I'm sorry, I don't need a son

At eight o'clock in the evening, Meng Churan arrived at Langyue Western Restaurant as scheduled.

With light makeup on, Si Qige was as beautiful as ever.

"I thought you would find excuses to break the appointment." Siqige smiled.

"How can it be? I won't agree to the appointment. If you want something to eat, I'll invite you." Meng Churan took off his coat and sat down.

"I'll invite you as agreed." Si Qige declined.

"It's a man's honor to spend money when a man dates a woman. Let me do it."

Si Qige didn't insist anymore, but pondered over the word 'dating'. She knew what the word referred to rather than the original meaning, but she couldn't help but chase after her, "Then tonight, are you dating me?" .”

"Of course, having dinner with a beautiful woman makes me feel happy. This must be a date." Only he knew in his heart where the joy in his heart came from.

Si Qige blushed and began to order, "Do you want a drink?"

"Let's forget about drinking, now check the drunk driving peak, let's have another drink."

"Alright, my classmate was checked out yesterday. Deducting points is a trivial matter. Drinking and driving is too dangerous. Waiter, that's all."

"Did you come here by car?" Meng Churan asked.

"No, I came by subway just to let you see me off."

"No problem, I'm happy to help, hehe."

The two talked and laughed, as if they were better than before. This opening remark is good, but this will be their last meal, and they both know it in their hearts.

"I'm going to take the postgraduate entrance examination soon. What are you going to do in Beijing?"

"My grandma's home is in Beijing. My uncle said that my grandma's health is not very good, and I miss my mother. I just want to go to Beiwu to have a look. If I succeed in the first test, I won't be confused when I go to the second test."

"It's quite thoughtful. Isn't it the capital Beijing? It's not going abroad. Why are you so confused? But it's right to go and see my grandma. My grandpa was also sick a while ago, and he slipped and fell on the snowy road. I found out that Old people are very clingy to juniors when they get older, so while they are still alive, it’s good to visit them more and be with them.”

"Is grandpa's injury serious?"

"It's neither serious nor light. The old man doesn't like falling injuries, so he has to rely on support. He has been discharged from the hospital. Before he came, he called me to let me go."

"Look why you didn't say it earlier, so I'll change the time and make an appointment again." Si Qige thought that Meng Churan hadn't been given a chance to refuse at that time. In the old year, this farewell ceremony must be today, and this is the only time for self-willedness.

"It's nothing, it's the same as rushing over there after eating, and it's not far away. By the way, when are you leaving tomorrow?"

"The plane at noon, why, do you want to see me off?" Si Qige raised his eyebrows playfully, knowing that he would not, but he also wanted to hear an affirmative answer.

"I'm sorry, I have to go to grandpa's house for a reunion tomorrow. I'm not free during the holidays. I can't help myself. We'll meet again when you come back."

"Needless to say it's so pitiful, and I didn't really ask you to give it away, Chu Ran, I was very happy during the days we were together, how about you?" Si Qige suddenly felt sour in his heart, and his eye circles began to turn red. At the moment of breaking up, a girl wants to know where she is in her boyfriend's heart at that time, and whether she has been loved.

"I'm also very happy, really, I'm usually easy to mess up, and I'm used to being unrestrained, so sometimes I may offend you and make you feel wronged, I'm sorry, come on, I'll give you a toast with a drink instead of wine As an apology, please forgive me, beauty."

"Pfft~~" Si Qige was amused, so he calmed down and raised the cup in his hand to clink it.

"Chu Ran, to be honest, have you ever loved me?" Putting down the cup, after hesitating for a long time, he finally asked this stupid question.

Meng Churan hesitated for a moment. To be honest, Si Qige is good, but she has no clue about her, so there is nothing she can do. In the past few appointments, she can be regarded as outstanding, but feelings are really not forced. Xuan, when he broke up to define the past, he really didn't know whether to tell the truth or lie.

Clever as Si Qige, after a pause of more than ten seconds from the other party, he understood what it meant.She still gave Meng Churan a step down and didn't force her to ask this question again, but she was still full of curiosity about the next question, whether it was a rumor or a truth, there must be a reason to give up.

"Chu Ran, I didn't intend to ask, but I still want to know. I heard that you and an uncle... are very close. Is it true?" The answer is whether you want it or not.

Meng Churan took a sip of the drink, put down the glass calmly, "It's true."

This sentence completely split Si Qige's heart in two, and he raised his head and looked at him with disbelief, "Do you know the consequences of doing this, Tu Xinxin must be restrained, don't tell me you are real."

"It's not a novelty, it's true. He is mature, stable, caring and responsible. I like him. Naturally, I have thought about the consequences. But in this life, if a person doesn't even know what he wants, isn't he living too much?" I failed, so, even if there are any obstacles and criticisms, I will go to the end."

"Are you crazy? He is so much older than you. He is not only a man but also has a child. Don't you like women? Why suddenly... No, Chu Ran, do you have some unhappiness in your heart and want to take revenge on your family? , it’s wrong for you to do this, even if we break up, I don’t want you to choose a man to be together, what’s so good about a man, can he give birth to you, is your future protected by law, don’t you dizzy."

"Hehe," Meng Churan laughed. This is a normal reaction, and it would be strange if he supported him instead.

"Si Qige, how do you feel that I'm dizzy when you say this, the feeling between people is very subtle, just like you, maybe you will meet someone who makes your heart beat when you go out in a while, maybe You just passed by and glanced at each other, or accidentally bumped into each other, these seemingly small details will generate sparks of love, I admit that I like women, but that was before I met him, after I met him , I only look for him, I won't find another woman, I understand what you mean, I just don't want to do something that I regret."

Si Qige completely gave up this time. Meng Churan has been with her for more than two months, and has never confessed to her like this. She doesn't understand the world of men and men, but she always feels that Meng's nerves are wrong, so he is so foolish. It's unbelievable that even a person who is sloppy becomes so infatuated all of a sudden.

But looking at his firm words, there was no doubt that Si Qige believed that love really existed in this person, but he just didn't give it to her.

Meng Churan adjusted his sitting posture, and then said: "I can't tell what is good about him. Like you said, he is old, not outstanding, and has a bottle of oil, but it is so strange. Once some things are attracted It’s easy, maybe this is what ordinary people call love at first sight, hehe, I’m sorry, a big man said this is too much in front of you, anyway, I won’t give up, at least not now.”

Si Qige suddenly thought of a word: Iron Man Tenderness, Meng Churan may not be considered a real iron man, but with his bad deeds in the university for four years, and his bad reputation in front of teachers, he would never have thought that Meng Churan would still have Today, she was so surrendered to a person, but to a man, which surprised her, and she had to feel grateful for her broken love. Fortunately, she didn't lose to a certain woman, she couldn't compare to the charm of a man.

At that time, it was not someone who told her that Meng Churan was with a man, but she overheard the conversation between Xu Yang and Shi Luo. She didn't believe it, and she couldn't ask Xu Yang, even if she asked, as a good buddy, she wouldn't tell She, so this matter has always been stuck in her heart, and the Christmas appointment was also for this matter. After breaking the appointment, she couldn't help but choose the day before New Year's Day.

I have to admit that Meng Churan has changed a lot, even though it was only a few months, she felt that this person has taken on a responsibility, his words reveal a mature direction, he has plans for the future, and he does things more practically, which was impossible before. happened to him.

In the past, Meng Churan was just fooling around, wanting what was good, and once drunk, he said that he wanted to spend all his father's money, making him a pauper.

But these changes today are obviously due to another person, which can be regarded as salvation. It is said that if you love the right person, you can only progress, not sink, and that's how he is.

Si Qige didn't complain or dissatisfy, the reasons for giving up his heart were solid and conclusive, he would never forget him again, and would not have any further entanglements with him.

I sent Si Qige home, and when I got home after washing up, I heard the text messages of "ding ding ding" on my mobile phone. I picked it up and saw that it was already 12 o'clock, and the new year had begun, and my friends sent blessings one after another. The screens of text messages came on one after another, and they were all copy-pasted phrases. He didn't care to read them, so he put his phone aside to dry his hair. The fresh white sweater was splashed with drink juice, and he threw it into the washing machine and poured some color floats. The switch started to wash clothes, and when he came out again, the phone rang again.

Meng Churan glanced at it, thinking it was another spam message, but it turned out to be an uncle.

"Chu Ran, happy new year."

Meng Churan smiled and simply replied: You are happy too.

While deleting those holiday text messages, the uncle's call came in.

"Are you still asleep?" Meng Churan asked.

"Not yet, chatting with my parents, why didn't you sleep? A date... just came back?"

"Well, I just entered the house."

Meng Churan was proud of this sentence, but the uncle was frustrated, and there was a few seconds of silence.

"It seems that you guys had a lot of fun." After Zhong Chenxi finished speaking, she didn't even notice the jealousy inside, but the other party was overjoyed.

"It's okay, I didn't play much, I just ate, watched a movie, and then came back."

Zhong Chenxi thought that the two of them had never watched a movie before, they were on and off for two months, and they were around Lele all day long, and they really didn't go out on purpose to have a date with each other, just to have a good time, want to come Meng Churan wronged himself by following him, and it was really inappropriate. Young people's attitudes are positive, they love to play and make trouble, and these don't suit him, so it's understandable for him to choose someone else.

But in my heart...it's really hard.

Chu Ran, do you really have no feelings for me at all?

Have you forgotten all the things in the past, or are they all fake, it was your whim, and you still like women.

Maybe I really don't deserve your love, but I don't want to lose you, can you love me again?

What can I do to make you love me again?

"Uncle, are you listening?"

Meng Churan's voice came again, awakening Zhong Chenxi's confused thoughts.

"Oh, I'm here, the signal here is not good, it's getting late, go to bed, good night."

"Uncle, Happy New Year's Day."

"happy New Year."

After closing the line, neither of them was calm. Meng Churan almost said "Uncle, I miss you", but had to change his words in order to implement his plan.

He could feel that Zhong Chenxi over there was already in a mess, and this was what he wanted to achieve, to make him feel like he was in a mess, let him figure out the clues by himself, and let him understand what love meant.

Love is bravery, love is responsibility, love is going forward bravely, not looking forward and backward, looking left and right like an ostrich, although Meng Churan has little social experience, but he is very accurate in judging people, and he is sure that Zhong Chenxi will eventually go to himself, but He will not take the initiative to move forward this time, he will let the uncle take the initiative and force him to take the initiative.

Zhong Chenxi over there was really messed up, he didn't dare to ask the two of them if they were going to get back together, and he didn't have the right to ask himself if he still had a chance, thinking about the injuries he had suffered every time back then, he felt ashamed and couldn't see him, It's impossible to say to the other party hypocritically, "I like you, Chu Ran, let's start over, shall we?" If he can't say such a thing, it's not a good face, it's because he has lost his position.

I took the Christmas gift from Meng Churan, it was the brand he had mentioned by accident, but I didn’t expect the other party to remember it, and I really bought it as a gift for him, the joy when I received it, and the silence and indifference after experiencing it, really He couldn't figure out what Meng Churan meant. Maybe this gift was just a small etiquette, or it might not be a casual gift, but he would rather believe that it was specially chosen by Meng Churan, and there was still love in it.

Put the tie between the lips and kiss gently, as if being intimate with Meng.

Chu Ran, I really miss you.