My personality collapsed after I hit the actor

Heng Xing glanced at the empty arms, lowered his head and smiled lightly, thinking that this guy would be shy after dating for so long.It made him think that someone had really let go.

Cheng Lu was discharged from the hospital that day, took some medicine, and returned to the house with Heng Xing who was going to move, but hadn't arrived yet.

It was still the same as it was before I left last time. It can be seen that Heng Xing has never been here since.

"Take the medicine first." Heng Xing brought a glass of water and handed it to Cheng Lu who was sitting on the sofa.Cheng Lu took it, and he began to take out the medicine one by one from the bag. "Take one pill for the blue one, and three pills for the white one." Heng Xing unpacked the packs of medicines and handed them to Cheng Lu. "Here, the last one, the red capsule." He squeezed the last one between his fingers and then directly raised his hand and stuffed it into Cheng Lu's mouth.

The fingertips that touched Cheng Lu's lips were a bit rough, and because they were too close, they could smell a little bit of tobacco residue. "Have you been smoking a lot lately?"

"I didn't smoke often, and I couldn't sleep one night, so I took two puffs. It's okay."

For a long period of time in the past six months, Cheng Lu knew that he would sometimes not be able to sleep, and that feeling was too uncomfortable. He thought that if that cranky feeling kept haunting him, maybe someday He gets depressed and can't get out.But fortunately, after that, there was always someone cheering and encouraging in my ear.When I have a little free time, I will come to accompany me, and then my insomnia symptoms began to gradually alleviate.Although my appetite is still not very good, and I don't eat much, but it is not so painful after all.

But what about him?

Not long ago, her life experience was exposed, and it was spread all over the Internet.He lost his father when he was six years old, and his mother cut off the relationship with his mother when he was just over. He also advertised on the Internet, and his stepfather threatened and spread rumors.He was picked up over and over again on the Internet beyond recognition, dripping with blood.Leaving aside how he got here these past few years, these days alone must have been difficult.

I can't fall asleep, what about him?He just said that one night he couldn't sleep, was it just that day?

He can appear in the studio where he is performing almost every second, and every second counts for a 10-minute journey, because he is nervous about himself, and he is afraid of losing, because he has lost too much.Even though he was so nervous, at this moment Cheng Lu was not happy at all, but felt distressed.It hurt like a knife.

Cheng Lu felt that he had made a big mistake and ignored many things.

Heng Xing's birthday is earlier than his own, in February.But he never offered to celebrate his birthday, nor did he ask for it.And when I was with my family on my birthday, it has been like a day for more than 20 years, until this year, there have been some changes.His birthday was so inexplicably forgotten, and he himself forgot, but later his father mentioned, "I'm sorry, I forgot your birthday."

In fact, thinking about it, it's not that Heng Xing doesn't want to celebrate his birthday, but that he has completely forgotten about birthdays.Maybe he even forgot his own birthday, or maybe he never had it.It's not just that, it's just that I'm not used to it.

Cheng Lu knew that these trivial things were remembered by another person in the past, and the others almost didn't take it to heart at all, and they were always the one who was reminded.And that person suddenly disappeared, and took away all the trivial things she once cared about.

What about Heng Xing?Cheng Lu thought that in the special circumstances of his family, he might never have had a birthday.He never sent blessings on his birthday, perhaps, because he was never used to remembering these things.And until now, Cheng Lu didn't even know when Heng Xing's birthday was.He never mentioned it, and it never occurred to him to ask.Cheng Lu thought it was because he didn't care, but thinking about it now, maybe it wasn't because he didn't care but because he wasn't used to it.

Heng Xing was arranging the medicine box, and Cheng Lu sharply saw that the hand he just stuffed himself with the medicine, the fingers were a little yellow.He should have been smoking recently. "My birthday is July [-]th. After Qixi Festival, when is your birthday?" Cheng Lu asked casually.

"..." Heng Xing paused while packing the medicine bag, "February [-], what's wrong?"

Cheng Lu: "No, just ask."

Heng Xing tidied up all the medicine bags on the coffee table and put them in the bag. "What do you want to eat tonight? Forget it, I'll make the decision tonight. Let's eat noodles, which are easy to digest." Heng Xing got up and walked to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, and as he expected, there was nothing. "I'm going to the supermarket to buy something, do you want to go?"

"It's still early, when the sky gets dark, it will be easier to move, what do you think?" Cheng Lu sat on the sofa and raised an eyebrow at Heng Xing who was standing in front of the refrigerator.

Cheng Lu's clean and fair face reflected the afterglow of the setting sun coming in through the window sill, flickering and dazzling.Cheng Lu's face was not as contoured as Heng Xing's, and there was a hint of softness in his overly fair skin.The most amazing thing is that pair of eyes, which are as clear and bright as not being stained with dust.clean.Yes, it is too clean.So when Heng Xing saw him for the first time, he couldn't take his eyes away. He had never seen a boy who could grow so clean, so he broke in so undefended. his heart.

"Okay, I think what you said makes sense." Heng Xing nodded, then turned and approached the sofa, "Then what should we do now?"

"..." Heng Xing's shirt was unbuttoned too far down, Cheng Lu looked at his protruding collarbone all the way down, his eyes tightened, and he quickly retracted, "Why don't you watch TV." Then he started to go back and forth Looking for the remote control, I looked around and finally found the target under the coffee table. When I bent to get it, I bumped my head.

boom!A very loud sound.Heng Xing hurts just looking at it.

"Hiss—" Cheng Lu's eyes went dark when he was hit directly, his head was lowered and he couldn't lift it up.

"What's wrong with you recently, why are you always bumping into each other, so careless." Heng Xing brought him to his side, and lifted the hair on his forehead with his hand, "Don't move, let me see." It's already bulging, and it's really hard to touch.Touching down with the fingertips, it turned out to be wet and sticky. "Don't cry!"

Cheng Lu burst into tears from the pain.But I still don't forget to refute: "I didn't!"

"Then what is this wetness on my hand? Snot?" Heng Xing said, not forgetting to wipe Cheng Lubiao's tears on his body.

Cheng Lu raised his hand and slapped him away: "Get lost!"

Heng Xing smiled directly and raised his hand to wipe it off his face again. Cheng Lu was forced to recede and lay down in the corner of the sofa. Heng Xing was condescending, and a tear that had just flowed out on Cheng Lu's face was still in the corner of his eye Hanging, the corners of the eyes are still red, the cute and pitiful look is rare, and it looks very attractive.

Cheng Lu's whole heart was pounding, and he stretched out his hand and pulled the person who was looking down at him to him. Heng Xing slid his hand on the sofa, and his whole body fell on Cheng Lu's body, and his head was buried It got into Cheng Lu's neck.The posture was maintained for a while without moving, and then Cheng Lu said in Heng Xing's ear with a small voice: "Xing, I, I brought that thing..."

Heng Xing's breathing tightened suddenly, his throat was unbearably dry.He felt that this time, he might not be able to bear it anymore——

The kisses fell densely, like an emotional release.The heavy breathing permeated the nostrils, and it was impossible to tell whether it was Heng Xing's or Cheng Lu's.Maybe the sofa is a bit small, the two people who were entangled just rolled and fell down like that, and Cheng Lu's nose directly bumped into Heng Xing's chin under him.There was a burst of soreness, and two more tears overflowed, what a fucking frustration, Cheng Lu cursed inwardly!Squeezing his eyes, two drops of tears just fell on Heng Xing's face, which completely snapped his tense nerve, turned over and pressed Cheng Lu under his body.Heng Xing felt stimulated, a little out of control, evil thoughts were born, and for some reason, he actually wanted to know if the person under him would cry more fiercely later.

Covering his lips and kissing twice, Heng Xing's rough voice rang in Cheng Lu's ear: "Baby, let's go to the bedroom."

Cheng Lu didn't know if the soreness on the tip of his nose hadn't subsided just now, and his consciousness was still a little confused, and he didn't become alert until he was hugged by someone. "Don't hug me like this, I will go." As a result, he fell directly onto the bed before bouncing twice.Heng Xing put his hand directly on the belt buckle around his waist and easily released it, along with the zipper of his trousers... Fingertips touched the hard spot——

When the arrow hit the string, Heng Xing stopped moving. "Come on, call your husband!"

Cheng Lu's face was reddish, and the head of the bed was half leaning against his body, holding back his breath.Laughing out of breath, he kicked him directly, "Your uncle!" But then his ankle was caught straight, Heng Xing leaned over and kissed him, and then leaned down: "It's okay if you don't scream, I'll let you beg later Call--"

"You—" Cheng Luqu kicked up the other foot, but Heng Xing grabbed the person and turned over to hold him down.

Just as Cheng Lu was about to turn his head and say something with his knee on the bed, there was a coolness behind him, and then heat.After tightening the strength of the hands that were holding his waist, he couldn't help but let out a rough cry: "Oh my god!", the quilt that was clutched in the palm of his hand was directly twisted into a ball by him, and then gave birth Sweat profusely.A few strands of hair on the forehead were twisted together with sweat sticking together, divided into several strands and hanging down, even flickering back and forth in the air.grass! "Fuck, you, you slow down—"

Heng Xing lowered his eyes, took a look, and let out a muffled "hiss".

Cheng Lu endured two tears, biting the bedding with the tips of his teeth, trying not to make a sound.If you can't help it, you will let out a weak muffled hum, or reach out to scratch the person at the waist, but the response will only be more violent.It even made him cry directly.But it was just that sound.

……

Heng Xing didn't expect that he would really cry, and held him in his arms to comfort him for a long time, the corners of his eyes were still red.Heng Xing put his cheek against Cheng Lu's: "For the first time, I didn't control it well enough. Is there any discomfort?"

"Where do you think it will be uncomfortable?" Cheng Lu rolled his eyes and thought to himself that this person is really fucking ruthless on the bed—fuck!But I also know that I started the fire...

"The main reason is that you are too tight, I will enter..."

Before Heng Xing could finish his sentence, Cheng Lu glared at him again, and he didn't say any more.

"It's okay, it will be easier in the future. Then, let me rub it for you?" After coaxing for a long time, I finally coaxed out a sentence, blaming myself, bullying too hard, but this kind of thing... I can't help it... "Is it hurt? How about I wait and buy some ointment for you to apply."

Cheng Lu continued to ignore people, with swaying eyes, it seemed that he only had the focus at this moment, and his whole head could be said to be blinded just now.

"Hungry!" Heng Xing turned his head and glanced out the window, it was getting dark.But he felt that someone should not be able to go. "I'll go down and buy something and come back to cook. You sleep first."

Heng Xing said that he withdrew from under the quilt, and his strong back was undoubtedly exposed in front of Cheng Lu's eyes.Just by looking at it, you can imagine what it was like when the sweat rolled down on it just now.There are still a few reddish marks on the arms and wrists.Cheng Lu glanced at the cheeks that couldn't help but feel a burst of embarrassment.

There was one person missing in the quilt, which seemed very loose, and Cheng Lu directly stepped back and covered himself in it.so tired!Don't even want to move.After making a cabbage, how can a pig be so energetic, but I am so tired.incomprehensible.

Heng Xing bought vegetables, and first stewed ribs soup in the pressure cooker.Feeling that it's almost time, take out some soup and start to eat, Cheng Lu's stomach has not fully recovered, and he needs to eat something easy to digest.In addition, I also fried a plate of green vegetables, in short, the lighter the better.

After the food was served and brought to the table, there was still no movement in the bedroom.Heng Xing walked over and lifted one side of the quilt, revealing a white face, eyes closed, still sleeping.

"Baby—" Although I couldn't bear to call him, but if I didn't eat the noodles, it would be very hard to eat later.

"Well! What are you doing!"

Heng Xing didn't expect to respond so quickly, maybe he was pretending to sleep. "Do you want to eat?" Heng Xing leaned on Cheng Lu's ear, looking very patient.

"Not hungry." Cheng Lu covered himself again with the corner of the quilt that had been pulled down.

"..." Heng Xing put his hand under the quilt, "I bought you some ointment, why don't you rub it on if you feel uncomfortable?"

In fact, Cheng Lu didn't want to be entangled with this problem at all, not at all.

In order to show his liveliness, he sat up and prepared to get out of bed as soon as the quilt was lifted, but he quickly covered it again after the quilt was lifted, and couldn't help but raised his hand and pinched his temple.grass!He forgot about himself, and was stripped naked, so fucking upset!

Seeing that someone was going to get up, Heng Xing quickly got up and brought a set of casual clothes from another room, then put it in front of Cheng Lu's eyes and said, "Wear this, it's loose and comfortable."

"Hmm." Cheng Lu dawdled and began to put on his clothes, and then when he put on the slippers and got out of bed, his legs shivered. He took two steps and held on to the door frame.Then he let go of his hand without any trace, he felt that he was covering up very well, Heng Xing should not be able to see it.right.

"Eat more. If it's not enough, I'll make it later. How does it taste?" Heng Xing put a green vegetable into Cheng Lu's bowl.

Cheng Lu took a mouthful of noodles, lowered his head, and nodded: "Well, it's okay."

With a smile on the corner of Heng Xing's mouth, he said in his heart: What a duplicity guy, he just said he wasn't hungry, but now he eats more than anyone else.

In fact, Cheng Lu was already very hungry. Because of his stomach discomfort, Heng Xing just let himself drink porridge all day long.It felt like I hadn't eaten anything.He didn't give him food, and he didn't show any mercy when he was tossing around.Really are--

The result was that Cheng Lu was not full, Heng Xing made another bowl, and after eating two bowls of noodles, Cheng Lu felt that he had regained his vitality.The mental head has also improved a lot.Lie on the bed and play black games and play happily.

Heng Xing glanced at someone who was fighting with his head down, his concentration seemed to pierce the screen of the mobile phone in front of him.He completely lost the seductive look of swallowing under his body just now. If he hadn't seen it with his own eyes, Heng Xing wouldn't have dared to think that he would actually be made to cry.Suddenly, he felt a sense of guilt, but the more he was like that just now, the more he couldn't help but want to use more force - he knew it was too much, but... just couldn't help it.

Maybe his gaze was too direct, and Cheng Lu, who was noticed, turned his face and caught him. "What have you been staring at me for?"

Heng Xing didn't evade, he just stuck to him and pulled him into his arms from behind, saying, "Baby, can I ask you a question?"

"No!" Cheng Lu seemed to be alert to what he would ask.

"you--"

"I have tears in my eyes, just, I will cry in the wind if I move too much. A small problem." Cheng Lu cut it off quickly. "Just—oh, don't ask."

"???" Heng Xing lowered his head to Cheng Lu's back shoulder, trying to control his facial expression, and then said sullenly: "I didn't mean to ask this, I just wanted to ask when you are free, let's go together Move house." He really didn't want to ask that.I knew he would be awkward, so how could I ask again.

"..." Cheng Lu threw the phone aside when he heard the words, and pulled the quilt to cover himself tightly again.How fucking stupid!

Cheng Lu felt that this face was almost lost by himself.

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