[Comprehensive Master Food] Give me love

Chapter20

Kaneki frantically followed Jiuji back home, only to find that there was no one in the house. The servants who should be doing three sweeps a day, the last sweep in the evening at this point are gone, and only Suyagawa came out to pick him up. people.

Kaneki was still a little nervous at first, but Suyagawa seemed to have not seen the blood that hadn't been wiped off Kuki's face, and greeted the two of them respectfully, and asked Kuji intimately if he wanted to eat supper.Jiuji hasn't eaten anything since the afternoon, but there is a piece of human flesh in his stomach, just thinking about it makes him so disgusted that he can't eat anything.

Suyagawa left, and Kyuki and Kaneki went upstairs.As if he knew what Kaneki was thinking, Jiuji said: "Those people, Suyagawa has all fired, leaving only a few confidants, don't worry." For example, Suyagawa, Aunt Wen and Mr. Kobayashi, these are all from People from my father's generation who have served Yaoshi Temple since then, they are loyal, not only know the power of Jiuji, but also know that the Yueshan family, which has many interests with the Yakushi Temple chaebol, is a nest of ghouls.

"...I'm sorry, it's all me..." Kaneki lowered his head.He opened his lips, hesitated for a long time, and then said, "Jiuji, I should move out after all... By the way, it was agreed at the beginning that I lived here before going to university..."

Kujiri ignored him, "You think it's pretty good. The servants have been dismissed. How can Suyagawa and the others be busy in such a big house? You work for me!"

"...Yes..." Kaneki didn't feel that he was being squeezed at all, but couldn't help being happy.

"My room will have to be cleaned by you in the future. By the way, you ruined my refrigerator like that today and threw it all over the floor. You will clean it up for me later, otherwise I won't be allowed to sleep."

"Yes... I'm sorry..." Jin Mu just raised his mushroom head and lowered it again.

"Forget it, since you haven't spit it on my carpet, I forgive you." Jiuji raised his chin like a little peacock.

"thank you very much……"

Kaneki obediently followed Jiuji all the way up to the second floor, and was driven into the bathroom by Jiuji to take a shower.Jiuji struggled with one hand, but still unceremoniously took off his clothes on the spot and threw them to Kaneki. "My latest Dior fall style is full of your snot, wash it off."

Kaneki was taken aback by his white belly, and in the blink of an eye, Jiuji had already turned and left.Holding Jiuji's clothes, he stood in a daze for a while, and then couldn't help but bury the tip of his nose in the soft clothes.

The faint sweetness of milk mixed with the elegant fragrance of Zen-style bamboo is the taste of Jiuji, and there is also the smell of blood that just came out of the "murder scene".No matter which flavor, it smells so sweet.

... Are you an idiot?

Kaneki grinned, thinking weakly, but couldn't control himself at all, and took a few mouthfuls of force, before putting the shirt into the basin and pouring a spoonful of laundry detergent.

After cleaning himself and rubbing the shirt clean, Kaneki thought about drying the shirt to Jiuji, and went out with the clothes in his hands.

Knocking on the door, but no one answered, Kaneki hesitated for a moment, and pressed his fingerprints to go in directly, but Jiuji was not there.The temperature and water vapor in the bathroom have almost dissipated. It seems that he has been away for a while.

Where did you go...?

Kaneki looked around anxiously, and then noticed that he threw the food with only one bite on the floor...

Speaking of it, Kuji seems to be a bit of a clean freak, and the house never lets anyone in except himself and Suyagawa.

Kaneki is sorry for everything he did today.

After Kaneki finished cleaning up the garbage, he rolled up the part of the carpet that was stained with Jiuji's blood, soaked it in water and rubbed it, and then cleaned all the residue in the carpet with a vacuum cleaner. Kuji was yawning in pajamas When he came back, he wore a new triangle scarf over his left shoulder, and the injury on his shoulder was also bandaged again.He grabbed a black book with his intact right hand, but Kaneki only noticed his injury.

"Ah, I'm sorry, I came in without authorization..." Kaneki scratched his cheek, revealing the shy smile he often hangs on his face. "Injury... is your injury okay?"

"Given your fingerprint permission is to allow you to come in casually." Jiu Ji didn't mind at all, and entered the door with a yawn. "The injury is nothing serious." Jiuji slapped his swollen face to look like a fat man. Seeing Kaneki's painful appearance as if he was about to surrender to CCG, he comforted him: "Don't be like this, I don't mind, and you don't either. over thinking."

... Really, just listening to the lines, I don't know who bit whom.

"But... Jiuji, let's go to the hospital!"

Kuki waved his hand. "Don't underestimate Suguchuan, he was the one who delivered Aunt Wen's premature birth on the plane."

Kaneki had a shocked face.

"It just looks a little serious. You didn't bite an important blood vessel or break a bone. It's just an ordinary trauma. And my self-healing speed is still faster than ordinary people, although it's not as powerful as a ghoul. Tell me The bite force is really... Are all ghouls like this? It's terrible." Jiu Jiji sat down on the sofa, and then lay down with a tired look, as if he had no bones.He beckoned, Kaneki walked over immediately, and Jiuji threw the book to him.

"This... is mine?" He flipped through the book, and found that it was "The Egg of the Black Goat", and there was a familiar bookmark inside, which was his book.

"It's yours. Today is Takatsuki Izumi's autograph session. I asked Xiao Lin to go there with your book. There were so many people, Xiao Lin said that he would be squeezed from steamed buns into pancakes."

Kaneki immediately turned the book to the title page, and saw Takatsuki Izumi's flamboyant signature.He couldn't help showing a joyful smile, he didn't expect Jiu Ji to remember that he wanted to go to the autograph session even though he was so busy.

"Thank you, Kuki..." he said sincerely.At the same time, he still has an important question to ask: "Well, where did you go just now? It won't take so long to take the medicine..."

"I made a phone call afterwards." Jiu Ji said, then turned his head and glanced at the room sideways, and changed the subject calmly: "Wow, you cleaned up so quickly."

"It's because you've been on the phone for too long." Jin Mu frowned, who took so long to call?He pretended not to realize that Jiuji was changing the subject, and said, "Jiuji, don't you really want to eat something? Aunt Wen made a bento at noon, but it seems that it was not delivered to you, that is to say, since then I didn’t eat anything after that...it’s not good for my stomach.”

While shaking his head, Jiuji supported his body with his right hand and crawled back, leaving a space for a person on the sofa. "I don't want to eat, I just want to vomit."

"...Sorry..." Kaneki sat down there, just as he sat firmly, Jiuji crawled back again, and smashed his head on Kaneki's leg with a tired face.Kaneki stiffened for a moment, but quickly relaxed, stretched out his hand to carefully avoid Jiuji's injury, touched Jiuji's loose hair, and curled his red hair to his fingertips.

Jiuji closed his eyes and rested his mind, letting Kaneki look at his eyebrows and his body exposed out of his pajamas almost presumptuously.

The hair that is carefully maintained, the milk-colored skin that never leaves the house, the already exquisite facial features, and the body that looks small under the loose pajamas exude a human charm that is very attractive to the current Kaneki aroma.

Kaneki swallowed hard, although he was not that hungry, but in the face of the really beautiful and delicious Jiu Ji... He suddenly remembered a sentence: "Satisfying food and wine, thinking about warming desires."

...Come on, Jiuji is still pillowing on his lap, if he really reacts so impolitely, he might as well jump out of the window.

After being quiet for a while, Jiuji suddenly said, "Tomorrow, what do you have to do?"

"There is a class in the afternoon, nothing else is particularly important. Are you going to visit that, manager?" Kaneki remembered what Jiu Ji and Dong Xiang said.He said he would visit the store manager another day. "Could it be the manager of the coffee shop?"

"Well. The coffee shop in Anding District is an organization that manages the ghouls in District 20. It's just different from ordinary ghouls. They will help each other, especially the weak ghouls."

"I thought so before, Jiuji, you...you really know a lot about ghouls." Kaneki unconsciously exerted force on the fingers hooking Jiuji's hair, and only realized after Jiuji clicked his tongue, Let go quickly.

"Didn't I say that?" Kuji yawned, his green cat eyes steaming physiologically, "My mother used to work for CCG. Huh—I'm sleepy. Woohoo, it's two o'clock .”

Kaneki hesitated for a moment, but still did not press on.

Jiuji supported his body with one hand and sat up. Kaneki, whose legs were empty, felt a little lost, and was kicked by Jiuji, "Go and change all my sheets and quilt covers, you just lay on it with your coat on today, how dirty it is. "

Kaneki obediently went to work.

10 minute later.

Jiuji was lying on the newly changed light yellow sheets, because his left shoulder was still hurting, he could only sleep on his side.He wrapped himself in a quilt, leaving only his head and left arm, and the rest of his body shrunk into a ball under the quilt.

Kaneki helped Jiuji turn off the bedside lamp, and there was only the floor lamp at the far entrance in the room. In the darkness, Kaneki hesitated to speak, looking very uneasy as he lowered his head and twisted his trouser legs.

Jiuji yawned again, kicked off the quilt, moved to one side of the bed, and patted the empty half. "sleep together?"

There was a rustling sound, the bed sank, and another body lay down beside Jiuji.

Kaneki picked up the quilt that was kicked away by Kuji, wrapped him up carefully, and then covered himself with the rest.

Jiu Ji opened one eyelid, and found that Jin Mu was separated from him by a forearm distance, and the rest of the quilt could not cover his body at all.He gave a low laugh. "You can come over a little more, it's so empty in the middle, what a waste."

Kaneki breathed tremblingly, whether nervous or excited, and slowly moved his body over.

Jiuji stretched out his right hand to adjust the quilt, but accidentally touched Kaneki's hand, he paused, and grabbed his arm with his backhand. "Well, your hands are so cold."

"Jiuji's... so warm." Kaneki immediately turned against the guest and held Jiuji's hand firmly in his palm.

"The body temperature of ghouls is the same as that of human beings, so it won't be so cold..." Jiuji suppressed his drowsiness and raised his eyelids.In the dark room, Kaneki's eyes were still bright. "Still uneasy?"

"...I want to say no, but... yes, I'm very worried. What should I do from now on..."

"Although I really want to comfort you with 'everything will be fine', I know it's just empty words. If one sentence can be fine, my dream will have come true long ago."

"Kyuki's dream?"

"World Peace."

"...Pfft. Hahaha..." Kaneki buried his face in the quilt and chuckled, and it took a while to reveal his eyes, and whispered, "I'm fine, Jiuji, I... I'm not so scared anymore. I feel like everything will be fine if you're here."

"I'm glad you can trust me so much." Jiu Ji pursed his lips and smiled. "I thought you were afraid you'd hurt me."

"Uh, I'm more afraid of attacking you out of control and being killed by you by mistake."

"Hahaha..." Jiuji couldn't help but bury his face in the quilt and laughed.At this moment, Jiuji heard Kaneki's voice muffled outside the quilt: "Jiuji...will you always be here? Even, even if I become a monster..."

"..." Jiuji didn't speak, Jin Mu's heart sank, he just felt unspeakably uncomfortable, and then came... Anger?This feeling is anger, right?He would leave himself—when he thought of this, he felt an inexplicable anger rising from his toes and spreading to his forehead, and his brain would be dried by this anger.

By the way, eat him.Even if he might steal the chicken and beat Mi to death by him, but if he eats him, they will always be together...

"Are you stupid, Kaneki?"

"...Huh?" Kaneki regained his composure, staring blankly at Jiuji's beautiful face so close at hand. "Why, why are you scolding me?"

Jiuji shook his head, "You really...do I look like a very fickle person? Is that how you look at me? You bastard."

"What, what..." Kaneki was extremely wronged. "How am I?"

"Idiot, have you forgotten?" Jiuji curved his lips, his eyes were soft and unbelievable. "Aren't you the one who accepts a monster first among us?"

Kaneki was startled, thinking of the conversation between Brother Qiushi and him during the school trip.

"That's just the truth, you're not a monster."

"You are not a monster either. In my opinion, ghouls are just creatures that are different from ordinary people." Jiuji stroked Kaneki's palm with his fingers, and the latter flinched, and then turned into anger from embarrassment. The hand grasped firmly to prevent it from moving.

Jiuji chuckled, and slowly said: "My mother... why did she resign, do you want to know why?"

"I think." Jin Mu nodded.He wants to know more about Kuki, including his family.And he has a hunch that this will solve his long-standing doubts: why Jiuji knows so much about ghouls.

"Mother, she is actually very similar to me. Rather, I am her reincarnation. But I am very lucky. I have parents and elder brothers who love and educate me, but my mother is different. Her power is inherited from her father, and she It was my grandfather. But my grandfather passed away very early, and she was a posthumous child. My grandmother, who didn't know anything, gave birth to her mother and thought she had given birth to a monster. As the mother grew up, her strength became more and more powerful. Powerful, and in the end, she was abandoned by her grandmother."

Jin Mu's eyes widened in surprise, and he lost his voice in disbelief: "What, what? How could it be...she is her daughter? Why..."

"Yeah, why. It's obviously a family connected by blood..." Jiuji smiled contemptuously as he thought of the woman who pestered her after learning the truth and marrying into Yakushiji's family.

"After my mother was abandoned, almost everyone in the town where she was born knew that she was a monster... Everyone was afraid of her and rejected her. My mother grew up with the help of a kind old lady and left her hometown at the age of 14. Because she didn't go to school, she couldn't find a job, and although she could earn extra money as a bodyguard or as a thug, what she wanted was to be taken seriously and treated as a normal person."

"At this moment, when she met He Xiuji, she joined the Ghoul Countermeasures Bureau under his recommendation. When she first entered there, she was really happy as a field investigator. Probably she never dreamed that she would Have the opportunity to use power openly. She will become a respected and valuable person."

"But things didn't get any better. On the surface, she was called the hero of CCG, but behind the scenes, everyone called her a crazy woman. They laughed at her as a monster, a man woman, and a strange woman, and discussed her behind her back. She even laughed at her sex/life, saying that only alien monsters can be with such a strange woman...you know." Jiuji closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and calmed his inner anger.These things were told by his mother.After so many years, my mother no longer cares about it, but Jiuji still gets very angry every time he thinks about it.

"unacceptable……"

Kaneki didn't know what to say, sometimes the human heart is the most unpredictable thing.Obviously she is their colleague and an excellent investigator, even if the relationship is not good in private, it should be seen that she should be given corresponding respect for her contribution...

Jiuji opened his eyes, showing a smirk like a fox: "Ann, she ended up marrying a big chaebol."

"My mother was very disappointed when they bumped into them and said bad things about her once, and asked to resign. But how could the bureau let such an excellent combat force go, you must know that my mother can be as strong as a squad by herself. In the end, Mother took a step back, took a back seat and started working as an instructor, until something happened..."

"what?"

"The CCG planned to encircle and suppress a powerful ghoul at the SS level. The mother was called to be a foreign aid. Everyone was prepared to sacrifice, but in the end no one died. Because the ghoul happened to take the child out that day. In order to protect her child, she blocked her way of escape with her own body, allowing herself to be pierced by thousands of arrows."

"...that's what a mother would do."

"Yes, this is something that mothers do. Ghouls can protect their children, why do humans sometimes abandon their children? Are ghouls really emotionless monsters who only know how to slaughter like wild beasts? If If so, what are those human beings?——So, my mother began to question what she had been doing all these years. After a period of consideration, she resigned firmly." Jiuji closed his eyes, deeply Taking a breath, "Ghoul investigators, very few of them can die. After my mother resigned, her previous reputation made her a bright red target. Our family is dealing with a very influential ghoul family. Before that, I often encountered ghouls who came to take revenge on my mother. As far as I remember, there were probably some ghouls who wanted to catch me and threaten my mother--" He recalled it, and after thinking hard for a while, he said: "I can't remember, no Twenty is ten. My mother wanted me to live as a normal person, so she had no choice but to teach me how to fight, and then they came to the door."

"CCG hoped that I could become a search officer. The words I said were righteous and held the highest moral point. What I said was for world peace. I should dedicate my strength to the bureau. But my mother still refused. Not only because she didn't want to let The future of her child was decided by others early because she didn't think ghouls should die."

"For this reason, the education I have received since I was a child is: ghouls are no different from humans, and are no different from chickens, ducks and fish. They are all creatures that live on this earth. If he doesn't offend me, I won't offend him. If he wants to eat me, I will beat him Kill him." He seemed to remember something, his eyes dimmed, and the corners of his mouth curled up in a self-deprecating arc. "So, if you want to talk about a monster, I'm probably the real monster."

Jin Mu was about to say something, but Jiu Ji interrupted him by speeding up his speech: "I've always thought this way, and I've always been terrified and inferior. Even if I became friends with you, I've always been very uneasy. My friends in England left me as well... so, on that day, when you said those words to your brother, I was so happy, do you know?" He raised his hand with Kaneki and closed his eyes Putting his forehead on it, there was already a faint cry in his voice: "It was you who first accepted me as a 'monster' and stayed with me all the time. If you become a 'monster' one day, I will walk away ...Don't be kidding. So, don't worry, Kaneki. On Yakushiji's name, I will always be here."

Time seemed to stop at this moment, thousands of words were not enough to express Kaneki's mood at this time, any words of thanks seemed too weak, he just looked straight at Jiuji like that, wanting to see his current appearance, His smile, his eyebrows, the curvature of his mouth, and even the curvature of each eyelash are engraved in his mind.

"Jiu...Ji...um—"

"Ah, really...why are you crying again?" Jiuji wiped the corners of Kaneki's eyes with his pajamas helplessly. "Why didn't you know you were a crybaby before?"

Kaneki said with a stuffy nose, "I'm not... Jiuji, you can just laugh at me."

"How can I, I'm just stating the facts, crybaby Kaneki."

"I'm not." Jin Mu was pinched by Jiu Ji's nose, "Uh, I can't breathe."

Kuji let go of his hand amusedly, and patted Kaneki on the shoulder. "I'm really dying. I'm so sleepy. Go to sleep. I'll talk about other things tomorrow."

"Yeah." Kaneki raised the corners of his lips, but he didn't intend to sleep at all. He just looked at Jiuji and rubbed against the pillow like a cat, and closed his eyes in a comfortable position.

"...what to look at."

"Uh, how could you know with your eyes closed..."

"Your gaze is too revealing and annoying. Can't sleep? Want a lullaby? Crybaby Kaneki-kun."

"No way!" Kaneki twitched the corners of his mouth, feeling that Jiuji was annoying sometimes. "but……"

"But?" Jiuji raised a heavy eyelid with difficulty.

"...Can I hold you?"

Jiuji closed his eyelids and responded with a nasal voice.

Kaneki observed for a long time, and finally found an angle that would not touch Jiuji's shoulder, leaned over, put his arm under his armpit and hugged him fully.

"If I wake up tomorrow morning and find that I'm missing a piece of meat, I'll beat you up." Jiuji's voice gradually became weaker, and finally disappeared in the overlapping breaths of the two. "Good night, Kaneki."

"Well... good night, Kuki."

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"...I knew it, Suyagawa must have told you. I serve the Yakushiji family, so the head of the Yakushiji family is the biggest...?"

"Well, yes, he was bitten by him. It should be the reason for transplanting the internal organs of the ghoul, and his body began to transform into a ghoul. You called me to ask this?"

"Tsk...brother, just leave me alone, I know what I'm doing, or do you think I can't hold back a rookie who just turned into a ghoul with my strength."

"Yes, I just like him that much. I like him very much, I want to be with him, I want to kiss him, I want to sleep with him, even if he doesn't like me, as long as I can be by his side, I can even be an ordinary friend The identity is as sweet as sugar."

"I thought there would be no chance that I wouldn't get a response. Sooner or later, a girl would discover his tenderness and kindness, or he would start to have a secret crush on a girl... But, oh my god, this is such a good opportunity, Isn't it?"

"As for people, when they are most desperate and hesitant, they will have infinite trust in the person who helped him, and even a more stable affection than a long-term relationship."

"It doesn't matter whether it's human, ghoul, half-human, half-ghoul, as long as it's Kanekiken, I won't let go."

"I want him to become an existence that only belongs to me."

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Kuki darkened subtly.