you are my accident

??? "Open your mouth."

"what."

Zhou Tao fed a spoonful of lean meat porridge into his mouth.

During this period of time, he went to the hospital to take care of Zhou Lue.Once when he didn't come to the hospital due to some emergency, Zhou Lue thought he ran away again, and almost broke the hospital.After that, Zhou Tao didn't dare to be negligent, and planned to wait for Zhou Lue to recover first, as for the future, let's talk about it later.

Ren Pingsheng wobbled over, leaned against the door as if he had no bones and said, "I said you're recovering well."

Zhou Lue half-closed his eyes and looked at him.

He now knew that Ren Pingsheng was not Zhou Tao's current boyfriend at all. After all, Lu Dongfeng came to this small hospital all day long, and his attitude of wanting to tie Ren Pingsheng to him seemed to be afraid that other people would not know their relationship.

But looking at him is still not pleasing to the eye.

Ren Pingsheng cleared his throat: "So you should be discharged from the hospital soon, our hospital has a very short supply of beds."

Who are you kidding, this small community hospital needs equipment but no equipment, and there are not many people coming to see the doctor all year round.

Seeing that Zhou Lue was still staring at him without saying a word, Ren Pingsheng said, "It's like this anyway, and you should smoke less after you leave the hospital. Your lungs don't look too good to me."

Zhou Lue: "..."

After he finished speaking, he walked out the door gracefully, and there were only the two of them left in the room.

Zhou Tao stared straight at him and said, "How many cigarettes do you smoke every day?"

Zhou Lue said: "I will never smoke again in the future."

Before he could finish speaking, he heard the director's angry shout from the fire escape next door: "Doctor Ren! How many times have I told you not to smoke!"

Dr. Ren, who was caught, looked innocent: "The cigarette butt on the ground is really not me, it belongs to the patient!"

The voices of the two gradually faded away, Zhou Tao turned his head and asked Zhou Lue: "Are you going to be discharged from the hospital? I'll help you go through the formalities."

Zhou slightly pursed his lips, and asked after a moment of silence: "Will you still take care of me after I leave the hospital?"

"...I will wait until you recover."

"And then?" Zhou slightly straightened his body, looking into his eyes with bottomless eyes, "Then you ran away again?"

This question is too difficult to answer, Zhou Tao avoids his sight and doesn't want to answer.Zhou Lue grabbed his hand tightly, not letting him escape.

The two stalemate there for a while.Suddenly the bell rang, it was Zhou Lue's new mobile phone recently bought.He glanced at the caller ID, and answered angrily: "Speak."

"Master." The tone over there was serious, "Madam has been sent to the hospital."

Zhou Lue's pupils suddenly constricted.

Zhou Lue asked his assistant to book the fastest flight for him, planning to leave as soon as he was discharged from the hospital.Zhou Tao was stunned, and murmured: "Mom's body has always been very good, how could..."

Zhou Lue grabbed his arm, "You come with me."

Zhou Tao struggled as if he had been electrocuted: "No, Auntie won't want to see me, she won't get better after I go back with you!"

Zhou Lue pressed his shoulder and growled, "Mom always read your name before she fainted!"

Zhou Tao was stunned, and after a long time said in a low voice with difficulty: "Don't lie to me, the last person she wants to see is me..."

"It's true. The assistant just said that my mother hopes you can go back." Zhou Lue took a deep breath, "She really misses you, stop making trouble, okay?"

Maybe the Zhou family had a conflict with the hospital recently. First, Zhou Lue was hospitalized, and now it was Mrs. Zhou's turn to be hospitalized.In a short period of time, Zhou Tao suffered from two fears, and his whole body was not well.

How to get on the plane, how to get off the plane, and how to rush all the way to the hospital, Zhou Tao no longer remembers, the only thing he remembers is the familiar and pale face in front of him.In the past year, she seemed to have aged a lot, far from the glamorous woman in her memory.

The operation was a success, and Mrs. Zhou didn't suffer much.She opened her eyes slightly, looked in Zhou Tao's direction, and smiled softly, "Tao'er is here."

Hearing this nickname, Zhou Tao couldn't bear it anymore, stepped forward and shouted: "Mom..."

The memory seems to go back to a long time ago, when he was still young, no matter how noisy or naughty, Madam Zhou never beat him, and when he was really anxious, he would just say "Tao'er, don't mess around", and it was over.

In the past, he felt that Zhou Lue was not for sale, but he was a gift. They were all the same thing, but his parents only favored Zhou Lue, and their attitude towards him was different.

Polite, alienated, like a child of someone else's family.

So he likes to be noisy and wants to break this barrier.

Later, when he knew the truth, he no longer complained.In all fairness, the Zhou family treated him really well, provided him with food and clothing, and treated him as the eldest son. He was the one who messed up everything.

Mrs. Zhou held his hand tightly, sighed and said, "I figured it out, Tao'er, come back, I, I won't meddle in your affairs anymore."

Life and death are at stake, she turned around before the gate of hell, and suddenly thought of many things clearly after waking up.Regardless of blood relationship, Zhou Tao is her son after all, brought up by her.In the past year, how much he has endured outside, whether he has taken good care of himself, whether he has dressed to keep warm when it is cold, every time she thinks about this, she regrets the beginning and wishes for him to come back soon.

Zhou Tao was obviously stunned, Madam Zhou grabbed his hand tightly again, "Do you still blame me? Can you forgive me?"

Zhou Tao shook his head quickly, "No, no, I never blamed you..."

Mrs. Zhou sized him up for a moment, then said sadly, "I'm thin, I'll cook something delicious for you when Mom gets home."

Zhou Tao smiled and hugged her tightly, "Okay, I'll wait for you to recover quickly."

When the family is reunited, everyone around can't help but smile.Zhou Lue fell behind a few steps, looking at them, the light in his eyes was shining brightly.

This is his best moment all year.

After hugging for a while, Mrs. Zhou said again, "Zhou Lue, come here."

She held each of Zhou Tao and Zhou Lue's hands, put their hands together and overlapped, and said seriously: "No matter what your status is, you two must support each other well, you know?"

Time seemed to go back to when they were young. After their fight, Madam Zhou held their hands together and said in a serious and serious tone: "You should be good brothers who will support you all your life. Your fists are for outsiders. Follow your own people, you know?"

At that time, they still apologized to each other reluctantly, but now they can finally hold their fingers together, and Zhou smiled and promised: "I will take care of him for the rest of my life, don't worry."

Zhou Tao said dissatisfiedly: "Hey, I am the elder brother, I should take care of you, okay?"

"Who usually takes care of whom?"

"Hey, I was the one who took care of you when you were in the hospital, right?"

Mrs. Zhou was listening with a smile, and fell asleep, but now she heard the word "hospitalized" and immediately woke up, "Who is in the hospital?"

Originally, Zhou Lue's stomach bleeding was deliberately hidden from his family, but Zhou Tao's mouth became bald when he relaxed for a while.Zhou Lue coughed awkwardly and said, "It's nothing, just a little problem."

"Small problem?" Mrs. Zhou raised her eyebrows, "You need to be hospitalized for a small problem?"

"... just a little stomach trouble."

Mrs. Zhou sighed: "I just said that you can't do it if you work so hard. Are you going to burn yourself out now?"

During the period when Zhou Tao was missing, Zhou Lue didn't eat a few serious meals, and often drank too much, devoting all his energy to work, as if this could reduce his thoughts.Now that he knew he was wrong, he agreed to whatever Mrs. Zhou said.

After the mother and son finished talking about the past, as soon as they left the door of the ward, they saw Zhou's father waiting outside the door.His eyes were black and blue, but his expression was more relaxed.Seeing the two of them coming out, Father Zhou said, "Did you see Mom?"

"Ah."

Father Zhou nodded and opened his arms to Zhou Tao, "Welcome home."

"Dad." Zhou Tao's nose sore, he took a step forward and hugged him tightly.

Father Zhou patted him on the back, sighed and said, "Don't run away from home without saying a word."

Zhou Tao promised in a low voice: "It won't happen."

Father Zhou let go of him, looked at them and said, "Let's just leave things like this for the two of you, and we'll talk about the future after your mother is discharged from the hospital."

The implication is that they can get the permission of their parents to be together, Zhou Lue was shocked, and quickly said: "Thank you, Dad!"

Father Zhou waved his hands and said, "Don't thank me, this is your luck."

Although Zhou Tao was not their own, the palm of his hand was flesh, and the back of his hand was also flesh. Seeing the two of them wandering alone, and the other working desperately to find news about each other, they both felt bad.

After chatting for a few words, Zhou Tao and he went back first.They returned to Zhou's house, everything here was so familiar, even the furnishings of his room hadn't changed at all.

Zhou Tao was stunned for a moment, Zhou Lue leaned against the door behind him and explained: "Mom has someone come to clean it every day, we miss you very much."

Zhou Tao lowered his head and said as if trying to hide something: "I still paid the rent over there, which is cheaper than Ren Pingsheng."

Ren Pingsheng, who was thousands of miles away, sneezed, rubbed his nose and said, "Who is scolding me?"

Obviously dissatisfied with his answer, Zhou Lue strode forward, held his shoulder and said, "There is something that you haven't promised me yet."

"What?"

Zhou Lue took out a velvet box from his pocket, and Zhou Tao's heart beat wildly instantly.In the next second, Zhou Lue knelt down on one knee, opened the box, and revealed a ring.He looked up at Zhou Tao, seemed a little nervous, but his eyes were extremely serious, "I was ready when I went to find you, but I was afraid that I would scare you away, so I didn't give it to you. Now I finally Here's a chance to ask—would you like to?"

Zhou Tao looked at him for a long time before speaking hoarsely: "...I am willing."

Zhou Lue burst into laughter all of a sudden, seeing the sun behind the clouds, and even more overjoyed.He held his hand, stretched out the slightly curled fingers, and carefully slipped the ring into it.It was as if a drum was beating in Zhou Tao's ears, beating his heart hard one after another. The moment his fingers were caught by the ring, it was as if his entire life was locked up by the man in front of him.

From the past to the present, from the present to the future.

Zhou Lue stood up, hugged him tightly, took a deep breath of his breath and said, "Don't leave me again."

"Never again."

"Also, I can also answer the question you asked Wang Zicai to ask me a year ago." Zhou Lue stared at him and said seriously, "I can give up everything except you."

Zhou Tao felt a little ashamed, in fact, he didn't remember what he asked, he just wanted to find an excuse to prevaricate, so that he could get away easily.

"Without you, 'all' means nothing to me." He heard Zhou Lue say so slowly and affectionately.

At that moment, Zhou Tao understood that they were inseparable in this life, and maybe even the next life and the next life would be entangled together.