Eunuch's professionalism
Chapter 226
The pressure of confronting Shao Huachi face to face was like fighting several battles.
Pressing the heart, it was still beating, throbbing violently.
The original owner's emotions seemed to still remain in his body.
That kind of heart-pounding emotion does not belong to him. He can understand why the original owner is moved. He cannot deny that his taste is very similar. They all love challenges and dangers in their nature. This kind of powerful and frightening creature Falling into Fu Chen's excellent adventurous nerves, conquering such a person can make his whole body boil, just like Shao Yiran, who used to be his attending doctor, strong, beautiful, and cold, he likes to see her blooming charmingly under him The side of temptation is a temptation that no one can resist.
The secret stimulation lures him, but this kind of admiration is changed to a man, for him it is more of sympathy, he really never thought about getting involved with a man.
It is even more unrealistic to talk about heartbeat after only knowing each other for so long.
Therefore, he was sure that the palpitations were caused by the emotions of the original owner.
I have already left, but can still affect myself, how deep and emotional is it?
When the time came, Fu Chen turned off the lights and went to bed, but he couldn't fall asleep anyway. Without the familiar breathing rate by his side, he unexpectedly returned to the insomnia state of his previous life.
How long has it been since you got used to it?This is really a bad habit.
Fu Chen lit the lamp again, and took the bronze mirror to see his blurred face, although it was not clear, but he could only make do with it for now, he untied the jade pendant on his waist, took out the two ends of the rope and watched it swing, adding The reflection of the mirror will produce overlapping effects visually.
In fact, this is not real hypnosis, but it can give people good psychological hints. After a while, Fu Chen finally felt a little sleepy. Before going to sleep, he thought that the person's birthday was coming, but now he is in this state. It's suitable, King Rui, who wants to have everything he wants, doesn't like it either.
This is the standing army barracks outside the city, where the Jin State trains its soldiers.Shao Huachi was at the teaching ground, with a cold face, watching the soldiers running around the teaching ground, "Haven't you eaten enough!! What do you look like, let's make another round!"
Running laps was what Fu Chen casually said before. At that time, he was still a little eunuch in the palace, and he always thought that it would be great if he could run freely.
Shao Huachi was curious at the time, can this method also be used for exercise?
At that time, the two were still of one mind, and Fu Chen listed many benefits of running.
Now being used by Shao Huachi in the barracks, the effect is actually very good. Hearing that there is still a circle, the soldiers gritted their teeth and continued to run. They were even more afraid of this King of Hades. The name of the evil god is not in vain!
When Ma Tai received the order from the prince to send the child to the palace, he didn't think much about it, but it was always the invitation from Concubine Mei before, but now it was the first time the prince asked.
Although it was a bit strange, but Ma Tai could not meet Shao Huachi himself, so he could only gently remind Shao Long to pay attention, and then wrapped the little guy in more clothes, and reminded him carefully.
Shao Long didn't appear happy, but obediently listened to his instructions, but his eyes were extraordinarily bright.
When he was carried out of the West Mansion by Song Yi, he said in a childlike voice, "I want...to see my brother."
"It's too late, let's do it next time." The two of them got into an argument for some unknown reason, did you go to be cannon fodder in the past? "Also, you should call him Mr."
As night fell, the carriage headed towards the palace.
On the second day, Xue Rui went to see his son first, and when he saw his master who was being guarded heavily, he felt extremely awkward.
In his opinion, the son is an eagle, what he needs is never protection, but to let him fly freely.
But looking at the young master's willingness, Xue Rui didn't say anything after all. Looking at the return this time, not to mention the casualties, even the young master has been tricked, "I told you not to go to Baoxuan City before, their fight is not something we can do If you participate, won't it hurt Chi Yu?"
Fu Chen also felt that with the behavior of the original owner, he would not do such an impulsive and risky thing, why did he still do it?The answer, maybe only the original owner knows.
Fu Chen, who had already understood the ins and outs of the matter, lowered his head as if he was thinking about something, "There are already quite a few of us in the capital."
"Five years have lived up to the trust."
He remembered that Gopher and the others had sworn in their letter that the young master had lost his memory, so how could he look like the young master who was talking to him so well now.
I took a look at the place where the faint figure disappeared. The surveillance did not stop. I couldn't enter the palace, but always lingered on the periphery. What if he went out?Fu Chen felt a sense of urgency on his brows, "Do you think anyone would be interested in my whereabouts when I just entered the city?"
From other people, Fu Chen knew that the original owner trusted Qing Ran and Xue Rui quite a lot.
He asked this out of the mouth, firstly to test the depth of the other party, and secondly because he knew Xue Rui better than him in the capital.
Xue Rui thought for a while, "You have disappeared for too long for the people in the capital, and even now not many people in the palace know you, so there is no other force that can be interested in you, except - people from the Li Huang faction. "
"Investigate the whereabouts of Ah Yi and Ah Si, and try not to startle them." If it matches what he thinks, then the investigation is imperative.
After the two of them finished talking, seeing Xue Rui's gaze wandering, apparently not on his own side, Fu Chen teased, "Are you thinking of spring?"
"Why do you..." Didn't it mean that Fu Chen didn't remember these things?
"Xue Rui, I'm Fu Chen." There are only things I don't want to remember, and nothing I can't remember.
This word seems to represent a lot of information, because he is Fu Chen, so even such a small detail is thought of at once.
"She was arranged by Liang Chengwen, and even I don't want to see her. If you want to see her, you'd better get her approval." In fact, he also vaguely felt that Qing Ran might not be in a good situation, otherwise why would it be so?
As soon as Fu Chen and the others returned to Beijing, Xue Rui was already inquiring about Qingran, all he knew was that she had been bedridden since she fell down, and only wanted to see Liang Chengwen alone.
After being sternly rejected by Qingran, Xue Rui did not go out to provoke suspicion in front of his sweetheart, but the sudden bad feeling on the road this time, as well as Qingran's situation, made him eager to ensure her safety.
Jing Yi came as promised, but Fu Chen didn't ask him where he was taking him.
But he didn't expect that this place was within the palace, even a very private place for King Rui.
This is King Rui's courtyard, with pine outside and strict inside, which is specifically reflected in the heavy guards outside each threshold in the courtyard. Except for the staff, even the stewards of the palace cannot easily enter.
These few guards were not like the ordinary guards outside. From their facial expressions, standing postures, and iron-blooded aura, it could be seen that they were the most elite soldiers of Shao Huachi.
The courtyard contains highly private places such as meeting guests, secrets, gatherings, etc. It is the most important place for each master to act in private. Fu Chen frowned slightly, but did not say anything after all.
King Rui is not in the mansion now, why did Jing Yi bring himself to this place.
But he believes that Yi Jingyi's intelligence is not enough to make such a simple mistake, so why make such an obvious mistake if he wants to harm him.After all, what he believed in was not Jing Yi, but King Rui's vision of people.
Jing Yi led Fu Chen all the way to a closed porch, and said in a low voice: "This is a small study room, where the prince rests after the palace is completed. Although it has never been said that it is not allowed to enter, everyone They all regard it as a forbidden area by default."
"You brought me here to make me taboo?" She raised her eyebrows and asked.
Jing Yi shook his head, "I only knew what was in it after I entered it by accident. The shock of that year is still vivid in my mind."
Fu Chen's pupils shrank slightly, and listening to Jing Yi's tone, it seemed as if this was related to him, and he barely restrained the urge to retreat.
"Aren't you wondering why I envy you, here will give you the answer."
Jing Yi raised his hand to push the door, but was stopped by a pair of knuckle hands, looking up was Fu Chen's face with unknown meaning, "Are you afraid?"
He had never seen this eunuch who was so bold that even dared to seduce Concubine De, one of the four concubines back then, be afraid.
Fu Chen had an indescribable premonition, as if after this door was opened, there would be some changes that he could not have expected.
"Are you afraid that you won't be able to afford it, or are you afraid that you won't be able to respond? In fact, being afraid... already shows that you care about it. You are a person who talks and laughs all over the world." Jing Yi seemed to have something to say, and he really didn't like it. Fu Chen looked worried about anything.
Pushing open the door firmly, this villain, even if he comes to do it, it is not enough.
If this can give His Highness a chance of getting what he wants.
The picture behind the door will indeed give people a visual impact when they meet each other. There are portraits all over the room, looking around, all of them are the same person, or the soft or passionate brushstrokes bloom in the scroll, the person in the painting Sometimes cunning, sometimes indifferent, sometimes smiling, with just a few strokes, the person's frowns and smiles jump on the paper, and the strength of the paper is soaked in one breath. At a glance, there is a sense of surprise, but when you look closely, it is full of character, and you can feel it. This person's painting skills are profound.The inscription pen walks around the dragon, and everyone says that the writing is like a human being, and the aura of the golden and iron horse is exactly the portrayal of King Rui himself.
What really shocked Fu Chen was that the people above him were all him.
The shock to the heart made Fu Chen speechless for a long time.
There is still some faint commotion in his heart, because he feels that the person above is not the appearance, but the expression and eyes are very similar to himself, but he is sure that he has no memory gap and remembers things in his previous life very clearly, so he cannot be the original owner , this is a person who is very similar to him, so he will be reincarnated into this person by chance?
Fu Chen silently scanned the paintings one by one, each one could see the artist's emotion.
How much obsession does it take to capture such a subtle expression of a person?
Seeing that Fu Chen didn't respond, Jing Yi thought of this person's indifference, couldn't he be moved by this?That's right, he even forgot that even though he was an eunuch, Fu Chen was also interested in a delicate woman like Concubine De.I don't know if what I did today was superfluous, and I walked in first, "Everyone knows that His Highness's calligraphy is a masterpiece, and many people in the court can get a copy of his calligraphy, which is very precious, but not many people Knowing that his painting skills are also unique, but he seldom paints, maybe the paintings in this room have exhausted all his passion."
As he spoke, he picked up a stack of picture scrolls next to him, as if they were discarded, and dusted off the dust, "No one enters this place on weekdays, and King Rui cleans it himself, and some dust has accumulated after not returning for a few months. All the ones that King Rui is more satisfied with are the ones that are most like you, and the ones here are his true mood."
After taking over those discarded scrolls, Fu Chen found that his hand holding the paintings was a little weak, and he could hardly hold them steady. Why did he have such emotions?The one above is also him, but compared to the hanging one, the strokes of the brush seem intermittent. It can be seen that when painting, the owner here is in pain, and Fu Chen seems to feel the other party's despair through the painting.
"With his temperament, it is impossible for you to see these. These are the evidences of his crushed pride and the scars of his failure. How could it be discovered by you." Jing Yi paused, his eyes were slightly red, "You The ones in his hand were drawn repeatedly when he missed you the most in the past five years. I came in by chance that day, and what I saw was him who was completely ecstasy, and kept drawing you with each stroke. He was afraid of time. It's been a long time... I don't even remember your appearance."
It's not that I can't compare to you, it's just that no matter how good I am, I can't catch his eyes.
Fu Chen's finger holding the painting was a little pale, and his head was aching. It seemed that something was about to come out, but it was still blocked by the thick fog.
"You walked away for five years. He was like crazy at that time. He didn't eat, drink, or sleep, waiting for you, guarding your urn... That was the first time I saw him collapse like that. Crying and drinking, asking: Why don't you treat me better, why do you leave so simply, why don't you come back to see him?"
"I sometimes wonder, Fu Chen, is your heart made of stone? How can it be so hard?" Jing Yi took a deep breath, and then calmed down, "In order not to be so painful, he invited himself to the battlefield. Do you think he How did you get your military exploits?"
Fu Chen finally looked up at Jing Yi, and found that even the whites of the other's eyes were red, and even the bystanders were moved. As for the original owner, it was the first time that Fu Chen hated himself for occupying this body.
"Do you think he is the prince? It's not that easy. When he first went, no one would obey him, but when he was a son who came to play in the military camp, he couldn't get up and down, so he often only gave him the face of the prince. , He came to this position step by step from a young soldier, all his military achievements are real, every time I think he will die on the battlefield, he kills the enemy like a madman, not afraid of life and death, as if he can die It’s like going to accompany you. He fought hard and was recognized.” Jing Yi pointed to the jade pendants hanging around Fu Chen’s waist. They were a pair of jade pendants that had been hanging on King Rui’s body all the time. “He just gritted his teeth and lived to wait for you. !"
"After guessing that you might still be alive, I followed the route you left and searched all the way to the west... I can't count how many people who look like you in the back with him over the years, and every one of them will be like a child. Excitement, and then endless loss." Seeing Fu Chen looking at himself in surprise, "Oh, I forgot that you lost your memory, but this time you regain your memory and you should remember that what he did for you Everything, otherwise, would be too worthless.”
"There is one thing that you definitely don't know. Mr. Rong Xian did hunt you down back then, and His Highness didn't know about it. I hope you can completely dispel your doubts about this. He is like a father, but just because of this pursuit, His Highness gave up on him."
"I'm telling you this, it's definitely because he didn't want it. Anyway, it's not the first time I've been a bad person. You changed your appearance, didn't want to recognize each other, and drew a clear line before because of the situation. No wonder you, but in the future, I hope that even if you can't love him, you can treat him a little... better, even if it's just pretending, just like you have done these past few months."
"I heard that he didn't come home at night yesterday. He stayed in the military camp all night. He probably didn't close his eyes. I think it has something to do with you. No matter what the reason for your conflict is, he also has his own difficulties and positions. It’s not more comfortable than ordinary people. Well, he probably doesn’t want outsiders to be in this place, so I’m leaving now, and it doesn’t matter how long you want to stay.” Anyway, he wouldn’t respond How are you.
When he stepped over the threshold, Jing Yi looked back, "His hair color was not born like this, maybe you can guess the reason why it became like this?"
Jing Yi left, Fu Chen looked at the portraits of himself, his heart seemed to be tied by thousands of grasses, it didn't hurt but couldn't go away.
He seemed to have a little understanding of why Jing Yi, who was so talented and beautiful, would be envious.
Such a strong feeling seems to be able to overwhelm a person's reason.
Fu Chen cleaned up the picture scrolls and the dust on the table, and saw some objects that did not fit the room, such as dilapidated candlesticks, tattered quilts, and furniture with missing legs. He was a little puzzled, and gently closed the door , Let everything in the house return to its original state.
Today, when Song Yi came to send news to Fu Chen, he saw Fu Chen who was in a daze in front of the desk, what's wrong?
They cooperated well with Xue Rui and the others. After all, many of them were former Shao Huachi departments, and the two parties had experienced the common hardships of the underground firearms depot. Both parties had an open and honest heart, so naturally the efficiency was high.
After Fu Chen listened to it, he was still unable to quickly summarize, analyze, and make plans with the information he had obtained more efficiently. He knew that he was still disturbed by that study today.
"What's wrong with you?" I saw Fu Chen sitting at the desk, holding a pen but hesitant to do it.
Fu Chen seemed to have left his soul, but he just looked at Song Yi fixedly, opened his mouth, and the slight soreness in his chest has not faded away.
Maybe he was shocked, or maybe...
He was also somewhat envious of the original owner.
Pressing the heart, it was still beating, throbbing violently.
The original owner's emotions seemed to still remain in his body.
That kind of heart-pounding emotion does not belong to him. He can understand why the original owner is moved. He cannot deny that his taste is very similar. They all love challenges and dangers in their nature. This kind of powerful and frightening creature Falling into Fu Chen's excellent adventurous nerves, conquering such a person can make his whole body boil, just like Shao Yiran, who used to be his attending doctor, strong, beautiful, and cold, he likes to see her blooming charmingly under him The side of temptation is a temptation that no one can resist.
The secret stimulation lures him, but this kind of admiration is changed to a man, for him it is more of sympathy, he really never thought about getting involved with a man.
It is even more unrealistic to talk about heartbeat after only knowing each other for so long.
Therefore, he was sure that the palpitations were caused by the emotions of the original owner.
I have already left, but can still affect myself, how deep and emotional is it?
When the time came, Fu Chen turned off the lights and went to bed, but he couldn't fall asleep anyway. Without the familiar breathing rate by his side, he unexpectedly returned to the insomnia state of his previous life.
How long has it been since you got used to it?This is really a bad habit.
Fu Chen lit the lamp again, and took the bronze mirror to see his blurred face, although it was not clear, but he could only make do with it for now, he untied the jade pendant on his waist, took out the two ends of the rope and watched it swing, adding The reflection of the mirror will produce overlapping effects visually.
In fact, this is not real hypnosis, but it can give people good psychological hints. After a while, Fu Chen finally felt a little sleepy. Before going to sleep, he thought that the person's birthday was coming, but now he is in this state. It's suitable, King Rui, who wants to have everything he wants, doesn't like it either.
This is the standing army barracks outside the city, where the Jin State trains its soldiers.Shao Huachi was at the teaching ground, with a cold face, watching the soldiers running around the teaching ground, "Haven't you eaten enough!! What do you look like, let's make another round!"
Running laps was what Fu Chen casually said before. At that time, he was still a little eunuch in the palace, and he always thought that it would be great if he could run freely.
Shao Huachi was curious at the time, can this method also be used for exercise?
At that time, the two were still of one mind, and Fu Chen listed many benefits of running.
Now being used by Shao Huachi in the barracks, the effect is actually very good. Hearing that there is still a circle, the soldiers gritted their teeth and continued to run. They were even more afraid of this King of Hades. The name of the evil god is not in vain!
When Ma Tai received the order from the prince to send the child to the palace, he didn't think much about it, but it was always the invitation from Concubine Mei before, but now it was the first time the prince asked.
Although it was a bit strange, but Ma Tai could not meet Shao Huachi himself, so he could only gently remind Shao Long to pay attention, and then wrapped the little guy in more clothes, and reminded him carefully.
Shao Long didn't appear happy, but obediently listened to his instructions, but his eyes were extraordinarily bright.
When he was carried out of the West Mansion by Song Yi, he said in a childlike voice, "I want...to see my brother."
"It's too late, let's do it next time." The two of them got into an argument for some unknown reason, did you go to be cannon fodder in the past? "Also, you should call him Mr."
As night fell, the carriage headed towards the palace.
On the second day, Xue Rui went to see his son first, and when he saw his master who was being guarded heavily, he felt extremely awkward.
In his opinion, the son is an eagle, what he needs is never protection, but to let him fly freely.
But looking at the young master's willingness, Xue Rui didn't say anything after all. Looking at the return this time, not to mention the casualties, even the young master has been tricked, "I told you not to go to Baoxuan City before, their fight is not something we can do If you participate, won't it hurt Chi Yu?"
Fu Chen also felt that with the behavior of the original owner, he would not do such an impulsive and risky thing, why did he still do it?The answer, maybe only the original owner knows.
Fu Chen, who had already understood the ins and outs of the matter, lowered his head as if he was thinking about something, "There are already quite a few of us in the capital."
"Five years have lived up to the trust."
He remembered that Gopher and the others had sworn in their letter that the young master had lost his memory, so how could he look like the young master who was talking to him so well now.
I took a look at the place where the faint figure disappeared. The surveillance did not stop. I couldn't enter the palace, but always lingered on the periphery. What if he went out?Fu Chen felt a sense of urgency on his brows, "Do you think anyone would be interested in my whereabouts when I just entered the city?"
From other people, Fu Chen knew that the original owner trusted Qing Ran and Xue Rui quite a lot.
He asked this out of the mouth, firstly to test the depth of the other party, and secondly because he knew Xue Rui better than him in the capital.
Xue Rui thought for a while, "You have disappeared for too long for the people in the capital, and even now not many people in the palace know you, so there is no other force that can be interested in you, except - people from the Li Huang faction. "
"Investigate the whereabouts of Ah Yi and Ah Si, and try not to startle them." If it matches what he thinks, then the investigation is imperative.
After the two of them finished talking, seeing Xue Rui's gaze wandering, apparently not on his own side, Fu Chen teased, "Are you thinking of spring?"
"Why do you..." Didn't it mean that Fu Chen didn't remember these things?
"Xue Rui, I'm Fu Chen." There are only things I don't want to remember, and nothing I can't remember.
This word seems to represent a lot of information, because he is Fu Chen, so even such a small detail is thought of at once.
"She was arranged by Liang Chengwen, and even I don't want to see her. If you want to see her, you'd better get her approval." In fact, he also vaguely felt that Qing Ran might not be in a good situation, otherwise why would it be so?
As soon as Fu Chen and the others returned to Beijing, Xue Rui was already inquiring about Qingran, all he knew was that she had been bedridden since she fell down, and only wanted to see Liang Chengwen alone.
After being sternly rejected by Qingran, Xue Rui did not go out to provoke suspicion in front of his sweetheart, but the sudden bad feeling on the road this time, as well as Qingran's situation, made him eager to ensure her safety.
Jing Yi came as promised, but Fu Chen didn't ask him where he was taking him.
But he didn't expect that this place was within the palace, even a very private place for King Rui.
This is King Rui's courtyard, with pine outside and strict inside, which is specifically reflected in the heavy guards outside each threshold in the courtyard. Except for the staff, even the stewards of the palace cannot easily enter.
These few guards were not like the ordinary guards outside. From their facial expressions, standing postures, and iron-blooded aura, it could be seen that they were the most elite soldiers of Shao Huachi.
The courtyard contains highly private places such as meeting guests, secrets, gatherings, etc. It is the most important place for each master to act in private. Fu Chen frowned slightly, but did not say anything after all.
King Rui is not in the mansion now, why did Jing Yi bring himself to this place.
But he believes that Yi Jingyi's intelligence is not enough to make such a simple mistake, so why make such an obvious mistake if he wants to harm him.After all, what he believed in was not Jing Yi, but King Rui's vision of people.
Jing Yi led Fu Chen all the way to a closed porch, and said in a low voice: "This is a small study room, where the prince rests after the palace is completed. Although it has never been said that it is not allowed to enter, everyone They all regard it as a forbidden area by default."
"You brought me here to make me taboo?" She raised her eyebrows and asked.
Jing Yi shook his head, "I only knew what was in it after I entered it by accident. The shock of that year is still vivid in my mind."
Fu Chen's pupils shrank slightly, and listening to Jing Yi's tone, it seemed as if this was related to him, and he barely restrained the urge to retreat.
"Aren't you wondering why I envy you, here will give you the answer."
Jing Yi raised his hand to push the door, but was stopped by a pair of knuckle hands, looking up was Fu Chen's face with unknown meaning, "Are you afraid?"
He had never seen this eunuch who was so bold that even dared to seduce Concubine De, one of the four concubines back then, be afraid.
Fu Chen had an indescribable premonition, as if after this door was opened, there would be some changes that he could not have expected.
"Are you afraid that you won't be able to afford it, or are you afraid that you won't be able to respond? In fact, being afraid... already shows that you care about it. You are a person who talks and laughs all over the world." Jing Yi seemed to have something to say, and he really didn't like it. Fu Chen looked worried about anything.
Pushing open the door firmly, this villain, even if he comes to do it, it is not enough.
If this can give His Highness a chance of getting what he wants.
The picture behind the door will indeed give people a visual impact when they meet each other. There are portraits all over the room, looking around, all of them are the same person, or the soft or passionate brushstrokes bloom in the scroll, the person in the painting Sometimes cunning, sometimes indifferent, sometimes smiling, with just a few strokes, the person's frowns and smiles jump on the paper, and the strength of the paper is soaked in one breath. At a glance, there is a sense of surprise, but when you look closely, it is full of character, and you can feel it. This person's painting skills are profound.The inscription pen walks around the dragon, and everyone says that the writing is like a human being, and the aura of the golden and iron horse is exactly the portrayal of King Rui himself.
What really shocked Fu Chen was that the people above him were all him.
The shock to the heart made Fu Chen speechless for a long time.
There is still some faint commotion in his heart, because he feels that the person above is not the appearance, but the expression and eyes are very similar to himself, but he is sure that he has no memory gap and remembers things in his previous life very clearly, so he cannot be the original owner , this is a person who is very similar to him, so he will be reincarnated into this person by chance?
Fu Chen silently scanned the paintings one by one, each one could see the artist's emotion.
How much obsession does it take to capture such a subtle expression of a person?
Seeing that Fu Chen didn't respond, Jing Yi thought of this person's indifference, couldn't he be moved by this?That's right, he even forgot that even though he was an eunuch, Fu Chen was also interested in a delicate woman like Concubine De.I don't know if what I did today was superfluous, and I walked in first, "Everyone knows that His Highness's calligraphy is a masterpiece, and many people in the court can get a copy of his calligraphy, which is very precious, but not many people Knowing that his painting skills are also unique, but he seldom paints, maybe the paintings in this room have exhausted all his passion."
As he spoke, he picked up a stack of picture scrolls next to him, as if they were discarded, and dusted off the dust, "No one enters this place on weekdays, and King Rui cleans it himself, and some dust has accumulated after not returning for a few months. All the ones that King Rui is more satisfied with are the ones that are most like you, and the ones here are his true mood."
After taking over those discarded scrolls, Fu Chen found that his hand holding the paintings was a little weak, and he could hardly hold them steady. Why did he have such emotions?The one above is also him, but compared to the hanging one, the strokes of the brush seem intermittent. It can be seen that when painting, the owner here is in pain, and Fu Chen seems to feel the other party's despair through the painting.
"With his temperament, it is impossible for you to see these. These are the evidences of his crushed pride and the scars of his failure. How could it be discovered by you." Jing Yi paused, his eyes were slightly red, "You The ones in his hand were drawn repeatedly when he missed you the most in the past five years. I came in by chance that day, and what I saw was him who was completely ecstasy, and kept drawing you with each stroke. He was afraid of time. It's been a long time... I don't even remember your appearance."
It's not that I can't compare to you, it's just that no matter how good I am, I can't catch his eyes.
Fu Chen's finger holding the painting was a little pale, and his head was aching. It seemed that something was about to come out, but it was still blocked by the thick fog.
"You walked away for five years. He was like crazy at that time. He didn't eat, drink, or sleep, waiting for you, guarding your urn... That was the first time I saw him collapse like that. Crying and drinking, asking: Why don't you treat me better, why do you leave so simply, why don't you come back to see him?"
"I sometimes wonder, Fu Chen, is your heart made of stone? How can it be so hard?" Jing Yi took a deep breath, and then calmed down, "In order not to be so painful, he invited himself to the battlefield. Do you think he How did you get your military exploits?"
Fu Chen finally looked up at Jing Yi, and found that even the whites of the other's eyes were red, and even the bystanders were moved. As for the original owner, it was the first time that Fu Chen hated himself for occupying this body.
"Do you think he is the prince? It's not that easy. When he first went, no one would obey him, but when he was a son who came to play in the military camp, he couldn't get up and down, so he often only gave him the face of the prince. , He came to this position step by step from a young soldier, all his military achievements are real, every time I think he will die on the battlefield, he kills the enemy like a madman, not afraid of life and death, as if he can die It’s like going to accompany you. He fought hard and was recognized.” Jing Yi pointed to the jade pendants hanging around Fu Chen’s waist. They were a pair of jade pendants that had been hanging on King Rui’s body all the time. “He just gritted his teeth and lived to wait for you. !"
"After guessing that you might still be alive, I followed the route you left and searched all the way to the west... I can't count how many people who look like you in the back with him over the years, and every one of them will be like a child. Excitement, and then endless loss." Seeing Fu Chen looking at himself in surprise, "Oh, I forgot that you lost your memory, but this time you regain your memory and you should remember that what he did for you Everything, otherwise, would be too worthless.”
"There is one thing that you definitely don't know. Mr. Rong Xian did hunt you down back then, and His Highness didn't know about it. I hope you can completely dispel your doubts about this. He is like a father, but just because of this pursuit, His Highness gave up on him."
"I'm telling you this, it's definitely because he didn't want it. Anyway, it's not the first time I've been a bad person. You changed your appearance, didn't want to recognize each other, and drew a clear line before because of the situation. No wonder you, but in the future, I hope that even if you can't love him, you can treat him a little... better, even if it's just pretending, just like you have done these past few months."
"I heard that he didn't come home at night yesterday. He stayed in the military camp all night. He probably didn't close his eyes. I think it has something to do with you. No matter what the reason for your conflict is, he also has his own difficulties and positions. It’s not more comfortable than ordinary people. Well, he probably doesn’t want outsiders to be in this place, so I’m leaving now, and it doesn’t matter how long you want to stay.” Anyway, he wouldn’t respond How are you.
When he stepped over the threshold, Jing Yi looked back, "His hair color was not born like this, maybe you can guess the reason why it became like this?"
Jing Yi left, Fu Chen looked at the portraits of himself, his heart seemed to be tied by thousands of grasses, it didn't hurt but couldn't go away.
He seemed to have a little understanding of why Jing Yi, who was so talented and beautiful, would be envious.
Such a strong feeling seems to be able to overwhelm a person's reason.
Fu Chen cleaned up the picture scrolls and the dust on the table, and saw some objects that did not fit the room, such as dilapidated candlesticks, tattered quilts, and furniture with missing legs. He was a little puzzled, and gently closed the door , Let everything in the house return to its original state.
Today, when Song Yi came to send news to Fu Chen, he saw Fu Chen who was in a daze in front of the desk, what's wrong?
They cooperated well with Xue Rui and the others. After all, many of them were former Shao Huachi departments, and the two parties had experienced the common hardships of the underground firearms depot. Both parties had an open and honest heart, so naturally the efficiency was high.
After Fu Chen listened to it, he was still unable to quickly summarize, analyze, and make plans with the information he had obtained more efficiently. He knew that he was still disturbed by that study today.
"What's wrong with you?" I saw Fu Chen sitting at the desk, holding a pen but hesitant to do it.
Fu Chen seemed to have left his soul, but he just looked at Song Yi fixedly, opened his mouth, and the slight soreness in his chest has not faded away.
Maybe he was shocked, or maybe...
He was also somewhat envious of the original owner.
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