I'm sorry, I don't need a son

"That's why, you have to follow the right path, and you can't come to that crooked path." Grandpa replied sternly.

Well, grandpa still hasn’t figured out that this path is not a matter of righteousness, but a matter of true love, but now it seems that it is a bit early to say this, and I don’t know whether my future is to find a man or a woman , Why do you think about this.

"Okay, grandpa, Xu Yang is still asleep with me after drinking too much, I have to go back and see him, don't leave and don't lock the door for me, grandma and the others are still coming tonight?"

"No, I have nothing to do here, as long as there are nurses, I told your sister-in-law and your grandma not to come, and you will be discharged from the hospital after staying for another week. Don't make them sick again. It will be the Gregorian calendar soon. By the way, by the way, remember to go home after New Year's Day, don't sneak away like eleven."

"Yes, Grandpa, I promise to be the first to arrive home, don't worry."

"That's all right, let's go back, your flowers are not bad, I like them, keep going."

"Thank you grandpa for your compliment, I'm leaving, grandpa."

"Let's go."

The old man is like this, in fact, you don’t need to honor him, as long as you can see you from time to time, and then say a few nice words to make him happy, it will be more satisfying than getting anything, make the old man happy, and his illness will be cured for a while Most of the time, when he walked out of the ward, he could still feel that the corner of his grandfather's upturned mouth hadn't fallen. Meng Churan felt relieved, after all, he and his grandfather had the deepest relationship.

When he went downstairs, he suddenly wanted to see Zhong Chenxi again. He didn't say a few words just now when he saw that the situation was urgent, and wanted to ask if he needed help, so he left in a hurry. You should go and have a look.

I searched from ward to ward on the floor where I met Zhong Chenxi, and finally found it in the ward at the end of the corner. Apart from Zhong Chenxi, there were two elderly people and a middle-aged woman in the room. They were obviously Jiang Meilan's family members. After taking the drip and giving instructions to leave, Zhong Chenxi turned around and saw Meng Churan at the window.

"Uncle, how is she?"

Zhong Chenxi's face was tired, his eyes were bloodshot, it looked like he had spent countless nights here to accompany him, he wanted to care for him, but he was afraid that he would be embarrassed, so he asked the patient directly.

"I just got rescued, but I'm still in a coma. The doctor said that if I survive these two days, I can survive for a month or two. If I can't survive, it will be a year ago."

"Who cares if you stay here with Lele?"

"I let Aunt Wang look after me. I can't do without me here. Her sister just came here today, and she is not familiar with any place. The old man and the old lady are sick, so they can only rely on me. By the way, didn't you say to see grandpa?" How about his injury? You must pay attention to slippery roads this winter when you are older."

"Just finished watching, the old man looks good, he usually exercises, this time he was careless, but it's nothing, just take care of it for a while, although you can't get rid of your body, you should pay attention to your body, don't get tired again later What about Lele if she's broken, since her sister is here, you two will come alternately at night, don't keep staring at yourself, no one can bear it after a long time."

"Well, I know, is the internship going well?" Zhong Chenxi felt a warm current in his heart when he heard the official words of concern, and he was sore.

"It went well, and I learned a lot. I'm going to take the CET-[-] test today, otherwise I can stay until the holiday. When the holiday is over, I plan to go abroad for another inspection, or stay at home."

I don't know why, but when I heard that Meng Churan was leaving for the holiday, the warmth in Zhong Chenxi's heart suddenly sank. Even though the two of them hadn't contacted each other in the past two months or so, they still felt that this person was still by his side. , Several times on business trips to that city, I would go downstairs to see his apartment, go to the kindergarten, and I didn’t feel like I was leaving myself. It was Jiang Meilan’s illness, so I didn’t have time to think about anything else. I ran back and forth between home, work, and the hospital. , There is no free time at all, only occasionally when he is too tired, he dares to talk about their past to comfort himself, otherwise, he dare not.

"Oh, that's great, are you starting to do it now?" Zhong Chenxi returned to his seriousness.

"Not yet. I plan to start next semester. I will be free next semester except for my graduation thesis. I just use this time to handle these things."

"It's quite troublesome to find a location, conduct an audit, and clear up the relationship. If you need my help, I will find a way for you."

Meng Churan was overjoyed, it wasn't that he looked down on him for not having this ability, but that the two of them wanted to go together, and he also wanted to tell Zhong Chenxi, "Do you need help, and I have something to talk about," but he didn't expect the other party to say it first.

"Well, if necessary, I'm sure you're welcome."

After that, the two of them paused for a few seconds, not knowing what to say, Meng Churan saw that he seemed to have something to say but couldn't say it, and he probably understood the meaning.

"I'm going to see Lele. You can rest assured here. The school happens to be fine these days. I can pick him up. Otherwise, it's not good for Aunt Wang to keep watching."

Zhong Chenxi raised his head. He wanted to say thank you for Meng Churan's understanding, but he felt that this sentence was too shallow to express his meaning. However, if he didn't say anything, he felt that it was inappropriate for their current relationship. Meng Churan couldn't stand the radiance in the eyes, so he turned around and left without waiting for Zhong Chenxi to speak.

In fact, Zhong Chenxi wanted to use Lele to get closer to each other again, and Meng Churan understood.

Taking Lele home, Meng Churan saw that Xu Yang's shoes were still at the door and knew that the guy hadn't woken up yet, so he turned on the TV, tuned to the channel with cartoons, let Lele watch it first, and went upstairs to call Xu Yang.

Xu Yang rubbed his eyes in a daze, snorted his face, and looked at the scene in front of him for a long time before he finally recovered where it was.

"What time is it?" Still feeling dizzy after being drunk.

"It's past seven o'clock in the evening. Get up and go home and go to sleep. Look at your prospects. You are so bad that no one else can drink too much. You are the one." , so that he won't lie down again for a while.

Seeing this posture, Xu Yang did not want to let him sleep again, and he slept comfortably this time, stretched his waist, and gave him a contemptuous look, "It seems that you have never been drunk, just me I've carried you a few times, and you don't know what to do, let you take care of this once."

He got up and got out of bed to put on his shoes, walked to the door and saw a child downstairs watching cartoons, and suddenly understood three points in his heart.

"Fuck, there is no movement for several hours, and you dare to pick up your son. You really don't remember to eat, but you don't remember to fight. There is no hope."

"Keep your voice down, don't say anything casually, isn't there a special situation, just helping out, you don't remember to eat or beat."

"Is it you? It's been repeated a few times. Can you have a longer memory? Don't you think it's not enough to hurt people? Or he has a special function, so it's better to serve you well. You can't forget it, no Are they all men, can you change to another one, don't let me look down on you and hate you."

"If you don't agree, I'll go away. You don't have to worry about my affairs. You take care of yourself."

"I'm really redundant, well, I don't care about you, I'll go, and I'll fall to the ground for you two."

After finishing speaking, he went downstairs angrily, passed by Lele with a strong wind, startled the child, picked up the down jacket on the sofa, put it on, and left.

In the past, Meng Churan changed his girlfriend every three to five days, and Xu Yang felt that it was quite normal, and that was in line with his personality. This sudden infatuation with a man made him feel sick, making him feel like Aunt Joan's romance film, and they broke up. , If they get together, what are the two men so hypocritical, and bring a bottle of oil, he can't figure out whether Meng Churan has taken the wrong medicine or is mentally ill. Isn't this full of food?

Meng Churan knew that his two buddies were doing it for his own good, so he just said it, didn't take it to heart, tidied up the bedroom and went downstairs.

I haven't seen Lele for a few months. I don't know if it's because he and Meng Churan have a separation or the child is really frightened and a little listless. I can see it since I received him. He doesn't like to talk and is not very interested in anything.

If you want to put him in the past, you will rush forward when you see him, if you want to hug or kiss, the small mouth will talk non-stop, but this time let him sit there, he will just sit there, whichever station you change to. , He didn't even move when the commercial was over, which made Meng Churan wonder.

I learned in school that if a child has a sudden personality change, one is a physical disease, and the other is a psychological disorder.

Is it sick?

Meng Churan turned off the TV that was broadcasting commercials, let Lele sit on his lap, and touched the child's small face. He was much thinner than when he was there, and his heart ached.

"Lele, you haven't seen me for so long, do you miss me?"

Lele raised her eyes and her expression didn't change much, she nodded slightly.

"Have you eaten at Grandma Wang's house?"

The little guy nodded slightly again, still silent.

"Let's paint, shall we?"

The little guy shook his head, and then tears began to flow in his eyes, which slid down in clusters in an instant, which frightened him, what happened to this child, without saying a word, he either nodded or shook his head, and then cried again.

"Lele, tell my brother, do you feel uncomfortable somewhere, is it a stomachache?"

The child didn't cry very loudly, but she couldn't stop crying, and she looked very wronged. Seeing Meng Churan's distress, she hugged and patted her back to comfort her: "Lele is not afraid, brother is back. From now on, brother will play with you. Tell brother , is someone bullying you, or dad is too busy to accompany you these days, you feel lonely, tell me."

Meng Churan patted and coaxed the child, trying to make the child talk and find out the root cause of the disease.

Lying in his arms, Lele felt very safe. After a while, she calmed down, sniffing her nose, tears still hanging on her face.

"Look at my little baby crying. His face is not handsome when he is crying. Wipe his big nose quickly. It's really dirty."

"Puchi~" The child was amused by Meng Churan, which made him feel relieved, and he could be saved. Otherwise, there was a psychological problem, and it would not be cured overnight.

Meng Churan wiped the child's face, kissed it again, and carried him upstairs.

Change into pajamas for the child, find a picture book, and take a box of watercolor pens, change into pajamas myself, and plan to draw pictures on the bed with the child, because this is Lele's favorite thing.

Meng Churan opened the drawing book. This was the drawing book that Lele had drawn when he was at his house. At that time, he only drew a few pages, and there were still many blank pages in the back. There is also a family of three, they all look kind and positive.

Seeing that Lele didn't seem to be interested in painting, he sat there without moving. Meng Churan called him, "Lele, come here, let's draw together. Do you think this person looks like Dad? Let's draw him."

"No, I won't draw, I won't draw, woo woo~~~" The good boy suddenly cried again, and his emotions were very agitated, which made him judge that Lele's abnormal reaction seemed to be related to painting.

So he quickly threw the drawing book aside, hugged Lele and comforted him, "No painting, no painting, we don't paint, Lele is good, stop crying, stop crying..."

After holding the child and coaxing him for a long time, he finally calmed down. Meng Churan wanted to open the child's heart knot and draw out the illness.

"Didn't Lele love painting the most before? Why don't you like it anymore? Can you tell my brother?"

The child didn't move, sniffing in his arms, Meng Churan pulled out a piece of paper and wiped it for him.

"Mom is back, did she take you out to play?"

"She's not my mother, she's a bad person, she's a big villain." Lele suddenly became agitated again. Afraid of making him cry again, Meng Churan hurriedly changed his position to hug him, kissed him, and coaxed: "Lele, don't you?" Afraid, tell my brother why she is a villain."

"She tore up... all the pictures I drew, and the fairy tale book you read to me, and sold the electronic piano. She is a big villain..."

This made Meng Churan very annoyed, what kind of cancer is this, is it simply mental illness, tore up the child's book, and sold the piano, what's going on.

Take out your anger on your child when you are sick?

Or is cancer tormenting her perverted?

It is said that only mothers are good in the world. At that time, he wanted to give their family of three time and space to enjoy the happiness of family portraits, but he did not expect this to be the result in the end. He was going to die, and he almost made the child sick. What kind of fucking woman is this, how can she be a fucking woman.