at Wu Shan, who likes to spread rumors, and threatened Wu Shan with his eyes: "Don't spread rumors to me, if you have the ability to spread rumors, try it."

Looking away, he didn't intend to see Lin Jianfan who was looking at him, and Gu Chaoming threatened Wu Shan with a look that bloomed a whole spring from winter to spring.

Lin Jianfan just responded with a smile, and pieces of gold floated on the sea of ​​Gu Chaoming's life.

Su Bing, who was sitting at Lin Jianfan's back table, saw the two people look at each other and smiled, and roared in his heart: "Why are you talking about not being together, this is called not being together?"

Su Bing sat behind Lin Jianfan every day, eating dog food to his full, the unique position, those who didn't know thought Gu Chaoming was looking at him.

Su Bing: "How much have I paid for you? Father's love is like a mountain!"

You Xin didn't think too much about what happened in the morning, and knelt down to help Cen Xili pick up the crutches.Passing by the second shift at noon, I saw Guan Hui who was peeking at Cen Xili sleeping.

A person he doesn't know is not from the second class, he knows most of the second class.

Seeing Guan Hui approaching the sleeping Cen Xili, You Xin had already walked by but still fell back, Chen Haiyang beside him wondered what happened to him.

"What are you doing?" You Xin walked into Class [-] classroom through the back door and questioned Guan Hui who was about to play Cen Xili's brain.

Guan Hui didn't take back his hand, which was about to hit Cen Xili, but instead asked You Xin: "Who are you?"

Guan Hui had only heard of You Xin's name, and didn't know anyone else.

The other party did not declare his family background, and You Xin did not want to tell him who he was.You Xin said to Guan Hui in the name of the student union: "How do you bring food into the school? Don't you know that food can't enter the school?"

That's it?Chen Haiyang followed You Xin into their former second class. When he saw Cen Xili sleeping, he thought that You Xin was going to do something to Cen Xili who was sleeping, or to the person next to Cen Xili whose name he didn't know. The thing about takeaway boxes entering the classroom?

Hearing You Xin's words, Guan Hui only felt that the person in front of him was a strange creature with strict rules.Guan Hui pointed to the sleeping Cen Xili and said, "His leg is injured, can I bring him food?"

You Xin thought that Gu Chaoming and the others would bring food for Cen Xili, but it turned out to be someone he didn't know.

"Where are Gu Chaoming and the others? They don't want you to bring them?" You Xin asked.

"Who is Gu Chaoming?" Guan Hui was puzzled.

Seeing Guan Hui's puzzled expression, You Xin was also puzzled.I thought it was Gu Chaoming who couldn't bring Cen Xili food for him to help because of something, but he didn't know Gu Chaoming?Who is he?Why are you in Class [-] classroom?How to bring food for Cen Xili?Looking at his gestures, you still want to play Cen Xili's brain?He knows Cen Xili very well?

A bunch of questions have not been resolved, and the person opposite has an expression of not wanting to answer you directly, and his dislike for your strict rules has already shown on his face.

Asking him couldn't find anything, You Xin didn't intend to continue chatting with him, so he went to Cen Xili's table and patted Cen Xili's back: "Wake up."

You Xin patted softly but with a bit of "get up" and seemed angry in it. Cen Xili, who was asleep, was awakened by You Xin's pat. When he saw You Xin's face in a sleepy state, he thought he was in a dream. Why are you here?

Cen Xili, who was sober, looked around again. When he woke up, Chen Haiyang, who usually made things difficult for him, and Guan Hui, who brought him meals were there.

What's the situation?Why did the world change when he woke up?He was obviously still reading a moment ago.

"He said he would bring you food, do you know him?" You Xin asked after patting him awake.

Cen Xili looked at Guan Hui who was pointing at the packing box on the table, then looked at You Xin beside him, and nodded: "I know."

"That's good." You Xin just said plainly, walked past Chen Haiyang who was leaning against the back door, and walked out of the classroom.

Why is he angry again?Cen Xili, who knew You Xin well, knew that You Xin was angry, but he didn't know why he was angry.

When You Xin is angry, only his own heart is always fluctuating, and everything around him will not feel the anger rising in his body.When he is angry, unlike ordinary people, he is a balloon that is poked and burst, and will suddenly explode.When he was angry, he was a balloon with a tiny hole, but the hole kept getting smaller when he couldn't find the hole.He would only be angry alone, and digest his anger in an unknown place.

Only Cen Xili could clearly sense You Xin's sulking as soon as he woke up, while Guan Hui only felt that You Xin was a senior who strictly followed the rules and was extremely arrogant.

His most hated type.

"Who is he?" Guan Hui sat across from Cen Xili and asked as he opened his lunch box.

"You Xin." Cen Xili answered lightly, picking up his chopsticks.

"He's You Xin? Why is he so different from what the girls in our class said? He's still a god, just thinking like an old man." Guan Hui complained.

Cen Xili lowered his head to look at the dishes, and raised his eyes to Guan Hui when he heard this.

"Don't mention that old man, eat, eat, I'll bring you a meal, don't call my dad, and I think I'm taking good care of you." Guan Hui's mood is not the same as Cen Xili's At sea level, Cen Xili didn't know how Guan Hui could be so cheerful, and he could be so happy by himself. This might be a child's skill.

During the meal, Guan Hui gave full play to his familiar character, and after a few words, he began to chat with Cen Xili.

Cen Xili responded with a few words while eating, and the deeper the conversation, the more he realized that although Guan Hui may have a childish temper, childishness is not all about him.

Because of the racing, Cen Xili had a common prejudice against Guan Hui, thinking that his grades would not be very good. Although he was in the first class, Guan Hui said his grades were in the top ten of their class?Cen Xili was shocked while eating.

Guan Hui likes racing cars, and he can't stop when he mentions racing cars. Although Cen Xili doesn't understand what he said, he has no interest like Gu Chaoming teaching him to play basketball, but Cen Xili never denies other people's interests, knowing that Guan Hui is his own interest. He was quite impressed with his efforts.

Guan Hui felt that the meal was surprisingly enjoyable, and no one in the family was willing to listen to his hobbies, so they didn't stop him but they didn't agree either.Even though he has enough grades, his family still doesn't allow him to play racing, saying it is too dangerous, only Cen Xili will listen to him seriously.

This senior is pretty good, unlike that "old man" You Xin.

Guan Hui felt that Cen Xili respected his preferences, and also felt that he liked eating with him, so he decided to bring him meals in the future.

Guan Hui's decision was so fast and clear.

"What do you want to eat tomorrow?" Guan Hui asked while packing the lunch boxes on the table.

"Are you coming tomorrow?" Cen Xili looked at him.

"Of course," Guan Hui said with a smile, "I'm not only coming tomorrow, I'm coming every day."

Su Bing and Gu Chaoming were afraid that Cen Xili would be bored upstairs by himself, so they went upstairs after eating early. When they entered the door, they heard Guan Hui say this. Su Bing rushed up, patted Guan Hui on the shoulder, and jokingly said: Class, what are you doing?"

Guan Hui looked at Su Bing who hit him for no reason, and asked angrily, "Who are you?"

Cen Xili was afraid that Guan Hui's temper would match Su Bing and Gu Chaoming's violent temper, so he hurriedly introduced them to Guan Hui.

"Is this the kid who hit you?" Su Bing asked.

Seeing Guan Hui eating with Cen Xili and saying those things, Su Bing thought it was Cen Xili's new suitor, but it turned out to be the perpetrator.

"Otherwise, who do you think I am?" Guan Hui asked.

"It's okay, it's okay, he will come up and bring me food." Cen Xili explained.

Su Bing responded with "Oh", and Gu Chaoming walked past Guan Hui holding his mobile phone and returned to his place. He was chatting with Lin Jianfan, and he was not in the mood for Guan Hui, whom he had just met.

Guan Hui looked at the people in the classroom.

Sure enough, in the second year of high school, there was only one more interesting senior, Cen Xili.