Yang Fengyin

I, Han Jing, am studying in the Physics Department of University A. I can be regarded as a future pillar of the motherland and a good young man in society.The appearance level is on the high side, but I can't say how handsome and unrestrained, but I accidentally won the title of school grass and even school beauty from childhood to university, maybe because I have a different temperament.

Therefore, every time I walk in the campus, I will always be swept away by fiery eyes of admiration and unidentified sights on the road.Even if the mountain collapses in front of me like me and does not change color, of course there will be goosebumps when I can't hold it, but it is only limited to the cold season of a few degrees below zero.

Actually, when I think of my own name, I always complain about the level of naming my parents. If I look good, I have to be called Han Jing. I always feel that this is the reason why I am a big man. It's still solid, at least I can regain some confidence.

It is sometimes a mistake for parents to make a human being without desertion, and it is also a problem if the mother's womb is too well developed.I dare not say how superior the appearance is, but there is a temperament that kills both men and women, which inevitably eventually turned into double harassment of the same sex and the opposite sex, resulting in a blank love life. Of course, this is only one of the reasons.

As a man, my appearance is feminine, but it is just right for my special physique.The specific physique, of course, is my physique that may become a woman at any time.As long as the emotions lose control and get angry, the gender will be changed on the spot, and even the skeleton, height, skin quality, hair, etc. will be changed accordingly.Therefore, just imagining a girl with a slender back against the face of an overly pure man can make my scalp tingle, and this skin that is suitable for both men and women is also very valuable, and it can be called a special custom-made model.

This is the main reason why I have not been involved in love life so far.After all, am I gay or straight?Is it better to like men or women?By the way, can those people really accept me like this in the end?

According to my dad's description, this strange physique should be inherited from my grandfather. I can't help but sigh that it is also popular in atavistic inheritance?But since it's my grandfather, that means he's still a man in the end.But I, until I finally found my emotional home, started a family and started a business, I still couldn't get rid of the constant troubles.

Speaking of this weird physique, it dates back to when I was ten years old.Before I was ten years old, I was a real man, and I lived a normal boy's childhood life. There was no conversion, and there was no sign.Until one night, I was inexplicably hot and sweating all over my body, and I was even a little unconscious.At that time, my parents were in a hurry and took me to the hospital without thinking too much. Unexpectedly, my gender changed qualitatively halfway, from a gentleman to a loli.

Seeing the Dongchuang incident, my parents were also taken aback for a moment. Seeing that my body temperature dropped significantly and my physical condition became stable, they hurriedly asked the driver to drive back, and hurriedly took me home.

The next day, I was woken up by urination, and I walked to the toilet in a daze, and habitually fumbled for the next set. When I looked down, the whole room echoed with screams.After all, I am only ten years old, how can I accept this reality.

After I calmed down a lot, my parents looked at me seriously, and for a moment, they revealed an amazing secret, that is, I was actually a girl when I was born, but for some reason, I turned into a boy overnight. I was so scared that my parents rushed to pack me up and go home the next day. After observing for a long time, they finally registered me, but why didn’t they think of changing my name when registering?So to put it bluntly, I was actually a woman when I went back to the source, and I ended up living as a man for ten years, and now I'm being asked to be a woman again.

The truth came too suddenly, after all, I was still a child and couldn't bear it, so after another burst of heat, I passed out again, and when I woke up, I touched it with my hand, and it grew back!Love was a dream yesterday?Since then, every time I wake up, I feel very insecure and feel down.

In this way, 20 years have passed safely without being arrested to a certain institution for research.Of course, in order not to be exposed during the period, the days before I could not completely control this physique were really worrying.Fortunately, through the unremitting efforts of the whole family, I found that I only switch genders when I am angry. If I carefully control my emotions, I can keep one gender unchanged, which is similar to switching.

I heard from my dad that my grandfather would turn into a woman whenever he cried, which also shows that emotions are the main factor, but the trigger point is different.However, since I married my grandma, I haven't seen it again.As an atavistic person, perhaps this problem will disappear naturally after I get married and have children.It's just that how many women in this world are there in this world who are as courageous as my grandma and understand righteousness?

Now that I understand the reason, in order to maintain this fragile male identity, I gradually began to learn to control my temper. Even if I was almost forced to kiss me by the male classmate next door in junior high school, I was not angry. At this time, I just need to smile and come A few punches will do.Since then, I have been living as a boy until I entered university, and there are only a handful of cases where I became a girl during this period.

Recalling my wonderful life in the first 20 years is still a bit unreal. I don’t know why I suddenly recalled these things today. I think it may be because I haven’t changed for a long time. Of course, I also hope that I will stop changing. .

Walking leisurely on the boulevard, looking around, a few people passed by.Everyone should be in class at this time, and only those who skipped classes like me would hang around here.It's not that I don't love learning, it's just that being the focus every time in class is really tormenting for a low-key person like me.

In the sunny weather, humming a little song and taking a walk is not bad, it is really a rare pleasure.

"Han Jing!" A girl called me in the distance.

Why!Life is unsatisfactory in all likelihood, so I comfort myself.Lifting my head and smiling charmingly, I nodded slightly towards her.

The girl in front of me looks familiar but doesn't quite remember, she just smiles habitually.She ran up to me excitedly, smiling brightly: "Han Jing, do you still remember me?" There were excitement, excitement, and joy in her eyes, and the "no" she was about to blurt out was stuck in her mouth and closed. go back.

"Hehe, it's you." I laughed dryly, chatting is not my forte, and I'm good at perfunctory with a smile.Just kidding around, the girl is Mao Rongrong, the vice-president of the student union. She originally thought that the elder brother would greet everyone and go their separate ways, but things never went as smoothly as expected. Mao Rongrong proposed to go with me. As far as I would reject others, I chose to accept.

Not long after I left, I happened to meet Qin Tian, ​​the president of the student union, and since everyone was on the way, naturally there was one more person walking with me.It's just that the process wasn't very good. It had long been rumored that the president and vice-president of the student union were at odds with each other. Zhengfeng's words and words to you and me are really not something ordinary people can bear, but fortunately, they soon reached their destination.

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Persevere this time!