you are my accident

In the blink of an eye, more than two months have passed, and winter has entered, and the swishing cold wind whizzes in with a biting chill.Everyone wishes to turn themselves into a hibernating animal that can sleep forever.

In previous years, Wang Zicai had almost entered hibernation at this time, but not now.In the past two months, he and his brother have studied and dealt with various affairs, and read at night by lamplight, forcing himself to make up for the omissions in professional knowledge.Although there is no immediate effect, at least he has gradually changed from being questioned to being trustworthy.

Using work to anesthetize himself, using study to enrich himself, the time to miss someone is squeezed out, Wang Zicai even feels that he has been able to gradually forget him.Also, time is the best medicine, nothing can not be let go.Instead of holding back and missing someone, it's better to become stronger first.

Obviously very busy, obviously very tired, but he didn't feel very tired.On the contrary, Wang's mother felt distressed first, and tried to make soup for him in different ways every day, and kept saying, "Why are you losing weight again? You should eat something to make up for it."

At this time, Wang Zicai would smile and say, "No way, I am obviously fat, and if I make up for it, I will overdo it."

The days were not salty, and one day, suddenly, he heard a colleague saying: "Have you heard? The young master of the Shi family and the daughter of the Lin family are together!"

"Really? When is the engagement?"

"It's not about getting engaged, but I think it's coming soon!"

He couldn't help but stepped forward and interrupted: "Your Shi Shao... who are you referring to?"

The colleagues looked at each other in surprise, and said, "Who else is there? Isn't it Shi Zhe, the young master of the Shi family!"

Seeing his devastated expression, the colleague couldn't bear to say: "There are news on the Internet, go and see for yourself."

Wang Zicai rushed to his computer quickly, and opened a web page with trembling fingers.The huge headline caught his eyes, and it said impressively: "Century Marriage! The eldest son of the Shi family and the daughter of the Lin family are in love, and the wedding is imminent!"

There are also photos of the two holding hands on the webpage, with intimate and ambiguous expressions.

He slumped on the chair all of a sudden, his heart like falling into an ice cave.I thought I had already let go, but I didn't expect that this was just another appearance of self-deception, and the real wound had already festered into his heart.He looked at the bold characters of "golden boy and jade girl" and "good family match" all over the screen, and he felt dazzling.

He no longer knew whether he was sad or angry at the moment, but after thinking about it, what position did he have to be sad and angry?It was clearly what he said first, but when he thought about it seriously, Shi Zhe owed him nothing.

He can only blame himself for wishful thinking and self-indulgence.

As the New Year approached, Wang Zi, who had been depressed for a day, finally remembered to buy gifts for his family as usual.When he got off work, he decided to eat something nearby and set off for the mall.

Probably it was written in the almanac today that it is not advisable to go out, so Wang Zicai never expected to meet that person so unexpectedly.

In the clothing store, that slender figure and tall figure immediately caught his eyes.Even if this person is facing him, he will never be mistaken.

Miraculously, Wang Zicai walked in, even though Wang Zicai had repeatedly warned himself in his heart, he still couldn't resist that slight expectation.With one hand in his trouser pocket, he greeted him calmly, "Hey, Shi Zhe, what a coincidence?"

Hearing his voice, Shi Zhe's fingers that were picking out clothes stopped, and he turned his head slowly, saying, "It's you?"

"Of course it's me. Are you here to buy clothes too?" Wang Zicai said as if nothing had happened.

"Ah."

"Alone?" Wang Zicai felt a little joy in his heart.

Just as Shi Zhe was about to speak, a clear and sweet female voice came in, "Shi Zhe, do you think my dress looks good?"

The two immediately turned their heads to look, and saw a gorgeous woman jumping out, took Shi Zhe's hand very naturally, looked at Wang Zicai, and asked, "Your friend?"

"Hmm." Shi Zhe said.

For a moment, Wang Zicai seemed to be drenched in a bucket of cold water, which completely extinguished the slightest bit of joy that had just been ignited.He forced a smile and said, "Your girlfriend?"

Shi Zhe didn't speak, neither admitted nor denied.

It was the woman who rushed to say, "Yes, do you think I look good in this dress?"

"It's pretty." Wang Zicai's smile could hardly hold back.

"Hee hee, let me just say, I will look good in whatever I wear, you have no eyesight." The woman gave Shi Zhe a half coquettish and half reproachful look, "Your dad will definitely like me."

"Your father...?" Wang Zicai turned his gaze to Shi Zhe.

Shi Zhe pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

"Yeah, it will be New Years in a while, and I plan to go to his house, but I'm always a little nervous when I meet my parents for the first time." The woman said sweetly.

"Sorry, I'm in a hurry, so excuse me first." Wang Zicai forced a smile and said goodbye to the two.

He turned and walked out of the store feeling a pang of sadness.

Considering that the woman just now was Lin Yuanyuan, the daughter of the Lin family, I have to say that the two of them are a perfect match like a golden boy and a jade girl when they stand together, but it is only dazzling when it comes to him.

What's ridiculous is that he already has a girlfriend, and even accompanied his girlfriend to choose clothes to meet his parents for the first time, but he still had that ridiculous fantasy.

If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, he probably thought that all of this was just a rumor.

Now, you should be able to give up.

Not in the mood to go shopping, Wang Zicai returned the same way, just wanting to leave this place quickly.

Not long after he walked out of the mall, he heard someone calling his name from behind: "Wang Zicai!"

It was Shi Zhe's voice.He tried to adjust his facial expression a few times before he turned around and asked with a smile, "Is there something wrong?"

Seeing that Shi Zhe didn't speak, Wang Zicai said again: "I'll go first if it's okay." miss)

"Wait." Shi Zhe finally spoke. He took off his scarf, handed it to Wang Zicai, and said, "It's cold at night, put it on."

Wang Zicai was slightly startled, but he didn't take it. He tilted his head and said, "What do you mean?"

Shi Zhe frowned: "What did you say?"

"Your girlfriend is still inside, but you ran out to give me... um... this outsider a scarf." Speaking of the word "outsider", his heart trembled slightly.

Shi Zhe said unhappily, "It has nothing to do with her."

Wang Zicai bent down suddenly laughing, he laughed and said, "How could it be irrelevant? Even if she didn't misunderstand, I would.

"Shi Zhe, ashes to ashes and ashes to ashes, we are inseparable from now on. From now on, let's pretend that we have never known each other."

He turned around and left, so he didn't see Shi Zhe's fragile expression at that moment behind him.

The wind at night was very strong, and it made his heart very chaotic.He couldn't help sighing secretly in his heart: "Shi Zhe, it's your unexpected gentleness that makes people can't help thinking about it again and again."

As the new year approaches, large and small gatherings and feasts come one after another. For a while, there will be a year-end party, and for a while, a Christmas dinner.

Strange to say, he received two bouquets of flowers on Christmas Day.One bouquet is red and yellow roses, and the other is pure red roses.He flipped through the two bouquets of flowers, but there was no note in it to leave a word, and he didn't know who sent it.

Seeing these two bouquets of flowers, Wang Zicai suddenly remembered the past of chasing Shi Zhe, and couldn't help secretly guessing whether one bouquet might be given by Shi Zhe.

But after thinking about it, he couldn't help laughing at himself secretly: "Shi Zhe already had a girlfriend, and if he wanted to give it to him, he would give it to his girlfriend. How could he think of you? Besides, does he seem like the kind of person who can give flowers? "

Sure enough, I still don't give up.

Looking up, he saw his assistant Chen Sixie standing upright in front of him, his face was very red.

Wang Zicai wondered, "What's wrong with your face? It's so red?"

Chen Sixie lowered his head in embarrassment and blurted out, "Maybe the weather is too hot, haha."

Wang Zicai glanced at him suspiciously, is it too hot?This ghost weather is still blowing north wind called hot?

Realizing that he had said the wrong thing, Chen Sixie lowered his head even lower.

Wang Zicai looked at him, held his chin and said, "Raise your head up."

Chen Sixie immediately stood up.

"That's right, you are my assistant, don't hang your head all day long, give yourself some confidence."

As if he had received an order from the chief, Chen Sixie straightened his waist even more, and almost stood at attention to salute, "Yes!"

"Okay, let's go out."

"Ok."

Seeing Chen Sixie turn around and go out, Wang Zicai quickly stopped him: "Wait a minute!"

"Is there anything else?" Chen Si agreed to stay where he was.

Wang Zicai pointed to the roses on the table and said, "Take out these two bouquets and share them with colleagues."

Chen Sixie was startled, and said in a low voice, "Divided?"

"Yeah." Wang Zicai nodded, "I don't need it anyway, so it's better to divide it."

"...Okay." Chen Sixie looked a little disappointed.

Wang Zicai sighed silently looking at the surprise of his colleagues outside through the floor-to-ceiling windows, then smiled slightly, and continued to bury his head in his work.

When it was the last day of the year, Zhou Tao said that he would drag Wang Zi along to count down to the New Year's Eve.

Wang Zicai complained bitterly and refused, saying, "Oh, my young master, please forgive me, an old man."

Zhou Tao glared at him: "You are only in your 20s, what kind of old man."

"Hey, no, the bottom line is the work of young people. Let's old bacons wash up and go to sleep."

Zhou Tao squinted at him, showing a dangerous smile: "Who do you say is old bacon?"

"I, did I say I can do it myself? You are a little fresh meat, you are the smallest fresh meat!"

In the end, Wang Zicai still received a beating, and was dragged to the New Year's Eve countdown.

After dinner, the square was almost overcrowded. As far as the eye could see, there were dark heads everywhere, especially couples.Looking at the old couple holding hands in front of them, the single dog Wang Zicai couldn't help muttering to himself: "Why on earth did I agree to such an unreasonable request?"

In fact, he also understood that Zhou Tao had good intentions, and couldn't bear to see him alone, saddened, so he deliberately pulled him out to relax.However, after all, he is out of tune with such excitement, and will appear even more lonely instead.

He walked along the crowd, surrounded by skyscrapers, dazzling neon lights in his eyes, and endless noise in his ears, he couldn't help but think back to the New Year's Eve in previous years.

What was he doing then?It seems to be in a gaybar.Obviously it happened last year, but it seems that a century has passed so far away, as if those mirrors were already happened in the last life.

When he reached the center of the square, the crowd stopped flowing. Zhou Tao said loudly to him, "Just stop here!"

He came back to his senses and responded loudly: "Okay!"

Zhou Tao took out three fluorescent sticks out of nowhere, and gave one of them to him, saying, "Take it."

Wang Zicai took it with black lines all over his face, "Where did you get it?"

Zhou Tao curled his lips and said, "I bought it, because it fits the occasion."

There is still some time before the countdown, and the crowd is raging and full of voices.However, it is not very convenient to chat in this situation. Zhou Tao and Zhou Lue are still taking selfies to show off their affection, and Wang Zicai can't see it.

Finally, the huge screen on the skyscraper displayed the countdown numbers, and the crowd instantly boiled up.

"five!"

"Four!"

"three!"

"two!"

"one!"

"Happy New Year!"

Immediately, a loud noise erupted in the distant sky, and extremely gorgeous fireworks enveloped their heads, bursting into bright colors in an instant.

The square instantly turned into a sea of ​​joy, and people wished and congratulated each other, hugging and laughing.Wang Zicai turned his head to look, and saw Zhou Tao and Zhou Lue hugging each other and laughing heartily.Wang Zicai immediately realized that his presence might not be appropriate, so he smiled helplessly.He walked against the crowd, ran in the opposite direction, and in a place with a little less people, took out his mobile phone and sent Zhou Tao a text message, telling him that he would go back first.

After sending the text message, he held the phone and hesitated for a moment, but still dialed a number he knew by heart without expecting it.

Unexpectedly, the phone was connected quickly, and he heard the deep and magnetic voice: "Hello?"

Wang Zicai held his breath and shouted loudly: "Happy New Year!"

There was a lively crowd behind him, and fireworks were in full bloom above. He said New Year's greetings to him amidst the noise. Even though the background was so noisy, he seemed to hear the quiet breath coming from the other party's nose.

After a long time, the other end also said: "Happy New Year."