[Comprehensive Master Food] Give me love
Chapter 39 Fanaris
Chapter40
After the school celebration ended, Jiuji packed Yongjin's family and sent them abroad. After all the arrangements were made, he finally got his grandfather's diary.Qiu Shi said that he ordered all the servants in the main house to mobilize and searched the warehouse and study room upside down before finding the diary in the ashes-fallen corner.
A very ordinary thin-covered notebook, a few decades ago, a Natsume Soseki could buy a large stack.
The pages of the paper are yellowed, and some places have turned black and hardened. Jiuji flipped through it carefully so as not to break the book.Opening this old notebook again after many years, Jiuji could feel his heart beating crazily, reaching a speed that could almost pop out of his mouth.It wasn't until he realized that he still couldn't understand a single word that he didn't know whether he was relieved or disappointed, and his heartbeat gradually returned to normal.
He closed the notebook and kept rubbing his temples and between his eyebrows.
After making an intercom call, Suyagawa brought hot milk and asked him what he would like to have for dinner.Jiu Ji thought about it for a long time, and said that he wanted to eat rice balls with tomato sauce, and Kaneki's skill in making rice balls was also superb.
Suyagawa didn't speak, just picked up the remote control that was thrown on the carpet, turned on the TV and tuned to the news channel, Jiuji saw the news, just now, CCG transported the S-class ghoul Naki to the warehouse of the 23rd district ghoul shelter Kolya's prison van was attacked, and the escort armed with live ammunition suffered numerous casualties. According to eyewitness testimony, it was the blindfolded ghouls.
Kuki stared at the smoking car on the TV for a while before looking away.
"...Then let Aunt Wen pinch it."
Suyagawa left.
No matter whether he was reading the diary or reading the news, Jiuji felt his nerves throbbing and aching, and finally sat on the sofa with his legs curled up into a ball. This sitting posture gave him a sense of security.
The daimyo of the blindfolded ghoul was already famous when he fought against Amon Kotaro and Mado Wuxu for Hinomi, and now he is on the CCG's key cleanup list.He didn't mean to openly oppose the CCG. After all, he and Yueshan Xiliyingwai bloodyly washed the ghoul restaurant in the seventh district before, but suddenly ran to rob the prison car... This must be the task assigned by the bronze tree, why Jinmu? Take the blame alone?
Although Jinmu will be forced to eat human flesh by him, he will not take the initiative to prey or harm human beings. This is his last bottom line as a human being.
... simply.
Jiuji took the mobile phone, opened a chat software, and found a pink peach profile picture in the friends column, and the note name was Xiayang Momozawa.
Jiu Ji's fingers floated on the virtual keyboard for a long time without typing half a word.
After that day, Jiuji found time to go to the coffee shop again, and as expected, he found Xiao Momozawa there.According to Dong Xiang, she would come every day after school, and the way she looked at her, the store manager and others was like paying homage to relics.She asked Jiuji to find out if this person knew something.
It was difficult for Jiuji to calm down and talk to her, so he asked her email address and other contact information, saying that he would contact her again when he had a chance, and at the same time, he did not forget to take her away from the coffee shop.
This child, should I say he is too naive or too stupid.Although that doesn't know what her original world was like, she must know the essence of this coffee shop. If she knows, let's cover it up and wait to be silenced?
Although the contact information was exchanged, Jiuji didn't know how to speak, and Momozawa Xiayang probably because he was saved by Jiuji, realized how dangerous what he did before, and had lingering fears, and there was no news.
Kuki stared blankly at the blank screen.
Suddenly, Kuji found that Momozawa Natsuo's status changed to typing.He froze for a moment, subconsciously sat up straight.
After a while, Xia Yang sent a message.
[Chicken Stewed Mushrooms]: Yakushiji-kun...
[Chicken Stewed Mushroom]: You are too mean.
[Hamburger steak]:? ? ?
Hisaki black question mark face.
Before he could ask, Xia Yang sent a row of crying emojis.
[Chicken Stewed Mushroom]: What did you tell Kaneki Ken! !
[Chicken Stewed Mushroom]: He came to scare me just now! ! ! [scared with hands]
Kyuki almost threw the phone away.
[Hamburger steak]: What did you say? !
[Chicken Stewed Mushrooms]: [Crying loudly] I was approached by Kaneki Ken just now! !He is terrible!
...Mom.
Before Jiuji had time to digest the meaning of this sentence, the smell of gold and wood mixed with a faint fishy smell and the smell of gunpowder smoke after the explosion came in through the gap in the balcony door.Jiu Ji shoved the mobile phone into the crack of the sofa, and at the same time turned his head to see Kaneki hooked on the balcony handrail with his knuckles, and flipped up lightly.He was wearing a black combat uniform, with his back facing the dark night sky and dark clouds. At a glance, he could only see a head of white hair, and the madness and coldness all over his body could not be suppressed.
"You flipped over the balcony again." Jiu Ji quietly stuffed the phone back in.
The heating and Jiuji's light and elegant fragrance wrap the golden wood at the moment of opening the balcony door, and every frozen or restless cell is melted by this warm and elegant atmosphere.
Kaneki suppressed his hostility in an instant, and glanced at the TV that was still broadcasting news, the yellowed diary on the desk, and the hand that Jiuji was pulling out from the crack of the sofa. His eyes were not as gentle as usual, but It is dyed with a thick indelible blackness.
Jiuji knew that he must have been exposed. After thinking about it, he consciously took out the phone.
Putting a pillow on his back, Kyuki assumed a posture to talk.But as soon as he sat down, he still couldn't hold back. He pointed to the bathroom and directed, "You go take a shower first, and then cook. Aunt Wen's rice balls are not as delicious as yours. If there is anything else, I will talk about it when I am full."
Kaneki knew very well that since Jiuji put on the expression of talking about business, he would definitely have a good talk with him, and there was no such thing as delaying time.Thinking of this, he still put away all the negative emotions, and the sharp edges and corners of the cactus-like body softened visibly to the naked eye.
He took off his shoes on the balcony, stepped on the carpet with bare feet, kissed his forehead when passing by Jiuji, and consciously raised his arms for Jiuji to check, and then took clean clothes from Jiuji's closet with ease Went to the bathroom, leaving behind a nasty gasoline smell all the way.
Kuji silently turned on the air purifier.
While Kaneki took a shower and then went downstairs to cook, Kyuki reconnected with Momozawa Kao.This good-for-nothing guy cried and said who said that Kaneki Ken was a little angel. She would have been scared to pee when she really met Kaneki Ken. It turns out that such things as murderous aura really exist, what a mess.There was a lot of nonsense, but to sum it up, facing the menacing Kaneki who didn't know where she lived, she almost answered every question without any resistance.For example, she comes from China/country in a different world, she is a good girl who grows up under the red flag and her roots are red; for example, this world exists in her place in the form of a comic book adapted into an animation; another example is the world she knows There is no Yakushiji Kyuki at all, so he must be a visitor from another world just like himself...
After listening to this innocent little girl, Jiuji sorted out what happened to her without asking her again.He began to think about how he should tell Jin Mu.I don't know how Kaneki found Natsuo Momozawa, but he must have a solid idea in his heart, Jiuji can only tell the truth...but his truth - everything he knows so far is pitifully small, and the extended speculation Let him be frightened, wishing to lock himself in a place where no one knows, so that the "world" can't find him, so that he won't be excluded.
Even he thought so, he couldn't imagine how he would react after telling Jin Mu all this.
Kaneki brought two tomato sauce rice balls shaped like cats with eyes and mouths made of seaweed and a bowl of sweet and sour borscht. Jiuji finally had his late dinner. While eating, Kaneki was holding coffee Sitting across from him and staring at him all the time, the calm and somewhat lifeless eyes made him feel like this was the last meal in his life.
After eating and drinking enough, Kaneki cleared the table and sat next to Jiuji.When Jiuji was thinking, he leaned on his shoulder, and the appearance of the little bird made Jiuji even more creepy.
Kaneki squeezed the soft flesh on his waist for a while, played with his hands for a while, and rubbed his chin with the top of his head like a big cat from time to time, which made it more and more difficult for Jiuji to calm down and think.
... Everything is easy to talk about without breaking your fingers.
Jiuji took a deep breath and decided to say hello first, otherwise what should he do when the fight breaks out and he cries out aggrieved after he beat Kaneki to the ground? Did he wipe his tears or did he deserve it?
"Yan, first of all, I want to explain that I only found out about this recently. Although I had doubts a long time ago, it was just a flash of thought until I met Xiayang Momozawa that day—don't Ask who she is, I know you've seen her."
"Well, I happened to pass by when I came back." Jin Mu looked proud instead of ashamed, blinked his eyes and smiled, "Talked with her for a while. She cooperated with me very much and saved a lot of effort."
"..." Jiuji didn't comment on this, but continued: "Then, even I don't know much about this matter, and I'm still investigating, but I will tell you everything I know now. Finally , My ugly words are up front, I don't have the slightest idea of leaving, if you have any thoughts of locking me up and plan to take action, I will definitely beat you."
"No." Kaneki shook his head, raised his hand to pin the broken hair of Jiu Ji's sideburns behind his ears, and gently stroked his cheeks, his light-colored eyes were filled with love that could not see the end. What is hidden under it, but I can't see clearly. "As long as Kuji doesn't leave me, I won't do anything."
Jiuji always felt that his words had hidden meaning, but after thinking about it, he still didn't ask what would happen if he left.
"What I'm going to say next should be quite reliable. I plan to ask my mother for confirmation, but before that, everything is my guess." After emphasizing it again, he began to put all his thoughts and guesses so far As he spoke eloquently, Kaneki didn't say a word the whole time, and played with Jiuji's right hand with lowered eyes, as if he didn't hear a word, but every time Jiuji stopped, he raised his eyes to signal him to continue.
Finally, Kuki handed him the diary. "This is my grandfather's diary. If he was the first...'monster' to come to this world, he should have recorded it, but I don't know a single word."
"Fanaris." Kaneki said, his voice a little hoarse.
"what?"
"You are Fanaris." He stretched out his hand to untie Jiuji's braid, and the long red hair fell like a waterfall, scattered on his shoulders, making him look younger, even immature.Kaneki's eyes flickered for a moment, recalling the time when he first met Kyuki, she was as beautiful as a delicate SD doll.
"Golden wood?"
Jin Mu came back to his senses, bit the corner of Jiu Ji's lips lightly, and was slapped gently on the face by him, "I don't know why."
"I briefly described your abilities to Xiaao Momozawa. She said that there is still a manga in her world, in which there is a nation called Fanaris." Kaneki picked up a cluster of red Hair, put it in the palm of your hand and rub it. "Strong foot strength, strong wrist strength, keen sense of smell...as well as red hair and upturned eyes... are the characteristics of Fanaris, who is known as the strongest fighting nation in that world."
"..." Jiuji blinked in confusion, as if he was knocked out by a pie that fell from the sky, and he couldn't tell what mood he was in right now.He clenched his fist unconsciously, staring at the light-colored blood vessels on the back of his hand, and muttered dully: "Is...is that so? How should I put it, Fana, Fanalis...sounds pretty cool. "
To be honest, it sounds strange, but it's amazing. The moment he heard this word, he had a strange feeling of "that's it".Even though it was the first time I heard it, it felt very familiar, and a strong sense of belonging emerged spontaneously.The blood in every part of the body seemed to boil at the moment of hearing this word.
Suddenly, there was a pain in the palm of his hand, and Jiuji took a deep breath. Halfway through the inhalation, Kaneki pushed his whole body down on the sofa.The two hands holding Jiu Ji's arm have burst out of blue blood vessels, and the black nails almost scratched his skin. Even Hezi was released at some point, wrapped around his ankle possessively, and then Breathing rhythm exudes a frightening red light that flickers on and off.
Jiuji glanced at Hezi on his ankle. Hezi's color was darker than before, and it turned purple at a certain angle.
Kaneki squeezed Hisaki's chin and forced him to look at him.Seeing his deep gray eyes and the corners of his lips tightly pursed, Jiu Ji dullly realized that he was unhappy.
As soon as he thought about it, he knew what was going on. Seeing this insecure ghoul looking like an enemy, he couldn't laugh or cry.His hands were clasped on both sides of his head and he couldn't move, so he could only lift one foot to Kaneki's waist, rub it slowly a few times, and his toes hooked the elastic band of his pants intentionally or unintentionally.
Like Kaneki nibbling his Adam's apple, this is their unanimous little gesture of flattering, subduing and even courting.
Sure enough, Kaneki's expression softened a little.While the iron was hot, Jiuji also crossed the other leg up, entwined him for a while and coaxed the fried-haired ghoul well.
"I'm just happy. Not only for me, but also for my mother. We always thought we were different, but we are not. We are also a group." He combed Jin Mu's hair and scratched his scalp with his fingertips from time to time. "That's all, research, that's all."
"Don't you want to go back?"
"I'm back—"
At that moment, Hezi almost broke his ankle.
"——What should you do?" Jiuji frowned imperceptibly, but fortunately, Kaneki let him go quickly.
Kuki pinched his face. "I, a person whose credit score has never reached three digits, will hang on your white hair tree for the rest of my life. Well, laugh, I don't want to see you like this."
Jin Mupi smiled but didn't laugh, it was obvious that he was in such a bad mood that he couldn't hold on to his acting skills.
"Mom, you're so ugly." Jiu Ji pouted him, "Forget it, the son doesn't think the mother is ugly—what's wrong, um, it doesn't matter."
"Jiuji..." Kaneki pressed all his weight down, making Jiuji a little out of breath. "You'll keep your word until you do it, right?"
——He actually thought about not telling Jiuji about Fanaris, and even thought about simply brainwashing Jiuji, telling him that he is a different kind, is lonely, and no one loves him except himself, no one likes him He, no one needs him, so he can only rely on himself - he will be Jiu Ji's only salvation.
The idea was too tempting, but he couldn't do it.
He won't let anyone hurt Kyuki, including himself.
He will not do anything that will make Jiuji sad and make him lose his smile.
"I'm Yaoshisi, honesty comes first." Jiu Ji said very confidently, but in fact he was a little bit lacking in confidence.But in Jinmu's embrace, he has no other thoughts but peace of mind.He almost convinced himself.Patting Kaneki on the back, Jiuji said again: "Speaking of which, everything has not been confirmed yet. Whether I will go back is another matter."
Kaneki's tone was a little hasty, the corners of his eyes twitched a little, and panic was stuck on his face. "But, in case, as you said, the world will exclude you..."
"The mother will go out first before that, we have time to prepare." Jiuji shrugged, "Even if that time really comes, I will hold on to you and let's go together." He said mischievously: " Do you want to visit my world?"
"I'll go wherever you go, Jiuji, I won't let you go." Kaneki hugged him even tighter, Jiuji seemed to be able to hear his own bones aching, he whispered the pain, and Jinmu let go After a little effort, Hezi climbed up his ankles and bound his thighs.
Kyuki grabbed the tip that was trying to drill into the inner thigh. "Don't touch Hezi before you finish talking."
Hezi softened, and limply hooked Jiuji's wrist.
Kuki was satisfied.
"Of course, everything is after the 'what if' is confirmed." Jiuji was pressed by him on the sofa and couldn't move. He could only hook the diary that fell off the sofa with his feet, trying to pinch it with his toes.Kaneki looked at it for a while, and after Kuji finally hooked up the diary, he couldn't help laughing. "sharp."
Jiu Ji resisted not giving him a supercilious look. "You, aren't you smart? Come and see this."
Kaneki didn't answer, but kissed him suddenly, until Jiuji couldn't bear it anymore, biting the tip of his tongue that was scurrying around in warning, and then let go.
The two sat down on the sofa again, and Kaneki poured Jiuji a cup of cool white tea with a suitable temperature, then took out the diary and began to read.
"Language is also a kind of code in a sense. There is always a law in the code. We can interpret the diary by cracking the code." Kaneki frowned and said this after thinking for a while.
"Wow, that's amazing." Jiuji gave him an exaggerated smirk. "I can't crack the password of a language without a template for a year."
Kaneki imagined the workload and thought it was impossible.He is willing to do anything for Jiuji, but time may not allow it, in case something happens to Jiuji before he finishes the diary...
The rejection of the world is like a sword of Damocles hanging over the head, and it feels terrible to fall at any time.
"It seems that we can only start by finding my mother. My God, I haven't heard from her for four years." Jiuji frowned, and his tone of mentioning his mother was not very friendly. "Anyway, I've asked my brother to start looking, don't worry."
He smoothed Kaneki, who looked very irritable.
Ferocious blood vessels appeared on the back of Kaneki's pale hand.
"Kuji."
"Ok?"
"If, one day, you are really excluded... At that time, if I eat you, will you be angry?"
Jiuji was stunned for a moment, and saw Kaneki throw the diary back to the ground, grab his wrist and turn over and push him down on the sofa again.The white hair fell on his forehead, a little itchy.
The shadow of the ghoul was cut by the soft light, covering Jiuji's whole body.He raised his eyes, and saw that the inorganic dark gray in Jinmu's left eye was replaced by scarlet without warning. Small red bloodshots scattered from the pupil, and at the same time, black filaments extended densely from the eye socket, turning the white of the eye in a blink of an eye. It was dyed into a pool of bottomless black, only the blood-red pupils seemed to be filled with blood that was still flowing, exuding a bright red blood light.
Jiu Ji couldn't help stroking the coquettish He's eyes with his fingertips, then leaned forward and kissed the corners of his eyes.
"Okay, if that day comes, you can eat me." Jiuji smiled, looking incredibly docile. "Really blending into one...sounds really good." He rubbed Kaneki's face and pulled the corners of his mouth high. "Smile, Yan. I like the way you smile."
Smiles spread from the corners of his eyes, the white-haired ghoul who smiled sincerely was impeccably beautiful, and the sweet Jiuji was in full bloom.
Kaneki took the opportunity to touch his hand from the corner of his clothes, "Can I touch Kazuko now?"
"..."
What about the atmosphere of interracial and interworld love?
Men are animals that think from the lower body.
【Pull the lamp】
TBC
After the school celebration ended, Jiuji packed Yongjin's family and sent them abroad. After all the arrangements were made, he finally got his grandfather's diary.Qiu Shi said that he ordered all the servants in the main house to mobilize and searched the warehouse and study room upside down before finding the diary in the ashes-fallen corner.
A very ordinary thin-covered notebook, a few decades ago, a Natsume Soseki could buy a large stack.
The pages of the paper are yellowed, and some places have turned black and hardened. Jiuji flipped through it carefully so as not to break the book.Opening this old notebook again after many years, Jiuji could feel his heart beating crazily, reaching a speed that could almost pop out of his mouth.It wasn't until he realized that he still couldn't understand a single word that he didn't know whether he was relieved or disappointed, and his heartbeat gradually returned to normal.
He closed the notebook and kept rubbing his temples and between his eyebrows.
After making an intercom call, Suyagawa brought hot milk and asked him what he would like to have for dinner.Jiu Ji thought about it for a long time, and said that he wanted to eat rice balls with tomato sauce, and Kaneki's skill in making rice balls was also superb.
Suyagawa didn't speak, just picked up the remote control that was thrown on the carpet, turned on the TV and tuned to the news channel, Jiuji saw the news, just now, CCG transported the S-class ghoul Naki to the warehouse of the 23rd district ghoul shelter Kolya's prison van was attacked, and the escort armed with live ammunition suffered numerous casualties. According to eyewitness testimony, it was the blindfolded ghouls.
Kuki stared at the smoking car on the TV for a while before looking away.
"...Then let Aunt Wen pinch it."
Suyagawa left.
No matter whether he was reading the diary or reading the news, Jiuji felt his nerves throbbing and aching, and finally sat on the sofa with his legs curled up into a ball. This sitting posture gave him a sense of security.
The daimyo of the blindfolded ghoul was already famous when he fought against Amon Kotaro and Mado Wuxu for Hinomi, and now he is on the CCG's key cleanup list.He didn't mean to openly oppose the CCG. After all, he and Yueshan Xiliyingwai bloodyly washed the ghoul restaurant in the seventh district before, but suddenly ran to rob the prison car... This must be the task assigned by the bronze tree, why Jinmu? Take the blame alone?
Although Jinmu will be forced to eat human flesh by him, he will not take the initiative to prey or harm human beings. This is his last bottom line as a human being.
... simply.
Jiuji took the mobile phone, opened a chat software, and found a pink peach profile picture in the friends column, and the note name was Xiayang Momozawa.
Jiu Ji's fingers floated on the virtual keyboard for a long time without typing half a word.
After that day, Jiuji found time to go to the coffee shop again, and as expected, he found Xiao Momozawa there.According to Dong Xiang, she would come every day after school, and the way she looked at her, the store manager and others was like paying homage to relics.She asked Jiuji to find out if this person knew something.
It was difficult for Jiuji to calm down and talk to her, so he asked her email address and other contact information, saying that he would contact her again when he had a chance, and at the same time, he did not forget to take her away from the coffee shop.
This child, should I say he is too naive or too stupid.Although that doesn't know what her original world was like, she must know the essence of this coffee shop. If she knows, let's cover it up and wait to be silenced?
Although the contact information was exchanged, Jiuji didn't know how to speak, and Momozawa Xiayang probably because he was saved by Jiuji, realized how dangerous what he did before, and had lingering fears, and there was no news.
Kuki stared blankly at the blank screen.
Suddenly, Kuji found that Momozawa Natsuo's status changed to typing.He froze for a moment, subconsciously sat up straight.
After a while, Xia Yang sent a message.
[Chicken Stewed Mushrooms]: Yakushiji-kun...
[Chicken Stewed Mushroom]: You are too mean.
[Hamburger steak]:? ? ?
Hisaki black question mark face.
Before he could ask, Xia Yang sent a row of crying emojis.
[Chicken Stewed Mushroom]: What did you tell Kaneki Ken! !
[Chicken Stewed Mushroom]: He came to scare me just now! ! ! [scared with hands]
Kyuki almost threw the phone away.
[Hamburger steak]: What did you say? !
[Chicken Stewed Mushrooms]: [Crying loudly] I was approached by Kaneki Ken just now! !He is terrible!
...Mom.
Before Jiuji had time to digest the meaning of this sentence, the smell of gold and wood mixed with a faint fishy smell and the smell of gunpowder smoke after the explosion came in through the gap in the balcony door.Jiu Ji shoved the mobile phone into the crack of the sofa, and at the same time turned his head to see Kaneki hooked on the balcony handrail with his knuckles, and flipped up lightly.He was wearing a black combat uniform, with his back facing the dark night sky and dark clouds. At a glance, he could only see a head of white hair, and the madness and coldness all over his body could not be suppressed.
"You flipped over the balcony again." Jiu Ji quietly stuffed the phone back in.
The heating and Jiuji's light and elegant fragrance wrap the golden wood at the moment of opening the balcony door, and every frozen or restless cell is melted by this warm and elegant atmosphere.
Kaneki suppressed his hostility in an instant, and glanced at the TV that was still broadcasting news, the yellowed diary on the desk, and the hand that Jiuji was pulling out from the crack of the sofa. His eyes were not as gentle as usual, but It is dyed with a thick indelible blackness.
Jiuji knew that he must have been exposed. After thinking about it, he consciously took out the phone.
Putting a pillow on his back, Kyuki assumed a posture to talk.But as soon as he sat down, he still couldn't hold back. He pointed to the bathroom and directed, "You go take a shower first, and then cook. Aunt Wen's rice balls are not as delicious as yours. If there is anything else, I will talk about it when I am full."
Kaneki knew very well that since Jiuji put on the expression of talking about business, he would definitely have a good talk with him, and there was no such thing as delaying time.Thinking of this, he still put away all the negative emotions, and the sharp edges and corners of the cactus-like body softened visibly to the naked eye.
He took off his shoes on the balcony, stepped on the carpet with bare feet, kissed his forehead when passing by Jiuji, and consciously raised his arms for Jiuji to check, and then took clean clothes from Jiuji's closet with ease Went to the bathroom, leaving behind a nasty gasoline smell all the way.
Kuji silently turned on the air purifier.
While Kaneki took a shower and then went downstairs to cook, Kyuki reconnected with Momozawa Kao.This good-for-nothing guy cried and said who said that Kaneki Ken was a little angel. She would have been scared to pee when she really met Kaneki Ken. It turns out that such things as murderous aura really exist, what a mess.There was a lot of nonsense, but to sum it up, facing the menacing Kaneki who didn't know where she lived, she almost answered every question without any resistance.For example, she comes from China/country in a different world, she is a good girl who grows up under the red flag and her roots are red; for example, this world exists in her place in the form of a comic book adapted into an animation; another example is the world she knows There is no Yakushiji Kyuki at all, so he must be a visitor from another world just like himself...
After listening to this innocent little girl, Jiuji sorted out what happened to her without asking her again.He began to think about how he should tell Jin Mu.I don't know how Kaneki found Natsuo Momozawa, but he must have a solid idea in his heart, Jiuji can only tell the truth...but his truth - everything he knows so far is pitifully small, and the extended speculation Let him be frightened, wishing to lock himself in a place where no one knows, so that the "world" can't find him, so that he won't be excluded.
Even he thought so, he couldn't imagine how he would react after telling Jin Mu all this.
Kaneki brought two tomato sauce rice balls shaped like cats with eyes and mouths made of seaweed and a bowl of sweet and sour borscht. Jiuji finally had his late dinner. While eating, Kaneki was holding coffee Sitting across from him and staring at him all the time, the calm and somewhat lifeless eyes made him feel like this was the last meal in his life.
After eating and drinking enough, Kaneki cleared the table and sat next to Jiuji.When Jiuji was thinking, he leaned on his shoulder, and the appearance of the little bird made Jiuji even more creepy.
Kaneki squeezed the soft flesh on his waist for a while, played with his hands for a while, and rubbed his chin with the top of his head like a big cat from time to time, which made it more and more difficult for Jiuji to calm down and think.
... Everything is easy to talk about without breaking your fingers.
Jiuji took a deep breath and decided to say hello first, otherwise what should he do when the fight breaks out and he cries out aggrieved after he beat Kaneki to the ground? Did he wipe his tears or did he deserve it?
"Yan, first of all, I want to explain that I only found out about this recently. Although I had doubts a long time ago, it was just a flash of thought until I met Xiayang Momozawa that day—don't Ask who she is, I know you've seen her."
"Well, I happened to pass by when I came back." Jin Mu looked proud instead of ashamed, blinked his eyes and smiled, "Talked with her for a while. She cooperated with me very much and saved a lot of effort."
"..." Jiuji didn't comment on this, but continued: "Then, even I don't know much about this matter, and I'm still investigating, but I will tell you everything I know now. Finally , My ugly words are up front, I don't have the slightest idea of leaving, if you have any thoughts of locking me up and plan to take action, I will definitely beat you."
"No." Kaneki shook his head, raised his hand to pin the broken hair of Jiu Ji's sideburns behind his ears, and gently stroked his cheeks, his light-colored eyes were filled with love that could not see the end. What is hidden under it, but I can't see clearly. "As long as Kuji doesn't leave me, I won't do anything."
Jiuji always felt that his words had hidden meaning, but after thinking about it, he still didn't ask what would happen if he left.
"What I'm going to say next should be quite reliable. I plan to ask my mother for confirmation, but before that, everything is my guess." After emphasizing it again, he began to put all his thoughts and guesses so far As he spoke eloquently, Kaneki didn't say a word the whole time, and played with Jiuji's right hand with lowered eyes, as if he didn't hear a word, but every time Jiuji stopped, he raised his eyes to signal him to continue.
Finally, Kuki handed him the diary. "This is my grandfather's diary. If he was the first...'monster' to come to this world, he should have recorded it, but I don't know a single word."
"Fanaris." Kaneki said, his voice a little hoarse.
"what?"
"You are Fanaris." He stretched out his hand to untie Jiuji's braid, and the long red hair fell like a waterfall, scattered on his shoulders, making him look younger, even immature.Kaneki's eyes flickered for a moment, recalling the time when he first met Kyuki, she was as beautiful as a delicate SD doll.
"Golden wood?"
Jin Mu came back to his senses, bit the corner of Jiu Ji's lips lightly, and was slapped gently on the face by him, "I don't know why."
"I briefly described your abilities to Xiaao Momozawa. She said that there is still a manga in her world, in which there is a nation called Fanaris." Kaneki picked up a cluster of red Hair, put it in the palm of your hand and rub it. "Strong foot strength, strong wrist strength, keen sense of smell...as well as red hair and upturned eyes... are the characteristics of Fanaris, who is known as the strongest fighting nation in that world."
"..." Jiuji blinked in confusion, as if he was knocked out by a pie that fell from the sky, and he couldn't tell what mood he was in right now.He clenched his fist unconsciously, staring at the light-colored blood vessels on the back of his hand, and muttered dully: "Is...is that so? How should I put it, Fana, Fanalis...sounds pretty cool. "
To be honest, it sounds strange, but it's amazing. The moment he heard this word, he had a strange feeling of "that's it".Even though it was the first time I heard it, it felt very familiar, and a strong sense of belonging emerged spontaneously.The blood in every part of the body seemed to boil at the moment of hearing this word.
Suddenly, there was a pain in the palm of his hand, and Jiuji took a deep breath. Halfway through the inhalation, Kaneki pushed his whole body down on the sofa.The two hands holding Jiu Ji's arm have burst out of blue blood vessels, and the black nails almost scratched his skin. Even Hezi was released at some point, wrapped around his ankle possessively, and then Breathing rhythm exudes a frightening red light that flickers on and off.
Jiuji glanced at Hezi on his ankle. Hezi's color was darker than before, and it turned purple at a certain angle.
Kaneki squeezed Hisaki's chin and forced him to look at him.Seeing his deep gray eyes and the corners of his lips tightly pursed, Jiu Ji dullly realized that he was unhappy.
As soon as he thought about it, he knew what was going on. Seeing this insecure ghoul looking like an enemy, he couldn't laugh or cry.His hands were clasped on both sides of his head and he couldn't move, so he could only lift one foot to Kaneki's waist, rub it slowly a few times, and his toes hooked the elastic band of his pants intentionally or unintentionally.
Like Kaneki nibbling his Adam's apple, this is their unanimous little gesture of flattering, subduing and even courting.
Sure enough, Kaneki's expression softened a little.While the iron was hot, Jiuji also crossed the other leg up, entwined him for a while and coaxed the fried-haired ghoul well.
"I'm just happy. Not only for me, but also for my mother. We always thought we were different, but we are not. We are also a group." He combed Jin Mu's hair and scratched his scalp with his fingertips from time to time. "That's all, research, that's all."
"Don't you want to go back?"
"I'm back—"
At that moment, Hezi almost broke his ankle.
"——What should you do?" Jiuji frowned imperceptibly, but fortunately, Kaneki let him go quickly.
Kuki pinched his face. "I, a person whose credit score has never reached three digits, will hang on your white hair tree for the rest of my life. Well, laugh, I don't want to see you like this."
Jin Mupi smiled but didn't laugh, it was obvious that he was in such a bad mood that he couldn't hold on to his acting skills.
"Mom, you're so ugly." Jiu Ji pouted him, "Forget it, the son doesn't think the mother is ugly—what's wrong, um, it doesn't matter."
"Jiuji..." Kaneki pressed all his weight down, making Jiuji a little out of breath. "You'll keep your word until you do it, right?"
——He actually thought about not telling Jiuji about Fanaris, and even thought about simply brainwashing Jiuji, telling him that he is a different kind, is lonely, and no one loves him except himself, no one likes him He, no one needs him, so he can only rely on himself - he will be Jiu Ji's only salvation.
The idea was too tempting, but he couldn't do it.
He won't let anyone hurt Kyuki, including himself.
He will not do anything that will make Jiuji sad and make him lose his smile.
"I'm Yaoshisi, honesty comes first." Jiu Ji said very confidently, but in fact he was a little bit lacking in confidence.But in Jinmu's embrace, he has no other thoughts but peace of mind.He almost convinced himself.Patting Kaneki on the back, Jiuji said again: "Speaking of which, everything has not been confirmed yet. Whether I will go back is another matter."
Kaneki's tone was a little hasty, the corners of his eyes twitched a little, and panic was stuck on his face. "But, in case, as you said, the world will exclude you..."
"The mother will go out first before that, we have time to prepare." Jiuji shrugged, "Even if that time really comes, I will hold on to you and let's go together." He said mischievously: " Do you want to visit my world?"
"I'll go wherever you go, Jiuji, I won't let you go." Kaneki hugged him even tighter, Jiuji seemed to be able to hear his own bones aching, he whispered the pain, and Jinmu let go After a little effort, Hezi climbed up his ankles and bound his thighs.
Kyuki grabbed the tip that was trying to drill into the inner thigh. "Don't touch Hezi before you finish talking."
Hezi softened, and limply hooked Jiuji's wrist.
Kuki was satisfied.
"Of course, everything is after the 'what if' is confirmed." Jiuji was pressed by him on the sofa and couldn't move. He could only hook the diary that fell off the sofa with his feet, trying to pinch it with his toes.Kaneki looked at it for a while, and after Kuji finally hooked up the diary, he couldn't help laughing. "sharp."
Jiu Ji resisted not giving him a supercilious look. "You, aren't you smart? Come and see this."
Kaneki didn't answer, but kissed him suddenly, until Jiuji couldn't bear it anymore, biting the tip of his tongue that was scurrying around in warning, and then let go.
The two sat down on the sofa again, and Kaneki poured Jiuji a cup of cool white tea with a suitable temperature, then took out the diary and began to read.
"Language is also a kind of code in a sense. There is always a law in the code. We can interpret the diary by cracking the code." Kaneki frowned and said this after thinking for a while.
"Wow, that's amazing." Jiuji gave him an exaggerated smirk. "I can't crack the password of a language without a template for a year."
Kaneki imagined the workload and thought it was impossible.He is willing to do anything for Jiuji, but time may not allow it, in case something happens to Jiuji before he finishes the diary...
The rejection of the world is like a sword of Damocles hanging over the head, and it feels terrible to fall at any time.
"It seems that we can only start by finding my mother. My God, I haven't heard from her for four years." Jiuji frowned, and his tone of mentioning his mother was not very friendly. "Anyway, I've asked my brother to start looking, don't worry."
He smoothed Kaneki, who looked very irritable.
Ferocious blood vessels appeared on the back of Kaneki's pale hand.
"Kuji."
"Ok?"
"If, one day, you are really excluded... At that time, if I eat you, will you be angry?"
Jiuji was stunned for a moment, and saw Kaneki throw the diary back to the ground, grab his wrist and turn over and push him down on the sofa again.The white hair fell on his forehead, a little itchy.
The shadow of the ghoul was cut by the soft light, covering Jiuji's whole body.He raised his eyes, and saw that the inorganic dark gray in Jinmu's left eye was replaced by scarlet without warning. Small red bloodshots scattered from the pupil, and at the same time, black filaments extended densely from the eye socket, turning the white of the eye in a blink of an eye. It was dyed into a pool of bottomless black, only the blood-red pupils seemed to be filled with blood that was still flowing, exuding a bright red blood light.
Jiu Ji couldn't help stroking the coquettish He's eyes with his fingertips, then leaned forward and kissed the corners of his eyes.
"Okay, if that day comes, you can eat me." Jiuji smiled, looking incredibly docile. "Really blending into one...sounds really good." He rubbed Kaneki's face and pulled the corners of his mouth high. "Smile, Yan. I like the way you smile."
Smiles spread from the corners of his eyes, the white-haired ghoul who smiled sincerely was impeccably beautiful, and the sweet Jiuji was in full bloom.
Kaneki took the opportunity to touch his hand from the corner of his clothes, "Can I touch Kazuko now?"
"..."
What about the atmosphere of interracial and interworld love?
Men are animals that think from the lower body.
【Pull the lamp】
TBC
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