Uncle, I didn't mean to tease you

Liu Jing had already made a plan before departure, and planned to take Liu An to worship the Yang family when passing through Lizhou.

He had thought about it before, but after thinking about it, he still felt that it was not safe. If someone found the trace, he would find the existence of Liu An by following the clues.

And this matter is Liu An's scar, although there will always be a day when it will be revealed, but for Liu An, this day must be a heart-rending experience.Liu Jing hopes to postpone this time as much as possible, at least until Liu An grows up.

Now Liu An has finally grown up, and this opportunity is just right.

Even so, Liu Jing still made thorough preparations, he didn't want to take Liu An to risk.For this reason, he deliberately asked Yang Zheng to lead the people away first, so that the three people left behind would not attract attention, and secondly, he didn't want more people to know about it.

He was afraid that Liu An would lose control of his emotions if he knew in advance, so he didn't even tell Liu An in advance.He didn't speak until he reached the boundary of Lizhou City.

Liu An rode behind Liu Jing, his heart was beating so fast along the way, he couldn't help suspecting that he was dreaming.For a long time, he had dreamed of returning to Lizhou City more than once, but now that he really came back, he felt unreal.

For more than two years, he has never thought about coming to the graves of his parents and Yang family to pay respects, but he knew that such a request might cause extra problems and might embarrass Liu Jing, so no matter how much he thought about it, he never mentioned it. Pass.

Unexpectedly, Liu Jing would take the initiative to do this for him.

Several people walked through the remote mountain road, and Liu An could already see the graves in the cemetery from a distance. At this moment, all kinds of emotions gathered in his heart, surging like a stormy sea.

He was apprehensive, but also a little homely and timid, and almost fell off his horse several times.Liu Jing deliberately slowed down to ride alongside him, but didn't speak, because he knew that no matter what he said, it was meaningless to Liu An at this time.

After almost reaching the place, Liu An mechanically jumped off the horse, Liu Jing calmly reached out to help him, and then took his arm and walked towards the side branch road.

He Qing tied up the horse, and then quickly walked in front of the two carrying a basket of paper money, joss sticks and other things needed for worship.

When Liu An and Liu Jing arrived, He Qing had already arranged things.He himself burned three sticks of incense and bowed three times to the tombstone, then retreated into the distance.

The tomb in front of him was fairly neatly repaired, although it was not eye-catching, it was definitely not shabby either.And at a glance, it looks like someone has taken care of it, and it doesn't have the sense of desolation that has been left unattended all year round.

"Every Qingming, I will send people to visit the grave, so you don't have to worry about them suffering there." Liu Jing said softly.

He told Liu An these things because he was afraid that Liu An would blame himself, but Liu An was very moved when he heard it. Liu Jing, an outsider, did for him what his son failed to do.

"I really didn't dare to let you take risks before, so I didn't dare to tell you, and I didn't dare to let you come and have a look." Liu Jing said: "Now that you have grown up, taking you here to take a look can be regarded as full of your filial piety." But you have to promise me that no matter when you want to come over in the future, you must let me know, so as not to be seen by others and cause trouble."

Liu An was speechless for a long time, but could not stop nodding.Liu Jing knew that the boy must have something to say to his parents, so he reached out and patted Liu An on the shoulder, then turned and walked away.

"Father, mother, my son is here to see you..." Liu An broke down in tears after only saying a word.

The young man knelt in front of the tombstone, ordered a handful of paper money and put them in the basin, tears streaming down his face.At that moment, all the anger, grievance and loneliness in the past seemed to be comforted miraculously.

It is said that death is like extinguishing a lamp, but after losing a loved one, people can't help but look forward to "death is not like extinguishing a lamp". In this way, memorial service has become the best medicine to soothe the pain of bereavement.

No matter what kind of longing and pain, you can dispel a little through the sacrifice.Liu An's return to Lizhou is tantamount to experiencing the pain caused by this disaster again, but this pain is like a fire that helps people to nirvana, bringing pain and new life at the same time.

Standing in the distance, Liu Jing quietly looked at the young man kneeling in front of the tomb. He couldn't bear it, but he had to bear it.Liu An always has to face all this, otherwise he will never be able to get out of this disaster in the future.

It wasn't until the boy's sobbing figure calmed down a little that Liu Jing stepped forward again.He took three sticks of incense, knelt beside Liu An, and bowed three times to the tombstone of Liu An's parents.

Liu An's mind is already mature, even though there is more pain and reluctance, he still retains his reason, knowing that he can't stay for too long, so after he sorted out his emotions, he kowtowed three more times and got up.

"Have you said everything you wanted to say?" Liu Jing asked.

"Hmm." Liu An replied in a nasal voice.

Liu Jing reached out and rubbed Liu An's head, and then took Liu An to pay homage to other members of the Yang family who died in that disaster.Many of them were very close to Liu An, so he had to cry again.

After finishing all this, the three of them left Lizhou on horseback and headed towards the town in the north of Lizhou city.Yang Zheng and the others arrived at dusk, but because Liu Jing and the others were delayed for half a day, it was already late at night when they arrived at the posthouse.

The three of them traveled all the way and were exhausted, so they ate something and planned to sleep.

Jin Lusheng used to sleep with Liu An all the time, but now it's late at night, Jin Lusheng has already joined up with others.Because Liu Jing was worried about Liu An's emotional loss, he ordered a room with two couches and slept with Liu An.

After the two lay down, Liu An looked at the darkness everywhere, but couldn't fall asleep.Liu Jing naturally couldn't sleep, but Liu An didn't speak, so he didn't speak.At times like this, it's fine to just be with you, it's not appropriate to insist on talking when you have nothing to say.

"Thank you." Liu An said suddenly.

He cried too much during the day, and the boy's voice was still a little hoarse, which made people feel very distressed.

"It's just a little effort, don't take it to heart." Liu Jing said.

"I mean, thank you for helping me bury my family." Liu An said.

"You have already thanked me, there is no need to thank me again." Liu Jing said.

Liu An was taken aback when he heard the words, but he couldn't remember when he thanked the other party.

Liu Jing said: "Two years ago, you knelt down on me once."

After being reminded by Liu Jing, Liu An also remembered that incident. At that time, he did not reveal his identity to the other party, so Liu Jing still remembered it.

"Don't be so polite in the future, thank you all day long, it's too much." Liu Jing said.

"Yeah." Liu An responded, and then had nothing else to say.

Seeing that Liu An didn't utter a word after a while, Liu Jing thought he was tired and fell asleep, but just when he was about to turn over and fall asleep, he suddenly heard suppressed sobbing from the darkness.

As soon as Liu Jing's heart tightened, he felt a little distressed, so he got up and walked to Liu An's couch, leaned over to pick him up and hugged him in his arms.

Liu An was originally not a character who was willing to show weakness in front of others, but under the cover of the darkness, the person in front of him was Liu Jing again, so his inner defense and bravado relaxed a lot, so he simply buried his head in the other's shoulder and had a good time cried a lot.

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Don't dislike me for being short, this is secretly coded while in a meeting~