My personality collapsed after I hit the actor

Under Heng Xing's command, Sun Hao drove the car directly into the entrance of a restaurant in an alley. There were very few people here. Obviously, it was a good place that Heng Xing and the others had discovered before.

"Let's go, let's go eat first." The car stopped, Heng Xing patted Cheng Lu on the shoulder, opened the car door and got out of the car with long legs.

"Brother Heng, I'll find a place." Sun Hao dropped his words and walked in front of the two, his pace almost trotting.

Heng Xing walked slowly, and said to Cheng Lu beside him: "This hot pot is very delicious. The bottom of the pot is stewed with that kind of pigeon meat. The soup is white with milk. And it is not greasy. It tastes very refreshing, and we won't come here often except for the announcement, so we must eat more later." Make more.

"It's not that you don't know that I like spicy food. How can hot pot be delicious if it's not spicy?" Cheng Lu felt that Heng Xing's proposal was not very good, so he pouted in disapproval.

"..." Heng Xing wandered around for a while, then compromised a step, "Then let's have two types of hot pot, and another spicy one."

"Well, good." Cheng Lu nodded lightly.Instead, he asked, "Is your cold better? I hear your nasal voice is not as strong as on the phone."

Heng Xing: "Okay, in fact, when you called, it was almost ready."

The two quickly followed Sun Hao's footsteps and went upstairs to the private room.

Cheng Lu randomly found a place to sit down, Heng Xing pulled the chair next to him and sat down next to him.Sun Hao sat across from the two of them, without raising his eyelids, and continued to pretend to be blind.In the past, he just felt that his work was a bit tiring and he needed to obey orders at any time.Now he feels that his job difficulty seems to be added. He needs to pretend to be blind, and he also needs to endure endless dog abuse by his master.Sun Hao felt that he might have been really blind before, and he didn't see any tricks until he heard the very serious conversation between Xi Youxuan and Heng Xing that day.I feel like I really... Fuck!Live so big in vain!They turned out to be real.

Heng Xing took the menu on one side, put it in front of Cheng Lu, turned over, pressed the words on it with his fingers, and glanced at Cheng Lu: "Is there anything else you want to eat besides hot pot? Stone pot fish tastes good too. And this fried beef brisket."

"Brother, we can't finish eating, I'm not a pig. Don't waste it, you will have a chance to bring me over to eat in the future." Cheng Lu swiped the phone on the table with one hand, pressed the menu with the other hand and pushed Arrived in front of Heng Xing.

Without saying a word, Heng Xing directly gave the menu to Sun Hao who was sitting opposite: "Go, that's all."

Sun Hao felt that he finally had a chance to go on business. He could stay alone for a few minutes, took the menu, picked up his buttocks and left.

After ordering the meal, we waited for a while and ate it quickly.

This season, it's cold and windy outside, so it's perfect to have a hot pot.It can drive away the cold and warm up the body.I don’t know if it’s because the indoor temperature is too high or the steam is boiling in the pot. In short, the windows of the small private room are covered with a layer of gray water vapor, and the street lights outside are also smudged like a layer of veil, which is unbearably hazy. It's like a vague dream.Cheng Lu stretched out his hand and wiped the wet window, and his fingertips slid over, leaving behind water droplets that were not wiped clean, but the hazy picture finally disappeared.The huge window seems to have opened up a new world, through which lights and shadows become clear, real and bright.The smell of fireworks in the world hits the face, and even the heads of people moving downstairs can be seen very clearly.Cheng Lu suddenly thought that he and Heng Xing hadn't celebrated each other's birthdays together, nor had they celebrated Valentine's Day. Without these, how could they be considered lovers.He feels that no matter how busy he is, some things cannot be ignored.

It was already nine o'clock in the evening when the two returned to the hotel that Heng Xing had booked.After eating the hot pot, Cheng Lu felt very thirsty, and after entering the house, he anxiously looked for water to drink. "Where is your disposable water cup here? Do you have a water cup with you?" Twisting and walking a little anxiously, his knee touched the corner of the coffee table next to the sofa, which happened to be the place he bumped into when he came to the stage to accept the award in the afternoon. In pain, he hastily bent his legs and hugged him back to sit on the sofa.

When Heng Xing came out of the bedroom with a water glass, he saw Cheng Lu curled up on the sofa and lifted his trouser legs to watch. When he walked up, he was only rubbing, and the knees of his hands were blue and red and there was a little blood oozing. Heng Xing Xing put the water glass on the coffee table, walked up to Cheng Lu and squatted down, took the hand he was rubbing and asked, "How did you do it?"

"I was too excited when I received the award in the afternoon. I walked a little too fast. I threw it on the leg of the table with too much force, and just touched the corner of the coffee table." After finishing speaking, Cheng Lu realized that this seemed a bit embarrassing, and he might be laughed at. , suddenly regretted it.

really!

Heng Xing squatted down and looked down at the ground.

Cheng Lu raised his foot and stepped on Heng Xing's shoulder, then said domineeringly, "Don't laugh!"

"Baby, I don't have it!" Heng Xing raised his head and glanced at the foot on his shoulder, feeling a little wronged.It's true that he wanted to laugh, but obviously he couldn't bear it.Pressing the foot on the shoulder with his hand, he swished it back as soon as it touched Cheng Lu.The movement was a little big, and the knees that were bent suddenly tightened the flesh and there was another burst of pain. Cheng Lu directly lay down on the sofa on his side with the jar smashed.

"Be patient, I'll let Sun Hao go down and buy some medicine for bruises." Heng Xing got up to get the phone that was still on his side.

But the corner of the clothes was grabbed by a hand that stretched out when passing by Chu Lu. "No, you can just stay with me. Or you can consider giving me a blowjob." Then the hand was pulled up along the hem of the clothes to the hand, and Heng Xing usurped the hand that was holding her, and pulled it up hard, pulling Cheng When Lu's body moved away from the sofa and almost sat up, he turned around and sat down, pulling him into his arms.He took off his shoes and sat cross-legged on the sofa, resting Cheng Lu's head on his shoulders.Arms from behind Cheng Lu's waist to the front of the front, the four hands clasped each other, Heng Xing soon discovered that Cheng Lu's other hand was also green and red. "You touched this in your hand too?"

"..." Cheng Lu seemed to have learned the lesson just now, so he didn't make a sound.

That is the default.Heng Xing began to stroke up the sleeves, "Are there any other places?"

"Oh, it's gone! Don't touch it!" Cheng Lu pressed Heng Xing's fumbling hand, a little anxious, a little thirsty, and a little want to drink water, which he wanted to drink in the first place.Thinking of this, she straightened her body and then bent towards the coffee table, reaching out to fill the glass of water that Heng Xing just brought over.

Heng Xing was afraid that he would fall headlong under the table with too much force, so he kept pulling his arms around his waist, while Cheng Lu leaned forward with all his strength, and the two of them looked a little different from a distance. ——It’s hard to say.

After taking a sip of water, Cheng Lu, who quenched his thirst, felt much better. The moistened lips seemed to condense into a drop of water, which looked crystal clear, and it fell under Heng Xing's eyes. Heng Xing He couldn't help rolling his Adam's apple, and leaned forward to hold the mouth.Cheng Lu grabbed Heng Xing's neck with his backhand, turning his defense into an offense.There is no one who wins or loses in the contest between lips and tongues, only who can be satisfied and who cannot be satisfied.Heng Xing reached down and used his trump card directly, causing Cheng Lu to beg for mercy again and again, "brother", "brother", "brother" began to shout indiscriminately.

Heng Xing: "..."

The two still felt that the fuss on the sofa was not enough, so they ran into the bathroom again. The glass door of the bathroom was foggy from the hot air inside, and the figures inside were moving back and forth non-stop.

At last it was on the bed.

Cheng Lu raised his head and leaned into Heng Xing's neck and took a bite on the protruding Adam's apple, then gnawed along the neck bit by bit, making Heng Xing's hand that swiped the screen on the phone unsteady, like A naughty little goblin.Hastily stretched out his hand to press the head that was buried in his neck doing evil, "Don't dare to make trouble anymore, your body is too weak, you won't be able to bear it." Heng Xing said in a hoarse voice, suppressing the dryness on his body, this guy Today is challenging the limit of his endurance.

Cheng Lu raised his face, flashed his bright eyes, and sent out an invitation: "...Xing, do you want to do it?"

Heng Xing: "..."

Heng Xing could hear the sincerity in his words.Dazed for a moment, without saying a word, the wrists around Cheng Lu's waist tightened.After a while, he loosened again.Then he said: "...Hey, your knee is injured, it will get worse, let's wait another day." Moreover, Heng Xing is afraid that he won't be able to bear it for a while because his body is so weak.

"I kind of think about it." Cheng Lu slammed his chin on Heng Xing's chest, raised his face, and said again.

Heng Xing swallowed reflexively.The temperature of the fingertips pinched on Cheng Lu's waist rose instantly, and a little sweat oozes out.

Heng Xing thought for a moment, then asked: "Then, have you brought anything?"

Cheng Lu moved his position, put his face on Heng Xing's shoulder, and shook his head.

Heng Xing flickered his eyes and said, "Good boy, go to sleep."

Heng Xing found an excuse to suppress the restlessness in his heart.

Cheng Lu said "OK".

Heng Xing stretched out his hand and pulled the quilt up, fearing that he would catch a cold, so it covered Cheng Lu's neck, turned his face and kissed the close mouth.

"..." Cheng Lu closed his eyes tightly, breathed evenly, and was very obedient. Heng Xing didn't expect that just after he finished speaking, this man had already fallen asleep lying on top of him.I was so tired that I thought... Heng Xing suddenly doubted whether he really wanted it.

Cheng Lu went to bed early at night, and the next day he was full of energy and nestled under the quilt, staring at his eyes, plump.

With a head of fluffy and messy hair tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, Heng Xing woke up after a few strokes.Heng Xing slept late, squinting his eyes and grabbed the tossing man into his arms to hold him down. "Be honest and sleep a little longer."

Cheng Lu felt that he wanted to ask something last night, but Mo Ji forgot to ask in the end, and fell asleep in a daze for some reason.Forget about the problem at the moment.

Cheng Lu still couldn't sleep, he broke free from someone's shackles and stretched out his hand to get the phone, then re-buried himself in the shackles just now, and pulled back the arm that was just around his waist and continued to wear it out of its original position.This is so good, he suddenly wants to do this every day, but it seems a little unrealistic at the moment.

Turning on the phone, a news was pushed immediately with a "ding--". Cheng Lu pulled the page down, and was going to cross out the pushed news out of habit, but he couldn't move his hand when he pressed it.

#时红力力派影帝 Family background has been dug deep, behind the popular acting career there is some ulterior secret#

In the first line of words under the long and conspicuous black title, there appeared the name that he thought should appear.The finger pinched between someone's fingers on his waist couldn't help but tense and curled up. He let out a light breath and opened it. A long-form news article was written, as if it included what they knew and guessed. Everything that is confirmed is listed in detail.But what they believed was absolutely absurd in Cheng Lu's view.Such things as disowning relatives after becoming famous, such things as being ungrateful and losing all morals, are all nonsense!Now some media are listening to the wind is raining, not seeking to dig deep into the truth, but only seeking to gain traffic and eyeballs, which is really disgusting.

Cheng Lu clicked on Weibo, and immediately after the top trending search was the word "Boom" that was so red that it turned black. #hengxingfather Street Explosive Speak#, followed by #hengxingfather#, #hengxing#.

Cheng Lu thought that the question he had been struggling with last night was actually about this, but he also knew that this was Heng Xing's sore spot, so he didn't want to poke it.I didn't expect that when I woke up in the morning, I would be poked by the evil hand stretched out by almost everyone.

The most popular search in the hot search actually revolves around a video. It should be that after they got in the car yesterday afternoon, the man who claimed to be Heng Xing's father performed a one-man show again. It's very pitiful, as if Heng Xing is really that ungrateful, but there is never a "gratitude", and there is no word "righteousness".Seeing this, Cheng Lu thought again of what he heard in the bathroom. The man said——Heng Xing was adopted, but even if he was adopted, since he decided to be a parent at the beginning, he should do what a parent should do. It's what it looks like.If you don't have that ability, why raise it.They may never know how much the original family has on a person's growth.And the harm caused by the misfortune of the original family will not disappear for a long time, and will always be carried. Every time it is poked, it will hurt a little, and then return to numbness.

Cheng Lu's head was in a mess, he didn't know how to speak, and he was full of thoughts even after brushing his teeth after waking up.He thought about turning over his mobile phone and handing it to Heng Xing directly, anyway, he would know sooner or later.But there is no courage.After brushing his teeth and washing his face, he dawdled over to Heng Xing who was eating breakfast and flipping through magazines. His hesitant expression made Heng Xing put down the chopsticks in his hand, and he was no longer in the mood to read the magazines he was flipping through. He copied the cover with his fingers, turned it over and closed it, and then showed an expression like he was choking on a meal and said, "Baby, you started shaking in front of me early in the morning, are you tired? What do you want? Whatever you want, you can just say it, and I will do my best to satisfy you, or... I will go down and buy it now?"

Cheng Lu: "..."

"You misunderstood me!" Cheng Lu felt that he was particularly wronged, did he act so dissatisfied?How could he think of this. "Look at your phone yourself!" Cheng Lu threw a word angrily, and sat down at the dining table, took the bowls and chopsticks, and began to eat rice recklessly.

"……"cell phone?Heng Xing got up and went into the bedroom, took the phone and opened it, so it was because of this. "I know this."

"You know?" Cheng Lu raised the head buried in the rice bowl when he heard the words, when did he know?

"I found out last night." Heng Xing could poke into Cheng Lu's thoughts in one click. "It's been dealt with by someone, so you don't have to worry."

Cheng Lu: "How to deal with it?"

Heng Xing: "More than 30 lawyer letters have been sent."

Cheng Lu: "..."

Simple and rude!Can. "that--"

"Don't you really want to know why I didn't take the college entrance examination and walked away?" Heng Xing put his phone on the dining table, put his arms on the table, looked up at Cheng Lu, "I'll tell you now, do you want to?" listen?"

"I don't want to!" Cheng Lu snapped two mouthfuls of rice in a panic.Although, he knew it all, but it was precisely because he knew that when Heng Xing started to tell him something seriously, he couldn't accept it.He didn't want to watch Heng Xing open his wounds bit by bit with his own hands, and then hang them in front of his eyes, bloody, full of injuries.

At this moment, what Cheng Lu thought was, it would be great if he didn't know anything in the first place.In this way, when he wants to talk about it, he won't feel so uncomfortable.

The rice was a bit dry, stuck in the throat and could not be swallowed, coupled with the sourness stuck in the bridge of the nose, it was really uncomfortable.He really didn't want to hear it either.

Cheng Lu's "don't want" made Heng Xing froze for a moment, don't you want to?Heng Xing thought that he wanted to hear an explanation a long time ago.

"The man you saw yesterday was found by my mother later. That year, for some unknown reason, the two had a big fight, and that man beat her in front of me, so I was kicked out. Then at that time, young and energetic, easily impulsive, went out to find a job, didn’t go to school, and didn’t have the courage to look for you.” Heng Xing paused, “In fact, sometimes I regret it when I think about it later, but At that time, there was no way to retreat. And I had nothing, and I didn’t have the courage after that. Later, when I found out that you were in a Japanese drama, I suddenly felt that I had a goal, a fighting spirit, and a direction. I worked hard... I just- —”

Heng Xing's tone was very light, as if he was talking about someone else's past events over the years.Understatement, without the slightest point.There was no ups and downs of emotion to be heard.Not distracted at all.This kind of deliberate frivolity can actually sting people even more.

"Stop talking..." Cheng Lu pinched the edges of the chopsticks with his fingers, and his nails turned white due to excessive force. "Forget it in the past, aren't we together now?"

Heng Xing smiled bitterly, and at this moment his mood fluctuated: "I thought you would care—"

"Who said I don't care!" Cheng Lu was afraid that Heng Xing would misunderstand his intentions, so he answered in a hurry. "It's just... before you were ready to tell me, I knew it. I... I actually knew it a long time ago." As he spoke, his voice fell silent, and his eyes fell on the chopsticks rubbed by his fingertips , rubbing harder.

"..." Heng Xing raised his head and looked at Cheng Lu, his eyes locked the person in front of him tightly.No wonder, for so long, he didn't ask again.

As for how Cheng Lu knew, Heng Xing didn't ask again, nor did he ask how much he knew.Anyway, more or less, if he wanted to hear it, I would tell him about it in the future. Originally, I didn't intend to keep it a secret. As for why I didn't say it all the time, it was because I didn't get a good time.

because--

I love you, there is nothing I can't tell you.