Uncle, I didn't mean to tease you

"Dreams are always reversed." Jin Lusheng said.

Yang Zheng hummed, took a breath with some irritability, got up from the ground and took out his outer robe and put it on.Jin Lusheng watched from the side, feeling a little worried, so he asked, "It's so late, do you want to go out?"

"Go to sleep, I'll go out for a walk." Yang Zheng said while putting on his boots.

He has been very depressed these days, but he and Jin Lusheng are still more or less awkward, so it is difficult for him to talk to each other, so he can only bear it by himself.Probably because he was too preoccupied, and Liu Hengyuan's death made him very uneasy, so he had such a nightmare.

The night in Beijiang is still very cold, although it is not as cold as in mid-winter, but compared to the capital city, it does not have the slightest breath of spring.

Yang Zheng was in a state of confusion, but he didn't feel cold, so he left the barracks and went directly to the school grounds.It was dark on the school field, and occasionally a gust of wind blew by, bringing a biting coolness.

Footsteps sounded from behind. Yang Zheng looked back and vaguely saw the outline of the person who came, and he knew it was Jin Lusheng. He couldn't help feeling warm, but blamed him: "Didn't I tell you to sleep? Why did you run out? "

"I'm afraid you're thinking wildly by yourself, so come and have a look." Jin Lusheng said.

Yang Zheng originally wanted to get some air, but he was afraid that Jin Lusheng would be frozen with him, so he could only say, "I'm fine, go back to sleep." After saying that, he wanted to walk in the direction of the barracks.

"I want to stay outside for a while." Jin Lusheng said.

Yang Zheng stopped walking when he heard this, and looked back at Jin Lusheng through the darkness.

Jin Lusheng had no choice but to say again: "You can talk to me for a while." Yang Zheng hesitated for a moment, walked to the side of the stone steps and sat down, Jin Lusheng walked over and sat next to him.

"Come on, what do you want to say?" Yang Zheng asked.

"You...tell me about your war." Jin Lusheng said.

Yang Zheng used to love to show off his past affairs in front of his face, and when he talked about his heroic appearance on the battlefield, he was eloquent.But for some reason, Yang Zheng has become different recently.

Probably after Jin Lusheng's accident, Yang Zheng stopped pestering him as much as before, and stopped saying those ambiguous words, and even stopped expressing his so-called admiration for Jin Lusheng.

Jin Lusheng has experienced life and death, and he has been enlightened after knowing it. Although he has always been awkward with Yang Zheng, he already knows what he thinks in his heart.If Yang Zheng treats him well, he is willing to try to be with him.

Although good brothers sleep in the same bed, it's a bit of a thing, but love affairs are very casual, and no one stipulates that men can't be with men.

And he felt in his heart that no one could be like Yang Zheng.Whether venting anger for himself or working hard for himself, Yang Zheng is the only one.More importantly, he was not as dependent on others as he was on Yang Zheng, and even Liu An couldn't make him feel like he was dependent on each other and unwilling to be separated.

However, he figured it out, but Yang Zheng never mentioned it.

"I've told you those things several times, are you not tired of listening?" Yang Zheng said.

"Then tell me about Muli, how did you beat him to death?" Jin Lusheng asked.

Yang Zheng was silent for a moment, thinking of Muli, Jin Lusheng who was seriously injured and unconscious at that time, his heart was up and down, and he didn't know how to speak.

Seeing that he was unwilling to speak, Jin Lusheng was a little frustrated. He originally wanted to comfort the other party, but now it seems that if Yang Zheng is unwilling, he doesn't even have the ability to tease the other party.

It can be seen that Yang Zheng's original accommodating and pampering were all because he liked him.If Yang Zheng didn't want to treat him like this, he would be no different from other soldiers.

Jin Lusheng felt very disappointed, got up and said: "Forget it, I have heard others say it many times, if you don't want to say it, then don't force it. Otherwise, go back to sleep, I am sleepy too.

Yang Zheng was not stupid, so he could naturally hear the loss in the young man's emotions, and immediately felt distressed and slightly joyful.After all, this young man has been with him for several years, regardless of whether he has a heart of admiration for him or not, he still takes himself very seriously.

"Lu Sheng, tell me if I don't fight anymore, okay?" Yang Zheng asked.

"You don't fight, so what do you do?" Jin Lusheng asked.

Yang Zheng thought for a while, and said, "Don't fight anymore, how about going to trade? Or go to be a catcher in the yamen, or even go to watch someone's house and protect the courtyard."

"Why did you say this suddenly?" Jin Lusheng was puzzled, "Just because you don't want to tell me about the war, you are going to be a nursing home?"

Yang Zheng stood up, reached out and grabbed Jin Lusheng's hands.Jin Lusheng subconsciously wanted to break free, but hesitated for a moment, did nothing, and let him hold his hand in his palm.

"That day Liu An led people to fight against Muli, stabbed Muli halfway, and then led people to escape. Muli was out of breath and led his troops to chase after him. I brought people to set up an ambush, and took advantage of Muli. Caught all the mercenaries at once." Yang Zheng said.

Jin Lusheng didn't know why he brought up this matter again, so he hurriedly said, "Then you killed Muli with your own hands, and the people you led killed all his subordinates."

Yang Zheng nodded, and said: "In the battle of Xiliao, I didn't confront him head-on, but used Liu An's trick to sneak attack. Do you know why?"

Jin Lusheng shook his head.

"Because I can't beat him." Yang Zheng said: "Muli is very powerful, and even with his 3000 troops, even if I bring twice as many elites, I am not sure that I can beat him."

But such a powerful person died in the hands of Yang Zheng in the end.On the day he killed Muli, Yang Zheng thought a lot, he even thought about his own ending.It was his lifelong dream to defend his family and country on the bloody battlefield without fear of being buried in green mountains or shrouded in horse leather.

But a person's life is not always vigorous.War is just a stage, not an abnormal state. One day, he will leave the battlefield and become an ordinary person.

In the past, he never thought about his future life, but now it is different, because he has Jin Lusheng in his life, so he has to think about it.

"One night I had a nightmare. I dreamed that something happened to you. I hurried to Chizhou that night, but I didn't expect something really happened to you." Yang Zheng said: "I was thinking along the way, if you What will happen to me in the future?"

Yang Zheng couldn't help but tighten Jin Lusheng's hand, even trembling indistinctly, and said, "I can't imagine what I would be like without you. Lusheng, have you ever thought that if I die in battle, What will happen to you?"

Jin Lusheng wanted to cry when he heard the words, and was a little annoyed by this question. He didn't understand why Yang Zheng said such frustrating words, so he shook Yang Zheng's hand, trying to break free, but instead Yang Zheng held him tighter.

"You're afraid too, aren't you?" Yang Zheng asked.

"Who would curse himself like that?" Jin Lusheng said angrily.

Yang Zheng smiled bitterly: "If I don't ask you to understand, how dare I continue to tease you? If I really have that day, I will always know whether you will live a good life!"

Jin Lusheng was really annoyed when he heard the words, and said angrily, "If I say I can't survive, will you ignore me? Or do you think that if you die now, I can just pretend nothing happened?"

Yang Zheng was taken aback, Jin Lusheng lifted his foot and kicked his calf, Yang Zheng couldn't help but let go of his hand in pain, Jin Lusheng shook off his hand and said: "You still think you have encountered some hurdles that you can't get over, but it turned out that you and Da Da Like a girl, thinking about nothing. I will also go to war in the future, whoever decides whether I will live or die, you'd better not associate with me as soon as possible, lest I die in the future and you will be sad and sad and unable to live , it would be better to break it early!"

"Lu Sheng..." Yang Zheng wanted to grab his hand, but Jin Lusheng stepped back, turned around and left, and really wanted to leave.

Yang Zheng quickly caught up, grabbed Jin Lusheng by the shoulder, and forced him to stop.Jin Lusheng was turned around by his shoulders, but his heart was still a little angry, so he said unforgivingly: "You are a big man, you keep silent every day, and you don't say anything when I ask you, just let it go." , I'm too lazy to listen!"

"I just don't know what to do to be good to you. I didn't think about this at first, but now I think about it, but I can't figure it out." Yang Zheng said.

"If you don't understand, keep thinking about it, I can't help you, I'm sleepy." Jin Lusheng was still angry.

The night was getting darker, but the moon did not know when it would rise.Jin Lusheng's face was shrouded in a faint moonlight under the moonlight, and his mouth was slightly pouted because of anger, which looked very moving.

Yang Zheng leaned over and kissed her out of nowhere.Jin Lusheng was taken aback by his sudden action, and he reached out to hit someone, but Yang Zheng pinched it in his hand very presciently.

Since the two of them expressed their intentions, they rarely showed such intimacy. Jin Lusheng only felt his heart pounding, almost bursting his chest.

Yang Zheng had no experience in this matter, so he kissed the other party's lips for a moment, then tentatively stuck out the tip of his tongue.There was a bang in Jin Lusheng's head, as if it was going to explode, and he panicked and bit the tip of Yang Zheng's tongue.

"Hiss..." Yang Zheng was in pain, and even though he let go of Jin Lusheng, his hands still held the boy's body and refused to let go.He frowned and said, "Why are you still biting?"

Jin Lusheng was ashamed and annoyed, but just stood there without speaking.Yang Zheng was so irritated by his rare obedient appearance, even though he wanted to kiss him again, he was afraid of frightening him, so he stretched out his hand and hugged the boy in his arms.

"It's my fault. I shouldn't make you unhappy. These days, I'm just too confused. You know I'm stupid, and I can't understand many simple things. The more I think about it, the more I get stuck." Yang Zheng said.

Feeling that the young man in his arms relaxed his body, and even raised his arms to hug his waist weakly, Yang Zheng couldn't help but heaved a sigh of relief, and continued: "I was so frightened by your injury earlier that I don't even know what to do now." Slow down. Later, the news came from the capital that the commander-in-chief...you know that I have been in the Northern Army since I was a child, and I treat him like a half-father."

Jin Lusheng couldn't help tightening his arms around Yang Zheng's waist, and buried his head in Yang Zheng's shoulder.

Yang Zheng stroked the young man's head gently with one hand, and said, "He is so strong, almost all of us believe in him. Once he left, it was as if the Northern Army had lost its backbone. It was both sad and painful. Scared, but no one wants to admit it."

Therefore, the morale of the army is chaotic.Yang Zheng almost got stuck in the corner and couldn't get out. Fortunately, Jin Lusheng's violent punch woke him up, otherwise he didn't know how long he would be confused.

"Then don't be sad and don't be afraid, okay?" Jin Lusheng said.

Yang Zheng nodded when he heard the words, loosened his arms around the young man slightly, and the young man looked up at him.Yang Zheng held the back of the boy's head with one hand, then leaned over and kissed the boy's lips again.

Jin Lusheng was only stunned for a short time this time, and then raised his hand on the neck of the host, Yang Zheng, allowing the other party to gradually deepen the kiss.

The moonlight was getting thicker, and the two under the moonlight did not part reluctantly until they kissed until they were out of breath.

"Aren't you going to be overwhelmed in the future?" Jin Lusheng asked.

Yang Zheng leaned into Jin Lusheng's ear and whispered, "Don't dare."

Jin Lusheng was a little itchy from his breath, and couldn't help but dodge a little to the side, but Yang Zheng said relentlessly, "Let me kiss again."

"No! I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep!" Jin Lusheng said, then turned and walked back.

Yang Zheng quickly caught up and said, "Then go back and kiss again."

The chill at night seems to have dissipated a lot, the cold winter is gradually disappearing, and Beijiang finally has a little bit of spring.

However, such a short period of peace could not last long.

What awaits Beijiang will be an unprecedented shock.

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