Let me think about my life

Dongfang Yunzhou is the imperial capital of my dynasty. The water and soil here have been excellent since ancient times, and many famous people have been born here. Bai Ge's father is one, my father is one, and I am one later.

I was counted in the well-born group. When I was young, I worshiped a master and studied martial arts hard. It can barely make people think that I am also well-raised.

But it was too early to become famous, and now I am troubled.

When I learned to call my father, my father began to teach me how to be a courtier. He is a good courtier. I am not, because I have not met a good emperor. Although this emperor grew up with me, he only wants to sleep with me. .

There is no position that can make me shine, how can I be a good courtier, it is too embarrassing for me.

People respect me a foot and I have to pay back a foot, which is the same in a bad sense, but it’s still the same sentence, I can send a little boy, but I can’t beat the emperor, so I can’t beat Du Heng.

Look, I just kicked him and was sent to the cold palace, and I had to be his heater.

I'm so confused, but I had a good night's dream.

The next morning, I was woken up by Ah Luo on time. After I washed up, she brought me a bowl of fragrant rice porridge accompanied by her brother’s secret pickles.

After eating, I thought, I must please these two brothers and sisters.

Du Heng had already left, and I was able to be alone on my bed, pointing at the place where he lay yesterday and said fiercely: "Ha, I see you are still occupying my bed today!"

I must kick you out the door!

Ah Luo is still in the room, so it is better for me not to say this half of the sentence.

"Your Majesty just went to court when it was time, and you have to share your lunch with His Majesty, young master."

Can't you make me a little happier, why do you have to expose my idiot-like thoughts so bluntly?

I know Ah Luo is not Shicheng, she must be a little spy sent by Du Heng to me.

This little spy is not up to standard, and he doesn't know how to go along with me to gain my trust before attacking me. As expected, he was sent by Du Heng, and it's a routine with him.

I have generously chosen to forget what I just said.

Ah Luo asked me: "The paper, pen and inkstone are ready, what do you want to do now?"

You seem to have only given me one choice.

I looked out the window, the sky was a little gloomy.I said: "It's such a beautiful day today, it's a pity not to go out and pick flowers."

Yes, I also learned a trick of opening my eyes and talking stupidly from my master, but I didn't use it as well as my grand nephew.

But I don't want to go out to do bad things. This flower picking is really just going to the Imperial Garden to pick flowers.

Picking a basket of beautiful women to make rouge for Ah Luo, Ah Luo must be able to feel my sincere heart for her, I believe that one day the little spy will surrender.

Pick another basket and send it to the imperial dining room, because Brother Ah Luo is a good cook.

Brother Ah Luo said that as long as there is something, you can order as you like. I have been greedy for the edible and ornamental flowers in the Imperial Garden for a long time.

Since they can be eaten, why let them stand alone in the bleak autumn wind and turn into soil and mud.

I'm not at all afraid of Du Heng making trouble for me later.

Ah Luo seemed a little scared, seeing that I was going out, she was very embarrassed.

Oh, how could she not understand me, I'm already in limbo, and this last bit of appetite is simply a reason for me to stay here.

The little spy is still too young.

But when I pushed open my courtyard door, I realized that I was too young.

Bai Ge's younger sister, Xiao Bai Hua, is here again.

It was still the same luxurious purple dress, with gold hairpins and tassels on her hair around her ears, but the color of her lips was light, it could be seen that she was very haggard.

Is it because you waited for me in the cool wind for a long time again?

Ah Luo clearly called me to get up on time.

Just as I was guessing, Xiao Baihua said bluntly: "You served bedtime last night."

Very positive tone, aggressive, gnashing of teeth.

I just wanted to say no, of course not, we just reminisced about the way we used to get along as good brothers, but this way was to lie down on the same bed and sleep.

Maybe it's the same bed and different dreams, Du Heng wants to sleep and I don't want to, she can't think about this matter too dirty.

Little White Flower put her hand on my shoulder and pushed me into the room with amazing strength.

I lamented that she deserved to be a girl from the general's family.

Her fingernails are too sharp.

She pushed me all the way to the soft couch, and threw me on the couch with a bang. This time, I could feel the eagerness in her eyes without looking up.

But I hope she can recognize the reality, there will be no result for the two of us, and some can only be cut to pieces by Du Heng.

Imagine that Du Heng's face was frosty and he waved his hand and ordered: cut.

Oh, looks a little handsome?

Ah Luo came up and pulled her away, and looked back at me indifferently.

I:"……"

Ah Luo, I didn't think about anything, oh, sister Bai, I was wrong, I shouldn't have teased you yesterday, please don't fall in love with me.

At this moment, I was really guilty and apprehensive.

Xiao Baihua didn't keep her eyes on me, she saw that my bed was obviously made of emperor-style quilt, and it looked like I had been slept on—nonsense, if I didn't sleep here, why would I go out here——she Take a deep breath and open your mouth to speak.

I understood her routine, and I said: "The cold palace is desolate, and I can only rely on my own efforts."

It's not something that was snatched from their palace.

Xiao Baihua didn't make a fuss or shed tears, she just stared at the quilt with resentful eyes, as if Du Heng and I really did something terrible last night and she came to settle the score today.

Fortunately, I can see that she has recovered a bit of Concubine Bai Xian's calmness at this time, otherwise I would have to write to Bai Ge for help, saying that his sister fell in love with me.

Being good-looking is a lot of trouble, especially when I am among the women and there are only Du Heng and I, and I am more beautiful than him.

I think she has already realized that I am not the same as the other cold palace queens - Du Heng didn't make an order, so I just changed the place to live.I also realized this, so I felt confident.

I asked Ah Ro to pour her a cup of tea.

She said, "Do you know why I am looking for you?"

how could I know.

The most inexplicable why is that heaven knows and earth knows, but you know and I don't.

My master learned miscellaneous teachings, and I have never done fortune-telling.

Concubine Bai Xian sighed: "Gu Xiwei, your life is really good."

I also know that my life is very good, except that the young man lost his mother and the young man lost his father, and I was also worried about my parents who died early like me.But sometimes there are some things that cannot be forced. I don't even envy her that her parents and brothers are all there, and I am alone.

"Your Majesty really likes you. As early as in the East Palace, I had vacant concubines for you. Now that I have ascended the throne as the emperor and stabilized the court, the first thing I do is to welcome you as a queen. You are still so unlucky, so come face to face with Your Majesty. "

Um?How can you say that?

What Du Heng does has nothing to do with me, he didn't ask me, and I haven't held him accountable for making claims.Besides, is the queen rare?

This young master is not rare!

If Du Heng and I hadn't come here together since we were young, and lived together in the same bed, do you think I would be willing to stay in the palace if my parents are both dead?

Concubine Bai Xian glanced at me: "I think you are heartless, and you can't appreciate His Majesty's kindness."

I shook my head: "It's natural to like, just let nature take its course, so what if I see it?"

"If you don't love His Majesty, end it early and don't make him suffer."

It's still the same sentence, I didn't leave because of my friendship with him for many years. If I leave, I'm sure he will go crazy now.

Concubine Bai Xian took a sip of tea: "You don't know, the women in the harem still had a hope before you came, but last night, everyone stayed up all night, and a few of them had already started to find their own way out, but most of them It’s a responsibility to the family, and you can’t help yourself.”

The woman who sacrificed herself for the sake of the family is especially pitiful. When I was a child, my parents often recited that it was a good thing that I was a boy and did not need to enter the palace to accompany me. Du Heng was sorry for them.

Seeing her suffering so much, I grudgingly worried about her. She is already pretty and lovely, but I think she can win Du Heng's favor with her considerateness.

My flattery is different from that of the girls. If I can't be a good wife and mother, I can't be a good wife. At best, I just pretend to be stupid for fun, not like the feeling they can give.

Sometimes the details make the difference.

So I suggested that she could pray that Du Heng was stabbed, and the injury did not need to be serious, but it must be to the extent that someone was there to take care of her, so that she could take care of Du Heng without taking off her clothes.

I thought well, Concubine Bai Xian got up to say goodbye, and almost couldn't hold back from giving me a slap when she left.

I saw the murderous look in her eyes.

She said, "Gu Xiwei, you are sick."

Why am I sick? Isn't this alleviating her distress?

I didn't even instigate her to be a villain.