the world in which he exists

As soon as Chu Yao saw Lin Jianfan, she couldn't help but become a shy woman who was weak and Fufeng. Her problem was improved because of the one-and-a-half-day photoshoot trip at the sports meeting.

Although he still couldn't let go in front of Lin Jianfan, it has changed a lot compared to the previous half-day delivery of a bottle of water.

No matter how much she changed, on the third day Chu Yao was still too embarrassed to follow Lin Jianfan so that Lin Jianfan would teach her to take pictures.

On the first day of the sports meeting, because she couldn't understand the technical terms that Lin Jianfan said, Chu Yao went home and looked up a lot of photographic materials on the Internet to make up for it. As a result, the more the materials were checked, the more they were, and she couldn't understand them at all.

So much so that the next day I had no confidence or shame to go to Lin Jianfan in the name of learning to take pictures.Just learning to take pictures, Chu Yao thinks that half a day of getting along is already the limit.

On the second morning of the sports meeting, Jing Jiaru pushed her left and right to persuade her. She bit the bullet and relied on the little knowledge she learned last night to communicate with Lin Jianfan. The heart by his side.

On the third and last day of the sports meeting, Chu Yao was really embarrassed to use her little knowledge to hang around "Lin Dashen" and said to Jing Jiaru who encouraged her to continue: "If you follow me, everyone will know Sima Zhaozhi's heart." Well."

With the scorching sun for three consecutive days, the school sports meeting is coming to an end.The rest of the events on the last day of the sports meeting were mostly finals and long-distance running. Gu Chaoming's 1500 was scheduled in the morning. After watching the competition group at the PE class representative, he knew that he and You Xin were grouped together.

Su Bing was very excited when he learned that Gu Chaoming and You Xin were divided into a group: "This is something to watch, Gu Shuai, I want to win glory for the second class!"

On the day of the competition, Su Bing was equipped with massage services, sports drinks, and refueling equipment.Su Bing walked into the classroom with a big bag of things, put energy drinks on Gu Chaoming's desk, and distributed cheer sticks in the class. Gu Chaoming kept looking at him with the eyes of "people are stupid and rich".

"The method of refueling the local tyrants." Gu Chaoming said.

After the refueling equipment was distributed, Su Bing took out a good thing he had carefully selected from the drawer.Su Bing was not very good at the carefully selected things, he pressed a key randomly, and a burst of familiar music came out, Gu Chaoming had to look up - Su Bing, this idiot, even bought a big speaker!

The loudspeaker used by tour guides to tell everyone not to fall behind!

The sound of music attracted the attention of the whole class, and Gu Chaoming could imagine the scene of Su Bing in the crowd cheering him on with this big speaker when he was running.

Is it okay for him to regret now?Gu Chaoming thought that if he lost the match with You Xin, he must have been slowed down by Su Bing's laughter.

Everyone crowded around curiously, and Su Bing "hey hey hey" auditioned in the middle of the crowd.Through random pressing, Su Bing basically mastered the use of the horn.

From seeing Su Bing walking into the classroom door with a bunch of things, Cen Xi immediately felt that today is not an ordinary day. With Su Bing as a treasure, their second class will become the most extraordinary class in this sports meeting.

Gu Chaoming and Su Bing signed up for the 1500 match because of their youth competition. Cen Xili considered whether to go down to cheer for Gu Chaoming, fearing that rumors would spread if he went down to cheer for Gu Chaoming.

"How can you not watch my game?" Gu Chaoming said.

Su Bing followed up and said, "That's right, how could you not watch Gu Shuai's game?"

Cen Xili: "..."

Su Bing threw two cheering sticks to Cen Xili, and pulled him downstairs together with Gu Chaoming.

"Drink your drink, why haven't you arrived yet, I'll go and have a look." Su Bing looked at it once, but got up again in 10 minutes and walked towards the starting point.

Gu Chaoming unscrewed the sports drink, looked at Su Bing, who was in the crowd at the starting point, and said to Cen Xili, "It really is Su Xiaoma, old lady, worry about your life."

"The way I asked you to drink just now is really like an old mother telling a disobedient child to drink medicine." Cen Xili said with a smile.

Liu Xiaopang passed by looking for Su Bing, Gu Chaoming raised his chin at the starting point: "Then."

Liu Xiaopang just asked as he passed by. He was going to buy water for the athletes in his class. Liu Xiaopang had just left Li Zhao and Lin Jianfan behind him.

"Are you going to compete soon?" Li Zhao walked over and sat down with the cheering sticks that Su Bing distributed in class in the morning.

Seeing that Fan followed Li Zhao, Lin didn't speak or sit down. He picked up his camera and took a picture of Gu Chaoming who was sitting on the ground waiting for the game to start.

Gu Chaoming raised his head when he heard the sound: "How about it? Delete it if it's too ugly, don't leave a dark history."

Lin saw that Fan sat next to Li Zhao after taking the photo, and said to Gu Chaoming through Li Zhao: "It looks good."

Gu Chaoming didn't answer, Li Zhao raised the cheer stick in his hand: "We are here to cheer you on."

In the morning, Su Bing handed out cheering sticks in class and asked his classmates to remember to cheer for Gu Chaoming.Obviously it was Su Bing who did it, but Gu Chaoming felt completely humiliated.Gu Chaoming frowned and raised his forehead, Li Zhao also said: "Many people in our class are waiting to cheer for you."

Thinking of the scene of Su Bing holding a horn to cheer himself up while running, it is really a little bit of red in the green bushes, and a red-crowned crane mixed in with the ducks—it really stands out.

"What should I do if I want to be autistic?" Gu Chaoming smiled while holding his forehead.

The worried Su Bing ran over to inform Gu Chaoming to prepare, and Gu Chaoming asked Cen Xili to help him hang up the athlete number.

"Why haven't you hung up yet?" Su Bing asked anxiously.

Gu Chaoming said indifferently, "Forgot."

"The emperor is not in a hurry, the eunuchs are in a hurry." Li Zhao smiled at Su Bing who was worried.

"What do you know? This is called a clear division of labor. I can't support Gu Shuai politically, but I can support him spiritually." Su Bing patted his chest, "When the time comes, Gu Shuai will also have my share in defeating You Sanjin. "

For the sake of taking pictures and recording, Lin Jianfan followed Gu Chaoming to the starting point with his camera.Lin Jianfan walked behind Gu Chaoming, and the athlete code that Cen Xili helped Gu Chaoming hang up swayed in Lin Jianfan's camera, following Gu Chaoming's walking, like water in a water bottle, like waves in his heart.

Gu Chaoming warmed up before the race. When he heard someone calling his name at the starting point, Gu Chaoming ran over and stood at the starting point. He was arranged in the innermost circle, which was also convenient for Lin Jianfan to take pictures.

The sun was still shining today, shining directly on Gu Chaoming's face, Lin Jianfan was looking for a suitable angle beside Gu Chaoming with his camera.

The last race has just finished, and it will take a short while before the next race will start.Gu Chaoming is not nervous at all. For this kind of short-term competition, long-term study can arouse his nervousness even more.

Long-distance running is only a matter of minutes, and the results can be directly and truly ushered in after a few minutes of pain.Learning is a long-lasting struggle, and Gu Chaoming has just embarked on this path of struggle.

"Gu Shuai abused him with your long legs." Su Bing cheered Gu Chaoming on at the starting point.

"Make me handsome, photographer." Gu Chaoming said to Lin Jianfan who pointed the camera at him.

"Yes." Lin Jianfan replied respectfully.

You Xin was assigned to the track next to Gu Chaoming's next door, with several people separated from Gu Chaoming.Su Bing cast cold eyes at You Xin who was on the track in the distance, but You Xin chose to turn a blind eye and only glanced at Cen Xili who was standing next to Su Bing when he entered the track.

You Xin, who was preparing for the competition, cast his eyes on Gu Chaoming again. Su Bing stretched out his index finger and middle finger to draw strokes in front of his eyes, and made a gesture of poking his eyes, warning You Xin with body language: "What do you look at, be careful, I will dig your Eye."

You Xin looked away indifferently.

The starting point is noisy, and the competition has not yet started, and someone has organized to call out the names of their classmates.Not to be outdone, Su Bing said, "Gu Chaoming, come on, Gu Chaoming, come on!"

The moral support is so full that it is about to explode.

"Come on." Lin Jianfan's soft voice of cheering seemed a bit dull in Su Bing's voice of cheering, as if he was trying to use his volume to win the game.

Gu Chaoming nodded, and confidently said to Lin Jianfan who cheered him on as before the last attempt: "Let you see how good I am."

"Remember to make me look handsome." Gu Chaoming repeated again.

"My camera and I are ready." Lin Jianfan smiled slightly.

Shallow, the third kind of uncommon smile.

"You said I look better when I smile, but in fact you look better when you smile like this." Gu Chaoming said to Lin Jianfan who laughed, and his intention fell on the word "like this".

Regardless of whether Lin Jianfan understood what he meant or not, Gu Chaoming didn't look at Lin Jianfan's face again, his game was about to start.

Gu Chaoming made a ready posture, the referee at the starting point shouted to prepare, and Lin Jianfan's camera shutter sound followed.

Maybe he didn't understand, Gu Chaoming was thinking in a preparatory posture, otherwise he wouldn't have taken a picture of him so soon, Xu Shi only took his words as a compliment, but he didn't hear Lin Jianfan's classic thank you.Maybe it's because I'm too yin and yang, and I try to make others understand me with a single accent.

Everyone is different, the length of life, the speed of heartbeat, no one can completely understand another person.

Putting aside the thoughts in my heart, the gunshots representing the charge sounded.The playground was suddenly overwhelmed by the sound of cheering one after another, which was deafening.One thousand five did not compete with the sprint speed at the beginning, Gu Chaoming did not sprint out of the runway like a feathered arrow shot.

After Gu Chaoming rushed out of the starting line, he was ranked third. The first was a sports team, and the other one rushed to the second with full power from the beginning, closely following the sports team.There are still so many laps to come. Gu Chaoming doesn’t seem like No.2 can maintain this speed smoothly. I don’t know if he has the stamina of King Kong and can run [-] at a sprint speed, or he is just a future. A representative of a drop in mid-acceleration.

Gu Chaoming was not disturbed by others, and maintained his own speed and moved forward steadily. You Xin was behind Gu Chaoming.

The overwhelming sound of cheering in the crowd was carried by the wind, and the crowd on the side of the runway locked the track like stones on the side of a stream.Gu Chaoming was running and saw people cheering for him on the side of the track. There were so many people that Gu Chaoming suspected that everyone in his class had come except Wu Shan.

Hey, Gu Chaoming found Wu Shan in the crowd. He passed by in a flash, unintentionally, and he didn't know who he was cheering for.

Gu Chaoming didn't care about it, and concentrated on the steps under his feet.Steady and powerful steps on the red rubber track, running body, dripping sweat are the best proof of the distance he has run.

Concentrating on the game, a special voice with frosted sound quality "Gu Shuai, Gu Shuai, you are the most handsome! Gu Shuai, Gu Shuai, you are the best! Gu Shuai, Gu Shuai, you are the best!"

There is no sense of rhythm, a slogan that is completely put together because of patchwork.As soon as the powerful horn came out, everyone who knew Gu Chaoming or not looked at the "Gu Shuai" in the horn.

Gu Chaoming was restless on the runway, glaring at Su Bing who was yelling with a horn on the edge of the runway, and made a note of this in his mind first, and then settled with Su Bing after the race.

After running a lap, the breath in Gu Chaoming's nose became hotter and hotter, and the rattling sound of missing half of the track sounded around him again.

Because of taking pictures, he couldn't keep up with Gu Chaoming's running speed, so Lin Jianfan chose to cross the playground to the other side and wait for Gu Chaoming.

The rattling sound was ahead, Lin Jianfan was standing in front of him, waiting for Gu Chaoming to run past.

No.2 showed his original shape after one lap, and his footsteps became heavier after one lap. Gu Chaoming clearly felt the weight of his breath when he passed him behind.

Gu Chaoming ran past him, overtook the first person and became the second, and the sound of celebration around him came from time to time.

"Gu Shuai is second, you are second! Come on!"

In crowded places, the sound of cheering is like a sea, and the athletes' march played on the radio amidst the noise is squeezed so that there is no room for shelter.The students in the class tried their best to cheer up, and Gu Chaoming could hear many familiar voices mixed together.

Su Bing accompanied the whole run, and Cen Xili, like Lin Jianfan who took the photo, ran directly across the playground from one side of the track to the other side of the track to cheer for Gu Chaoming.

Feeling the gradual sound of You Xin's footsteps behind him, Gu Chaoming tried his best to adjust his breathing and pace.

Lin Jianfan put down the camera and watched Gu Chaoming run past.Gu Chaoming's hair was facing the wind, his eyes were looking forward, his chest heaved up and down due to panting.

It was the second lap, and the race was in a tense state. The ranking remained unchanged except that No.2 at the beginning fell to the last place.The whole game seemed to have entered a stage of weakness in the middle, and all players maintained a steady speed, turning it into a "friendly non-jumping game".

Until the end of the second lap, the top three of "Old Care" were struggling to move forward, and the changes in the rear caused a huge wave for a while.

No.5 kept his strength and felt that the time was right, so he decisively accelerated to pass No.4, pressing against No.3 You Xin for a while.

There was a burst of exclamation from the crowd, and Su Bing, who was running behind, turned his head to look. No.5, who was still a long way behind, chased after You Xin bravely, and came behind You Xin's ass.

You Xin Xu was caught up in a panic, followed by speeding up immediately, and then pressed against No.2 Gu Chaoming.

What's the situation?Su Bing held the horn and forgot to cheer up.

Su Bing panicked for a moment, fearing that the man had a real long-lasting outbreak.Su Bing said to Gu Chaoming, "They accelerated."

Everyone has their own rhythm. No matter whether they speed up or not, Gu Chaoming follows his own rhythm, but the heat in his chest and the sweat on his hair are all shouting: "Su Bing, stop arguing, shut up." Shut your horn and shut your mouth!"

Gu Chaoming once again saw Lin Jianfan waiting for him to run past. Lin Jianfan kept passing through the crowd, like a small gas station that would appear in front of him every once in a while.

Lin saw that Fan was not as noisy as Su Bing who was running with him. He stood on the lively playground like a landmark who could take pictures and cheer, and stood there quietly, holding his camera and waiting for his arrival.After taking the photo, say cheers to him, and run with him for a short distance.

After a few rounds of traveling, Gu Chaoming began to look forward to Lin Jianfan appearing on the side of the track, just like expecting to see Lin Jianfan after the door opened that day at the hospital.

It feels good to have someone waiting.

Gu Chaoming's breathing was a lot short, and his hair was all wet with sweat. He was full of worries. After running the third lap, it was his style to sprint for the last lap.No matter how the people behind you fight for each other, Gu Chaoming still stands still.

You Xin's rhythm is not stable enough, he is not good at long-distance running, and he relies entirely on his youthful stamina to hold on.When No.4 overtook him, he changed from third to fourth, and was about to be caught up by No.5, You Xin chose to break his own speed, bravely went up, and stood side by side with No.3.Gu Chaoming in the front kept advancing at his own speed.

To what extent can a person push himself?You Xin was exhausted after three laps, and felt his legs and feet were sore and weak, and his legs had been habitually driving his body forward.Legs and feet were so sore, You Xin still speeded up and rushed forward to pass No.3 who was also weak but didn't have his sprinting strength.

No.3 because the previous sprint was completely powerless, You Xin seemed to pass easily, only You Xin knew that he was fighting for the last strength.

He wants to win.

would love to win.

Entering the final fourth lap, the sound of cheering around is unprecedentedly enthusiastic.Passing by Lin Jianfan's "gas station", Gu Chaoming planned to try again to see if he could catch up to No.1.

His chest was as hot as a machine that was working all the time, hot and uncomfortable.A line of fire from the throat to the nasal cavity burns up, and the breath is hot and hot.Gu Chaoming is not sure whether his running method is correct. He has not undergone serious training and just adjusts according to his own breathing rate.

The footsteps accelerated suddenly, and the legs were quickly exchanged. Su Bing felt Gu Chaoming's acceleration.

After sprinting for a short distance, Gu Chaoming knew that he could not run No.1.

In the junior high school sports meeting, Gu Chaoming had a fight with a gym trainer, only to find out later that he was a member of the gym training team.At that time, he was tied for the first place, but this time the sports students were better than the junior high school sports students, and Gu Chaoming couldn't get tied for the first place even if he died.

Gu Chaoming did not succeed in the sprint, his speed was at his maximum horsepower sprint speed, he thought that No. 2 was within his reach, but he suddenly felt threatened after the last 100 meters.

"You Xin is crazy." Someone in the crowd said.

"Gu Chaoming also accelerated."

"He was accelerating all the time."

You Xin rushed forward with all his strength, from being overtaken by No.5 to rushing behind Gu Chaoming in the last 100 meters.

Gu Chaoming admitted that when he felt You Xin behind him, he was startled. His hard work was about to reach the end with only 100 meters left. How could Chaoming agree!

If You Xin hadn't sprinted behind him, Gu Chaoming would never have known that Lin Jianfan's cheering voice could be so loud and fanatical.

Behind him was a beast that wanted to win but was already struggling. Gu Chaoming maintained his own acceleration speed, and with the "tail" behind him, he heard Lin Jianfan's cheering sound.

"Gu Chaoming! Come on!" Lin Jianfan's loud cheer sounded in his ears, brighter than the horn on the sea.

The sound brighter than the horn shot directly into Gu Chaoming's ears amidst Ruhai's cheering, letting Gu Chaoming know where he was.

It was the first time that Gu Chaoming heard Lin Jianfan's voice so loud and clear. Normally, Lin Jianfan spoke softly, not even saying a word of seriousness.

Hearing Lin Jianfan shouting for cheer, Gu Chaoming saw Lin Jianfan waiting for him to run not far away.

Lin Jianfan put his hands around his mouth in a trumpet shape, and the camera kept dangling in front of his chest.Lin saw Fan's slender fingers, with smooth fingertips, the sunlight passing through his thick hair, the hair fluttering in the wind, and the sunlight shuffling through the gaps between his fingers.

With You Xin pressing on behind him, Su Bing stuffed the horn into Lin Jianfan's arms as he ran past him: "Shout, keep shouting!"

After experiencing the torment of the first thousand and 400 meters, despite the sprint for the last 100 meters, the speed must be slower than the normal sprint. No.1 has reached the finish line, four, five and six are half a circle behind, and two or three are stuck together.

Su Bing felt tired just by running beside Gu Chaoming. Su Bing kept applauding to encourage Gu Chaoming: "Gu Shuai, run quickly, Gu Shuai!"

Seeing that Fan got the trumpet, Lin stopped taking photos and followed Su Bing.

The loudspeaker that caused Gu Chaoming's nightmare appeared again, but this time it was Lin Jianfan's voice, and the content was much more comfortable.

"Gu Shuai! Come on!" Lin Jianfan repeated these two words loudly and forcefully while holding the horn, "Gu Shuai! Come on!"

The students at the side of the runway spontaneously and neatly cheered for Gu Chaoming when they heard Lin Jianfan's horn.Seeing that Fan was a bit dull, Lin didn't notice it, only that the sound of cheering became orderly.

"Gu Shuai! Come on!" The students in the crowd shouted.

Gu Chaoming was supported by the uniform sound of cheering, the waves beat him forward, and the wind whistled to help him sprint.

Running taboo to look back at the opponent.

Don't look back, look forward.

Can't look back, even though You Xin can stand side by side with him if he goes one step further.

Gu Chaoming stared straight ahead, ahead was the finish line, ahead were the cheers that the students wanted to welcome, ahead was the place where Su Bing accompanied him to arrive, ahead was Cen Xili's waiting, ahead was the horn hanging on his wrist and holding a camera to meet He shot Lin Jianfan frantically.

For some reason, Gu Chaoming thought of Gu Tao when his mind was full of heat and he could only let go of his thoughts, and he thought of Gu Tao who had nothing to do with the sports meeting.

I think of the burning smell of cigarette butts on the back of my hand when I was a child, the scar on my forehead, the look in Gu Tao's eyes, the appearance of Gu Tao smashing furniture, eating peanuts drunk, and hiding the knife behind him.

Gu Chaoming was neither angry nor self-pitying, but unconsciously quickened his steps, even though they were dragging and heavy.

"Dumb."

"Just like your mother!"

"If you dare to come back, I will stab you to death with a knife."

"My filial son, let me show you something."

cigarette.

vomit.

beer.

Peanuts.

Dim lights and bright red blood.

Yesterday's dream and today's knife.

The liveliness of a teenager and the sins buried in his heart.

Gu Chaoming ran faster and faster, but it seemed like he had run for a long time in the short 50 meters.

He ran in the long river of time, on the track of memory and crime, and the dark crows around him kept screaming, which made people irritated.

The whole body is full of stars, but there is no end, no exit.He could only keep running forward, kept running, and ran for a long time, until he was tired, and his steps didn't stop.

The crow is still calling, and it keeps calling, as if it will not stop until the world is destroyed.

The crows pecked at him, at his flesh, at his bones.Gu Chaoming felt pain, piercing pain, but he could ignore it, he just wanted to go out, just to escape!

Finally, in the midst of despair, he saw the light!Warm and bright light!

The light couldn't drive away the crows that were pecking at him, but it illuminated his dark starry sky.

He reached out to the light, and the light grabbed him back.Gu Chaoming heard Guangming whisper in his ear, "I'll take you there when I'm done with the work over there."

The darkness in front of his eyes dissipated, the crows scattered, and the light ran across the finish line holding his hand.

Lin Jianfan, Su Bing, and Cen Xili ran towards him together, hugging him vigorously and excitedly, wrapping their arms around his neck, Lin Jianfan's back was a little hurt when the trumpet in his hand hit him.

Gu Chaoming didn't know what was going on, he was confused and seemed to know that he had won amid the feeling of pain from being hit by the horn on his back, the hugs of the crowd, and the cheers of his classmates.

Tiredness has not yet disappeared, and the hot sweat all over the body does not dislike them, and hugs tightly.

It's too hot, hugging is fine, Gu Chaoming wants to break free: "Brothers, can we hug later? I'm almost exhausted."

Gu Chaoming had no idea how he won. Su Bing and Cen Xili supported him, while You Xin was supported by Chen Haiyang and Wu Shan. Gu Chaoming saw that You Xin's complexion was not very good, too "rosy".Gu Chaoming adjusted his breathing, his chest no longer rose and fell rapidly, and You Xin still looked exhausted.

When Su Bing saw that the opponent lost the game, he gloated: "Oh, I don't know who praised Haikou that You Xin is guaranteed to be the first."

Chen Haiyang supported You Xin to fight: "You are not No.1, just No.2."

"No. 2? We are No. 2, and you are not No. [-]!" The conversation became more and more naive for no reason.

"I just won, why are you so excited?" Chen Haiyang said.

Su Bing and Chen Haiyang were fighting, and Lin Jianfan handed a bottle of mineral water to Gu Chaoming, who was covered in sweat.

When Su Bing turned his head, he saw an extra bottle of mineral water in Gu Chaoming's hand. He also set up a plot where Cen Xili sent water to Gu Chaoming to anger Chen Haiyang. Who made Chen Haiyang say that Xili wanted to deliver water to You Xin.

If you don't give it away, you have to give it to Gu Shuai.

Not only to win you, but also to anger you.

"Come, come, Xili, give water, give water." Su Bing pulled Cen Xili who was silent beside him, and Cen Xili handed the mineral water in his hand to Gu Chaoming without a word.

Gu Chaoming wanted to say "I have water", but when he saw Su Bing's eyes, he understood what he meant, took the water from Cen Xili with a smile, and walked over to You Xin flamboyantly, "Oh, I have two bottles here , would you like a bottle?"

You Xin's eyes were deep, and there seemed to be a thick black mist. Gu Chaoming had never seen You Xin's expression before. He thought that You Xin was about to get angry, so he prepared for a fight in advance, but in the end, You Xin just walked towards the teaching building without looking back. .

what's the situation?

Gu Chaoming put away the preparations for the fight, looked at You Xin who was walking towards the teaching building suspiciously, and then looked back at Su Bing who was also puzzled, Su Bing didn't know what You Xin meant.

run away?

You Xin left and Gu Chaoming didn't want to bother anymore, he was angry with his opponent, Gu Chaoming walked up to Lin Jianfan, he didn't remember how he won at all, he asked Lin Jianfan: "Did you take a picture of my last sprint? "

Lin Jianfan nodded.

"Show me, isn't it an ugly shot?" In fact, Gu Chaoming believed in Lin Jianfan's skills, he just wanted to look at the photos and recall how he won.

Gu Chaoming surrounded Lin Jianfan with the smell of sweat all over his body. Gu Zhaoming looked at the photo and smiled, and Su Bing also leaned over to look at it.

Cen Xili looked in the direction in which You Xin was leaving, only he knew that You Xin was angry.