The following guilty

When Liu Yuan came home, Liu Yu was sitting on the sofa reading a newspaper.

"Attend a graduation ceremony, and come back like this." Liu Yu glanced at him, "Showdown?"

"Let me remind you, don't come talk to me now." Liu Yuan changed his shoes and said expressionlessly.

"You're really interesting. If I didn't sue him, I'd spare him his life." Liu Yu flipped through the newspaper. "But I want to advise you, this infatuated seed, that you'd better be mentally prepared, because according to my guess, that person will take the initiative to break up with you. Anyway, he has been caught, and he probably won't have the face to see you again—"

"Fuck you, shut up for me!!"

Liu Yu raised his eyebrows, seeing that he was really angry, so he stopped talking.

The bedroom door slams!It was closed with a bang, Liu Yuan kicked his shoes and fell on the bed, staring at the ceiling.

Until now, he was still trembling with anger, as if hot magma was flowing in his blood, boiling all over his body.

He lived at home for a week, read the materials Liu Yu gave him, verified the exact situation, and accepted this cruel fact with all kinds of pain——

This fact almost broke his heart

"Gu Heng..." He stared at the ceiling.

I believe you like a fool... You actually gave me a cuckold, and gave me my enemy's cuckold!Fuck'you... how much I love you, how pity you, you fucking have the heart to see me being laughed at like a fool by everyone!You play me around!A little teacher who has never been out of society played me around! ! !

He rolled over and buried his face in the pillow, darkening his eyes, and let out a series of painful moans.

What annoyed him the most was that he couldn't hate him, no matter how angry he was, even if his internal organs were about to burn and bleed, he still couldn't hate that person!When he closed his eyes, he was full of fragility, trembling, soreness, and his tears, the crystal liquid slid all over that delicate and pale face...

This complex and intertwined feeling made him want to kill himself.

"Teacher Gu..."

After a long time, a tired bass came from under the pillow.

"Should I forgive you?"

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"get off work?"

"Oh, yes."

"It's a bit late to come back today, Mr. Gu."

Gu Heng laughed, but the expression on his face didn't fluctuate at all.Seeing that he was not interested in speaking, the aunt in the community shook her cattail fan and left.

For a week, Gu Heng has been the last one to leave the office.Going home made him feel heavy.

Staying in an empty, cold room without temperature, people will gradually become infected with rationality.

Some decisions have already been made, and it turns out that I still have to bear much more than I imagined.

He looked up at the sky in the distance, it was already seven o'clock, but the sky was still bright, and the sky in summer was always too dark.He obviously wanted to go home later, but the auntie who locked the door of the academic building was urging her, otherwise——

"Gu Heng."

A deep voice sounded, and there was a person standing in the bicycle shed, with the same expressionless face as before.

"You're here." Gu Heng said while pushing the car into the shed.

Liu Yuan's eyes showed deep nostalgia. He hadn't seen him for a week. From the moment he saw Gu Heng, all fiery eyes had been cast on him.

He knew his heart better than anyone else, so he let go of the arrogance that he wanted to hold on to, and said in a discouraged way, "Aren't you going to explain it to me?"

explain……

explain... what?

How else can I explain?I tell you time and time again, to show you my heart, and beg you to believe me, but you...

No way!

Seeing Gu Heng's silence, Liu Yuan's heart trembled, and he shouted in his heart: Gu Heng, it's fine if you say a word, even if you admit it...I admit it!

"I don't know what to say." Gu Heng finally spoke, his voice was very soft, "I really don't know what to say, please let me go."

"Let you go!?" Liu Yuan's pupils shrank, "What does it mean to let you go?"

Suddenly there was a light noise outside, pattering on the ground, Gu Heng looked outside, it turned out that it was raining.

No wonder it was so hot just now.

J City, which has a subtropical monsoon climate, is always rainy in summer, especially in June. When I was in school, I went out to observe with my professor. It rained that day, and the air was hazy. very different.

"You want to break up?" Liu Yuan asked.

Gu Heng was startled and looked at him.

"You want..." Liu Yuan breathed unsteadily, "You want to break up with me, don't you?"

"I came to you like a fool, you want to break up with me?"

"Don't you think you're not cruel? You put me...you put me...you did so many things that kept me in the dark. What right do you have to break up with me!!" Liu Yuan rushed up and threw Gu Heng pressed hard on the pillar of the carport, stuck his fingertips into his shoulders, and roared angrily: "I don't even want my family because of you! I don't even want the company! How can you break up with me so lightly!! Tell me Why should I! Where do you have the confidence! Who gave you a calm and breezy look! Am I not the one you loved before!!—”

The rain suddenly became heavy, splashing on the ground, Gu Heng looked at the majestic rain outside numbly, opened his mouth slightly, and said, "So... am I the one you loved again?"

"What?" Liu Yuan stared at him with unbelievable resentment, "Are you thinking that I'm not good enough for you? Gu Heng, what do you want me to do? What do you want me to do!? That's why you went to find me That Zhao Yiming? Partnered with him to lie to me? Damn...you think I'm not good enough for you!! You actually..."

Liu Yuan paused for a moment, his tone of gnashed teeth suddenly turned into a soft tone of pain, his whole body relaxed, and he murmured: "I'll change..."

Gu Heng froze and looked at him.

"I..." Liu Yuan let go of him slowly, "Where did I not do well enough, I will change..."

"I...will change..."

Liu Yuan closed his eyes, he really never thought that he would say such a thing.It turned out that he was forced to a dead end, he could even give up his self-esteem, he could give up everything, whether it was concealment or deception, he would admit it all, as long as this person... could stay by his side.

Gu Heng's heart trembled, looking at Liu Yuan's bleak and decadent appearance, a huge sadness welled up.

Xiao Yuan was not like this before, he was optimistic, cheerful, free and easy, he could laugh everything off, as if he had never been troubled.

Now it has turned into this appearance, like a gloomy leopard with dense scars all over its body.

How could this be?

How could I turn him into this...

"No..." Gu Heng's eyes were red, he clenched his fists and let out a dull voice, "No..."

"us…"

"no……"

After the air condensed for a long time, Gu Heng heard a word.

"it is good."

"Okay..." Liu Yuan nodded, then stood up straight, and said to him firmly, "I'm leaving."

Gu Heng's heart trembled, he stretched out his hand almost subconsciously, and then retracted it instantly. He stared wide-eyed, watching Liu Yuan rush into the rain in fear, and took a few steps forward, but his footsteps stopped again.

Then he walked back in the water, stood in front of him, and asked the last sentence.

"Gu Heng, have you made up your mind?"

Gu Heng raised his eyes, and saw that Liu Yuan's whole body was drenched by the rain, his hair was falling into the water, and there was something flashing in his black and white eyes. It was a look he had never seen before, angry, desperate, and hateful. There are also prayers, bursting out like burning, almost staring at people alive!

Come this far... what should I do?

He has his own world, a superior, young, colorful and radiant world that does not belong to him at all, they will never be the same people, so——will there be a future?

Gu Heng shook his head.

Liu Yuan understood. Looking at Gu Heng's ashen expression, he understood even if he didn't want to understand. He took a few breaths violently, and suddenly saw the ring on his finger, as if he saw something dazzling. Take it off, hold it up on your fingertips and tremble and say: "I gave you this with my own hands..."

Then it slammed into the rain! ——

The twilight disappeared in a flash, and there was no sound. Gu Heng's heart twitched suddenly, and he bent his back almost instantly to support the carport. The severe pain spread all over his body. It was as if something involved in blood vessels was pulled out from his chest by the roots, which almost made him feel sick. He will not be able to stand.

He raised his head, looked at Liu Yuan's eyes under the rain-soaked hair, and stared deeply. He remembered that the last time he looked at each other like this, it was he who decided to be with this person. Go downstairs and hug him tightly.But today his Xiaoyuan was right in front of his eyes, but he couldn't hug him, touch his face, he didn't even dare to cry, he didn't dare to shed tears, his whole chest was so painful that he passed out, he clenched his back teeth tightly Those whimpers that were about to burst out.

Xiaoyuan... what are you thinking?

Why don't you leave?

go!

I've... I can't hold it anymore...

For a moment, Liu Yuan seemed to hear what Gu Heng was shouting in his heart, turned around and walked away with big strides.

With a plop, Gu Heng knelt on the ground, his head resting on the ground, his thin back kept throbbing, and he cried heart-piercingly, all the emotions he had endured with all his might were finally vented out in the form of farewell.

has it ended?

From now on, is it a person who has nothing to do with it?

It was still raining cats and dogs outside, and the dark clouds were gradually shrouded in the dark sky by the cold wind.Everything starts in the rain and ends in the rain.

The heavy rain always falls so simply and forcefully, without muddy water, just like that, very decisively washes away everything, his everything, his life, his vows and love, those sweet words under the lamp, his courage , his hope, his little Yuan, all taken away...