I'm sorry, I don't need a son

After more than half a year of preparation, Meng Churan's preschool education institution finally opened its doors to welcome the new students with great fanfare. There were quite a few relatives, friends and former classmates who came this day. The tacit understanding between husband and wife, naturally there is no feeling of uneasiness, you will fix my tie for a while, and I will pour you a glass of water for you again, the love index is higher than any couple.

Shi Luo and Yu Zisheng (Fat Shengzi) had been chatting aside for a while, seeing that Meng Churan and his wife seemed to be overwhelmed, they walked over together.

"Is there anything else to prepare, do you need our help?" Shi Luo asked.

"No, I'm not too busy. The stereo didn't seem to work very well just now. The staff has been called. You two can just stand and cheer." Meng Churan's forehead was soaked in sweat as he ran back and forth. Just as he was about to wipe it off with his hands, Zhong Chen Xi came over and wiped it off with a tissue naturally, then turned around to do other things.

Shi Luo and Shengzi looked at each other and smiled, and said to themselves, looking at the two of them, this is so sweet, is this trying to torture the dog to death?

"Chu Ran, I didn't expect you to be so handsome, and the decoration is really good." Shengzi said.

"I have to thank you. Without your help, I guess I wouldn't have opened so soon."

"Hey, what are you talking about? Isn't it far away? I can't help you with other things. It's just building a bridge. Don't talk about it all the time. We have established a friendship that cannot be shaken, haha."

"It's nothing to say, just tell me if you have anything to do in the future, I will definitely help out, and the future children of both of you will be sent here to me, and I promise not to charge you anything, and they will all receive first-class education , Guaranteed to be different from other children."

Shi Luo's eyes lit up, "Really? That's what you said, don't ask for tuition at that time, I really won't pay it."

"Brother Shi, do you need tuition fees? Isn't that brother Mai Tai? You will definitely not be charged. You can rest assured that you will be born. I will charge you for any number of children, ha ha."

The son also grinned happily, thinking otherwise, didn't say anything, but looked around as if he was looking for someone.

"Xu Yang...why didn't he come?" Shengzi asked.

"Instructor Xu Yang didn't let him go last night. He's catching the plane this morning. It's almost too late. Hey, don't worry about him. If you have a drink over there, take it yourself. I'm going to greet the guests."

After Meng Churan left, Shi Luo's ambiguous smile seemed to see through Yu Zisheng's mind, because of the example of Meng Churan, he was very sensitive to this aspect.

"Didn't I call you? Just call and ask where you are?" Shi Luo teased him.

No matter what Shi Luo meant by what he said, the child still turned his gaze away showing a bit of shyness, not at all the foolish posture of dominating the market when he was a child, but like an infatuated kind in love.

"It's better not to call, maybe on the plane, even if you call, you won't be able to receive it."

He didn't dare to say that since Shi Luo gave him Xu Yang's phone number, he has never dared to call him. He just sent a few text messages a few times, all of which were official greetings, such as "Are you okay?" Is it?" "Pay attention to your body" and so on, he didn't sign it, and Xu Yang also treated it as a spam text message or a scam text message, but he didn't reply, so let this matter go.

When I was young, I didn't know why, Xu Yang, Shi Luo, and Meng Churan were the iron triangle tied together, he knew it, and he knew Meng Churan's ruthlessness, but he just liked to bully Xu Yang, seeing Xu Yang bought a new schoolbag, I tried every means to cut him off, make him cry, then tear off my schoolbag and run away.

Grab a pen today, grab a stationery box tomorrow, in short, there is nothing he doesn’t want, Xu Yang avoids him again and again, and it’s a coincidence that it’s always when Meng Churan is not around. To be honest, with Meng Churan, He dare not.

Maybe from that time on, he wanted to use this method to get close to Xu Yang, nothing else, seeing Xu Yang cry, he felt a sense of accomplishment, and he felt bad afterward, but next time he still couldn't hold it back and grabbed it. Those things that came are useless, they are all piled up.

Later Meng Churan learned that Shi Luo had a fight with him, beating him hard, and seeing that Meng Churan stayed by Xu Yang's side every day like protecting a chicken cub, and could only watch from a distance every day, so he didn't care. Provoke him again, although I still can't let it go.

Now that he is in junior high school, the school he lives in is far away from Xu Yang's school. Since then, Xu Yang has lived a peaceful life, and he has given birth to a child and bid farewell to the rampant primary school days.

Unexpectedly, the ignorance in childhood planted the seeds of strange emotions for him when he grew up.

Whether it was the military life in the past or the good job that everyone envied now, he felt that there was always a piece missing in his heart. The feeling of dissatisfaction was not filled until he returned home after changing jobs and found that the trophies from his childhood were still intact. At the bottom of the box, he ran to the kitchen desperately, hugged his mother's face and kissed him, made his mother stunned, and said that he was a fool in the army, only he knew how beautiful this feeling was. .

At this moment, my heart is finally full.

He went to the old address of Xu Yang's house, but found that it had been relocated, and some old residents had also moved out. After asking a few families, they said they didn't know this person. He went back to elementary school to ask the teacher who was about to retire. Student files, regardless of student account.

The search was fruitless, and he was unwilling. It was not until they met downstairs in Shi Luo's house that day that they really got a clue. But out of such a mentality, they didn't dare to say that they went there to try their luck, and they didn't dare to ask Shi Luo for help. Yang's phone number.

That's it, it's over.

As everyone expected, Meng Churan's procedures were difficult, and he was stuck at the last hurdle. Many people said that he couldn't get in touch with him, and he couldn't talk to him. Finally, Shi Luo reminded him, looking for a child, let him try .

Sure enough, with the words of giving birth, the matter was settled quickly, and a few old acquaintances gathered together for a meal, but Xu Yang was missing, and the heart of giving birth was lost. After the wine was over, he secretly asked Shi Luo for Xu Yang's phone number , I’m afraid of misunderstanding, I just said that everyone is considered to be a child, once a bamboo horse, I will contact you often after asking for a phone call, and be a good buddy.

Shi Luo is willing to honor him, especially for such a big event for Meng Churan, he has a very good impression of him, since he was young, he is not a man who holds grudges, and he can see it from his shy appearance, and he said to himself The kid probably also went through the back door.

With the good example of Meng Churan and the uncle, there is a certain energy in his heart, that is, he wants to match the son and Xu Yang, and the devil knows why he has changed, ah no, changed the sex, it is not right, changed the heart, changed In order to be able to accept homosexuality, on the contrary, I kind of hope that they can succeed.

He knew that Xu Yang hadn't looked for the little girl since he broke up with that little girl last time, and his words were full of sadness and disappointment. It's good for a buddy to find a wife to continue his heirs, but look at Xu Yang's envy for Meng Churan and his wife. I just thought that if one day, this kid also said to himself: "Shi Luo, I like a man." I guess I have to agree with it, because he really believes that there is true love between the same sex.

When Xu Yang arrived, the ribbon-cutting ceremony was about to begin.

"My god, if you are a little later we will all withdraw." Shi Luo hurriedly grabbed Xu Yang who was almost running over his head.

"My God, I'm so exhausted." Xu Yang couldn't help but sigh, and the hair on his temples was also wet into a lock.

"Why is it so slow? Isn't it the plane at six o'clock? It took almost four hours to arrive."

"Don't mention it, I'll talk about it later, let me take a breath first, my lungs are about to explode."

He probably ran away, his lips were red and wrinkled, he wiped off his sweat, and subconsciously licked his lips again, the son stared at him a little dumbfounded, seeing the bony Adam's apple, he hurriedly got up and went to the side to take Handed him a bottle of water.

"Ah, thank you buddy." Xu Yang took it and drank without looking at who he was. Shi Luo raised his eyes and saw that the son was still standing there stupidly. He must be waiting for Xu Yang to recognize him first. , but who would have thought that Xu Yang didn't pick him up at all, and regarded him as a staff member. After drinking, he pointed to Meng Churan on the stage and chatted with Shi Luo with a smile, leaving the child aside.

"Not to mention, Chu Ran really looks like a boss when he puts on a suit. People really depend on their clothes. One day I will wear a whole suit."

"Next, I invite Director Liu of the Municipal Education Bureau, Director Fang of the Provincial Kindergarten, and Mr. Meng Churan, the person in charge of Chenxi Early Childhood Education Center, to cut the ribbon for this ceremony."

"Wow~~" The guests in the audience applauded thunderously, and the three of them walked forward together, took the scissors under the guidance of the hostess, and cut off the ribbon with a 'click', the colored stripes and balls flew up, and the three of them pressed the scissors together again. The launching ceremony ball was lowered, and the ball shone brightly. There was another round of applause from the audience, and several people shook hands with Meng Churan to express their congratulations.

"This kid, when I was asked to name it, I didn't go to class, and I wrote an entire A4 paper for him. It turned out to be a good thing. He took this. Why do you bother me with this? Who are you going to show your love to?" Behold, cut!! Despise him, despise him."

Xu Yang muttered to Shi Luo, and Shi Luo chattered happily, "Why, jealousy, if you are jealous, you can just find someone else, and then you can show off, just in front of him, and make him mad, ha ha."

"I'm not that vulgar. Do I focus on my studies now? Understand, a man will only be liked if he becomes famous, and no one will care about you if you don't care about anything."

"Who said that to love someone doesn't depend on high or low status. You don't have to be successful and famous. I think fate is more important." After working as a staff member for nearly half an hour, Shengzi finally couldn't help it. I opened my mouth.

Xu Yang turned around and found that the buddy who delivered the water was still standing in front of him, with a smile on his face, heavy eyebrows and big eyes, and a small black mole next to his nose. Frowning and pondering.

"What's the matter, you don't know him?" Shi Luo reminded.

Xu Yang shook his head, then turned to the child, "Do we know each other?"

"Xiao Yangyang, I haven't seen you for more than ten years, don't come here without any problems." Shengzi stretched out his hand first.

No one dared to call this title except Meng Churan's spoofing him. Could it be him.

"Are you... are you a fat boy?" Xu Yang didn't dare to confirm and didn't stretch out his hand.

"Do you think I'm still fat now? It's true that I have a baby. How are you, Xiao Yangyang?" Before Xu Yang could recover, he was hugged tightly by others.

"Hmm...hehe, hehe, well, it's a hot day, let's let go first." I was already sweating from running, but being tied up for dozens of seconds like this is really a bit awkward.

"Are you really giving birth? You weren't the one before..." Xu Yang circled his hands and made a gesture, which meant how he became so thin, didn't it mean that people who are born fat can't lose weight.

"I was very fat before, but then I went to the army to exercise for several years, and then it was like this. You don't seem to have changed much, you are still very thin, but you have grown a lot taller and handsome." Touching Xu Yang's head, Xu Yang shrank his neck and hurried to the side, "Let's talk here, the ceremony over there is not over yet."

The son didn't know if it was an illusion just now, the violent heartbeats of each other when hugging him, and the shyness of the other party when he touched his head, the person he wanted to see was right in front of him, the sweetness in his heart was almost bubbling, and the other party seemed to be Don't hate yourself like you did when you were a kid.

"Where are you studying in graduate school now?"

"City S, how about you, Brother Shi said that you work in the Tobacco Bureau, it's pretty good."

"It's okay. It was also arranged by my family. I wanted to stay in the army, but because I was so homesick, I was demobilized."

"Heh~~ What kind of family does a big man want? When you were young, weren't you a bitch?" Xu Yang touched his elbow unconsciously. Pushing him was a somersault, and the elbow was the most injured, and now there is still a scar.

"At that time, I was ignorant and always robbed you of things. If you wanted something, I would return it to you someday, ha ha."

"Then you return it to me. Those are newly bought and they were robbed in less than a day. How many times have I been beaten for this matter? My parents saw that I kept losing things, so they almost bought a chain to tie them on. You still don't want to buy them?" happy."

"Hehe, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, then let's make an appointment tonight, where do you live, I'll pick you up."

"No, what you say, I'll finish with you."

"Okay, it's a word."

"Hey, have you two finished talking? Chu Ran is done here." Shi Luo shouted over there.

"Oh, just come, don't be afraid to come at night." Xu Yang glared at him and ran over.

Although they are all adults in their 20s, Xu Yang remembers things when he was a child very clearly, and he doesn't like this person very much. If he didn't meet him on such a occasion, if he really recognized him on the street, he would I will also pretend not to know him and walk away, not wanting to have anything to do with him, but since we met and talked about the bad things in the past, of course I have to take this opportunity to get back what was originally my own, why should my own things be put away? in his place.

It is natural to be happy to have a child.

This little guy is still so cute, I really want to bully him again.

In the evening, Meng Churan wanted to invite everyone to dinner, but Xu Yang and Shengzi had a private chat, so they used an excuse to change the day, and Shi Luo looked at the two of them leaving with ulterior motives and smirked.

"What's the fun?" Meng Churan asked, puzzled.

"It's nothing, maybe you will appear next?"

"What do you mean?"

"You'll know when the time comes, let's go, I'm hungry."

Eight o'clock in the evening, Happy Little Chef.

The son had been waiting at the entrance of the restaurant early on, fearing that his little Yangyang would not be able to find him.

"Yo, I'm here early, I'm quite sincere." Xu Yang teased.

More than just sincerity, I have other meanings.

"His house is full and there are many rooms. I'm afraid you can't find it, so I'll wait for you for a while."

"Why don't you find a quiet place when there are so many people, you have to squeeze with them."

"Isn't his house delicious? Let's go, it's all at the door."

There was no sense of unfamiliarity with the child, and he walked in with his arms around his shoulders.

"Because there were so many people, I was afraid that the food would be served slowly, so I ordered first. I don't know if you like it or not."

"Eating is a trivial matter, the key is to get on with the business." Xu Yang put down his backpack and pushed his glasses.

"What's the hurry, let's talk after we finish eating. Come, drink some herbal tea first." The son poured tea for Xu Yang, and booked a small private room for four people. Down.

The weather was already hot, and he had to squeeze into such a big place, Xu Yang frowned and moved to the side, seeing Shengzi looking at him with a puzzled expression, hehe said: "Well, it's hot, it's so cool "Xin said, what a close relationship, we only have this friendship this time, and we still want to have any contact in the future.

"How about adjusting the temperature of the air conditioner again? Lower it?"

"No, no, I squeezed the subway, it will be fine in a while." Picking up the tea and taking a big sip, there is nothing to talk about. Hurry up and eat, make him a meal, then take back the things and leave, goodbye Jianghu.

Shengzi seemed to see that he was not willing. Looking back at that moment, the illusion was probably that he took advantage of the large number of people, and there were only two people left. Xu Yang was so embarrassed that he wished the waiter to serve the food quickly and finish eating.

"Thinking about it, we haven't seen each other for twelve or three years. I went to your house to look for you when I came back from the army. Unfortunately, I didn't inquire about it." Shengzi took a sip of tea.

Xu Yang wondered, "Looking for me? Why?"

"I miss you, I want to see you, I want to see how you have changed, how tall you have grown, and whether you are still as small as you were when you were a child."

"Miss me? Just kidding, you bullied me when I was young because I was small. You are so big, like a big black bear, who can beat you, so Chu Ran is not afraid of you, can fight with you What kind of ability are you to bully the weak and bully the weak." After chatting alone, Xu Yang really didn't get used to him, and the grievances of more than ten years boiled over, and it was quite overwhelming.

"Why, are you still angry? Is it just because of this that you have been thinking about me? To be honest, have you thought about revenge or anything like that?"

"Mission, no, no revenge, because I don't bother dealing with people like you." Xu Yang scorned him, and poured himself another cup of tea.

This little boy thought it was fun to have a baby, so he stretched out his hand and licked his hair again, "I'm here to make amends for you today. The food will be served in a while, and I'll punish myself with three cups. See how sincere I am."

"Cut, who cares, but I would like to ask, did you take all those things back and use them? Didn't you see you carrying that schoolbag?"

"It's useless, isn't it, are they all here? I brought them all for you."

Pencils, erasers, pencil sharpeners, and even book covers are piled in colorful piles on the table.

Looking at his own belongings when he was a child, and 13 years later, they can still be returned to him intact. Xu Yang was born at a loss for what to say. It took so many beatings to get it back.

Because having a child threatens him, if the parents know, then follow him for the next 12 hours, not only for things, but also for money. If you give him five yuan for food at noon every day, then you will have a hard time in the afternoon, so, Even if there are injuries on the body, even if you will definitely not be able to survive the education when you go home, you have to lie under pressure and say that you were playful and lost it.

Parents are busy, and they can find time to make up for the lost things every day or two, but they can’t stop losing them every day. Who has the time to buy them for you every day? Dad waved the mop while Mom muttered, his His childhood was all thanks to his child, leaving an indelible impression on him. If Meng Churan wasn't with him, he probably would have dropped out of school early and gone home to herd sheep.

Thinking of these things, Xu Yang was so angry that he slapped everything to the ground, "Take it away, I don't want it anymore."

The sudden change made Shengzi stunned, what's wrong, don't you want to take it back, why don't you take it back, how could he know what kind of psychological impact his ignorance had on a child when he was young.

"Xiao Yangyang, what's the matter? Is there something missing? It's all here. The book is not curled, the pencil is not broken, and the eraser is yellow, and it's still as big as you used to be. I haven't touched it. Take it. I put it in the box when I got home, for fear that my mother would find out and throw it away. I also hid it in a place. It’s great. When I came back to see, there were still many of them. I know, when I was young, you hated me because of this, but I It's all unintentional, not intentional, and I can't say that, anyway, I like to bully you, I like to see you cry, and you don't dare to be violent when you look at me with tears. Anyway, anyway, I didn't want to do anything to you, you followed Meng Churan every day, I was jealous, and I wanted you to play with me, really, that's what I thought at the time, I didn't know how to approach you, and I didn't know how to talk to you, I just thought of that, Xiao Yangyang, I was wrong, please forgive me, don’t be so angry, finally seeing you, you know I’m so happy, you didn’t reply any of the text messages I sent you before , I'm almost recovering, I..."

"SMS? What text message?" Xu Yang turned his head sharply.

"Since I know your phone number, I have sent it almost every day, a total of 134 messages, but you haven't responded to any of them?"

Xu Yang took out his mobile phone and flipped through the text messages. The most recent one was the day before yesterday, 'When are you coming back? I'll pick you up at the airport.' '

Xu Yang froze and handed the phone to the son, "This...is this from you?"

The son looked at the content and nodded, "Well, I sent it."

"You are sick, do you have nothing to do every day, I don't even read these messages every day, and delete them all as spam messages." Xu Yang took back his phone and deleted the only one left.

"I'm sick, and I wouldn't be like this if I wasn't sick."

"If you are sick, go out and turn right to Sandao Street to go to the hospital. Aren't you going to report all your medical visits? Why don't you go to see them?"

"Don't look at it now, I think I'm fine."

"..."

The waiter brought up the dishes one after another, Xu Yang didn't bother to listen to his nonsense, he came all the time, he had to eat before leaving, otherwise it would be even worse.

Shengzi packed up the things scattered on the ground and put them back into his schoolbag, then he started to eat with his little Yangyang.

After leaving the hotel entrance, Xu Yang reached out for the bag, Shengzi pretended not to understand, carried it on his back and walked to the parking lot.

"Hey, Fatborn, why did you take it away again, didn't you promise to return it to me?" Xu Yang chased after him.

The son walked away without looking back and said: "You don't want it, then I will return this to me, and I will decide how to deal with it."

"Why, I didn't expect you to be such a rascal. Hurry up and return it to me." Xu Yang went up and started to grab him. When he was a child, he couldn't grab him because of his size. Now he is an adult, because the other party's physical fitness can't beat him. I saw him Grinning and tugging here like a tug-of-war, the emotional man stood still and did not move at all, with a slight force, he was brought into his arms instead.

"I'm a rascal, only to you, my little Yangyang."

"Get out, don't call me Xiao Yangyang, you...you...what do you want to do, I...let me tell you, this is on the street, it's not good for anyone if you fall out, let me go quickly, We don’t mess with my things, we go back to our homes, we go to our mothers, if it really bothers me, I... I’ll let you go home with your injuries.”

The child's grin was almost behind his ears, listening to Xiao Yangyang's warning was as sweet as love words, soft and with a strange tone, it went straight to his heart, how could he let it go, he was already at the entrance of the parking lot, and No one, how long will it take if you don't speak at this time, and dared to take a sip on Xu Yang's face, the sound was clear and audible, echoing the empowerment.

This bite seemed to be bitten by a dog. Xu Yang struggled away desperately and got up with a burning face, pointing at the child and swearing, "You fucking bastard, bullying people can still be watched by one person, with someone like you Well, let me tell you, I don’t care about the foundation, I don’t care about the foundation, I don’t want these crap stuff anymore, I’ll keep them for you to play with the children, goodbye, no, never see you again.”

Seeing Xiao Yangyang ran away stubbornly, a strong desire stirred in his heart.

My little Yangyang, you can't run out of my palm, I will not only bully you every day, but also bully you for the rest of your life, just wait and see.

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Finally, it’s all over. Compared with the article "One Eye Ten Thousand Years", the article is relatively cheerful. Although I didn’t sign the contract, I was still very moved after reading every message and every encouragement from readers. Thank you dears for giving me Love, thank you for your clicks, thank you for your favorites, thank you for your comments, I love you~~~