Yufeng

Jiang Ku looked around in silence, but had no clue, and finally had to make a phone call to recall Ah Cheng, who was in the library, back to the dormitory.

The two searched every corner, but found nothing.

"Fuck, it's all over!"

Jiang Gu looked like he wanted to jump off the building, "If you tear it up, you'll be fine, it's all your fault!"

He also vented his anger on Ah Cheng.

Ah Cheng was speechless, and after thinking about it, he proposed a possibility.

"Didn't you just send one recently? Did you send it by mistake? If someone in the dormitory finds it, they will ask about it."

"Impossible!" Jiang Kui denied without hesitation.

"When did you send it last time? Did Li Muyu receive it? Just give me a call and ask!"

Jiang Ku opened his eyes wide and thought for a while, then shook his head silently.I don't know if it means I can't remember, or I don't want to fight.

Ah Cheng was too lazy to talk nonsense, reached into his pocket and took out his mobile phone, and found out Li Muyu's number.

"Don't hit!" Jiang Ku was suddenly frightened.

"It won't kill anyone if you make a phone call. If you say it's impossible, then you're afraid of a fart. Don't you dare to ask casually?!"

Ah Cheng sprayed him impatiently.

Jiang Gu still shook his head... What if, what if?

That obscene stupid letter was written after the first relationship with Ah Cheng, and for several days afterwards he was immersed in the excitement of opening the door to a new world.

But the novelty of sex wears off quickly, and guilt haunts the mood for a long time.

This is actually unreasonable, Li Muyu already had a wife, and he is an adult college boy, there is no relationship between the two that requires loyalty.

In order to resist this feeling that he feels that he is too cheap, Jiang Kuo agreed when Ah Cheng asked to maintain a sexual relationship, because he thought that Ah Cheng's method of "using sex to control madness" might be useful.

But he still couldn't help writing a letter to Li Muyu that could be mailed, and coded several sheets of paper, all of which were trivial matters, in order to dispel some weird guilt that was becoming more and more entangled .

If you have to say "what if"...

All he could think of was that he might accidentally slip the "little yellow text" into the envelope when he packed it.

Because when writing letters, undeliverable letters and notebooks are often placed under the written letters.

Jiang Kui had a headache.Rationally, he felt that the chance of such a coincidence happening was very small, but...he couldn't afford that "what if".

"If you don't fight, I will fight for you!"

Ah Cheng didn't know what Jiang Ku was thinking about in a daze, so he grabbed the phone and dialed it directly.

Jiang Ku became anxious, and rushed over to snatch it again.

"Forget it, I say forget it!"

"What do you mean forget it?" Ah Cheng couldn't help shouting.

"How do you ask me to ask?" Jiang Zhu yelled more fiercely than him, "Ask him: Did you receive the letter I gave you? I'm sorry if there is a small yellow text in it, don't worry if you send it by mistake. Just Is that so?! Li Muyu must beat me to death..."

Ah Cheng was so amused that he couldn't straighten his back from laughing.

"Does Li Muyu beat you often?"

"That's not true." Jiang Ku smiled embarrassedly.

When he was in elementary school, he was beaten for passing on restricted magazines, but at this age, Li Muyu will never beat him again for such things.

If he had to be beaten, it was definitely because of the setting of the protagonist in that little yellow article.

"Then why are you afraid that he will know you?"

Ah Cheng withdrew his smile, and asked seriously, "Is your Li Muyu a homophobic patient?"

Jiang Ku was silent for a few seconds, then shook his head again: "I'm not afraid that he will find out... I'm afraid that if he finds out, he will leave me and abandon me."

"But Jiang Gu, what's the difference between his current situation and leaving you?" Ah Cheng asked persistently.

"But……"

"But I think there's hope, don't you?"

Ah Cheng's words pierced through all the ridiculous idiots.

"Yes."

Jiang Gu could only nod his head.While nodding, he finally awakened to the most ridiculous part of his character.

Never be able to face the skinny reality.

Ah Cheng looked at him sympathetically, with the eyes of a child.

The two are only about the same age, but their minds are far apart.

Li Muyu's over-delicate protection has kept Jiang Comb living in a fantasy far away from reality, and has never really experienced the so-called despair.

He felt that Jiang Gu should hate Li Muyu, indeed he should.

"Let me go back with you, this winter vacation." Ah Cheng suddenly made a strange request.

Jiang Gu looked at him inexplicably.

"I want to meet Li Muyu."

Ah Cheng touched his head in embarrassment, "I... am quite curious about your fake father."

"Aren't you going back to your home for the New Year?" Jiang Ku was puzzled by this.

In his impression, Chinese New Year must be spent with family members.

Ah Cheng shrugged: "My parents really want to save face. Ever since I was dismissed from the team because of that incident, they hoped that I would never go back."

Hearing this, Jiang Ku became even more uneasy.

"According to what you said, I don't really want to go back..."

Ah Cheng laughed: "Are you going to hide from him for the rest of your life, just for one possibility?"

Jiang Kuan's face turned from white to gray, and then turned red again.

In the end, he crouched down on the ground, staring at the wall and trying to bump up.

"What are you afraid of? Even if it's true, just tell Li Muyu that it's a joke, and you can always find a reason to evade it."

Ah Cheng also squatted down, stroking Jiang Kuo's back to comfort him, but he just couldn't hold back the smile on his lips, because such Jiang Xueba was indescribably cute.

Jiang Kuo poked him with a knife in his black eyes: "Damn, don't you really think of Li Muyu as a stupid middle-aged man? He's only in his late forties, so he won't be so confused that we believe everything we say. He will also beat him up." Damn, it hurts!"

The corners of Ah Cheng's mouth were about to cramp.

"If Li Muyu wants to beat you, how about I block it for you? Besides, your Li Muyu may be a straight man with nerves thicker than wires, how could he think of that?!"

Maybe the last sentence comforted Jiang Gu, and his face softened a bit.

After being quiet for a long while, he began to mutter again, "What if...he recovers, gets angry and loses his temper, and never wants to see me again, what should we do?"

Ah Cheng suddenly couldn't laugh.

You still have me.

However, he couldn't say these four words.

§Thirteen§

The winter vacation soaked in the taste of the new year begins in the "Victory Escape".

Too many college students who have never been away from home for such a long time will taste what it means to return home in the first winter vacation, and Jiang Kuan is no exception.

Crazy to see Li Muyu, but also extremely afraid of the existence of a certain "what if".This kind of contradiction made him hesitate before getting on the train, until he was slapped by Ah Cheng and forced to get on the train.

Ever since he lost that "Little Huangwen", Jiang Ku nervously stopped contacting Li Muyu, whether it was a text message or a handwritten letter.

As for the agreement of "calling if you have something to do", it has never been practiced, and Li Muyu did not take the initiative to call in the whole semester.

Jiang Gu could only choose to believe that it might be because of the long-distance call fee, although Li Muyu had never been stingy in his matters.

But if he didn't think so, he really couldn't understand why Li Muyu changed from the caring style of wanting to tie it to his trouser belt in primary and middle school, and had such an obvious indifference and neglect, even when the winter vacation was approaching, it didn't matter when he would go home.

Just because you have a wife?It may not be long before he will have a child of his own.

Indeed, there is no need for Li Muyu to take care of a big boy who has nothing to do with him...

Amid all kinds of suspicions, Jiang Kuang felt the pain of being torn apart by anxiety.

The phone is turned on and off, turned off and on again.

Li Muyu seemed to feel his panic from thousands of miles away, and made things difficult on purpose.

And Ah Cheng was also infected to the point of anxiety, and there were not many jokes along the way.Occasionally, he held Jiang Kuan's hand to comfort his heavy heart, or huddled together on the small berth, listening to each other's heartbeat silently, and fell asleep sadly full of worries.

After a day and a night, the train sped into a familiar city.

Jiang Ku finally turned on the phone, and under Ah Cheng's calm gaze, pressed the dial button for "him".

"Li Muyu, I... am back."

The moment the signal was connected, he opened his mouth first, and was surprised to find that no matter what to say and what tone to use he had planned in advance, once he said it, it would be in the same childish tone as before, as natural as an instinctive reflex.

Li Muyu, I'm back.

I'm hungry.

I'm thirsty.

I am sleepy.

miss you.

From the end of primary school to the graduation of high school, Jiang Ku found himself using the same tone all the time, asking Li Muyu to come to him anytime as a matter of course, but he didn't realize it until today.

Finally, a deep and gentle baritone sounded from the other end.

"Boy, are you here? I'll pick you up right away!"

The familiar tone made Jiang Ku almost choke.

He took a deep breath, pretending to be calm: "The train is coming in, Li Muyu. I'm so tired all day and night..."

"Well, take a good rest when you come back. Are you hungry? I'll let Auntie Zhang cook first." Li Muyu on the other end was calm and plain.

But Jiang Gu always felt as if he heard a slight trill.

He suspected that he was too nervous and had auditory hallucinations.

"Oh, by the way, Muyu, my... I, I brought a classmate back."

"Okay, I'm going out to pick you up now."

just hang up.

Jiang Kuo rushed to the phone in a daze, while Ah Cheng listened to the call quietly with his face propped up.

A delicate son, a gentle father.The content and breath of this phone call only ends there.

He finds it amazing.

Because Jiang Kuo spent a whole semester arrogantly displaying all kinds of assumptions about this Li Muyu in front of him, and when he really talked to the deity, Jiang Kuo was just like a child held in the hands of an adult, cowardly Di was grinding his teeth even for saying one more word.

And on the other end... of course it was a dad talking, without any impurities, just like the text messages he sent.

Ah Cheng was unavoidably surprised, and a little bit suspicious that he might just be nervous.

"Aren't you going to ask about the letter?" He asked Jiang Kuo.

Jiang Ku recalled the few words just now, and felt that nine out of ten it was a false alarm.

"He... probably didn't receive it."

Ah Cheng smiled, and had no choice but to tease: "Congratulations, my life was saved."

Jiang Zu scratched his head in foolish joy, but he didn't know whether the mixed feeling was happiness or...unexplained disappointment?