the world in which he exists

As Gu Chaoming expected, when he took Lin Jianfan to the basketball court, he got a 360-degree eye glance from Su Bing, and there must be a wave of questioning after class.

Facing Su Bing's glances and classmates' complaints about him taking too long to go to the toilet, Gu Chaoming pulled Lin Jianfan to the edge of the basketball court and asked him to sit next to Cen Xili.

Cen Xili only knew that Su Bing looked excited when he came back, and when he asked him what was wrong, he also had an indescribable expression.When Gu Chaoming led Lin Jianfan to sit beside him, Cen Xili understood what Su Bing was excited about.

Sitting and chatting with Lin Jianfan on the edge of the basketball court, watching them play, Cen Xili didn't ask Lin Jianfan what happened just now, but just glanced at him quietly from time to time.

After sneaking a few glances, Cen Xili didn't know whether it was because his concealment skills were too good, or because Lin Jianfan was so busy watching Gu Chaoming play that he didn't pay attention to his eyes.Lin Jianfan's eyes looked at the court, and starting from his eyes, he drew a straight line in the air, and the end point would be Gu Chaoming on the court.

Cen Xili raised the corners of his mouth slightly, thinking that Gu Shuai, you have to behave well.

Lin Jianfan was the first to applaud as the basketball passed through the rising winter wind and went straight into the basket in a perfect arc.

Su Bing ran to Gu Chaoming, who was scoring the score, with sweat on his head, patted Gu Chaoming on the shoulder, gave him a "you know" smile, and pointed to Lin Jianfan who was applauding him at the edge of the basketball court.

Gu Chaoming smiled helplessly, and turned to look at Lin Jianfan who was on the edge of the basketball court.

He sat in the sunlight that finally appeared in winter, covered by a thin layer of clear sunlight, Lin saw Fan smiling at him in the rising winter wind.

Gu Chaoming's third favorite kind of smile.

Gu Chaoming only had time to respond to Lin Jianfan with a smile, while Liu Guangyu who was "uncomprehending the style" patted him on the shoulder: "Stop laughing, play ball quickly."

There was not enough time, and the physical education teacher blew the whistle for assembly after only playing for a while.

Gu Chaoming held the ball and wanted to ask Lin Jianfan to gather together, but when he turned around, he found that Lin Jianfan was walking with Chu Yao from his class outside the barbed wire fence on the basketball court.

"Why is he there?" Gu Chaoming walked to Cen Xili with the ball in his arms, but his eyes were fixed on Lin Jianfan who was outside the block.

"Chu Yao said she has something to do with him," Cen Xili explained.

Su Bing jumped out from behind and grabbed Gu Chaoming's shoulders: "What's wrong? Brother is lonely?"

"Go away, you just broke up with your little girlfriend, I think you are even more lonely." Gu Chaoming said.

"Why do you bring this up again? We broke up because we broke up, but your brother is not lonely at all. There are thousands of beauties in the harem. Let me tell you, this Chu Yao is obviously interested in Lin Jianfan. If she The first time I approached Lin Jianfan was to confess, once Lin Jianfan agrees, you will really be alone."

Su Bing gave Gu Chaoming a quick look, and Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan's back outside the block.

If it is said that Su Bing can’t keep his mouth shut all day long, Gu Chaoming knows that he was the one who gave the nickname “Su Xiaoma”. You can say it all in one sentence.

Gu Chaoming just went to the sink to wash his face after gathering, and Cen Xili went shopping with Su Bing.After washing his face alone, he heard someone talking not far from the sink, and Gu Chaoming walked over curiously to take a look.

The drops of water on his face hadn't been wiped clean yet, Chu Yao's shy look startled him.

Chu Yao was obviously dressed like a lady today, and the hairpin on her head was a little crooked. It happened that Gu Chaoming walked over and heard Chu Yao say to Lin Jianfan: "I have something to say to you."

The appearance of Gu Chaoming interrupted what she wanted to say.

What kind of confession scene from a shojo manga is this?The classic "I have something to tell you" in the TV series.

The appearance of Gu Chaoming attracted the attention of the two protagonists in the girls' manga. Lin Jianfan and Chu Yao looked at Gu Chaoming who just wanted to take a look but didn't expect to break the confession scene.

Gu Chaoming: "..."

Seeing that it was Gu Chaoming who came, Lin Jianfan still had the panic that Gu Chaoming was used to seeing on his face.Seeing Fan looking at him, Lin opened his mouth slightly in shock, but didn't speak, and stood there dumbfounded.

Seeing Lin Jianfan's panicked but silent expression, Gu Chaoming suddenly imagined the scene where Lin Jianfan and Chu Yao were together.

Will Lin Jianfan's slightly opened mouth reject Chu Yao?

Gu Chaoming had the feeling that Lin Jianfan was about to be snatched away.Gu Chaoming suddenly felt a kind of helplessness similar to that of Lin Jianfan. He broke through other people's confession and should have left immediately, but he wanted to stop him, so Gu Chaoming stopped where he was a little embarrassed.

He thought a lot during the few seconds he stood there.

Is Chu Yao okay?Does Lin Jianfan match her?How do you feel?

Chu Yao is very nice, cute, outgoing, and her grades are quite good. Anyway, she is better than him, she is not bad for people, and she is also good-looking. Generally speaking, she is a good match for Lin Jianfan.

Coming to the conclusion that Chu Yao and Lin Jianfan are a good match, Gu Chaoming suddenly felt very unhappy, and sulked with himself.

They are well matched, handsome men and beautiful women, Chu Yao is always better than herself.

For the first time, Gu Chaoming understood what Cen Xili's mother said to Cen Xili.

"It's always nice to have a home."

They're only 17, not old enough to have a family of their own, but in this scene, is it "better to have a girlfriend than a boyfriend?"

Don't have to accept the provocation and ridicule of people like Chen Haiyang, maybe they will be blessed by the sensible old Chen, or they will form a better family in the words of Cen Xili's mother in a few years?Can you not be criticized and controversial, sneaky and indifferent?

"It's always better to have a home."

"It's always better to have a girlfriend than a boyfriend?"

Gu Chaoming scolded himself in his heart, as for why Gu Chaoming scolded himself, Gu Chaoming didn't understand, he just felt that he flinched, that he had no courage, at that moment he only felt that he was a wimp, and he was afraid that he would blindly be sentimental and restrain himself.

A variety of complex emotions are entangled together, like extremely thin silk threads entangled, and it is impossible to find which end is the end.

Gu Chaoming, who was in a complicated mood, really wanted to break them up, and he also thought about how to disrupt their confession during the few steps he walked towards them.

For example, mocking Chu Yao for "I didn't choose a good place to confess", for example, she took Lin Jianfan's hand and left, or pretended not to hear anything and asked them, "What are you doing?"

There are countless reasons to pretend to be stupid, but Gu Chaoming walked resolutely, walked up to Lin Jianfan, looked into Lin Jianfan's eyes, and then turned to look at Chu Yao's face.Seeing the girl's carefully dressed and blushing face, all Gu Chaoming's fantasies and assumptions flinched and collapsed on the spot.

Gu Chaoming stood there, running away whatever he wanted to say.

Gu Chaoming couldn't bear the girl's blush when she confessed to being crushed. All true feelings deserve to be respected, and she is not special.He can't stop, he can only respect the ideas of both of them.

All his disruptive plans were not carried out, he only raised his finger to point at Chu Yao's hair, and said to Chu Yao with a shallow smile: "Your hairpin is about to fall off."

The girl obviously prepared carefully before confessing, maybe she didn't clamp it firmly, or she ran too fast on the road and let go.

Gu Chaoming only said this. He looked at Lin Jianfan, patted Lin Jianfan on the shoulder with some meaning, and waved away.

The girl who confessed was still shy in front of her, but Lin Jianfan turned her head to look at Gu Chaoming's walking back.Gu Chaoming walked farther and farther, walked past the winter trees with fallen leaves, walked into the corner, was blocked by the house and finally disappeared.

Gu Chaoming walked onto the playground, he didn't look back, he missed Lin Jianfan's turning back, even if he saw Lin Jianfan turning his head, seeing Lin Jianfan's turned face, he would just smile at him and wave his hand, yes Cheer him up?Or tell him not to back down?

Gu Chaoming himself didn't know what he meant by waving his hand. He only knew that his brain was uncontrollably exuding resentment as if something he cherished was taken away. It seemed that if he took another step forward, he would never see Lin again See you Fan.

The brain is in control, controlling his arm to make him wave, should he do it, should he bless him, or her?or are they?Talented men and beautiful women, are they the ones that Su Bing mentioned about the romance?

Seeing Chu Yao's eyes and the blush on her face, it was the shyness of a girl.Chu Yao has a thin skin, and Lin Jianfan turned red into a ripe tomato at a glance. She must have had a lot of thought to muster the courage to confess.

I can't be cruel to the petite Chu Yao and Gu Chaoming, everyone has the right to pursue love and confess, why would I want to destroy it?He didn't quite understand the little girl's mind, but he also knew that he shouldn't, so he withdrew his destructive thoughts and words.

Besides Chu Yao, the accused Lin Jianfan must have his own ideas. If he destroys their confession, it will also deprive Lin Jianfan of his right to choose.If Lin Jianfan also likes Chu Yao, then he may have deprived him of his happiness by doing so.

He respects Lin Jianfan. Although he doesn't like him and Chu Yao, it's their business.

He gave up his own ideas and respected the girl's courage and Lin Jianfan's choice.He believed that he didn't take it from himself, and that what he could voluntarily run towards him belonged to him and was the best.

He didn't have the confidence or the confidence to support him to do so. Lin Jianfan and Chu Yao were together, and Gu Chaoming had already foreseen his heartache before seeing that kind of scene.

Gu Chaoming knew that Lin Jianfan was not someone who would easily make a decision to agree to a girl. He agreed, and he must have liked that person after his own consideration.If they are together, Lin Jianfan really likes it.As a friend who doesn't need to please him and can speak out, I should bless him.

Thinking of these, Gu Chaoming became inexplicably irritable. He even thought of Lin Jianfan holding Chu Yao's hand and telling him with a bright smile that we are together.

It was like a nightmare, like thunder in the rain, Gu Chaoming tore up the picture in his mind.

He stepped into the teaching building where class was not yet over, feeling uneasy in his heart, every time he went up and down the stairs, echoing his movement of going up the stairs, each time he pulled into deeper anxiety.

Going upstairs, Gu Chaoming rested his arms safely on the railing of the corridor.

In fine weather, some people are chatting under the shade of trees, some are playing basketball on the basketball court, and some are running on the track. From time to time, the sound of laughter and loud conversations and fights floats up in the wind, and a class downstairs begins to read. The sound of reading is bursting, accompanied by the sound of the poodle next door reading English texts.

Everything has sound, it is a picture of youth with laughter and laughter.The campus is the most vigorous place for youth, and it is a place where youth is about to overflow.Sweat, laughter, hard work, and persistence are all synonymous with youth here.

Gu Chaoming stood in the corridor, blending into this picture of youth, but now he was carrying emotions that were not taught to him in school, nor allowed at his age.

His uneasiness, his faint haze came from the young boy who was confessed by the pool at the corner not far downstairs.

Gu Chaoming forced his eyes to look away, but his heart was wandering, wandering, drifting to places he couldn't see, out of control.

He couldn't control his heart, it was already out of his control.

He hates being powerless, he hates being out of control, he hates the insecurities of being powerless and out of control

The lively noise hits my ears, like passing by in a hurry.The noise passed through his mind lightly, and he knew that this person had no intention of paying attention to him, so he consciously slipped around and left through the other ear.Going in and out, going in and out, going back and forth like this, Gu Chaoming didn't hear a single syllable, he didn't know what the people on the playground were doing, and he didn't know when Su Bing came to him.

"Why are you in a daze? Do you want to be a quiet beauty here?" Su Bing laughed at him.

Gu Chaoming pushed Su Bing: "Get lost!"

"What's wrong? Why are you unhappy?" Su Bing asked.

He won't be told that Chu Yao is really going to confess to Lin Jianfan, right?

Gu Chaoming looked sideways at Su Bing: "Do I look very unhappy?"

Su Bing nodded.

"I didn't, don't talk nonsense."

"Cheng Chengcheng, as long as you are happy."

The bell rang for the end of get out of class, the bell of liberation, obvious restlessness, the poodle came out from the next class with the lesson plan, passed by them, Gu Chaoming and Su Binggui called the teacher well.

Cen Xili came out of the classroom and asked what they were doing, Su Bing pointed at Gu Chaoming quietly, and then pulled the corner of his mouth at Cen Xili, Cen Xili understood what Su Bing meant at a glance.

Cen Xili walked up to Su Bing, pointed at Gu Chaoming, and Su Bing nodded.

"Don't think I didn't see it, I'm not blind." Gu Chaoming turned his head and said.

"So you saw it? We thought you weren't here?" Su Bing's tone was particularly embarrassing, and Gu Chaoming kicked him.

"Lin see Fan!"

While talking, Su Bing suddenly called Lin Jianfan's name towards the end of the corridor. As soon as Su Bing finished speaking, Gu Chaoming turned his head almost immediately.

Turning around, Lin Jianfan came from the corridor, there were only crowds coming and going and fighting.

Before Gu Chaoming turned his head, he heard Su Bing laughing behind him. Su Bing opened his mouth wide, bent over laughing, and laughed straight out.

"Su! Bing! You're kidding me!" Gu Chaoming roared angrily.

Su Bing was still laughing, and Cen Xili was leaning on the railing to watch the show. When Gu Chaoming was about to rush over to beat Su Bing, Cen Xili hugged Gu Chaoming from behind, and shouted at Su Bing: "Go! I'll stop Gu Shuai for you, haha Ha ha……"

Su Bing felt that Cen Xili loved him too much, so he laughed at Gu Chaoming a few times before running away.

After Su Bing ran away, Cen Xili let go of Gu Chaoming, and Gu Chaoming hooked Cen Xili's neck with a backhand move, forcing Cen Xili to bend over. Gu Chaoming asked, "You two colluded, right?"

Cen Xili smiled and begged for mercy: "No, no, temporary combination, temporary combination!"

Tightening Cen Xili's neck, Gu Chaoming thought it would take a few minutes for get out of class to end, Lin Jianfan hasn't come back yet?Could it be that Lin Jianfan has come back, and he, Su Bing, and Cen Xili are fighting and didn't see it?

Gu Chaoming didn't let go of Cen Xili, and half hooked and half supported Cen Xili to look into the classroom.

Lin saw that there was no one in Fan's seat, and it seemed that he hadn't come back yet, so he took another look at Chu Yao's seat.

Hey, Chu Yao has come back!Sitting with Jing Jiaru.

Chu Yao didn't say a word, but no matter how Gu Chaoming looked at it, it didn't work out.

Chu Yao looked so sad, but Gu Chaoming couldn't restrain his excitement inside.

It's not good for me to be like this, but the corners of my mouth curled up uncontrollably.

Gu Chaoming dragged Cen Xili back to where he was standing just now, wanting to see if he could see Lin Jianfan downstairs, but Lin Jianfan didn't see it, and first saw You Xin who was looking upstairs in the corridor downstairs .

Because of all the past, Gu Chaoming didn't want Cen Xili to see You Xin when he was laughing like this, Gu Zhaoming quickly turned Cen Xili's head from looking downstairs, so fast that Cen Xili was in a daze.

Before Cen Xili's dazed energy dissipated, the strength on his neck disappeared one step at a time, and the collar of his school uniform didn't rub against his skin anymore. When he was dazed, his ears caught Gu Chaoming's chuckle from his nose.

Cen Xili turned his head to look at Gu Chaoming in a bewildered state, Gu Chaoming put his hands in the shape of a trumpet by his mouth and shouted downstairs: "Hello!"

Cen Xili looked downstairs, and Gu Chaoming yelled again.

"Lin sees Fan."

From Lin Jianfan's name that Gu Chaoming called out, Cen Xili could hear Gu Chaoming's unbearable joy.The slightly rising tail tune, trying to suppress the smile in the words, everything was heard clearly by Cen Xili beside him.

There is a large flower garden under the teaching building, where the small yellow flowers that Gu Chaoming picked off and got stuck on the basketball court grid were planted.

Seeing that Fan hadn't reached the flower garden yet, he heard Gu Chaoming's shout, raised his head, and heard Gu Chaoming calling his name again.

Lin Jianfan looked at the person upstairs waving at him, grinned, and raised his arms to respond to the enthusiastic young man upstairs.

Lin Jianfan almost ran upstairs, taking two steps at a time, flexibly avoiding the crowd going downstairs.There is a smile on the corner of the mouth, and hot air is sprayed from the nose due to the rising altitude.The whole person seemed to have heard some exciting good news, but all he heard were four words.

A simple "Hello" and his own name "Lin Jianfan".

The person who was downstairs just now flashed at the end of the corridor like a game, walking towards him slightly panting.

Lin Jianfan deliberately adjusted his breathing when he went up the last flight of stairs to make himself look less rushed, but the first thing Gu Chaoming said when he saw him was, "Why are you running? I won't go."

Seeing Fan walking to Gu Chaoming's side, Lin smiled.

Cen Xili said sharply, "I'll go in first."

Gu Chaoming nodded.

When Cen Xili walked into the classroom, Gu Chaoming turned his head and saw Lin Jianfan's slightly messy hair due to running. Gu Chaoming flicked it with his hands, and accompanied it with his Gu's explanation: "There are flies."

Lin Jianfan said, "I'm not a poop, why do flies circle around me?"

Gu Chaoming couldn't help crying and laughing: "I am, okay, I brought the flies to you."

Why talk about the first of the three urgencies at this time?Gu Chaoming felt that the topic was getting off track, so he hurriedly pulled it back.

"Why are you running so fast?" Gu Chaoming asked.

Lin Jianfan smiled: "I heard you call me, and thought you called me for something."

"It's nothing, just seeing that you haven't come out after being confessed for so long, I thought you were going to sleep and fly together like Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai as butterflies."

Lin Jianfan looked at him seriously: "Do you think so?"

When Lin Jianfan asked, Gu Chaoming met Shang Lin Jianfan's serious eyes, and was so nervous that he immediately surrendered: "Just kidding, just kidding, don't take it seriously."

Hearing Gu Chaoming's words, Lin Jianfan's eyes were filled with relaxed smiles instantly: "I can't turn into a butterfly at all, maybe I can only turn into a caterpillar."

Gu Chaoming asked in a questioning tone: "Hey, do you really plan to turn into a butterfly?"

"Just kidding like you, don't take it seriously." Lin Jianfan said.

Gu Chaoming breathed a sigh of relief: "It's good to turn into a caterpillar. I want to turn into a caterpillar too. I just crawl and crawl every day, although it's a bit disgusting."

Lin Jianfan shook his head: "Caterpillars are not disgusting, but butterflies are."

"Huh?" Gu Chaoming was puzzled, "What's wrong with butterflies? Why are butterflies more disgusting than caterpillars?"

Lin Jianfan looked into the distance and replied: "I personally hate it, I find it disgusting."

"Oh." Gu Chaoming nodded.

Don't like butterflies, like to drink yogurt.

Gu Chaoming secretly raised his eyes to look at Lin Jianfan several times, watching his Adam's apple twitch.

"You and Chu Yao... didn't make it?" Gu Chaoming asked cautiously that didn't fit his style.

Seeing Fan glance at him, Lin nodded.

It is much happier to get the answer from the Lord than to guess.Gu Chaoming suppressed the smile on the corner of his mouth: "I just saw that Chu Yao was unhappy when she first came up, so I guess you didn't promise him."

Lin Jianfan nodded again: "I don't like her."

A word, like the morning bell, hit Gu Chaoming's heart fiercely.

The bell didn't stop, Lin Jianfan continued, "So I don't think I can promise her."

Well, Gu Chaoming nodded, and it was exactly what he thought, Lin Jianfan would not agree to someone he didn't like just because the other party confessed.

Lin Jianfan opened and closed his mouth, trying to organize his words but was blocked by his own guts.

Lin saw that Fan still wanted to speak, but Gu Chaoming seized the opportunity before him.

"Then why did you come back so late? Even later than Chu Yao."

Lin Jianfan still didn't say what he said, and buried it in his stomach before it was brewed.

He just replied: "I refused her, because I was afraid that people would gossip if they came out of that corner together, so I let her come out first, and I will wait."

When I came out, I saw you waving at me upstairs and calling my name.

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan, he was self-aware about himself, he knew that he was not careful enough to consider these details.

Gu Chaoming grabbed Lin Jianfan's neck the same way he hooked Cen Xili, with a lighter force, without retaliation, he just hooked lightly and said: "It really is our Lin Xueba, I thought of all of this."

"My dad taught me that before." Lin Jianfan said.

Gu Chaoming thought of that polite man in a suit and leather shoes. He really seemed like someone who could teach children these things. Sure enough, dragons beget dragons and phoenixes beget phoenixes. Only such a tutor can teach a child with a delicate heart like Lin Jianfan.

"I think your father is really nice." Gu Chaoming said.

Unlike Gu Tao.

"Let's go to the canteen to buy yogurt." Lin Jianfan said suddenly.

Gu Chaoming looked at him strangely.

Lin Jianfan said, "I just want to drink suddenly."

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan's smiling eyes and nodded: "Buy! Happy today, I'll buy it for you!"