Big Brother's Alternative Strategy [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 84 The Game of Genius (End)
Gu Lingchuan stepped into Xue's company.
As soon as he raised his eyes, he saw Xue Jin who was wearing home clothes, standing in the crowd, smiling and raising his hand to greet him.
Tsk, this pervert.
Facing the two brothers of the Xue family, Gu Lingchuan had already practiced the skill of turning a blind eye. He glanced at Xue Jin and shook hands with Xue Wanyu who came up to him.
Xue Wanyu also saw Xue Jin, he felt helpless for a while, Xue Jin was forbidden to enter in the company, but Xue Jin was able to escape under the noses of others, and then appeared suddenly.
Xue Wanyu was somewhat embarrassed facing Gu Lingchuan, he said, "I'm sorry, Chairman Gu."
"It's okay."
Gu Lingchuan has already developed resistance to Xue Jin, who has a different brain circuit from ordinary people, and he replied with a smile on his face.
Xue Jin looked at the handsome man, but the time seemed to be frozen in time, green light appeared in his eyes.
He really wanted to take off the meticulous suit that the man was wearing, wrap it around his body, strangle his neck, and linger with him to death.
He licked his lips subconsciously, and his eyes slowly moved across Gu Lingchuan's suit jacket, outlining the smooth muscle lines and strong body of Gu Lingchuan in his mind.
Xue Jin felt hot all over his body, and he had to try his best to remind himself that he had to pretend to be a normal person in order to prevent him from jumping up and biting Gu Lingchuan.
But out of public, he doesn't have to pretend.
Xue Jin thought so, and did the same.
After going to the bathroom, Gu Lingchuan, who was rushed to tear off his clothes by the eager Xue Jin, once again felt the wildness of the sick and delicate character.
He just couldn't stand it.
"give me."
Xue Jin is just like an Omega that got out of control during the rut in the last world, twisting his body like a snake, his eyes are lazy, and his red lips are pouting, extremely seductive.
Gu Lingchuan refused to be seduced.
"This place, don't you think it's dirty?"
"I locked the door, you can't get out."
Xue Jin narrowed his eyes, leaned on Gu Lingchuan and said.
Gu Lingchuan looked at the locked bathroom cubicles, helplessly, raised his leg, kicked the door, then removed the dog skin plaster Xue Jin, straightened his clothes, walked out without looking at Xue Jin again.
"Wow, exciting!"
How could Xue Jin let Gu Lingchuan go.
He followed over, reached into Gu Lingchuan's clothes, put one hand into his lips, sucked his fingers, and said very sickly: "I want you, I want to have you, I want to bite you and swallow you, how can you leave me?"
As he spoke, he really groaned and swallowed a mouthful of saliva.
Gu Lingchuan always felt that he played too much the first time and ruined Xue Jin.
Otherwise, how could this person become such a virtuous person?
It is not a solution to be pestered by Xue Jin all the time. Gu Lingchuan felt that he was probably infected by the aura of abnormality, and he unexpectedly had a dangerous idea.
He looked at Xue Jin, squinted his eyes, and said softly: "Since you like me so much, then come home with me and be my collection, okay?"
"Okay."
Xue Jin agreed with a smile: "Take me away now, okay? I want to be hurt by you, and I feel so uncomfortable."
Xue Jin is not a M-shatter, but now, he really looks like that.
Gu Lingchuan really brought Xue Jin to Gu's house.
After Gu Xinyan entered high school, she lived in a villa closer to the school. Now, only Gu Lingchuan lives in Gu's house.
After Xue Jin was brought back, Gu Lingchuan informed Xue Wanyu and Tan Li that Xue Jin was going to live with him.
Xue Wanyu and Tan Li, one is his father and the other is Xue Jin's therapist. They have not recruited Xue Jin these years. Only Gu Lingchuan can cure Xue Jin, and Xue Jin wants to take advantage of Gu Lingchuan. If they don't let go, they can only agree.
"Xiao Gu, you have to be careful, don't be led into the ditch by Xue Jin, genius madness is contagious."
And Xue Jin has been trying to make Gu Lingchuan crazy.
Tan Li told Gu Lingchuan to say.
"Well, I'll pay attention."
Gu Lingchuan hung up the phone and looked back at Xue Jin who was playing the piano.
There was no one in the Gu house. After taking a bath, Xue Jin put on a bath towel and walked out. He was immersed in the music, his eyes were slightly squinted, his body was swaying, and he looked very intoxicated.
Following Xue Jin's movements, the bath towel fell onto the carpet.
Gu Lingchuan held a teacup, took a sip of hot tea, and looked at Xue Jin.
Xue Jin's skin is so white that it glows. He was already very good-looking, but after being imprisoned and controlled, he lost his freedom and never got out in the sun.
The soft light shone on Xue Jin. He was like an exquisite sculpture, with almost no vitality on his body. He raised his neck and looked extremely intoxicated, like an angel who sacrificed himself to the devil.
However, in fact, this man who looks like an angel is the real devil.
Now, this demon is trying its best to tempt Gu Lingchuan.
Gu Lingchuan swallowed the tea and gave a low laugh.
Obviously, this is Xue Jin's new game.
He wants to see himself aroused, bewitched by him, and then he'll get bored and start a new game.
In order to observe the sick Xue Huai and the farce led by the Liao family, Xue Jinneng hibernated for more than ten years and has been watching with cold eyes. Now that he has suffered several big losses at the hands of Gu Lingchuan, Xue Jin's playfulness was immediately drawn out.
He is even willing to spend more time, treating himself as a toy in the game, to compete with Gu Lingchuan and test human nature.
Gu Lingchuan thought, since you want to play, let's play.
He also likes to play, Xue Jin is so good at playing, how can he not accompany him?
Gu Lingchuan walked over and pushed Xue Jin down on the black and white keys.
He lowered his head and looked at Xue Jin's pupils.
Looking carefully, Xue Jin looks really perfect, with no blemish skin, beautiful eyeballs like glass beads, and long and curled eyelashes.
Pouting lips, smiling mouth corners.
Every hair, every line, the curvature of the mouth when smiling, the gentleness when the eyebrows and eyes are drooping, are all exquisite and touching.
Now, this man with perfect appearance and temperament wants to be his collection.
With his fingers brushing the fine silk-like skin, Gu Lingchuan looked into Xue Jin's eyes and smiled.
There are tourists entering the winding path again, and the shovels are turning over the soil and the drizzle is falling.
Xue Jin tensed his body, tilted his neck back, and was stimulated to cry.
"Go on, no matter what you want to do, what you will do, you can do it."
"I am yours."
"It's your collection."
Xue Jin opened his mouth to exhale, and he stretched his body to make it easier for Gu Lingchuan to move.
"Oh, collectibles?"
Gu Lingchuan laughed, and the dark and hoarse laughter entered his ears, like a sigh from a god in a mysterious country.
The man's voice was sexy and dark, his eardrum hummed, and Xue Jin trembled again.
"I really like you, I like how you treat me like this, I like the way your cold eyes look at me, I like how your fingers touch me without emotion..."
"It's like, you are the master, and I am a puppet controlled by you."
"In the past, others were my observation specimens, but now, I am yours..."
"Come on, use the string in your hand to control your puppet!"
Xue Jin frankly longed for Gu Lingchuan's touch.
Gu Lingchuan fulfilled Xue Jin's wish and took a good look at his new collection.
Xue Jin was lying on the piano, pressing the black and white keys with his fingers from time to time, playing broken tunes.
He looked at the ceiling above his head.
Above, Xue Jin and Gu Lingchuan are reflected in the spliced lenses on the chandelier, Gu Lingchuan who is meticulous and stern and calm, and Xue Jin who is broken and embarrassed.
He laughed and played a bar coherently.
Or Liszt's "Wild-o'-the-wisps".
The messy sound of the piano echoed in the room, the absurd and chaotic sound, just like the relationship between Xue Jin and Gu Lingchuan.
They got entangled until Gu Xinyan and Xue Niansheng got married, and their child was born.
A full ten years.
Gu Lingchuan was still the same Gu Lingchuan, but Xue Jin was no longer the same Xue Jin.
When he was playing with life, he ended up getting himself involved instead.
In the unchanging room, there was still the piano, and Xue Jin's fingers were flying on the keys.
"Für Elise by Beethoven."
Gu Lingchuan, who was reading, raised his head and looked at Xue Jin. He raised his eyebrows.
Xue Jin paused, and he looked down at his fingers with a puzzled expression.
Xue Jin didn't know why he suddenly wanted to play such a song.
However, when the sunlight fell on Gu Lingchuan's back, coating the man with a layer of gold, while the man's face was hidden in the darkness and could not be seen clearly, the actions of Xue Jin's subordinates automatically changed.
A smooth "Fur Elise" came out obliquely.
Xue Jin, who had finished playing a song unconsciously, looked down at his fingers and suddenly smiled.
"My fingers and my heart have their own consciousness."
"Give birth to a consciousness that escaped the control of my brain."
"And I'm only now finding out."
He walked over, looked at Gu Lingchuan calmly, and looked directly into Gu Lingchuan's eyes.
"I love you."
Xue Jin said seriously.
The game started and ended, and as a result, he suffered a crushing defeat, but the man remained unmoved.
Gu Lingchuan looked at Xue Jin suspiciously, and he put down the book in his hand.
"I love you."
Xue Jin leaned over and kissed Gu Lingchuan without the slightest desire, almost piously.
"Before you leave, I want to tell you that I love you. My heart, my brain, my fingers, every inch of my body, I love you."
A tear dripped from the corner of Xue Jin's eye.
He discovered it too late, his intuition always discovers the truth ahead of his rationality, but he didn't notice.
When Gu Xinyan looked over with a smile in her arms, and Gu Lingchuan smiled back with a gentle smile, Xue Jin looked at Gu Lingchuan, and saw alienation and indifference from his eyes.
Emotions are rapidly withdrawing from this man's eyes.
He is leaving.
"Well, I see."
An indifferent male voice sounded, and a kiss fell on the lips.
One touch away.
Xue Jin opened his eyes.
He was alone in the empty room.
This house, like his empty heart, only lives in him.
Xue Jin looked around the room, raised his hand to wipe away his tears, he gave a low laugh, untied the loose towel and sat in front of the piano.
A flying song "To Alice" poured out again.
After playing a piece, Xue Jin lay down on the piano, stroking the black and white keys.
"The black ones and the white ones are the keys to strike, and they have the same function."
"Ordinary, genius, crazy, all human."
"There is nothing that can escape from the established circle."
A moment later, there was a knock on the door.
Xue Jin stepped forward to open the door.
Outside the door, the grey-haired and hale and hearty Ms. Tan handed a report to Xue Jin with a serious expression.
"Mr. Xue, the psychological evaluation shows that your mental state has stabilized now, and your psychological defects are beginning to be cured."
"This is a miracle, I hope you can continue to maintain it and cooperate with our treatment."
"Given that you haven't done anything that endangers public safety for so many years, you have also assisted the international cyber police to break through the dark web and arrested all members of the dark web..."
"Congratulations, your imprisonment has been lifted."
(the end of the song)
Many years later, Xue Jin can still recall a dream he had when he was young.
He couldn't tell whether it was a good dream or a nightmare, but there was no doubt that that dream caused waves in his life, which was as boring as stagnant water.
Enough to overturn the waves of his life.
Xue Jin can still feel the throbbing of his heart due to the fanatical love in the dream - the other party's fingers ruthlessly scratched his skin, touched his eyebrows, and bit his cheeks almost coldly. lips...
The man's cold and dark aura filled his body.
Every minute, every second, he was lost in it.
It was obviously a dream, but when Xue Jin dreamed back at midnight, he felt that everything was so real, so real that he would tremble slightly while holding himself in his arms.
A name rolls in my throat, but every time I want to call it, that name can no longer be caught.
He didn't know that person's name, nor his appearance. What existed in his mind was just a cold silhouette.
Xue Jin's life has always been boring and boring.
It was so boring that he wanted to destroy everything.
The original Xue Jin was a child from someone else's family whom everyone praised.
He is gentle, humble, optimistic, has the ability to never forget, and has a super ability to imitate, but these beautiful things completely hide Xue Jin's true face.
He is an emotionless monster.
He can't feel love or hatred. His life is mechanically fixed on the track of normal people. He forces himself to move forward along the boring track of life, even if he despises life in his heart and makes him suffocate. You have to force yourself to live like this day after day.
Because, he knew that he was a different kind, and once he was discovered, he would attract strange eyes.
Xue Jin watched people come and go every day, and he felt bored and uninterested. With nothing to do, he began to observe and record the lives of ordinary people.
But, soon, he discovered that all ordinary people, life is like copy and paste, they eat without purpose, work like ghosts, and fall asleep full of exhaustion.
He doesn't see the quality of those people as separate individuals.
After losing interest in ordinary people, Xue Jin turned his attention to the aliens in society.
Criminals, people with abnormal psychology, and people with personality defects show a completely different appearance from ordinary people in Xue Jin's eyes.
They erode the lives of normal people with their teeth and claws, squeezing the living space of most ordinary people, lurking in the crowd like mold, pretending to be harmless, until one day...
"Bam—"
The mold matured and radiated the evil spores into the life of normal people, making the life of normal people extremely bad.
Xue Jin smiled happily. He felt that he had seen vivid and interesting specimens. He began to deliberately look for such existences and observe them.
At that time, Xue Jin didn't know that at that time, he had crossed the line and stepped into an abyss.
Those who enter the abyss cannot see the light outside the abyss.
Just when Xue Jin was having fun, he met Liao Tianxin, who wanted to abduct him.
15-year-old Xue Jin looked at Liao Tianxin, noticing the madness and destructive desire in the man's eyes, he smiled.
He brought out Xue Huai, whom he hated, and handed it to Liao Tianxin with his own hands.
When he returned home, Xue Jin cheered happily. He didn't feel that he had done anything wrong. He just felt that a trouble had been thrown away, and his life became perfect in an instant!
That was the most cross-border thing Xue Jin did when he was trying to pretend to be a normal person.
It was also that incident that connected him with that man, and then, that incident that completely pushed the man who fell with light away from Xue Jin.
The other party saw the darkness in him and saw his sin, so they bluntly isolated him from their own world.
At the beginning of the game, Xue Jin thought that he would not be tempted.
However, that person's cold eyes could easily arouse his emotions. He felt his heart beating, shouting:
"Conquer him!"
Conquer him, make him rejoice in his joys and grieve in his sorrows, be his marionette!
Thinking of such a future, Xue Jin was so excited that he couldn't sleep.
However, in the end, he was the one who finally controlled his emotions.
When the man didn't see him, Xue Jin would be angry. When the man looked at his daughter tenderly, Xue Jin would be jealous. He became less and less like himself.
He completely became a marionette in that person's hands, and his every move was at the mercy of the other person.
However, Xue Jin at that time did not understand.His heart is cut off from the whole world, and completely separated from himself, he cannot see his own heart.
He could only instinctively stay by that person's side, tempt him, and let him shed a drop of sweat for himself. He comforted himself that the other person was obsessed with him.
That's an illusion.
Xue Jin blocked his perception, he put the illusion behind him, and tried his best to keep that person with his perfect body and shell like a work of art.
After all, that person has already seen through this snow-white body, under his body, and empty and boring soul.
He wanted to see the eyes of the other party lost in desire.
It must be very moving.
However, time after time, after sweating profusely, the man's pupils did not waver at all.
He got up indifferently, tidied up his clothes gracefully, put his collection on the black sheets, the piano with black and white keys, the dark sofa, and even the dining table, and left without the slightest nostalgia.
Once, after the other party left, Xue Jin suddenly smiled when he saw himself sluggish in front of the mirror and smelled the long-lasting smell in the air.
How embarrassed he is, like a puppet that has been dismantled and reassembled.But that man was always calm and self-possessed. He couldn't imagine that there would be someone who could keep his eyes unmoved at that time.
But that man did it, the man who treated him as a collection did it.
A full ten years.
Every minute and every second of the ten years of the dream, Xue Jin felt as if it had happened in real life. He could clearly recall the touch of that person's clothes, the way that person looked at him, and every time he turned and left. When I went, there was no nostalgic figure.
And, my happy, lost, and jealous mood.
His heart beats for that man.
He thought that sooner or later that person would fall in love.
As always, it was Xue Jin's illusion.
Like his life, like an illusion.
That man will never fall in love with him.
He has seen through Xue Jin's essence, so he can enjoy his own collection, but he will not have unnecessary feelings for his exquisite collection.
In Xue Jin's eyes, Xue Jin is just like other people in Xue Jin's eyes, just a specimen that can be played with at will.
Xue Jin lowered his head and looked at the notes in his hand.
He already knew the taste of love and hate, so he was withdrawn from the vacuum state of the past, and could no longer watch other people's life and death with a cold eye.
He will think of his younger brother when he was young, and he will have belated regrets. When he sees the gray hair of his elderly parents, he will feel the cruelty of time.
The cold Xue Jin who used to treat life as a game is gone forever.
Tan Li has never understood why Xue Jin's congenital personality defects can be cured, and Xue Jin also does not understand, but it is incredible that his strongest love and hatred come from a dream.
A fragmented dream that could no longer recall coherent fragments.
That dream pulled him back from the abyss to the world.
How does it feel to be a normal person?Xue Jin would say, it’s not good, the mechanical life day after day, the future can be seen at a glance, it’s not interesting.
However, this kind of life is warm and fulfilling. Day by day, Xue Jin's empty heart slowly found its own destination.
He will smile sincerely to a flower, and agree with a certain piece of text from the bottom of his heart.
His heart, which had been closed all the time, was opened, and he saw his own heart, his heart, and the whole world.
He blended into the world and saw the true face of the world.
Xue Jin closed the notebook and looked out the window.
In the room, the piano was quietly placed in the corner. Xue Jin hadn't touched the piano for many years. He vaguely remembered that he was playing the piano when Tan Ya told him that the prison sentence was lifted.
That was the last time he played, playing with forgetfulness.
After the song was played, his heart returned to dead silence.
Xue Jin had an illusion. At that time, he felt that something was stripped from his soul, flesh and body, and the pain was so painful that he almost suffocated.
Therefore, the piano became Xue Jin's taboo.
On the title page of the shared notebook, a few words shone brightly in the sun.
At the end of the song, people also scattered.
The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 1 bottle of idiotic dream;
Thanks for the support!
As soon as he raised his eyes, he saw Xue Jin who was wearing home clothes, standing in the crowd, smiling and raising his hand to greet him.
Tsk, this pervert.
Facing the two brothers of the Xue family, Gu Lingchuan had already practiced the skill of turning a blind eye. He glanced at Xue Jin and shook hands with Xue Wanyu who came up to him.
Xue Wanyu also saw Xue Jin, he felt helpless for a while, Xue Jin was forbidden to enter in the company, but Xue Jin was able to escape under the noses of others, and then appeared suddenly.
Xue Wanyu was somewhat embarrassed facing Gu Lingchuan, he said, "I'm sorry, Chairman Gu."
"It's okay."
Gu Lingchuan has already developed resistance to Xue Jin, who has a different brain circuit from ordinary people, and he replied with a smile on his face.
Xue Jin looked at the handsome man, but the time seemed to be frozen in time, green light appeared in his eyes.
He really wanted to take off the meticulous suit that the man was wearing, wrap it around his body, strangle his neck, and linger with him to death.
He licked his lips subconsciously, and his eyes slowly moved across Gu Lingchuan's suit jacket, outlining the smooth muscle lines and strong body of Gu Lingchuan in his mind.
Xue Jin felt hot all over his body, and he had to try his best to remind himself that he had to pretend to be a normal person in order to prevent him from jumping up and biting Gu Lingchuan.
But out of public, he doesn't have to pretend.
Xue Jin thought so, and did the same.
After going to the bathroom, Gu Lingchuan, who was rushed to tear off his clothes by the eager Xue Jin, once again felt the wildness of the sick and delicate character.
He just couldn't stand it.
"give me."
Xue Jin is just like an Omega that got out of control during the rut in the last world, twisting his body like a snake, his eyes are lazy, and his red lips are pouting, extremely seductive.
Gu Lingchuan refused to be seduced.
"This place, don't you think it's dirty?"
"I locked the door, you can't get out."
Xue Jin narrowed his eyes, leaned on Gu Lingchuan and said.
Gu Lingchuan looked at the locked bathroom cubicles, helplessly, raised his leg, kicked the door, then removed the dog skin plaster Xue Jin, straightened his clothes, walked out without looking at Xue Jin again.
"Wow, exciting!"
How could Xue Jin let Gu Lingchuan go.
He followed over, reached into Gu Lingchuan's clothes, put one hand into his lips, sucked his fingers, and said very sickly: "I want you, I want to have you, I want to bite you and swallow you, how can you leave me?"
As he spoke, he really groaned and swallowed a mouthful of saliva.
Gu Lingchuan always felt that he played too much the first time and ruined Xue Jin.
Otherwise, how could this person become such a virtuous person?
It is not a solution to be pestered by Xue Jin all the time. Gu Lingchuan felt that he was probably infected by the aura of abnormality, and he unexpectedly had a dangerous idea.
He looked at Xue Jin, squinted his eyes, and said softly: "Since you like me so much, then come home with me and be my collection, okay?"
"Okay."
Xue Jin agreed with a smile: "Take me away now, okay? I want to be hurt by you, and I feel so uncomfortable."
Xue Jin is not a M-shatter, but now, he really looks like that.
Gu Lingchuan really brought Xue Jin to Gu's house.
After Gu Xinyan entered high school, she lived in a villa closer to the school. Now, only Gu Lingchuan lives in Gu's house.
After Xue Jin was brought back, Gu Lingchuan informed Xue Wanyu and Tan Li that Xue Jin was going to live with him.
Xue Wanyu and Tan Li, one is his father and the other is Xue Jin's therapist. They have not recruited Xue Jin these years. Only Gu Lingchuan can cure Xue Jin, and Xue Jin wants to take advantage of Gu Lingchuan. If they don't let go, they can only agree.
"Xiao Gu, you have to be careful, don't be led into the ditch by Xue Jin, genius madness is contagious."
And Xue Jin has been trying to make Gu Lingchuan crazy.
Tan Li told Gu Lingchuan to say.
"Well, I'll pay attention."
Gu Lingchuan hung up the phone and looked back at Xue Jin who was playing the piano.
There was no one in the Gu house. After taking a bath, Xue Jin put on a bath towel and walked out. He was immersed in the music, his eyes were slightly squinted, his body was swaying, and he looked very intoxicated.
Following Xue Jin's movements, the bath towel fell onto the carpet.
Gu Lingchuan held a teacup, took a sip of hot tea, and looked at Xue Jin.
Xue Jin's skin is so white that it glows. He was already very good-looking, but after being imprisoned and controlled, he lost his freedom and never got out in the sun.
The soft light shone on Xue Jin. He was like an exquisite sculpture, with almost no vitality on his body. He raised his neck and looked extremely intoxicated, like an angel who sacrificed himself to the devil.
However, in fact, this man who looks like an angel is the real devil.
Now, this demon is trying its best to tempt Gu Lingchuan.
Gu Lingchuan swallowed the tea and gave a low laugh.
Obviously, this is Xue Jin's new game.
He wants to see himself aroused, bewitched by him, and then he'll get bored and start a new game.
In order to observe the sick Xue Huai and the farce led by the Liao family, Xue Jinneng hibernated for more than ten years and has been watching with cold eyes. Now that he has suffered several big losses at the hands of Gu Lingchuan, Xue Jin's playfulness was immediately drawn out.
He is even willing to spend more time, treating himself as a toy in the game, to compete with Gu Lingchuan and test human nature.
Gu Lingchuan thought, since you want to play, let's play.
He also likes to play, Xue Jin is so good at playing, how can he not accompany him?
Gu Lingchuan walked over and pushed Xue Jin down on the black and white keys.
He lowered his head and looked at Xue Jin's pupils.
Looking carefully, Xue Jin looks really perfect, with no blemish skin, beautiful eyeballs like glass beads, and long and curled eyelashes.
Pouting lips, smiling mouth corners.
Every hair, every line, the curvature of the mouth when smiling, the gentleness when the eyebrows and eyes are drooping, are all exquisite and touching.
Now, this man with perfect appearance and temperament wants to be his collection.
With his fingers brushing the fine silk-like skin, Gu Lingchuan looked into Xue Jin's eyes and smiled.
There are tourists entering the winding path again, and the shovels are turning over the soil and the drizzle is falling.
Xue Jin tensed his body, tilted his neck back, and was stimulated to cry.
"Go on, no matter what you want to do, what you will do, you can do it."
"I am yours."
"It's your collection."
Xue Jin opened his mouth to exhale, and he stretched his body to make it easier for Gu Lingchuan to move.
"Oh, collectibles?"
Gu Lingchuan laughed, and the dark and hoarse laughter entered his ears, like a sigh from a god in a mysterious country.
The man's voice was sexy and dark, his eardrum hummed, and Xue Jin trembled again.
"I really like you, I like how you treat me like this, I like the way your cold eyes look at me, I like how your fingers touch me without emotion..."
"It's like, you are the master, and I am a puppet controlled by you."
"In the past, others were my observation specimens, but now, I am yours..."
"Come on, use the string in your hand to control your puppet!"
Xue Jin frankly longed for Gu Lingchuan's touch.
Gu Lingchuan fulfilled Xue Jin's wish and took a good look at his new collection.
Xue Jin was lying on the piano, pressing the black and white keys with his fingers from time to time, playing broken tunes.
He looked at the ceiling above his head.
Above, Xue Jin and Gu Lingchuan are reflected in the spliced lenses on the chandelier, Gu Lingchuan who is meticulous and stern and calm, and Xue Jin who is broken and embarrassed.
He laughed and played a bar coherently.
Or Liszt's "Wild-o'-the-wisps".
The messy sound of the piano echoed in the room, the absurd and chaotic sound, just like the relationship between Xue Jin and Gu Lingchuan.
They got entangled until Gu Xinyan and Xue Niansheng got married, and their child was born.
A full ten years.
Gu Lingchuan was still the same Gu Lingchuan, but Xue Jin was no longer the same Xue Jin.
When he was playing with life, he ended up getting himself involved instead.
In the unchanging room, there was still the piano, and Xue Jin's fingers were flying on the keys.
"Für Elise by Beethoven."
Gu Lingchuan, who was reading, raised his head and looked at Xue Jin. He raised his eyebrows.
Xue Jin paused, and he looked down at his fingers with a puzzled expression.
Xue Jin didn't know why he suddenly wanted to play such a song.
However, when the sunlight fell on Gu Lingchuan's back, coating the man with a layer of gold, while the man's face was hidden in the darkness and could not be seen clearly, the actions of Xue Jin's subordinates automatically changed.
A smooth "Fur Elise" came out obliquely.
Xue Jin, who had finished playing a song unconsciously, looked down at his fingers and suddenly smiled.
"My fingers and my heart have their own consciousness."
"Give birth to a consciousness that escaped the control of my brain."
"And I'm only now finding out."
He walked over, looked at Gu Lingchuan calmly, and looked directly into Gu Lingchuan's eyes.
"I love you."
Xue Jin said seriously.
The game started and ended, and as a result, he suffered a crushing defeat, but the man remained unmoved.
Gu Lingchuan looked at Xue Jin suspiciously, and he put down the book in his hand.
"I love you."
Xue Jin leaned over and kissed Gu Lingchuan without the slightest desire, almost piously.
"Before you leave, I want to tell you that I love you. My heart, my brain, my fingers, every inch of my body, I love you."
A tear dripped from the corner of Xue Jin's eye.
He discovered it too late, his intuition always discovers the truth ahead of his rationality, but he didn't notice.
When Gu Xinyan looked over with a smile in her arms, and Gu Lingchuan smiled back with a gentle smile, Xue Jin looked at Gu Lingchuan, and saw alienation and indifference from his eyes.
Emotions are rapidly withdrawing from this man's eyes.
He is leaving.
"Well, I see."
An indifferent male voice sounded, and a kiss fell on the lips.
One touch away.
Xue Jin opened his eyes.
He was alone in the empty room.
This house, like his empty heart, only lives in him.
Xue Jin looked around the room, raised his hand to wipe away his tears, he gave a low laugh, untied the loose towel and sat in front of the piano.
A flying song "To Alice" poured out again.
After playing a piece, Xue Jin lay down on the piano, stroking the black and white keys.
"The black ones and the white ones are the keys to strike, and they have the same function."
"Ordinary, genius, crazy, all human."
"There is nothing that can escape from the established circle."
A moment later, there was a knock on the door.
Xue Jin stepped forward to open the door.
Outside the door, the grey-haired and hale and hearty Ms. Tan handed a report to Xue Jin with a serious expression.
"Mr. Xue, the psychological evaluation shows that your mental state has stabilized now, and your psychological defects are beginning to be cured."
"This is a miracle, I hope you can continue to maintain it and cooperate with our treatment."
"Given that you haven't done anything that endangers public safety for so many years, you have also assisted the international cyber police to break through the dark web and arrested all members of the dark web..."
"Congratulations, your imprisonment has been lifted."
(the end of the song)
Many years later, Xue Jin can still recall a dream he had when he was young.
He couldn't tell whether it was a good dream or a nightmare, but there was no doubt that that dream caused waves in his life, which was as boring as stagnant water.
Enough to overturn the waves of his life.
Xue Jin can still feel the throbbing of his heart due to the fanatical love in the dream - the other party's fingers ruthlessly scratched his skin, touched his eyebrows, and bit his cheeks almost coldly. lips...
The man's cold and dark aura filled his body.
Every minute, every second, he was lost in it.
It was obviously a dream, but when Xue Jin dreamed back at midnight, he felt that everything was so real, so real that he would tremble slightly while holding himself in his arms.
A name rolls in my throat, but every time I want to call it, that name can no longer be caught.
He didn't know that person's name, nor his appearance. What existed in his mind was just a cold silhouette.
Xue Jin's life has always been boring and boring.
It was so boring that he wanted to destroy everything.
The original Xue Jin was a child from someone else's family whom everyone praised.
He is gentle, humble, optimistic, has the ability to never forget, and has a super ability to imitate, but these beautiful things completely hide Xue Jin's true face.
He is an emotionless monster.
He can't feel love or hatred. His life is mechanically fixed on the track of normal people. He forces himself to move forward along the boring track of life, even if he despises life in his heart and makes him suffocate. You have to force yourself to live like this day after day.
Because, he knew that he was a different kind, and once he was discovered, he would attract strange eyes.
Xue Jin watched people come and go every day, and he felt bored and uninterested. With nothing to do, he began to observe and record the lives of ordinary people.
But, soon, he discovered that all ordinary people, life is like copy and paste, they eat without purpose, work like ghosts, and fall asleep full of exhaustion.
He doesn't see the quality of those people as separate individuals.
After losing interest in ordinary people, Xue Jin turned his attention to the aliens in society.
Criminals, people with abnormal psychology, and people with personality defects show a completely different appearance from ordinary people in Xue Jin's eyes.
They erode the lives of normal people with their teeth and claws, squeezing the living space of most ordinary people, lurking in the crowd like mold, pretending to be harmless, until one day...
"Bam—"
The mold matured and radiated the evil spores into the life of normal people, making the life of normal people extremely bad.
Xue Jin smiled happily. He felt that he had seen vivid and interesting specimens. He began to deliberately look for such existences and observe them.
At that time, Xue Jin didn't know that at that time, he had crossed the line and stepped into an abyss.
Those who enter the abyss cannot see the light outside the abyss.
Just when Xue Jin was having fun, he met Liao Tianxin, who wanted to abduct him.
15-year-old Xue Jin looked at Liao Tianxin, noticing the madness and destructive desire in the man's eyes, he smiled.
He brought out Xue Huai, whom he hated, and handed it to Liao Tianxin with his own hands.
When he returned home, Xue Jin cheered happily. He didn't feel that he had done anything wrong. He just felt that a trouble had been thrown away, and his life became perfect in an instant!
That was the most cross-border thing Xue Jin did when he was trying to pretend to be a normal person.
It was also that incident that connected him with that man, and then, that incident that completely pushed the man who fell with light away from Xue Jin.
The other party saw the darkness in him and saw his sin, so they bluntly isolated him from their own world.
At the beginning of the game, Xue Jin thought that he would not be tempted.
However, that person's cold eyes could easily arouse his emotions. He felt his heart beating, shouting:
"Conquer him!"
Conquer him, make him rejoice in his joys and grieve in his sorrows, be his marionette!
Thinking of such a future, Xue Jin was so excited that he couldn't sleep.
However, in the end, he was the one who finally controlled his emotions.
When the man didn't see him, Xue Jin would be angry. When the man looked at his daughter tenderly, Xue Jin would be jealous. He became less and less like himself.
He completely became a marionette in that person's hands, and his every move was at the mercy of the other person.
However, Xue Jin at that time did not understand.His heart is cut off from the whole world, and completely separated from himself, he cannot see his own heart.
He could only instinctively stay by that person's side, tempt him, and let him shed a drop of sweat for himself. He comforted himself that the other person was obsessed with him.
That's an illusion.
Xue Jin blocked his perception, he put the illusion behind him, and tried his best to keep that person with his perfect body and shell like a work of art.
After all, that person has already seen through this snow-white body, under his body, and empty and boring soul.
He wanted to see the eyes of the other party lost in desire.
It must be very moving.
However, time after time, after sweating profusely, the man's pupils did not waver at all.
He got up indifferently, tidied up his clothes gracefully, put his collection on the black sheets, the piano with black and white keys, the dark sofa, and even the dining table, and left without the slightest nostalgia.
Once, after the other party left, Xue Jin suddenly smiled when he saw himself sluggish in front of the mirror and smelled the long-lasting smell in the air.
How embarrassed he is, like a puppet that has been dismantled and reassembled.But that man was always calm and self-possessed. He couldn't imagine that there would be someone who could keep his eyes unmoved at that time.
But that man did it, the man who treated him as a collection did it.
A full ten years.
Every minute and every second of the ten years of the dream, Xue Jin felt as if it had happened in real life. He could clearly recall the touch of that person's clothes, the way that person looked at him, and every time he turned and left. When I went, there was no nostalgic figure.
And, my happy, lost, and jealous mood.
His heart beats for that man.
He thought that sooner or later that person would fall in love.
As always, it was Xue Jin's illusion.
Like his life, like an illusion.
That man will never fall in love with him.
He has seen through Xue Jin's essence, so he can enjoy his own collection, but he will not have unnecessary feelings for his exquisite collection.
In Xue Jin's eyes, Xue Jin is just like other people in Xue Jin's eyes, just a specimen that can be played with at will.
Xue Jin lowered his head and looked at the notes in his hand.
He already knew the taste of love and hate, so he was withdrawn from the vacuum state of the past, and could no longer watch other people's life and death with a cold eye.
He will think of his younger brother when he was young, and he will have belated regrets. When he sees the gray hair of his elderly parents, he will feel the cruelty of time.
The cold Xue Jin who used to treat life as a game is gone forever.
Tan Li has never understood why Xue Jin's congenital personality defects can be cured, and Xue Jin also does not understand, but it is incredible that his strongest love and hatred come from a dream.
A fragmented dream that could no longer recall coherent fragments.
That dream pulled him back from the abyss to the world.
How does it feel to be a normal person?Xue Jin would say, it’s not good, the mechanical life day after day, the future can be seen at a glance, it’s not interesting.
However, this kind of life is warm and fulfilling. Day by day, Xue Jin's empty heart slowly found its own destination.
He will smile sincerely to a flower, and agree with a certain piece of text from the bottom of his heart.
His heart, which had been closed all the time, was opened, and he saw his own heart, his heart, and the whole world.
He blended into the world and saw the true face of the world.
Xue Jin closed the notebook and looked out the window.
In the room, the piano was quietly placed in the corner. Xue Jin hadn't touched the piano for many years. He vaguely remembered that he was playing the piano when Tan Ya told him that the prison sentence was lifted.
That was the last time he played, playing with forgetfulness.
After the song was played, his heart returned to dead silence.
Xue Jin had an illusion. At that time, he felt that something was stripped from his soul, flesh and body, and the pain was so painful that he almost suffocated.
Therefore, the piano became Xue Jin's taboo.
On the title page of the shared notebook, a few words shone brightly in the sun.
At the end of the song, people also scattered.
The author has something to say: Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 1 bottle of idiotic dream;
Thanks for the support!
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