The following guilty

The weather is getting hotter and hotter.

Liu Yuan went up to the third floor and knocked on the door.

Sure enough, no one responded.

Since that night, after he and Gu Heng sent a text message to explain everything, he gave Gu Heng a month to not bother him anymore, and wanted him to take a break.

But until today, after suffering for a month, I called Gu Heng and found out that it was an empty number.

Could it be that the last text message was a farewell?

Liu Yuan continued to knock on the door. After getting no response, he took out the key, tried to insert it into the lock, and turned it around.

The door is not locked.

Liu Yuan didn't know if he was lucky, he pulled out the key, knocked on the door as before and said, "Teacher Gu."

"Teacher Gu?"

"I... have something to tell you, can you open the door for me?" Liu Yuan put his head against the door and stared at his toes. "I think, try again."

"You'll open the door for me, won't you?"

The corridor was quiet and dusty, only his own breathing could be heard.

The sun was pouring down on his back, burning like rain. He remembered the day they broke up. He ran back to the carport in the heavy rain, lay down on the ground, and looked for the ring that he threw away with his own hands.

Liu Yuan moved his numb feet, changed his posture, and sat on the ground with his back against the door.

Leaning his head against the door frame, he said, "Mr. Gu, I know you're listening."

"Why do you think I'm so stupid?"

"At that time, I was too young, and I hurt you...Because of me, I had low self-esteem, and I was afraid that you would think I was naive and ignorant, and that you would stop loving me, so I didn't care about means in my impatience."

"Do I deserve to have you again?"

Looking at the sinking sky from the carved wall, Liu Yuan murmured to himself:

"Mr. Gu, why don't you call me Xiaoyuan?"

"Actually... I still keep the homework books you gave me to correct at that time. I buy things in pairs at home. I don't know who I'm waiting for."

"I suppose you are too?"

"If you can still trust me even a little bit..."

"Come back to me... Teacher Gu."

"In this world, you are the person who understands me best, but your thoughts... I have never been able to understand."

"Maybe I won't be able to figure out what you're thinking for the rest of my life."

"But, I just want to, from now on, that person who can stay by your side when you are lonely, even if you don't speak, but can hug you silently..."

"it's me……"

Gu Heng leaned his back against the door, his face was already full of tears, when he heard the same choked sob coming from outside the door, he covered his mouth desperately, letting the tears overflow from his fingers, his chest twitched until he couldn't breathe.

Liu Yuan buried his head in his arms.The twilight was sinking, and the shadow of the wall cast on him little by little. He didn't know how long he had been sitting, and the surroundings had fallen into darkness.

But this door has never been opened to him.

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the next morning.

In the mirror was a pale and dull face, Gu Heng rubbed his face vigorously with both hands.

Although I really dare not go out, I made an appointment for an interview today.

He tidied up his clothes, picked up his briefcase and prepared to go out, put his hand on the doorknob, held his breath, and twisted it lightly.

The door was empty, with no trace of his presence.

Gu Heng stared straight at the ground, and suddenly felt empty in his chest, like this corridor.

Liu Yuan finally left.

Gu Heng tightly clutched the briefcase belt, closed the door, quickly went downstairs, pushed open the unit door in one go, and walked out of the community.

"Hi"

Gu Heng's footsteps stopped suddenly, and he turned his head.

Liu Yuan stood under the tree, wearing a black leather jacket, his hair seemed to be a little wet from the dew, and there was a deep and rich smile in his eyes.

Gu Heng was at a loss on the spot.

Liu Yuan stared at him for a while, then said softly, "I still want to see you."

"You today... are very gentle."

"very nice."

"Don't be afraid, I, I won't bother you again."

"Actually... In the past month or so, a lot of things have happened. The company is going to expand, and I'm going there."

"I really want to take you away."

"But I know, I don't deserve you anymore."

"Do you know, I actually hope that you can meet a new partner." Liu Yuan lowered his head and smiled, "This is the first time I have such an idea... I used to wish that you would always belong to me alone."

"Because I'm afraid, seeing that you're still there, just like that, alone..."

He continued to laugh, hiding the trembling of his voice: "I'm really afraid."

"I never let you go, I'm such a stubborn and bad person."

"Very... thank you for liking me and preparing to share joys and sorrows with me and spend the rest of my life together. Whenever I think about it, I feel... very honored."

He stopped talking, seeing Gu Heng lowered his head deeply, without any answer.So he took a deep breath and said, "Then... I, I'll go back first, this afternoon, I'll leave at two o'clock..."

After all the words were finished, the surroundings were still terribly quiet, and both of them were silent.

The toe of Liu Yuan's shoe moved back a little, and then he suddenly stepped forward and grabbed Gu Heng's shoulder tightly: "Gu Heng, tell me yourself!..."

"Tell me, I want to hear your answer, otherwise I will really regret it, I will regret it!!"

Gu Heng raised his head abruptly, the Liu Yuan in front of him became more and more blurred under the cover of tears, but that outline was still the one he was most familiar with.

They are the most transparent people. They have exchanged kisses and seen each other's bodies. He has loved this person sincerely, hugged and kissed him countless times, and whispered love words all night under the quilt.

He spent seven years on him, as if he was born to be tied to him.Gu Heng lowered his head, covered his face with his hands, shrugged his shoulders, and said, "Let's go."

Then he burst into tears, "Let's go, let's go."

Liu Yuan looked dull and desperate, seeing Gu Heng's tears overflowing from between his fingers, and a sharp pain in his chest, he begged:

"Don't, don't cry..."

"Don't cry, please, don't cry... I'm going, I'm going now."

"Go now."

After that, he let go of his shoulders and took two steps back.

Just as he was about to turn around and leave, when he saw something in his pupils, he suddenly rushed over subconsciously, covering Gu Heng under his body, before he had time to think, the world was about to collapse for a while, accompanied by a huge deafening, bone-piercing pain that spread across Liu Yuan All over his back, his eyes went dark and he lost consciousness.

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"Xiao Yuan..."

"Xiao Yuan..."

Liu Yuan slowly opened his eyes, and found that there was darkness in front of him, and he still maintained the posture of bending over.

With the weight on his back that was about to break his spine, a sharp pain hit, Liu Yuan snorted, and heard someone crying and calling his name under him.

"Teacher Gu." Liu Yuan said quickly, "I'm here, don't be afraid."

"Xiaoyuan!" Gu Heng raised his voice instantly: "How are you doing?"

"I'm fine." After Liu Yuan said that, he snorted in pain, and firmly supported the ground with his hands.

"Xiaoyuan? Xiaoyuan? What's the matter with you?" Before finishing speaking, Gu Heng opened his eyes wide in horror. He felt hot liquid dripping down and onto himself.

is blood……

Gu Heng burst into tears instantly, and said incoherently: "Xiao Yuan, what's wrong with you, tell me! Does it hurt, does it hurt!..."

"Shh, shhh—" Liu Yuan signaled him to be quiet, and laughed again, "I'm bleeding a little, it scares you, I don't hurt, don't cry, be good, someone will come to find us soon."

Gu Heng huddled under him and couldn't move. He wanted to reach out to hug him, but his arm was pressed by something, and it was crushed. In the darkness, Liu Yuan's breathing was very heavy. Gu Heng was about to go crazy. She begged with tears: "Xiao Yuan, don't hold on, come down..."

"Nonsense, how can that work." Liu Yuan said in a low voice, "Stop crying, be obedient...I don't have a hand to wipe your tears now."

Gu Heng bit her lips tightly, resisting choking, but the tears flowed more and more.

Liu Yuan laughed feebly, "That's great... I can't catch the plane, so I can stay by your side for a while longer."

"It's a pity that I let you suffer."

"Teacher Gu..."

"I've done a lot of shit."

"I know you won't blame me."

"When you go out...forget about me"

Gu Heng heard something wrong, and said anxiously: "I don't blame you, we are going out together, right? Xiaoyuan?"

After a while, I heard a very small "hmm."

"Xiaoyuan?"

"Xiao Yuan? Xiao Yuan?"

"...Well, I am here, not afraid, not afraid."

Gu Heng called his name over and over again, only to hear that the response was getting slower and slower, and the surrounding was dark. He didn't know the condition of Liu Yuan's injury, nor could he see his expression. He had never experienced such great despair.

"Xiaoyuan?"

"Xiaoyuan? Are you still awake? Answer me?"

"Well... Teacher Gu, I'm here."

"You, don't, don't sleep, don't..." Gu Heng whimpered.

"Teacher Gu." Liu Yuan said suddenly.

"what happened?"

"Wet adiabatic cooling rate..." Liu Yuan said in a low voice, "It's...[-] degrees Celsius per kilometer..."

Gu Heng broke down in tears: "You still remember."

"Of course... remember... that day, in the classroom, our, ring..." He gasped for a while, "I'm sorry."

"I went back and looked for it... but, I couldn't find it."

"can you forgive me?……"

"No, the ring is here!" Gu Heng spoke quickly and tremblingly: "I put it away, it's still there, it's always been there."

Liu Yuan paused, then smiled and said, "So...it's still there."

"Great……"

"Teacher Gu, save your energy and stop talking."

"I... sleep for a while, just for a while, I promise you."

The author has something to say:

I remember when the two broke up, the messages I received required me to abuse Liu Yuan vigorously (chin up)