Irresistible

It was early morning again, Changqing rubbed the center of her brows to get rid of some fatigue, she was immersed in her own thoughts, her eyes seemed to be covered with frost.

"What are you thinking about me?"

Do you like it, or hate it, is it a perfunctory play, or is it really accepting?

For the first time, Changqing had the feeling that he couldn't understand Su Qing's mind.

She has never been in love, and she doesn't know what normal love is like.What she wants is not fiery love, it's too bitter to love someone, she's already had enough of that kind of bitterness, and she doesn't want Su Qing to taste it again.She didn't have much hope at first, but Su Qing said that she liked her.

That gave her hope.

She had waited for too long in despair. She thought she could love Su Qing unilaterally and without asking for anything in return, but as time passed, she discovered her greed more and more.At first, she thought it was enough for Su Qing to be by her side, which was already a gift from heaven, but after Su Qing came to her side, she began to miss Su Qing's feelings again.Just a little bit, as long as you don't hate her as much as before, just like her a little bit, and later, she always thinks like this.Suqing is her addiction, if you get a little bit involved, you want more.

Now, not only is she not satisfied with Su Qing's little liking, she also wants Su Qing to really like her, really... fall in love with her.

It seems that there is a giant beast that can never get enough to eat in my heart. This giant beast will not eat anything except what Su Qing likes.

Because the liking is always not deep enough, so the monster can never have enough to eat, so it always feels longing.

Craving for what?

Desiring that the person she loves loves her too.

Unable to help rubbing the corners of his eyes again, Qin Changqing gently stroked Su Qing's cheek, watching her sleeping there peacefully, his mood seemed to return to the beginning.

She talked to Su Qing softly, because she knew that Su Qing was asleep, so she dared to talk to her like this.

Normally, she is such a tolerant person, what she does and what she thinks, is kept in her heart, even if it rots, she will not say it.

"Did I push you too hard?" There were water ripples in his eyes, with evergreen and red eye sockets, and his fingers gently brushed Su Qing's pointed chin, expressing his feelings of nostalgia.

"I'm too greedy. It would be nice if you were by my side. Why do I always force you? You see, you have been injured several times in just half a year. If you live heartlessly like before, you won't be injured at all. No."

Qin Changqing sighed.

"I've never been in love. I don't know what normal love is like, and I don't know what true love is. Grandpa said that I was too thoughtful, that I was too stubborn in love, and he said that I should have many people. I like it, and I shouldn't like anyone. But who can say about emotional matters, I don't know why I am like this, I fell in love with you, it may be love at first sight, or it may be because I think of you from time to time , Before that, I had never thought about a person so often, nor had I tried so hard to get close to a person."

Her father is a very romantic person. She didn't inherit his father's romantic temperament. Instead, she only fell in love with one person, and she has liked him for so many years. During those days, she never thought of giving up her liking, and now that Su Qing is by her side, she has no reason to give up.It's just that she started to reflect, she was afraid, a healthy and lively Su Qing and a pale Su Qing lying there, she knew what choice she would make without thinking about it.

"In the past, you might think that I was a cold person, but that is already my most enthusiastic appearance. Because of this, Hongchen can easily see that I like you, and I always want to appear in front of you , not only want to see you, but also want you to remember me. I am sure, this is what I like, Hongchen can also be sure, only you don’t know. You don’t know, I have loved you for many years, what I regret the most The thing is that I didn't fall in love with you the first time I saw you."

Qin Changqing laughed at himself, and when he was distracted, he didn't see some violent ups and downs on Su Qing's electrocardiogram.

"You may not remember, the day Hongchen met you, I was actually there, and I was the one driving the car. At that time, we were really good friends. She and I had just attended a banquet, and I left early. I brought Hongchen out. I always regretted it later. If I didn’t take Hongchen out that day, I would have met you alone. In that case, I would have taken you away. There would be no Hongchen. Something happened. It’s not like later, everyone knows that Su Qing belongs to the world of mortals, and there is no room for others to intervene.” Qin Changqing’s voice was crying, and she thought of the first meeting with Su Qing countless times later, it was just a With different choices, she missed Su Qing for so many years.

"The car that carried you has not been used a few times. There are too many cars in the garage. Later, I remembered that you had been in that car, so I found it and regarded it as a common vehicle. You see, my possession The desire is so strong, and my mind is not too clean, at least no one will have such a crush on someone like me, right?"

Su Qing's electrocardiogram became more angular.

"You asked me why I fell in love with you. I said at that time, I fell in love with your voice first. I didn't lie to you. At first, I watched you because you called Hongchen's name. At that time, I was in love with you." I thought, this voice is soft and waxy, but I didn't know you were with Hong Chen... I just took a look, and you hit my heart."

It was nothing at first, but as the poisoning progressed, every time she thought of that scene, her heart ached unbearably. At that time, Su Qing and Hong Chen were so close, and everything reminded her that she was the third party .

What she likes doesn't matter, and it's even disgraceful if she steps in because of her likes.

"Some people's love comes and goes quickly. My love for you comes slowly. When I found out, it had already taken root in my heart. At that time, just watching you smile made me feel satisfied. ...a voice in my heart that keeps reminding me that I want you so much. Reminds me... what kind of heart I am."

A tear fell from the corner of Su Qing's eye, Qin Changqing's eyes were also blurred, she didn't know that Su Qing was crying.

"Look, you don't know, because of you, Hongchen and I had a quarrel. She and I were such good friends, but who told us to fall in love with the same person? I deliberately had a showdown with her, she just Questioned me, but I didn't have any excuses, I admitted everything. Since I was a child, everything I want can be in my hands in the end, and I also know that if I let the kind of love in my heart ferment, one day, I will I can't help but go to grab you. So I broke with Hongchen, I forced myself not to go there anymore, and I didn't think about you anymore, but I couldn't help but stare at you from afar. On the one hand, I I hope that Hongchen will be like before, and I will get tired of it after a while, but on the other hand, I feel that is not good, I know you like her, so you should be so sad."

Speaking of this, Qin Changqing actually smiled, her voice was a little hoarse, because Su Qing fell into the river before, she screamed hoarsely and hurt her vocal cords.

Su Qing thought of the desperate "Su Qing".

The tears flowed more fiercely.

"Do you know why Hongchen and I are good friends? It's not just because we are similar in age, nor is it simply because our parents have friendship, it's actually because I have similar interests with her, and I also admire her personality, It's just that I didn't expect that we would fall in love with the same person in the end. And Hongchen, she really has the same vision as me. After having you, she began to calm down. In the end, she only had you by her side. This broke my last trace Think about it."

"Things are impermanent. I decided to hide you in my heart a long time ago. At that time, I just watched you from a distance occasionally, and I was satisfied. But the world of mortals left too early, God is so unfair, why should I take you away too early?" How about leaving her? On the day she died, I hid in the office and cried for a long time, and then rushed over to stay with her body for one night. When I left Xie’s house, I saw you kneeling outside the door. It's the consistent stubbornness. I wanted to take you away at that time, but I knew that you would not go with me. You knelt in Xie's house for three days, and I waited for three days. Am I bad? I have to wait until What do I think is the most suitable time to make a move? When it comes to you, I can always abandon my principles."

Su Qing's heart brightened in an instant, as if the sun had passed through the dark clouds, the large swath of darkness was dispelled, and everything became bright.

Qin Changqing said that God is not fair, she said that she secretly cried for a long time, she also said that she stayed with Hongchen for one night.

Such Changqing, how could such Changqing be the murderer?

This is probably the first time Qin Changqing confides in Su Qing, and it will also be the last time.There were too many things on her mind, but she never thought of telling Su Qing. If Su Qing wasn't in a coma, she wouldn't be able to say it.

She said these things now, not so much as a confession, but as a way to comfort herself with words. Su Qing's car accident shocked her too much.

"I really succeeded. I know you will be tempted. Money comes second. I know you want to see Hongchen for the last time. I think you didn't even believe that Hongchen was dead. I asked you to go see her. On the one hand , for you not to kneel in front of Xie's house anymore, on the one hand, it is to cut off your last thought. Tell me, am I very bad. "

Qin Changqing held Su Qing's hand, her hand trembled a little, Su Qing felt it.

"So, you don't have to be grateful to me. After all, I do these things for myself. If you like it, you like it. If you don't like it, you don't like it. If you lie to me because of gratitude or guilt Say you like me, so you pretend not to be uncomfortable? Then I will find out one day." When I find out, how sad should I be?as it is now.

The warm liquid fell on the hand that was holding Qin Changqing, and Su Qing knew that it was Qin Changqing who was crying.

"It's like a traveler trekking in the desert, already very thirsty, but still has the courage to move forward. But what if he sees a mirage? He ran over happily, but saw that everything was in vain. Then, he Do you still have the courage to go on?"

No, that's not the case. She said she likes Qin Changqing, not to lie to Qin Changqing, why did Qin Changqing say that?Su Qing really wanted to ask Qin Changqing why, but her intuition told her that if she continued to pretend to be asleep now, she would hear more things.

Those were the things this soft-spoken woman would never tell her when she was sober.

"I think I have courage. I am not afraid of disappointment, but I am afraid that you will torture yourself because you are not happy. I don't want you to be like tonight, because you regret telling me that you like me and make fun of your body. Ah Love, I don't want to see you get hurt again, I don't know how many times I can bear this kind of thing." Qin Changqing's voice suddenly became a little agitated, but Su Qing was confused, what regrets, what tortured herself , She didn't lie to Qin Changqing, she was really sure that she liked Qin Changqing.

Isn't Qin Changqing very happy during the day, why did she suddenly think so much in just a few hours?

Su Qing deeply felt that she should not listen any longer.

"Wake up quickly, I won't force you anymore, any love is not as important as you, I want you to be well. I love you is enough, and we can live a good life."

Qin Changqing loosened Su Qing's hand, showing a kind of mental weakness, Su Qing suddenly panicked, why didn't Qin Changqing like her anymore?Are you heartbroken?She grasped Changqing's hand tightly, opened her eyes, and saw Changqing's beautiful eyes widen in shock, very cute.

Mr. Qin is also so cute sometimes.

"Wake up so fast, it seems that I really can't force it." Even Su Qing heard Changqing mutter something in a low voice, and she couldn't help smiling. Her face was still pale and looked weak, but this smile Inside, it seems to be sunny, very warm.

"Guess, how much did I hear what you just said?" Su Qing originally wanted to say that she really liked Qin Changqing, but when she met Qin Changqing's eyes, she became malicious again.

I want to see this person's embarrassed look, I want to kiss her lips hard, I want to smooth her frowning eyebrows, I want to kiss her reddish eyes.

As expected, Qin Changqing looked very ashamed and annoyed, his eyes were not so red, but when he was so annoyed, the tip of his eyes became red. Normally, he would only cry when he was forced to cry on the bed: "You pretend to be asleep!"

Seeing her seductive appearance, Su Qing's heart fluttered.

"No, actually I only heard a little bit, really. It was the last little bit that woke me up." My heart was flustered, but my face was eager to reassure me, and I even moved her body. Her hand was broken, just now Then, moving now, she grimaced in pain.

Qin Changqing immediately felt distressed: "Don't move around, your hand is broken, and if you move again, it will hurt you to death."

Su Qing lay obediently, looking at Qin Changqing with wet eyes.

Like a puppy that has only seen its owner.

"I didn't lie to you. I really like you." She thought it was better to clarify immediately. It was the first time she heard Qin Changqing confide in her heart. She didn't expect Qin Changqing to have such a rich heart. She thought that this person was as cold as his appearance .But she also knew a long time ago that Qin Changqing is hard-spoken and soft-hearted, and he is a very, very soft-hearted person.

"You don't have to lie to me, I've already guessed it." Qin Changqing's face was a little sad again, immersed in her own little thoughts, she would no longer believe Su Qing's words.

Su Qing was very angry, she was fine in the morning, why did Qin Changqing seem to be a different person at night, is it really exciting?

Thinking of Qin Changqing loving her so much just now, her heart was bubbling with beauty.

"I really, really like you. What are you doing to lie to you? If I don't like you, I can't say anything! You count, have I been pestering you all this time?"

The way the little wolf cub expresses his feelings is very direct, that is, he goes up again and again.For someone who doesn't like it, even if it is a fairy, she is just perfunctory, um, just like Qin Changqing at the beginning.

Unlike this period of time, she was always reluctant to let Qin Changqing go.

Qin Changqing's face turned red, how could Su Qing talk about such a thing!

The author has something to say: Hmph, four thousand words?It doesn't exist, it's obviously [-] words!Again, [-] words!

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This is the author of Kidney Deficiency.

By the way, according to the number and frequency of my updates, are there any young readers who can calculate my hand speed? (I always feel that I accidentally exposed it)