the world in which he exists

The alarm clock on the mobile phone rang on time during the school day on Monday. Gu Chaoming was uncomfortable in the new environment and had a shallow sleep. The alarm clock rang once, and Gu Chaoming woke up from his deep sleep.

Opening his eyes and seeing the large ceiling of Su Bing's house without any trace of moisture, Gu Chaoming seemed to be in a dream when he woke up.Consciousness gradually became clearer, and memory also followed. About the reason why I was here, I saw the strange ceiling after waking up, and it came back to my mind naturally.

The daily routine of getting up to pack the quilt, brushing teeth and washing face has become unfamiliar.Gu Chaoming was not used to the fact that there was no bathroom mirror cracked into spider webs every morning in the toilet.

Even though he was the only one in the house and Su Bing said he could do whatever he wanted, as if he was in his own house, but Gu Chaoming still took care not to damage other people's things.Su Bing's house is full of high technology, and Gu Chaoming doesn't know how to use it and doesn't touch it.

After dragging his suitcase from home for two days, Gu Tao didn't call him or send him a text message, as if nothing happened.

The morning sunlight fell through the gaps in the blinds and fell on the cover of the English vocabulary book on the table, leaving streaks of light, like slow-moving movie shots.

The English vocabulary book was bought by Gu Chaoming from a bookstore outside the school when he first started studying seriously.It's not a big book, and it can be carried in your hand or pocket, and you can take it out to recite it anytime you want.In the past, I often saw a hard-working girl endorsing a book in the car. Gu Chaoming even peeked at her. At that time, he felt that a girl worked hard and even had to endorse a car. He didn’t expect that he would become as hard-working as that hard-working girl in the near future. people.

Gu Chaoming went to the table and took the schoolbag on the chair. As usual, he wanted to pick up the English vocabulary book on the table and put it in his pocket so that he could recite vocabulary in the car.

The light and shadow are silent, as if time is quiet, he has never collapsed and cried bitterly.

The word book is full of light and shadow, and the slow-moving lens makes people indulge in the memories of the past.In order to get good grades so that his mother does not lose face, whether it is to make people laugh, or to study for himself, Gu Chaoming has never given up on studying, and giving up is a thought he has never had.

Working hard from the beginning, Gu Chaoming never stopped.

For some reason, Gu Chaoming stood in front of the table for a long time, lowering his eyes to stare at the English vocabulary book on the table that was stained with lights and shadows.Suddenly, all the exercise books and English vocabulary books bought on the table were swept to the ground in an explosive manner.

The exercise book was punished for no reason, and it fell on the clean floor and let out a muffled hum, which was especially loud and abrupt in the huge house where only one person lived.

After venting, Gu Chaoming sat down on the chair in front of the desk, and the light from the gap in the blinds hit Gu Chaoming, dividing him one by one.

My soul is ugly and my behavior is violent. The action of sweeping over the exercise book on the table is very similar to Gu Tao overturning his suitcase. Gu Tao.

He turned his head to look at the notes and exercises that he had swept up on the floor for a long time, just looking at, looking at, finally got up and picked them up again, and put them in his schoolbag one by one.

He is becoming more and more like the person he hates.

Su Bing told Gu Chaoming how to get to school in detail, and Gu Chaoming went out early because he was not familiar with the route.After venting, I was still waiting for the bus at the bus stop while memorizing words.

Strange sights, strange words.

After getting off the car and entering the school gate, on the way to the teaching building, I saw Lin Jianfan who took him to the hospital on Friday and kept telling him to take medicine.

Lin Jianfan wore a hooded sweater inside his school uniform jacket, with the sweater hat exposed outside.Gu Chaoming walked forward quickly and quietly followed behind Lin Jianfan, who was not aware of it at all, went up and pinched Lin Jianfan's hat and put it on from behind while he was not paying attention.

"Hey, good morning."

After Gu Chaoming entered the school and saw Lin Jianfan, he abandoned all the unhappiness in the early morning and greeted him warmly.Gu Chaoming was enthusiastic, but Lin Jianfan's expression was not the same as his.

Lin Jianfan seemed to be frightened.

Unexpectedly, Lin Jianfan was so unintimidated, Gu Chaoming laughed a few times, Lin Jianfan was not Su Bing and the others, so he couldn't joke with him like this.

With apologetic fingers, he touched the hat that Lin Jianfan had just put on. Lin Jianfan was not frightened, and Gu Chaoming raised his hand to tear off his hat.

The back of the hand felt like the pulp of the fingers, and the slender, white fingers touched the back of Gu Chaoming's hand and retracted immediately, like a small animal poking out its head, quickly reaching out to take away the food given to it, and then retracting into the nest immediately.

Lin saw that Fan just wanted to touch his hair, and Gu Chaoming just wanted to help him take off his hat, so their hands touched.

Gu Chaoming apologized for putting a hat on Lin Jianfan without permission, and said: "Just kidding, who knew you were so careless."

Seeing that Fan Xiaoxiao didn't speak, Lin raised his head to see the wound on Gu Chaoming's face and asked, "Why do you have another wound on your face?"

Seeing Lin Jianfan's worried expression, Gu Chaoming didn't want others to know about him, so he immediately interrupted Lin Jianfan: "Small injury, it's just a fight."

Hearing the word fight, Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming.

Is it because of this reason that his father didn't send it that day?

"Have you applied the medicine?" Lin Jianfan asked with concern.

In fact, the injury on Gu Chaoming's face was not serious, and it was hard to find without looking carefully. Some people believed that it was scratched by shaving.

Gu Chaoming didn't answer Lin Jianfan's question, he didn't want to talk about these things, and the good mood that came so hard gradually went downhill.

"or……"

Lin saw that Fan was still worried about him, but Gu Chaoming whispered coldly, "Can you ignore it?"

Seeing the concerned expression on Fan's face, Lin was so surprised that he kept blinking.

Gu Chaoming said bluntly: "I'm straight, don't mind. If you want to please others, you try your best, I don't care, but you don't use it to please me. I don't like this, and I don't like it. Let me tell you, You can't make any real friends with this set. Even if we are friends, you don't have to worry about everything."

Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming who said this in surprise, but he didn't dare to look at Gu Chaoming for too long.Lin Jianfan lowered his head, and after Gu Chaoming finished speaking, he could guess that Lin Jianfan would definitely have this expression.

Lin saw that Fan was not angry when he lowered his head, and slowly said, "I didn't please you."

Gu Chaoming smiled: "Then you can count me as being affectionate."

Gu Chaoming has always known that sometimes he can't speak more than his brain, and he can say whatever he wants, his mouth is faster than his brain, and he always says something he regrets.The mood fluctuated secretly throughout the morning. The bad mood turned into a good mood when seeing Lin Jianfan, and then changed from a good mood to a bad mood when Lin Jianfan mentioned Gu Tao.

Thinking that Lin Jianfan's concern might be out of flattery, but he was really moved and cried bitterly.

It's like being played by someone.

The atmosphere suddenly changed because of his words. Gu Chaoming didn't like to get along with each other so vaguely. He was not an indecisive person.

Thinking of the vocabulary book in his pocket, Gu Chaoming used it as an excuse to ease the atmosphere, took out the English vocabulary book from his pocket, pointed to a super long word and asked Lin Jianfan: "How do you pronounce this word?"

The hard-to-remember pronunciation spit out from Lin Jianfan's mouth, Gu Chaoming listened carefully, and suddenly jumped up with a force on his back, which made Gu Chaoming fall straight forward.

The arm was locked around Gu Chaoming's neck to prevent it from falling off. Gu Chaoming looked down at the arm on his neck and knew it must be Su Bing.

As expected, Su Bing hung on Gu Chaoming and asked, "What are you talking about?"

Gu Chaoming shook Su Bing, who was lying on his back, and threw Su Bing off: "Let's talk about studying."

"Working so hard? It seems that I have to add... hey!"

Before he finished speaking, he saw Cen Xili who was passing by the school aisle across a flower garden. Su Bing stopped talking and ran over quickly to call Cen Xili's name.

Lin Jianfan stood there looking at Su Bing, who was messing around at the other end of the flower garden, and Cen Xili, who was stopping Su Bing from messing around.

Gu Chaoming walked with his pocket on the aisle in the autumn sun, the arborvitae on the side of the road was low, the air in autumn was dry and the sun was hot, Gu Zhaoming turned his head and saw that Lin Jianfan was still standing there and did not follow, and waved to him : "Why are you still standing there?"

Lin saw Fan looking at Gu Chaoming who was waving at him, with a bright smile on his mouth, trotting over with his schoolbag on his back, running to Gu Chaoming who was waiting for him, and walking together with him.

After a few days of such a peaceful life, Gu Chaoming didn't know if Gu Tao hadn't paid attention to him, he didn't even know where he worked, or he deliberately didn't contact him. Anyway, after a few days like this, he felt comfortable a few days.

After a few days of ordinary life, Gu Chaoming received the first call from Gu Tao.

The first time Gu Tao called was in the evening, when Gu Chaoming was cooking in Su Bing's house, when he heard the phone ringing in the living room, he thought it was Su Bing, Cen Xili, or Lin Jianfan.

Gu Chaoming was preparing dinner in the kitchen. He didn't answer it at first, thinking that there was no rush, but the phone rang again and again, so Gu Chaoming wiped his hands to answer it.

The ringtone echoed in the empty living room, and when he went to the living room to pick up his cell phone, Gu Chaoming realized that it was a number that hadn't appeared on his cell phone for many days - Gu Tao.

Gu Tao finally couldn't bear it anymore.

Gu Chaoming instinctively felt that Gu Tao must have come to ask for money. Gu Tao would never dream of asking him to go home. If he asked him to go home, it would be because Gu Tao had no money.

Gu Chaoming looked at the number on the phone and didn't hang up.Obviously he could already guess what Gu Tao was calling for, but at that moment, Gu Chaoming expected that Gu Tao would really come to find him to go home.

The ringtone stopped after a while, Gu Chaoming wanted to put down his phone and continue cooking, but when he was about to put down his phone, the ringtone rang again.

This is Gu Tao's third call.

Gu Chaoming didn't hang up or answer, just put it on the table.

The bell rang for a while that day, and when the ringing actually stopped, 23 missed calls were displayed on the phone.

After dinner, Gu Chaoming was still doing his homework at the desk where he had lost his temper on Monday morning.The assigned study group ended, and Lao Chen had already forgotten this idea, but the study group of Gu Chaoming and Lin Jianfan not only did not end, but became more and more prosperous.

Gu Chaoming took photos and asked Lin Jianfan if he had any questions. Sometimes Gu Chaoming deliberately teased him and called him "Mr. Lin", "Group Leader Lin", "Xueba Lin"...

"Lin Xueba is worthy of being a Xueba." Gu Chaoming looked at the detailed problem-solving ideas sent by Lin Jianfan at the table.

At this time, Gu Tao called again, and Gu Chaoming's good mood suddenly became depressed and irritable.Looking at the number, the phone kept ringing, so Gu Chaoming directly set it to silent, turned the phone over and put it on the table.

Out of sight is pure.

Gu Chaoming continued to do his homework at the desk, but he didn't care what Lin Jianfan replied to him.

Gu Chaoming's state of mind was unstable. When he touched Gu Tao, he almost ran away to do his homework. He wanted to use his homework to get rid of Gu Tao, but the phone didn't stop, and the phone buzzed continuously.

After a long time, Gu Chaoming finished a few questions before the phone stopped.Gu Chaoming put down his pen, he didn't know how he was feeling at the moment, the moment the phone stopped vibrating was like a relief.

Gu Chaoming was afraid that Gu Tao would call again, so he waited for a while before picking up the phone again, and clicked on the chat interface with Lin Jianfan, only to receive another text message from Gu Tao.

"You fucking don't answer my phone?"

Gu Tao couldn't get through the phone and instead sent text messages, one after another, all scolding him.

Gu Chaoming didn't know how a father, a person, could do what Gu Tao did.

Being disturbed by Gu Tao, Lin Jianfan's news and Gu Chaoming were not in the mood to return.

Gu Chaoming saw that one of the intensive text messages sent by Gu Tao said that he would block him at the gate of their school. This was what Gu Chaoming was most worried about.

He has a strong self-esteem and doesn't want people at school to know.

Gu Chaoming even went to the supermarket to buy a box of masks in a vigilant manner, and put them on every time he approached the school, for fear that Gu Tao would find out.On the way, he also checked to see if there was Gu Tao around.

Gu Chaoming didn't notice it on the first or second day.

Seeing him put on a mask again, Su Bing said, "Gu Shuai, you don't wear a hat but you wear a mask instead? Are you afraid that others will see your flourishing beauty?"

Gu Chaoming smiled: "That's right, you need money to read it."

"Give me a look." Su Bing said.

"Then I'll show you, and you must resist." Gu Chaoming lifted one side of the mask to show Su Bing.

Su Bing said very playfully: "Wow ha ha ha ha ha... so handsome, I'm going to be so handsome!"

Cen Xili stood aside and watched the two actors, who were speechless.

Wearing a mask for several days and not meeting Gu Tao, Gu Chaoming relaxed a bit, but still took off the mask without slackening.Wear a mask in the car, and don’t even let go of the sweater and hat after getting out of the car. After wearing the hat and camouflaging, your eyes are looking around, like a spy in a movie.

The hat was ripped off from the back, Gu Chaoming was startled, thought it was Gu Tao, turned around with a very unfriendly expression, and saw Lin Jianfan, Lin Jianfan loosened his hat and smiled at him.

"It's you." Gu Chaoming breathed a sigh of relief.

Lin saw Fan's expression was a bit confused, he said, "It's me," and asked again, "What's wrong? It looks like you..."

Gu Chaoming interrupted him: "It's okay."

Just one sentence, two words, Lin Jianfan felt that Gu Chaoming seemed to be resisting him.

The two walked together by the shop outside the school. Gu Chaoming put on his hat again and asked Lin Jianfan, "Have you had breakfast?"

Seeing that Fan didn't speak, Lin nodded.

Gu Chaoming got up a little late today and was not in the mood to make breakfast, so he said to Lin Jianfan, "I'll go buy some breakfast."

After buying breakfast, I walked towards the school gate together with Lin Jianfan. There were many students wearing the same school uniform on the side of the road.

Gu Chaoming was afraid that Gu Tao would squat him outside the school, so while chatting with Lin Jianfan, he observed whether there was Gu Tao on the side of the road.Gu Chaoming put the steamed stuffed bun in his schoolbag so that he could enter the school gate. He didn't expect to see Gu Tao not far away when he looked up.

Xu is the blood relationship that cannot be changed inside, Gu Tao also saw him, and a smug smile appeared on Gu Tao's face from a short distance away.

The sniper sees his prey, the sniper walks towards his prey, very close, the sniper walks up to the prey.

Gu Chaoming looked fiercely at Gu Tao who was walking in front of him.

Lin Jianfan, who didn't know the situation, looked at the two of them.

Gu Chaoming put on his early schoolbag as if nothing had happened, Gu Tao was still wearing the clothes he wore the day he dragged the suitcase away, his beard was unshaven, his hair looked like he had just woken up, his eyes were red, and he still had a cigarette in his mouth. People who didn't know thought he was a beggar.

Seeing Gu Tao like this, Gu Chaoming knew that he must have just come out from the mahjong parlor all night.

Gu Tao didn't brush his teeth either. Gu Chaoming saw his yellow teeth and breathed out a puff of smoke from his mouth with bad breath and said, "You have the ability, why don't you answer the phone?"

Gu Chaoming didn't answer, he wanted to leave, but Gu Tao stopped him: "I haven't eaten breakfast yet."

Gu Chaoming glanced secretly at Lin Jianfan beside him, he didn't want Lin Jianfan to know that he had such a father, he was afraid that Gu Tao's mouth full of tartar would spit out the word "father".

Those two words are like shame, like a scar on the face, like a barb on a finger.

Gu Chaoming didn't wait for Gu Tao to say that word, he said sternly: "Get lost."

Lin Jianfan heard Gu Chaoming's sudden "Get out" and looked at Gu Chaoming. It was the first time he heard Gu Chaoming say "Get out".

Gu Tao put his pockets in his pockets and remained unmoved: "Yo, you have grown up."

People kept passing by and casting curious eyes, Gu Chaoming felt that he was now in the execution ground, accepting the analysis of the eyes of the world.

Gu Tao looked at Lin Jianfan who was beside Gu Chaoming, with a friendly expression on his face, and asked Lin Jianfan with a smile: "Student Chaoming?"

Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Tao and nodded.

Gu Tao always looks kind in front of outsiders, he smiled at Lin Jianfan.Seeing that Fan didn't know how to react.Gu Chaoming glared at Gu Tao, and said to Lin Jianfan, "Don't pay attention to him, let's go."

Bypassing Gu Tao, Gu Tao wanted to block his way, but Gu Chaoming opened his hand directly.

"Hehe, you really have a temper." Gu Tao was laughing when he said this.

Lin Jianfan also wanted to follow Gu Chaoming, but Gu Tao grabbed his arm: "Hey, classmate..."

Seeing Fan's bewildered face, Lin looked at Gu Chaoming for help.

Gu Chaoming grabbed Lin Jianfan's arm, pulled Lin Jianfan over with great force, pulled him behind him, and used his body to block Lin Jianfan, separating Gu Tao and Lin Jianfan.

Gu Chaoming said coldly to Gu Tao: "Don't harass others."

Protected by Gu Chaoming, Lin Jianfan could see Gu Chaoming's very short hair roots.The world in front of him was trembling, without any notice, Gu Chaoming finished speaking to Gu Tao and pulled him straight forward.

The monk could not run away from the temple, Gu Tao did not continue to follow, and Gu Chaoming did not look back, and walked into the school grabbing Lin Jianfan's wrist.

Afraid that a seamless person like Gu Tao would come to harass Lin Jianfan after seeing Lin Jianfan walking with him today, Gu Chaoming solemnly told Lin Jianfan: "If he comes to you in the future, don't Just tell him that he doesn't know me well."

"Not familiar with you?" Lin Jianfan asked suspiciously.

"If he pesters you, you call me and I'll deal with it."

Seeing that Fan looked at Gu Chaoming, who looked unhappy, Lin Jian asked cautiously, "He..."

"Don't worry about the rest." Gu Chaoming said.

Lin Jianfan swallowed everything he wanted to ask.