the world in which he exists

Gu Chaoming's birthday is during the summer vacation, the hottest and highest temperature of the year.Before the summer tutoring time was announced, Gu Chaoming thought that his birthday this year would be spent at school, but the summer tutoring ended earlier than he thought, and his birthday happened to be at the end of the summer tutoring, so he could spend it at home .

birthday, a coming-of-age ceremony that comes only once in a lifetime, Gu Chaoming hopes that everyone he cares about will be by his side.The only people he cared about and wanted to call over to celebrate his birthday were those few people.

My boyfriend Gu Chaoming would not allow him to be absent. Su Bing and Cen Xili who usually stayed with him all day, Gu Chaoming also extended an invitation to them, and Su Bing and Cen Xili agreed immediately.

Of course, there is also his mother who doesn't know if he still remembers his birthday.

In the past, every time it was his birthday, no matter whether it was sooner or later, Qu Yingyi would rush home and cook him a bowl of longevity noodles, but this year, Gu Chaoming was not even sure whether she could remember her own birthday.

Gu Chaoming didn't call to check whether his mother still remembered his birthday, he didn't have the guts or the face.

He was afraid of hearing the voice of his mother suddenly realizing it and reminding him of his birthday. He was afraid of his mother explaining the reason why he couldn't come.

In the past, Gu Chaoming always felt that the goddess of luck never favored him, but now Gu Chaoming felt that he was too lucky.Ever since Gu Tao inexplicably disappeared from his life, his life seems to be going smoothly, even though there are bumps and bumps, it finally goes smoothly.

When Gu Chaoming was hesitant about whether Qu Yingyi remembered his birthday, Qu Yingyi himself called to ask him where he wanted to go for his birthday this year.

Gu Chaoming, who picked up the phone, was so happy that the smile on the corner of his mouth could not be covered by anything in the world.

Mother still remembers and still cares about him.

The excitement in Gu Chaoming's tone was transmitted to Qu Yingyi who made the call.

Gu Chaoming who answered the phone was extremely excited, but Qu Yingyi who made the call was full of guilt.

In order to keep a good mother image in Gu Chaoming's heart shamelessly, she didn't want Gu Zhaoming to feel that she abandoned him, didn't want Gu Zhaoming to feel that she didn't love him, and didn't want Gu Chaoming's mother image to be broken, so she chose to lie, lie Said that he could take him there.

She condemned herself, to put it nicely, to prevent Gu Chaoming from feeling that his mother didn't love him, and from making Gu Chaoming feel that he was an abandoned child. In fact, the way she lied to Gu Chaoming was just to save her image in Gu Chaoming's heart. That's all.

After all, it is for oneself.

She thought that if she divorced Gu Tao without telling the truth, and gave Gu Chaoming a broken home, Gu Chaoming would hate him and her mother who abandoned him, but Gu Chaoming on the phone was so excited just because he celebrated his birthday The voice made Qu Yingyi almost cry while holding the phone.

Gu Chaoming loves her forever, but she is deceiving him, deceiving the sincere feelings of a 17-year-old child.

As a mother, she is full of guilt for her children.

Filled with guilt to play a joke on God.

Qu Yingyi thinks that God played a serious joke on Gu Chaoming's birthday to make her understand that her guilt is just to excuse her original lie.

God made her new daughter Yuanyuan suddenly have a high fever the night before Gu Chaoming's birthday. The man was on a business trip and Yuanyuan was sent to the hospital in the middle of the night.

Sick Yuanyuan, Gu Chaoming who was waiting for him to celebrate his birthday.

One is his new daughter, and the other is his own son.

Even though she is a stepmother, in Qu Yingyi's heart, Yuanyuan is as important as Gu Chaoming. They are both her children, and Qu Yingyi doesn't want to let her down.

But she has to live up to one, she chose to abandon Gu Chaoming before, and then made up for it with endless guilt.

What about this time?

There are priorities, illness is a serious matter, and birthdays happen every year. Although there is only one coming-of-age ceremony, it is no match for Yuanyuan's body.Qu Yingyi wasn't partial to one side, and she didn't want to agree to Gu Chaoming and then go back on his word.

Chaoming is due today, an adult, he has always been sensible, he should understand his choice, Qu Yingyi thought so and called Gu Chaoming who was waiting for him at home.

"Hey, Mom."

The summer tuition has only ended for a few days, and Gu Chaoming, who is waiting at home, gets up early and prepares an exquisite birthday breakfast.

Gu Chaoming doesn't know whether today should be called the first day or the last day of 17 years old. Whether it is 17 years old or [-] years old, it all starts with a delicious breakfast and a good mood.

At zero o'clock, I received birthday wishes from the group "Auspicious Three Treasures". Knowing that he had run away from home, Zhou Han who asked for his address did not come to his birthday party because he didn't know Su Bing and the others, so he gave him a birthday gift early.Yesterday, I also received a gift from Liu Yi who works in other places.

"I was afraid that I would be late, but I didn't expect to receive it the day before." Liu Yi said when she called Liu Yi when she received the gift.

All the presents for Gu Chaoming are placed in the cabinet in the bedroom, and Su Bing and the others will come over at night.Because Qu Yingyi agreed to take him out to play, Gu Chaoming made time to hold the party in the evening.Get up early in the morning to get ready for the party, change your clothes early and wait for Qu Yingyi's call.

While preparing for the party and waiting for Qu Yingyi's call, he suddenly realized that he hadn't told Qu Yingyi that he moved out yet, and Gu Chaoming didn't want to tell her, for fear that she would be worried.

Gu Chaoming was worried that Qu Yingyi would find out about moving out of the house, so he picked up the phone and tried to hide it.

When preparing for the party, he thought about how he would answer if Qu Yingyi asked about this.He had made many assumptions and tried his best to hide it, but he never thought of receiving a call from Qu Yingyi saying that he could not be taken out.

"When Yuanyuan gets better, mom will..."

"It's okay." After waiting for a long time but getting such an answer, Gu Chaoming interrupted Qu Yingyi.

Like the plot in the TV series, Gu Chaoming never thought it would happen to him.

Life is like a drama, drama is like life, Gu Chaoming smiled, he really can pretend to be magnanimous.

"Is Yuanyuan better?"

"I know, you must stay by my side, it's so hard to be sick, I just celebrate my birthday..."

"Let me know when Yuanyuan recovers from illness."

"Well, it's okay, I'm already this old."

The "magnanimous" Gu Chaoming hung up the phone, and the beeping sound of the phone being hung up echoed slightly in the living room.Gu Chaoming didn't turn on the speakerphone, and the beep of the phone hanging up was slight, but Gu Chaoming could hear it very clearly.

When he told Qu Yingyi that he was fine, Gu Chaoming thought he was really fine, but he was also very clear about the loss in his heart.

The two moods clashed and blended together perfectly.

The slight sound of hanging up the phone made the living room look so empty, and Gu Chaoming, who was sitting on the sofa, fell from the peak of excitement.

Gu Chaoming didn't know what kind of mood he was in. He felt that he seemed to be very flat, as if his mood was just low, and it was just that there was no difference from the anticipation before answering the phone to the emptiness in his heart.

no difference.

The snacks prepared in the living room are still lying on the sofa in the original posture before answering the phone, the curtains on one side are still drawn, and the light is still dazzling, and the scorching sun outside the curtains is still dazzling.

Gu Chaoming listened to the beep sound after hanging up the phone and glanced at the dazzling sunlight outside the window.The sun shines straight into the window, and Gu Chaoming can clearly see the dividing line between it and the darkness.

Gu Chaoming returned the phone to the table, took the snacks on the sofa and continued preparing as if he had never received a call from Qu Yingyi.

It's just that there is no longevity noodles this year.

The time specially set aside for Qu Yingyi's preparations was free, and Gu Chaoming didn't think about how to spend the suddenly free day.

He didn't seem to think about anything, he was still busy getting ready in and out of the living room and room.

When Gu Chaoming was about to go downstairs to throw away the packed garbage, the phone on the sofa rang.

Picking up the phone, he saw that it was Lin Jianfan. While answering the phone, Gu Chaoming went to the entrance to change his shoes, and was about to go downstairs to throw out the trash.

"Have you gone out?" Lin Jianfan asked on the other end of the phone.

Because of changing shoes, Gu Chaoming turned on the speakerphone, and Lin saw Fan's cheerful voice rang through the entrance.

"It's time to go out." Gu Chaoming said.

Throw out the trash and go out.

"Why is your voice so strange?" Lin Jianfan asked.

"What's wrong?"

"It just feels like you're a little unhappy?"

Gu Chaoming stopped tying his shoelaces, was his unhappiness so obvious?Obviously Lin Jianfan on the other end of the phone could hear it?

The garbage bag was placed at his feet, and Gu Chaoming recalled that his tone just now was indeed very different from Lin Jianfan's cheerful tone.

It seems that today is Lin Jianfan's birthday and not his birthday.

After tying up the shoelaces, Gu Chaoming stood up with the garbage bag in hand. Lin Jianfan on the other end of the phone didn't speak any more. Gu Chaoming was thinking about how to explain his low tone.

The hand holding the garbage bag touched the doorknob and turned the lock.

"Happy birthday!!!"

After the opened door popped into a loud blessing.

In the corridor is not the dazzling sunlight, nor the usual silence, but Lin Jianfan who opened his arms and held a gift and wished him a happy birthday loudly.

After opening the door, Gu Chaoming was surprised. He stared at Lin Jianfan who opened his arms to him.

Lin Jianfan didn't know why Gu Chaoming stared at him like that. On the way here, Lin Jianfan thought that Gu Chaoming would be happy and surprised, and then took him into the house, but Gu Chaoming just looked at him after being surprised, and kept looking at him.

Lin saw that the gift in Fan's hand was not put down, not because he was too embarrassed to put it down, but because Gu Chaoming stared at him and made his arm forget to move.

Lin Jianfan kept hugging Gu Chaoming in surprise, and explained with some guilt: "I just want to give you a surprise. You said something happened, but I think adult birthday should be special. If you want something to happen, I will immediately At once……!!!"

I'm leaving right away...

Before the last word was uttered, a short syllable came out of his throat. Gu Chaoming pulled Lin Jianfan's hand like a rushing cheetah. Lin Jianfan was unsteady and crashed into a familiar embrace.

The heart in his arms was beating, and Lin Jianfan listened to the beating of Gu Chaoming's heart with his own heart.

Lin Jianfan, who didn't know what happened, hugged Gu Chaoming's waist, and stroked Gu Chaoming's back with his palm without a gift to comfort him.

Gu Chaoming put his head on Lin Jianfan's shoulder, and he did not kiss Lin Jianfan's neck like last time.

He just hugged him, just wanted to hug him.

I want to prove that I will not leave myself without kissing Lin Jianfan.

He will not leave his world suddenly like Qu Yingyi did.

"Can you tell me what happened?" Lin Jianfan asked while stroking Gu Chaoming's back.

Gu Chaoming did not speak.

"It's okay, can't you tell me?" Lin Jianfan asked again.

It's sadder than I thought, I thought I wouldn't be so sad - Gu Chaoming thought while holding Lin Jianfan and looking at the stairs behind Lin Jianfan.

He thought he wouldn't be sad, at least not this sad.

Knowing that Qu Yingyi couldn't come, he could continue to prepare for the party, he thought he didn't care.

Just a birthday.

no big deal.

Qu Yingyi underestimated Gu Chaoming's love for her, and Gu Chaoming underestimated his love for Qu Yingyi and his mother.

When he saw Lin Jianfan outside the door and heard his blessing, Gu Chaoming had only one thought - hug him.

I just want to hug him, the birthday surprise, and the boy who gave him love.

He is a child who lacks love, but Lin Jianfan came here full of love.

What he longed for, what he longed for, what he understood, what was buried in his heart and was not discovered, Lin Jianfan opened his arms full of love to embrace.

"Can't you tell me?" Lin Jianfan asked again.

"You want to know?" Gu Chaoming finally spoke.

Lin Jianfan nodded in his arms.

"I'll take you somewhere."

Gu Chaoming let go of Lin Jianfan in his arms, closed the door behind him, and even remembered to pick up the garbage bag that fell on the ground.

Holding Lin Jianfan's hand and walking downstairs, throwing away the garbage bag in his hand, Gu Chaoming found a bicycle parked downstairs.

Gu Chaoming didn't care, glanced at the parked bicycle and continued to lead Lin Jianfan forward, but Lin Jianfan held him back.

"What's the matter?" Gu Chaoming stopped in his tracks and turned around to ask Lin Jianfan who was no longer leaving.

Lin Jianfan pointed to the parked bicycle: "I came here by bicycle, so it doesn't matter where I put it? Is that place far away? How about we go there by bicycle?"

ride a bike?

Gu Chaoming looked at the bicycle, and then at Lin Jianfan in front of him: "It's quite far..."

It's not that far away, it's because he takes a longer drive back and forth, and he can spend a day's distance after playing for a while.

"I don't know how to ride a bicycle..." Gu Chaoming's voice softened inexplicably.

Why can't you ride a bike? !

Why did you say such cowardly words at this time? !

Why didn't you learn it at the beginning? Look, Lin Jianfan can't be carried now!

Gu Chaoming remembered that in the cafeteria Su Bing laughed at him for having a face that could ride a bicycle but no legs that could ride a bicycle. At that time, he should have asked Cen Xili to teach him to ride a bicycle.

What should we do now?

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan, Lin Jianfan said: "I will, I will take you."

"Are you taking me?" Gu Chaoming asked.

Lin Jianfan nodded: "What's wrong?"

"... nothing, nothing."

With the scorching sun above his head, the shadows under his feet moved quickly on the road, and the oncoming hot wind brought the sun to Gu Chaoming's face, blowing Gu Chaoming's hair back.

No matter how many years it has been, Gu Chaoming can still remember what he was thinking when he first sat on the back seat of Lin Jianfan's bicycle.

Thinking that I must learn to ride a bicycle in the future, thinking that my legs are so sore when I lift it up, thinking that I am actually sitting in the back seat of Lin Jianfan's car, thinking that Lin Jianfan's back is so beautiful...

Seeing that Fan didn't know the way, Lin stepped on the pedals and followed the route pointed by Gu Chaoming in the back seat.Gu Chaoming only knows how to get there by car, and if he rides a car, he has to use a mobile phone map.

The notification sound of the map in the mobile phone kept ringing, and Gu Chaoming judged the direction while supporting the seat of Lin Jianfan's bicycle.

The journey was long, and Gu Chaoming didn't know how long it would take to ride the bicycle. He only saw that Lin Jianfan's forehead was slowly covered with beads of sweat, and his hair was already wet with sweat.

During a break in the middle, Lin Jianfan even thought that he had participated in a marathon. His legs were sore from riding, and he almost couldn't stand upright.

But when Gu Chaoming finally reminded him to pay attention to the front, the scene in front of him still shocked him, making him feel that the painful ride all the way was worth it.

The scorching sun ahead is reflected on the sea surface, and the strong sunlight meets the clear sea water.There is a magnificent sea in front of him, the scorching sun shimmers on the sea surface, and pieces of gold float.The sea water surges and recedes from time to time, and the fresh air of the sea is in the oncoming air.

The bicycle was driving on the road by the sea. The beauty and magnificence of the sea made Lin Jianfan, who was riding the bicycle, forget the soreness in his legs.

Sea breeze, bicycles, waves, scorching sun, Gu Chaoming in the back seat, everything is too beautiful.

Lin Jianfan was deeply attracted by the beautiful scenery in front of him, but he still had to control the bicycle under his feet.

"It's so beautiful!" Lin Jianfan exclaimed while riding a bicycle.

The sea breeze blew Lin Jianfan's voice to Gu Chaoming's ears, and also because of the noisy sea breeze, Gu Chaoming had to speak loudly so Lin Jianfan could hear him.

"What are you talking about? Louder!" Gu Chaoming could only hear part of what Lin Jianfan said.

"I said this is too beautiful!" Lin Jianfan shouted as the bicycle continued to move forward on the seaside road.

Gu Chaoming laughed and replied loudly, "This is my secret base."

"I thought the river bank last time was your secret base."

"And so is the river bank, and the river bank is beautiful."

"Why do you have so many secret bases?"

"There are two secret bases, but only one boyfriend!"

Lin, who was riding a bicycle, saw Fan laughing heartily.

In front of Gu Chaoming, Lin Jianfan is not only the most comfortable, but also the most daring. Gu Chaoming gave him unlimited courage.

Before, the voice was only louder so that both parties could hear each other's words. This time, Lin Jianfan opened his voice and shouted with all his strength: "Me too! I only have you as my boyfriend!"

Regardless of shame, regardless of the world, regardless of the eyes of others.

If someone listens to it, let him listen to it.

As a gift of gossip, anyway, the wheels are moving forward, anyway, the sea breeze will take them away.

"Lin Jianfan is my boyfriend! Not my second uncle's son!" After Lin Jianfan shouted, Gu Chaoming also shouted.

Wasn't it uncle last time?Lin Jianfan thought to himself, forget it.A smile appeared on his lips, as if he wanted to compete with Gu Chaoming on who loved him more, Lin Jianfan shouted even louder: "I love you! Gu Chaoming!"

Lin saw that Fan knocked down Gu Chaoming in the back seat with a big straight ball. When Gu Chaoming heard the confession in the wind, his heart was as jubilant as the sea breeze in his ears.

Lin Jianfan looked at the sea in front of him and screamed, forgive me for not being very good at talking about love, but to express my love for you, I can only think of three words: I love you.

Lin Jianfan seemed to let go completely, as if venting something, he was cheering.

Lin Jianfan's cheers infected Gu Chaoming in the back seat, and Gu Chaoming also cheered together.

A bicycle passed by on the seaside road, bringing the sea breeze and blowing the hair of the boy on the bike and the boy in the back seat.The sea stood still, and the teenagers on the bicycle cheered heartily.

Riding to the seaside, Lin Jianfan, who was in a happy mood, locked the car, and Gu Chaoming couldn't wait to drag him to the sea and take him to watch the sea up close.

Two sets of footprints were left on the beach, and the two ran to the sea hand in hand, their shoes were wetted by the surging sea water, Gu Chaoming pulled Lin Jianfan to avoid them, but Lin Jianfan took Gu Zhaoming who was hiding to meet them Incoming sea water.

Lin Jianfan completely let go of himself, with a smile on his usual serious face, and the formulaic smile when he transferred has long since disappeared.

Gu Chaoming at the beach looked at Lin Jianfan's side face, Lin Jianfan rushed into the sea, like a child playing with the waves.

The shoes were soaked by seawater, Gu Chaoming did not escape, he turned into a child with Lin Jianfan who was having fun with the sea, and held hands to meet the waves together.

"Here we come! I count one, two, three and we dance together." Lin Jianfan said loudly.

"Okay!" Seeing that Fan was happy, Gu Chaoming was also happy. No matter how childish his ideas were, Gu Chaoming would always be childish with him.

"One"

"two"

"three"

"Jump!"

Two shadows holding hands and jumping on the beach, the sea water splashed, and the shoes were wet by the sea water.

They jumped into the waves together.

The coolness of the sea water dispelled the heat all over his body, and Lin Jianfan's mood did not diminish after playing under the scorching sun on the beach, but it seemed that the scorching sun was rising higher and higher.

I don't know how many times I jumped over the waves, and the sea water soaked my shoes.I don't know how many times I have run on the beach, and I have brought gravel into my shoes.Lin Jianfan was finally tired from playing, and stood by the seaside with Gu Chaoming.

"Facing the sea, the spring is warm and the flowers are blooming." Looking at the vast sea and the scorching sun on the sea, Lin Jianfan said suddenly.

"As long as you are happy, the world is full of seas, and spring flowers will bloom everywhere," Gu Chaoming looked at the sea and shifted his gaze to Lin Jianfan's face, and said to Lin Jianfan seriously, "There will be flowers blooming everywhere."

Hearing Gu Chaoming's words, Lin Jianfan turned his head.

The two looked at each other, Lin saw that Fan looked at Gu Chaoming's eyes and blinked, the smile on his face paused, and he looked at Gu Chaoming with eyes that Gu Chaoming had never seen before.

In the end it was Gu Chaoming who laughed first, and Gu Chaoming said with a smile: "Don't look at me like that, I'm poor in Chinese and finally said something like this, I'm even ashamed if you look at me."

When the pause button popped up, Lin Jianfan showed a bright smile.

"Happy birthday, my Gu Chaoming." Lin Jianfan said.

Gu Chaoming on the beach smiled, facing Lin Jianfan, the fierce sunlight and the boundless sea.

"Thank you."

The sea breeze was cool, Gu Chaoming looked into Lin Jianfan's eyes, his clenched hands were slightly sweaty, but no one let go.

The world did not treat them badly, the world sent them to each other.

Gu Chaoming said to Lin Jianfan: "At the beach, the waves and the sea breeze will take away all your troubles."

"It's true," Lin Jianfan said, "I felt that my leg was about to break on the road, but when I saw the sea, I felt that my leg didn't hurt at all."

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan who was smiling happily, he was hesitating, he was hesitating, hesitating whether to tell Lin Jianfan what was in his heart, hesitating how to tell him.

"Don't you want to know what I'm thinking?" Gu Chaoming started with a brisk tone.

"Do you want to tell me?" Lin Jianfan asked, with an expression of listening carefully.

"After listening, you can't regret it." Gu Chaoming said.

"No." Lin Jianfan answered quickly without any hesitation.

Gu Chaoming looked at him, at Lin Jianfan who was waiting for him to express his heart.

He mentioned to Lin Jianfan the inner forest that he thought he would never tell others in his life.

Gu Chaoming opened his mouth and controlled his tone so that Lin Jianfan could not see the fear in his heart, but what he was about to say had already exposed his panic.

"I used to think about...killing my dad. I was very scared, very scared, I was scared, and sometimes I dreamed of killing my dad, you know?"

Gu Chaoming's eyes were slightly red, and he was destined not to finish speaking in a calm tone just at the beginning.

The surprise on Lin Jianfan's face was as Gu Chaoming imagined, and Gu Chaoming was not surprised at all. The surprise on Lin Jianfan's face was the expression that normal people would definitely have after hearing what he said.

But Lin saw that the surprise on Fan's face only flashed for a moment, and he immediately said, "But you haven't done this yet, have you?"

But you haven't done it yet, have you?

"You didn't kill him."

don't i?But I have stretched out my sinful hands, and I have strangled his neck.

"I almost killed him," Gu Chaoming said. "He once pointed a knife at my mother. I was really afraid that he would kill us. At that time, I could only cry. It was really scary, and now I think about it. Fear."

"I still remember him beating my mother. I knelt on the ground and begged him to stop beating. He was like a murderous demon with my mother's blood on his fist. I was afraid he would kill both me and my mother." die."

Su Bing and Cen Xili knew that Gu Chaoming's father beat him, but they didn't know what Gu Chaoming was thinking in his heart. He concealed all dark thoughts and his own fears so that no one could see them.

He was afraid that the impulsive beast would break through the defense of his reason and bring him into hell, even though he was already in hell at that time.

There will be a deeper hell to execute him.

Cen Xili and Su Bing asked him, "Why did you get beaten by your father again?" He just laughed and teased them. He hid himself well, but today he told Lin Jianfan all his panic and fear.

All told.

It's like peeling off one's own skin, revealing the black under the skin.He became naked and transparent in front of Lin Jianfan, and told Lin Jianfan all his bloody and dirty thoughts.

Tell him that I am such a terrible person, so terrible that the smell of blood is hidden in my heart.

Gu Chaoming expressed his fear of Gu Tao, his eyes were red, and 17 years of fear surged in his heart, but Gu Chaoming still did not allow tears to fall.

Lin Jianfan looked at Gu Chaoming whose eyes were red but did not shed a single tear, and after hearing Gu Chaoming's terrifying thoughts, his shock and heartache could not be concealed and were exposed on his face.

It turned out that he had always thought that the sunny boy had been forced to have darkness in his heart.

It turned out that the boy who brought him to appreciate the beauty of the world was also in the boundless hell.

Lin Jianfan raised Gu Chaoming's hand silently, and kissed the circular scar on the back of his left hand.

He heard from Cen Xili that Gu Tao burned it with a cigarette.

Lin Jianfan imagined the pain Gu Chaoming had endured in a world he didn't know, as if he had walked through Gu Chaoming's life.

Lin Jianfan said: "You are not at all like a murderer who wants to kill someone. Generally, people who have such thoughts are very dark."

Gu Chaoming smiled with red eyes: "I'm really dark, don't you think? But whoever said that if you have hatred, you must live in deep hatred every day. Sad things are just one thing in life, and there are still things in life. There are so many happy things waiting in line for me. It's stupid to ignore the happy things for this one sad thing, and it's all over, so oh man, be happy every day, so Only the days can pass quickly, and I can go to Baitou with you sooner."

Talking and talking, maybe because he has experienced the beautiful world, Gu Chaoming has mastered the ability of self-healing, seeing the beauty of the world, so he can bloom flowers by himself in pain.

Gu Chaoming ended the deep topic positively, and he didn't want his confession to affect Lin Jianfan's good mood.

Lin Jianfan did not comfort him, but stretched out his hand towards the sky filled with hot sunlight, grabbed a handful in the air, and handed it to Gu Chaoming.

"For you." Lin Jianfan said to him.

"What do you give me? Air?" Gu Chaoming asked.

"No, I give you the sun I caught."

Give you the sun I caught, as a thank you for helping me catch the wind that night.

This world is more than darkness, this world is bright, you see, my palm, the sun is shining inside, I send it to you.

The world is bright, but you haven't realized it yourself. I will grab a handful of sunshine from the new world you brought me to give you.

Gu Chaoming looked at Lin Jianfan's clenched hands, how could he lose if he was a king of love talk.

Gu Chaoming grabbed Lin Jianfan and pulled him into his arms: "My sun is in my arms."

The sea wind was very strong, they hugged each other, letting the sea wind blow their hair and kiss their foreheads.

"Let those thoughts go to hell." Lin Jianfan said in Gu Chaoming's ear after being hugged suddenly by Gu Chaoming again.

Lin Jianfan pulled Gu Chaoming and ran to the front of the wave, facing the warm spring sea, put his hands to his mouth and shouted like when he was cheering Gu Chaoming during the sports: "Go to hell!"

Lin Jianfan tugged at him and said, "Shout out, you said the sea breeze would take them away."

Facing the sea, it was the first time that Gu Chaoming yelled facing the sea. He used to just sit silently by the sea, like a silent stone sculpture, polished by the sea breeze.

"Call it out!" Lin Jianfan said.

Gu Chaoming looked sideways at Lin Jianfan, then at the rolling sea, and put his palm to his mouth.

"Go to hell!"

To hell with all bad moods!

To hell with the past 17 years of misery!

Go to hell!

"Go to hell!" After Gu Chaoming shouted, Lin Jianfan shouted again.

The two teenagers shouted at the beach, and Lin Jianfan shouted louder than him, as if to help him drive away the sufferings of the past.

Gu Chaoming looked at the boy next to him who put his hands to his mouth and yelled for him to go to hell.

To hell with all the suffering, he only wants the warm spring sea and the blooming Lin Jianfan.