The following guilty

At noon the next day, Zhao Yiming deliberately found a clean small restaurant, packed a few ready-to-eat meals, and carried them to the hospital.

Yesterday when my secretary was working in the hospital, I overheard the nurse mentioning Gu Heng's name, and asked him to check it immediately, and said that he was in the hospital.

At first, Zhao Yiming thought he had admitted to the wrong person, so he called Gu Heng to ask, but the other party finally admitted it coyly, Zhao Yiming couldn't sit still anymore, and rushed to see Gu Heng the next day.

"What's going on?" He entered the ward and sat down.

"It's a small matter, it will be fine in a few days. What did you buy?" Gu Heng tidied up the small table sideways. He had just finished the infusion, and there was an adhesive tape on the back of his hand. His fingers were thin and white, and his joints were distinct.

"Come on, let's see." Zhao Yiming opened the bag, and put out hot steamed buns and pumpkin porridge, a dish of side dishes, and a serving of fish noodles.

Gu Heng's eyes suddenly brightened.He had just recovered from a serious illness, and he had no appetite to eat side meals in the hospital every day, and now his stomach growled immediately when he smelled these smells.

"I know you're thinking about this, haven't you eaten lunch yet?" Zhao Yiming rubbed out the chopsticks and handed them to him.

"It's hard work, you came to see me again..." Gu Heng lowered his head in shame.

"It's not troublesome for me to come to the hospital, so eat it while it's hot."

Gu Heng nodded, biting the skin of the bun obediently.Zhao Yiming took him a cup of hot water and put it aside, and said, "Where's your friend?"

Gu Heng paused, lowered his head and said, "He...he has something to do."

"It is said that girls are considerate, but I don't think so."

Gu Heng reacted for two seconds, then gave a soft "hmm".

After finishing his meal quietly, Zhao Yiming went to fetch another thermometer and said, "Take a temperature?"

Gu Heng snorted, took it and put it under his arm.

"Your air conditioner is too high, don't you think it's too irritating?" Zhao Yiming studied it with the remote control, and turned down the wind speed a little.Turning around, Gu Heng was looking up at the thermometer.

"Let me take a look." Zhao Yiming took it over, the thermometer was warmed by Gu Heng's armpit, and it was very comfortable to pinch in his fingertips.

"Well... it's not burning."

"A Ming, although I don't know how many times I've told you, I still want to thank you for being here as a friend... I'm so sorry."

Zhao Yiming heard this, sat down, and Chen Ken said: "Gu Heng, I cherish our friendship very much in J City. Now people are too fake, I can't trust others, I think selfishly, I also need a Talk to someone, and that person...hope it's you."

Gu Heng's eyes are calm, his nose is beautiful and his lips are moist, his face is so clean that it rubs against the white wall behind him.He stared fixedly at Zhao Yiming, saw his gray face, and faint lines appeared in the corners of his eyes. He was clearly a classmate in the same school a few years ago, but in a blink of an eye, he was devastated by the years, and Gu Heng suddenly felt distressed. Considering his situation, in a high position, there must not be many confidants to confide in, so I must not let him down.So he nodded and said:

"I will be a qualified confidant."

Zhao Yiming smiled, two smiling creases spread out on his face, his eyes were gentle, and he said softly: "Besides, Mr. Gu, I still expect you to give my children tutoring in the future."

Gu Heng also laughed, for the first time in a long time, he picked up the water glass and took a sip, then stared at the water surface and said: "Okay, definitely."

Suddenly a bell rang, it was the mobile phone on the table, Zhao Yiming looked down, the name on the screen was Xiaoyuan, he handed it to Gu Heng naturally: "Your student."

Gu Heng was a little startled, afraid that it would be too obvious if he didn't answer, he pressed the answer button hesitantly, and covered his ears.

"Honey, I'm in Beijing!"

The noisy voice over there suddenly filled the quiet ward.

Gu Heng was so frightened that his heart tightened, and he said sullenly, "Oh, oh, good."

"Damn it, this car was so bumpy all the way, I forgot to return my cigarettes at home."

"Oh, um."

"Are you busy? Missed me?"

"I'll hang up first! Hmm."

Gu Heng pressed the phone hastily, his white face was so tangled up that he almost squeezed out water, he lowered his head fiercely, knowing that Zhao Yiming must have heard it.

The atmosphere in the ward was a bit condensed, both of them were embarrassed for a while, Zhao Yiming said, "What would you like to drink? I'll get you another cup of hot water?"

Gu Heng raised his head and stared blankly at him carrying the cup out of the ward.

As soon as the door was closed, Gu Heng's fingers clenched the blanket tightly.

What should I do now?How should he see himself?

He is so calm, he should still be willing to treat himself as a friend.But I lied to him, and I was still lying until just now...

Thinking that Zhao Yiming deliberately went out for a while because he was afraid of embarrassing him, Gu Heng's nervousness not only did not calm down, but also added a sense of guilt.Ah Ming is always so careful...

He and Xiaoyuan have obviously fought, but he can still accept it...

Gu Heng picked up the glass, feeling ashamed, his eye sockets were sore, and tears burst from the heat.

He has never let anyone touch his personal affairs, and he has been avoiding it for a long time, and he still can't get used to this feeling-someone can understand him.In Gu Heng's heart, there was only great inconceivability, and an indescribable emotion.

A warm and guilty touch.

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Sure enough it was him.

Walking to the water receiving room, Zhao Yiming knocked the cup and stared at the floor with dark eyes.

When I found out that Gu Heng took him to home for tutoring for no reason, I knew something was wrong.

Fuck, what the hell, Gu Heng can actually fall in love with a man.

It's a big loss, really he's a big loss, he thinks Gu Heng is too difficult.

The more Zhao Yiming thought about it, the more he couldn't help it. He raised his foot and kicked it on the floor, then waved his hand and slapped the glass to the ground, smashing it to pieces.

He is not reconciled, absolutely impossible!At this moment, he would rather snatch Gu Heng over and play with it and then throw it away than let that brat get his hands. □□The surname Liu, a family of brothers teamed up to dig Lao Tzu's gold.Okay, okay... I have a lot of opportunities to punish you!

Zhao Yiming controlled his trembling fingers and gradually calmed down. He told himself not to act rashly, absolutely not to act rashly, so he stretched the corner of his clothes, went out to ask the nurse for a new cup, took another cup of hot water and returned to the ward.

Sitting next to Gu Heng, Zhao Yiming said calmly: "Who you are with is your business, and it will not affect our friendship for so many years."

Gu Heng's expression was complicated, and the tips of his ears were frighteningly red. Zhao Yiming glanced at it, then stopped, and asked another topic: "When will you be discharged from the hospital?"

"...Two, No. 20."

"Oh, there is still one week left. Okay, then I will pick you up then. There are a lot of things. You are alone. Don't move yourself if you are sick." He raised his head and looked around the ward. Heng called his name, turned around and asked what's the matter, only to see Gu Heng lowered his eyes, his eyelashes were lying on his stomach, unable to see his expression clearly, he only said softly:

"Thank you."

A week later, Zhao Yiming came to pick Gu Heng back as promised. When he got home, Gu Heng made him a cup of tea and asked him to sit for a while.Zhao Yiming leaned against the dining table with a cup in his hand, and waited for Gu Heng to put the things inside and out, and asked, "The doctor told you, do you remember how to take those medicines?"

"You think my memory is too bad." Gu Heng smiled and walked over, "Stay here for dinner tonight? It's already six o'clock."

"I have a dinner." Zhao Yiming raised his hand and glanced at his watch, "I'll be leaving in a while, where is your student? Haven't returned to City J yet?"

"Oh." Gu Heng was ashamed, bit his lips and said unnaturally: "Mmm... yes."

Zhao Yiming took a sip of tea and casually said, "How long do you plan to play with that child?"

Hearing this, Gu Heng suddenly became shy, pursed his lips tightly, scraped his little finger down on the edge of the table, and stammered for a long while: "You know. I'm not a person who can play with emotions..."

What this said was already obvious, Zhao Yiming held back secretly, leaned over, and asked in a low voice, "...I'm a little curious, will you be tired when you're with children?"

Before they finished speaking, the two of them were startled by a few "bang bang" sounds, and they both looked at the door. The voice outside the door was the protagonist of the discussion.

"Teacher Gu! Open the door!"

Gu Heng was startled, subconsciously looked at Zhao Yiming, saw his brow raised, and said calmly, "Aren't you going to open the door?"

As soon as the door opened, Liu Yuan rushed in, mixed with a gust of cold wind outside, and hugged Gu Heng tightly.

"Mr. Gu, I'm back."

Gu Heng's whole body was stiff, with Zhao Yiming around, it was hard to hug her back, so he hung awkwardly in mid-air, and asked, "...Aren't you coming back tomorrow?"

His voice was really trembling, Liu Yuan noticed it, he frowned and was about to ask what's wrong, when Gu Heng said again: "That...there is someone at home."

Liu Yuan suddenly let go of him and looked into the living room. Zhao Yiming was propping up the dining table with one hand, looking at him as if looking at a western scene.

And the fingers can't wait to take off a few layers of skin from the wooden dining table.

The atmosphere suddenly froze, and neither of the two hostile people said anything, only Gu Heng smoothed things over and said: "Xiao Yuan, Ah Ming... Zhao... He came up to get some things from the old school..."

Zhao Yiming was stunned for a moment, this Gu Heng didn't even tell him about the hospitalization...

"Oh, who was I then?" Liu Yuan tilted his head and smiled, then grabbed the back of Gu Heng's head and kissed him deeply.

"Oh!——" Gu Heng struggled immediately, and once the kiss was over, he was too ashamed to see anyone, he groaned heavily, and sat down on the dining table and chairs, with his back to them, not knowing what to say again .

"Come here often, Teacher Gu and I will treat you warmly."

Gu Heng kept holding his forehead, and after hearing that Zhao Yiming had left, he knew that this was the real beginning, and he was ready to be "interrogated" by Liu Yuan.

Who knew that Liu Yuan didn't speak this time, but walked around the room a few times gloomyly, checked, and then went into the bedroom, packing something.

Gu Heng felt something was wrong, raised his head and asked, "Xiao Yuan?"

"Don't come talk to me!"

Gu Heng panicked and immediately got up and went into the bedroom.Seeing Liu Yuan stuffing things into the bag, he gritted his teeth and said:

"If I don't come back today, what are you going to do with him?"

"Did I underestimate your relationship? Huh?"

"Xiao Yuan, it's not like that, he just came...Xiao Yuan, put your things down first." Gu Heng hurriedly explained, and stepped forward to grab his things.

Gu Heng's little strength couldn't stop him at all, "Let go!" Liu Yuan said concisely and forcefully, then pulled back the backpack, rushed to the door in a few steps, put on his shoes and slammed the door away.

That night, even though Gu Heng sent several text messages, Liu Yuan never replied. Gu Heng sighed and became annoyed for no reason, so he simply ignored it, threw his phone aside and fell asleep.

As a result, I didn't sleep well all night.

He tossed and turned, and came to the conclusion that he had done something wrong.

Knowing that the child doesn't like Zhao Yiming, he should respect and obey him, but Zhao Yiming's situation also made Gu Heng feel very sympathetic. He was entrusted with a heavy responsibility of friendship not long ago, and he couldn't do it so quickly. This "discard".

In any case, we should reconcile, we still have to reconcile.

The next day, Gu Heng couldn't wait to go to the sculpture room to find Liu Yuan, but Liu Yuan, who would always stay there to "work overtime", was not there this time, and the classroom was empty.

Gu Heng was a little disappointed, but when he walked to the corner of the corridor, he heard a voice.

It was Liu Yuan who was on the phone, with a very pleasant voice, joking with that deep and nice voice,

"Let me tell you, you're really good. It's been such a long stay in J city, and your father doesn't care about you."

"What do you always want to come to our school for?"

"Didn't you just see it in the hospital last time? You don't mind it?..."

Who is he calling?

Listening to the child's deliberately lowered laughter, he could feel that he was in a good mood, but he was talking to another person.Gu Heng fell down inexplicably, there was an itching in his heart, and he couldn't scratch it, which made his whole body feel uncomfortable.

It turns out that Xiao Yuan is not only making fun of himself.

He has always forgotten that that child is always cheerful, and has never been his exclusive...

Gu Heng stood at the corner with gloomy eyes, hanging his head and thinking about his thoughts, but he didn't notice that the voice of talking on the phone had stopped, and a pair of shoe toes suddenly appeared in front of him.

"Ah?!" Gu Heng raised his head and met Liu Yuan's gaze. There was a pool of cold water in his eyes, dark and heavy, and he was completely different from the person who was talking on the phone just now.

Seeing his changed appearance, Gu Heng felt sad and nervous, and didn't know how to speak, so Liu Yuan asked, "What are you doing here?"

"I, I'm waiting for you." After Gu Heng finished speaking, he immediately lowered his head.

Why do I feel so guilty?

"How long have you been waiting?" Liu Yuan asked.

"Not long..." Gu Heng stared at his shoes, seeing that Liu Yuan didn't speak any more, he struggled for a while, and said in a weak voice, "Xiao Yuan... I'm sorry."

"Sorry, shouldn't have brought him home. Me and him...really, nothing."

Liu Yuan's heart twitched, he took a deep breath, and said in a low voice, "Go back."

Gu Heng nodded and followed behind him obediently.

Liu Yuan only took two steps in front, then suddenly turned around and hugged Gu Heng tightly.

Gu Heng was startled, and then raised his arms to hug him.

"Teacher Gu..." His voice trembled, "I love you so much...I'm afraid someone will come and snatch it from me..."

"how could be?"

"Why not?!" Liu Yuan raised his head, his eyes were wet, his thick black eyelashes were tangled together, he stared at Gu Heng and said, "How worried I am, how scared...you won't understand at all!"

Gu Heng paused, the sense of loss just now was swept away, his heart was suddenly filled, very full, he stroked Liu Yuan's broad back, lowered his eyebrows and said softly: "Don't worry, I won't be snatched away .”

"Let's see who dares to snatch it!" Liu Yuan was suddenly excited, and his eyes burst into resentment, "In the future, if one comes, I will destroy one, and if two come, I will destroy one pair!"

Gu Heng smiled, with slight ripples on his face, "Okay."

Then Liu Yuan slowly climbed up to his fingertips with his hands, crossed his fingers, clasped them together forcefully, and said:

"We go home."

At night, Liu Yuan lay on the bed thinking about it, no way, it's too unreliable to just say it, he has to find a way to let everyone know that Teacher Gu is his own!

He glanced at Gu Heng who was lying soundly asleep beside him, got out of bed lightly, and found a white thread for sewing clothes from the drawer...

When Gu Heng woke up, the desk lamp was brightly on.Xiao Yuan was sitting on the edge of the bed, the soft light reflected that young side face, the black hair was hanging in front of his eyes, it looked extraordinarily deep when he was still, the eye sockets were so black that even light could not penetrate.

He was holding a thread in his hand, gently encircling his left middle finger.

"What are you doing?" Gu Heng asked hoarsely.

When Liu Yuan looked up, he saw that Gu Heng was sleepy.Pulling the thread into his palm, he smiled lightly and said:

"secret."

The author has something to say:

Back to that dream again.Eh……