[Comprehensive] Jin Yingying, stay away from me!

Gilgamesh never told Zi why he has been paying attention to and even waiting for him who is habitually disguising himself. In some ways, this habit is completely inconsistent with the aesthetics of his hero King Gilgamesh, because he hates timidity. Zi is covering her own light like this. Gilgamesh can tell at a glance that besides unexplained timidity, there is also an inexplicable defense.But to this day, he can still clearly recall how wanton and dazzling the purple he saw in Uruk thousands of years ago.Of course, he did not deny that there was curiosity and unwillingness to cause trouble, but no matter what the cause was, he caught this person, or it could be said... was caught by this person.

Zi didn't know how surprised he was when he was invited by his mother to live in the Uruk palace when he was in a coma. There was even a hint of surprise. For the first time, he felt that maybe his mother's prophecy was not bad.When he was more than ten years old, he began to dream every day. The content of the dream was different, but there was only one protagonist, and that was Zi.

Sometimes he is dressed in dark tight clothes to cover up his appearance and kills with a deadpan expression, as if he has no emotion; Clothes like a robe, laughing and talking to Yan Yan in front of a young man with silver hair and dark purple eyes, she looks very happy, but there are very few fragments of such happiness.

What Gilgamesh saw more were people with blond hair and purple eyes in dark tight clothes. From an ignorant child to a young man with exquisite appearance but showing his sharp edge, to a young man who has experienced the world's introverted brilliance but is still eye-catching, over and over again repeating itself.But because he couldn't hear them talking, it was like watching a pantomime, so he went from curiosity at the beginning to indifference to irritability and impatience at the end. That was the true heart of Gilgamesh, who was only a few decades old at that time. Changes, so he finally couldn't help but went to the temple to ask his mother.

"Mother, I've been dreaming these past few months." The young Gilgamesh was a little distressed. "It's all about one person's life experience. Why?"

"..." His mother, Goddess Ningsun, looked at him with gentle eyes and even some relief, and said softly, "This is a chance to change fate, Jill."

"You are the son of God, possessing two-thirds of the divinity. You are destined to become a king who is admirable when you are strong, but you will suffer loneliness and loneliness that ordinary people can't bear. This makes me very worried... ..." His expression became softer.

"...?" At that time, Gilgamesh didn't understand what his mother meant, but he understood what his mother meant, that is, the person he dreamed of would make his future better. This is enough for him.

It seems that because of the reason he figured out, the dream that he had repeated over and over again changed. He didn't like to watch these because not only were the intermittent and incomplete, but also he couldn't see the ending or hear the dialogue, which made Gilga Mei Shi felt very boring.

This time, the dream was a sunny square. According to the environment in his memory, he guessed that it should be when he was young. Gilgamesh looked at this place he came to for the first time with a child's unique exuberance. Curiosity, and then he heard a voice for the first time, a voice that was calm and indifferent to the point of cruelty, although it contained indescribable disdain, "Don't force me to kill you."

Obviously this is not the language of Uruk, but Gilgamesh understood it unexpectedly. Maybe this is the power of dreams?Gilgamesh didn't pay attention to these details but looked at the young man intently.Opposite the young man he often saw, the man who heard his answer had a crazy look on his face. You don’t need to guess Gilgamesh to know that this is a lunatic, a complete lunatic, a lunatic who made himself crazy because of what he imagined. .

The man said with a distorted face, "Hahaha! That's it, that's it! You've always been like this, it's been ten years, why don't you want to talk to me after ten years! I love you so much, why can you Playing and laughing with those two, but unwilling to give me a good face?! Why?!"

"You love me? What does that have to do with me?" The young man Gilgamesh knew very well responded indifferently to this so-called love. Gilgamesh could see that the man was really indifferent, even in this world. Whether he cares or not, no one knows.But it was unexpectedly dazzling, like... a bright star in the night sky?He was still young at the time and couldn't accurately describe how he felt.

"...It's true that I can't save them in time, but I can die with them." Gilgamesh watched the young man quickly run back to the villa with a surprised expression, and then saw him in the back garden of the villa. The young man's companion whom he had met, the young man stood in front of the two of them and said guiltily, "I'm sorry, I'm the one who troubled you."

Then there was a loud bang and everything disappeared. Gilgamesh blinked his bloody eyes and seemed to have not recovered.Gilgamesh couldn't recover from the guilty and relieved smile of the young man in the firelight for a long time, but when he recovered, he found that he had already woken up.For the first time, he began to look forward to the coming of the night, because he had a hunch that what just happened was not the end.

A few months later, Gilgamesh saw the life of that simple and clear young man in fine clothes from apprenticeship to death after being betrayed. This time he was still full of guilt before he died, But this time the object of guilt became his elder brother, another man who had paid a high price for his smooth reincarnation.

I don't know why he remembered these two endings. Although guilt doesn't make any sense, Gilgamesh felt that this young man was not suitable for such an expression. When he met that person again later, he always subconsciously didn't want him to have such useless emotions as guilt.

So after waiting for more than a year, after his mother brought back someone he was already very familiar with, he sighed that he finally saw the real person except himself. Perhaps only his mother could guess some of it, so he was the king for the first time. He took advantage of the child who had been picking on him to initiate a conversation.

"Hey, that big brother over there, are you the 'Nissan' this guy said?" Gilgamesh hid his surprise and greeted innocently and cutely.

"...Yes, Wang, I am his 'Nissan'," the young man saw some misunderstandings about his name at a glance, and explained it very naturally.

"Eh?" Gilgamesh knew that his pretending to be good must have been exposed, but he still wanted to do it. "Is that so? I also sighed that you and your mother's name are so similar, big brother."

"It's a pity not, Wang." The young man smiled beautifully, much prettier than in his impression, probably because he let go of his knots.Then he knew the young man's real name, he was called 'Nalan Zijun', that was his original name, and Gilgamesh could see that the young man had a special feeling for that name, or that life.Without hesitation, he called the young man 'Zi', and asked that others not be allowed to call him that. Even if it was such a willful and overbearing condition, he just smiled and agreed.

Getting along with him was as pleasant as Gilgamesh imagined, but he was leaving in just a few years, and Gilgamesh felt a little indescribable, and he didn't know it was called loss until later.But he cheered up after being lost for a few days, because his mother said they would see each other again.

Then several years later, he met the master of the 'Nalan Zijun' in his dream. The man looked at him critically, which made Gilgamesh, who was used to looking down on others, very dissatisfied and even It was anger, but he also knew that he was no match for this man, so he suppressed his anger and ignored that man.

"Unexpectedly, I thought you would attack me without hesitation." The man said mockingly.

"Don't use your standards to guess what the king thinks." Gilgamesh mocked. This man may be a very powerful person but he can't become a king, so he naturally wouldn't understand his thoughts.

"Oh?" The man looked at Gilgamesh for a while, "I'm suddenly satisfied." The man said something unclear.

"What?" Gilgamesh frowned.

"It's nothing, I just came here to do one thing." The man didn't answer Gilgamesh's question, but directly gave Gilgamesh a pill, which melted in his mouth with a special fragrance.Then he pressed his index finger on the center of his eyebrows and read a few words, and a lavender violet disappeared on the center of his eyebrows where Gilgamesh didn't see it.

"...! What are you doing?!" Not aware of the danger, Gilgamesh was still angry.

"Hmph, it's just a guarantee," the man smiled, "I guarantee that you will see Jun'er again. When your body is in this world, it means that you will meet him in that world...but it's just a chance. I still have a lot of backup candidates." As he spoke, the man showed a malicious sneer, as if he was saying that he should be angry, and if I am angry, I will choose someone else.

"... Huh." Although Gilgamesh didn't understand what the man meant, he knew that he was disgusted with him, "Only the king chooses others, when will it be the turn of those bastards to choose me?! "Even so, Gilgamesh's tone was very calm, although he had a reluctance that only he knew.

"Hmph..." The man didn't say anything but disappeared directly, just like he suddenly appeared.

He met this man again when he signed a contract with Gaia after his death. He didn't know what deal he had made with Gaia, so that Gilgamesh could be 'free' by participating in the Holy Grail War after meeting Zi.

Then, after thousands of years, when he looked at Zi descending from the sky holding a heavy hammer, Gilgamesh was a little stunned for a moment. After all, this was a reunion after countless years.Even if he was the only one who knew, Gilgamesh, who was a little dissatisfied and a little unwilling to think so, grabbed him with the lock of the sky and kissed him regardless of the surrounding environment. Was this a small revenge?Seeing Zi's angry expression, Gilgamesh slightly curled his mouth...

The author has something to say:

Actually, I am also jealous and the relationship between Will and Shining is developing too fast. Will has a reason, and Gilgamesh is very strange, so I wrote this to express, although it may not be enough, but at least Will it be much better?