one step away [Interstellar]

67.

"It doesn't hurt." Not just no pain, but no feeling at all.Heber's soft fingertips landed very softly on his shoulders, and the slight touch made Xia Zuo close his eyes comfortably.At this moment, she didn't want to think about anything anymore, she just wanted to close her eyes and enjoy the care that belonged to Heber.

He didn't know that the atmosphere was so warm that Xia Zuo fell asleep while squinting.Her breathing gradually calmed down, and Heber's fingertips gradually stopped.She stopped, looked at Xia Zuo who was lying on the sofa with his bare shoulders, stared at him for a long time, then got up, took the ointment and backed away, and sat on the opposite sofa.

She bent her legs, hugged her knees, poked her chin on the knees, stared at the figure lying on the sofa occupying her entire field of vision, and remained silent.Xia Zuo was very tired, and Heber knew that even though she was physically strong, she hadn't slept much in the past few days.

As long as you wake up, you will hear the other party calling yourself.No matter in the suffocating climax or in the deep sleep of dreams, Xia Zuo's handsome face seemed to be imprinted in his mind, and he couldn't shake it off.

Sober or in a climax, the mind is full of this person.No... Maybe it was already like this earlier.

She just hugged herself like this, melting her petite body into the wide sofa.The room is very quiet, so quiet that you can hardly hear your own breathing.There was such a moment of numbness that I couldn't even hear the beating of my heart.

Until, a bell rang through the air.

"Ring, ring, ring..." The ringing sound from Xia Zuo's wrist was very obvious in the quiet room. Almost immediately, the person who was lying on his stomach and was not asleep suddenly jumped up from the sofa, with his chest half open. Looking at the scenery in front of him, he raised his hand and swept it on his wrist, frowning and connected to the communication.

Hebe raised his eyes, watched her connect to the communication, and called out, "Mom..." For a moment, his back tensed.

"Um……"

"Yes……"

"I'll be back as soon as possible."

It seemed to be a very urgent matter, Xia Zuo quickly hung up the phone, then bowed his head without saying a word, and buttoned his body.

Hebe watched her series of movements, and asked cautiously, "Is there... what's the matter?"

"Grandma is sick, and my mother told me to go back quickly. It doesn't sound very optimistic." Xia Zuo buttoned up his buttons, straightened his posture, looked at He Bo who was opposite, and said hesitantly, "He Bo...I..."

But Heber avoided her sight, jumped off the sofa barefoot, and said, "Let me help you see the fastest flight first." She said so, preventing Xia Zuo from speaking.

Xia Zuo stretched his hand halfway, hesitated to speak, pulled the corner of his mouth, and retracted it helplessly.

All her things were left in the hotel, not Heber's home. After booking the boat ticket back to San Lorenzo, Heber drove to the spaceship port with her.

She didn't even have time to say anything, as if the relationship between them had happened in a hurry, such a sudden separation gave Xia Zuo the illusion of chaos.Even Heber's attitude was still as gentle as before, but Xia Zuo always felt that the other party was impatient to drive him away.

Driving the suspension vehicle in a hurry all the way to the middle parking lot of the port, Heber, who was sitting in the co-pilot, unfastened the safety device on his body, and was about to open the car door to take down Xia Zuo's salute, and accompany her on board the ship.

Xia Zuo, who was still in a daze, did not expect her to move so quickly. Xia Zuo, who was not yet mentally prepared, stretched out his hand and pressed it on the back of Heber's hand, and said nervously, "Wait a minute."

He Bo trembled slightly, and set his eyes on the front, without looking into Xia Zuo's eyes, and pretended to be calm and said, "What's wrong?"

Xia Zuo turned her head and looked at her side face, feeling an inexplicable heat gushing out of her heart. She tightened her fingers tightly, nestled Hebe firmly in her hands, and licked her lower lip, "He Bo... I don't want to... I don't want to..." and walked away so quickly.

"En." Heber replied softly, expressing that he understood her words.

"I know I should go back now, but I want to spend more time with you." Xia Zuo said, staring at Heber's fair side face, his blue eyes were moist and beautiful.

"But you're going back...and I don't need anyone to accompany me." Heber responded with no waves in his voice.

"I know..." Xia Zuo nodded and said, "But I want to be with you, I want to be by your side, I'm not just... Hebe... I need to repeat what I said before."

"I adore you, and every word I say every minute and every second with you is... I love you." She said softly, the last sentence seemed to be whispering in a low voice.

Xia Zuo stretched out his hand, pulled Heber's body in front of his, stared at those red eyes, and said a little excitedly, "I want...to be with you, I can promise, I won't mark you, I won't Interfering in your life, I will be where you are, so can you give me a chance?"

"I'm not...I'm not such a casual person, in fact, I..." Thinking of the rhetoric that coaxed Hebe that night, she explained in a panic, her pure and lovely blue eyes.

Heber looked at the innocent friendship shown on the face in front of him, and couldn't control the desire to reach out.But in the end, he just lowered his eyes, set his eyes on his hands, bit his lower lip, and smiled lightly after a long while, "I know... because I'm not a casual person."

Xia Zuo's heart was shocked, and a kind of anticipation floated in his heart brightly.Her eyes lit up, she stared at Heber and said frantically, "Then you..."

"I like you quite a bit, Xia Zuo." She raised her eyes, staring at the young man's excited and handsome face, her red eyes were extremely serious, "Among everyone, I like you the most."

Ah, it was just such a simple sentence, the sullen little duke could hardly suppress the joy in his eyes.Fragments of light ran out of her eyes, revealing a bright brilliance.Xia Zuo jumped up and down, almost incoherent, "Well... then you... then I can... I will return to Haisong as soon as possible, I promise..."

The joy in her eyes was so obvious that it was almost impossible to destroy it.Heber stared at her joyful face, his nose was sore, he was almost choked up and couldn't speak, but... "But... I'm sorry, Xia Zuo. I can't, I can't hand myself over..."

Yes, whether she was awake or asleep, Xia Zuo was still lingering in her mind.The messy scenes, complicated situations, sad and happy ones came together, and she came to a conclusion.

She likes Xia Zuo, but she can't give herself up, but she also deeply realizes that she can't lose her either.

There is no way to lose her, which means that if you push her away, you will be very sad.

But her selfish choice has no way to respond to the other party, so she can only...

"Sorry……"

She looked at Xia Zuo, those beautiful agate-like pupils shone with light, as if something precious was gradually breaking apart, shining with an almost desperate brilliance.

Xia Zuo looked at her expression, and a strong sense of powerlessness surged from his heart to his limbs.This was the second time she was rejected by Heber. This time she did not resist in Heber's eyes, but an emotion she could not understand.

Have you ever loved someone, wanted to touch but held back your hand.

Have you ever... despaired?Because I clearly know that I will have nothing to do with that person for the rest of my life.

There were no tears in her eyes, and even the emotion on her face didn't change, but Xia Zuo felt that she was crying.

Heber is very sad because of himself.

During this period of time, they talked about everything, except for the love that they refused to break through, they talked freely as if they were bosom friends.They should become good friends, even good lovers, but for Heber, the latter relationship is clearly unacceptable to her.

why?Xia Zuo didn't understand, she said that she liked her the most, and she was even willing to have sex with her.But why... why are you just unwilling to accept her?

She thought for a while, and the duke, who didn't have much emotional experience, decided to respect Heber's choice.So he stretched out his hand, touched Heber's head, and comforted him, "It's okay, you don't have to say sorry to me, and..." The one who should say sorry is me...

That night, it was he who was blinded by lust that coaxed Heber to destroy their relationship.

A strong sense of guilt struck Heber. She looked up at Xia Zuo who was facing her, and said with some difficulty, "It's like ordinary alphas and omega. The past few days have passed like this, okay?" Yes , this is just a estrus period to appease the desire, it does not have any emotional color, it is just to vent the desire.

"Isn't this something that was agreed at the beginning?" Xia Zuo smiled, let go of Heber, pointed out the window, and said, "Then I'll go first."

As she spoke, she pushed open the car door, took out the suitcase from the back seat, and walked towards the port.Hebe got out of the car and said to her. "I'll take you there."

"No need." Xia Zuo declined, but there was no way to refuse her, so he had to watch her follow him all the way.

They entered the boarding port with the flow of people, and stood in the huge station hall. Xia Zuo easily carried the suitcase, turned his back to the crowd, looked at Heber in front of him and said, "Goodbye, Heber."

"Goodbye." Heber stood where he was, watched her keep walking backwards and away with the suitcase, and waved at her.

"Goodbye, Hebe." She stepped back, looking at the petite figure that kept moving away, and suddenly stopped in her tracks.Crowds of people kept passing by them, just like the crowd that kept separating them that night when they met again.

Xia Zuo suddenly felt that he understood why Heber rejected her, even though they seemed to have no obstacles, they didn't seem to understand very well.At this moment, a huge force hit her heart, so she suddenly dropped the salute in her hand, stepped forward, and ran towards Hebe against the crowd.

The petite body standing among the pedestrians was embraced by the tall alpha, and Heber, who had no time to be surprised, was tightly wrapped around his waist, and was kissed on the lips in the next second.

"Woo..." She nestled in Xia Zuo's arms, gently patted the arms that held her, but the rare and powerful young man held her head and sucked her tongue forcefully.

The kiss was so intimate that Heber couldn't breathe, and she hid in Alpha's arms and whimpered like a small animal.

This kiss lasted for a long time. Xia Zuo reluctantly let go of the woman in his arms under the attention of passers-by. Looking at her pink cheeks, he reached out and touched her head, and said softly, "I'll be there soon." Will be back."

Please believe me, I will come back, if you like me, if this is not my unilateral wish, then please believe me, we will be together.

"Please don't... be afraid of me." She choked up, looking at the more gentle woman, almost pleading.

Those blue eyes are like the deep sea, deep and charming.Hebe looked into her eyes, feeling both relieved and... fearful.

The author has something to say: "I don't want to give myself up, and I don't want to lose you"

For this... I just want to hehe.

I don't want to lose you either, which means that I like you very much.I liked you the most out of all of them.

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