I'm sorry, I don't need a son

This time I really fell asleep until the sky was dark. When I woke up, it was late in the evening. I heard the phone ringing in the middle, but he ignored it. This is his real life. Wake up, take it easy.

Stretching, he took the phone.

The missed call was from Xu Yang. Several text messages were sent by Meng Chuling, asking him how he was doing in other places, whether he was used to his life, and how to pay attention to his health. Another message was sent by Zhong Chenxi, "Today Yu, you have a good rest, I will take Lele. '

This was obviously a tentative message, and I wanted to see how he would respond. When I saw the sending time, it was 10:24 in the morning. Meng Churan ignored it, put the phone aside, and continued to nest up on the bed.

When I woke up again, it was completely dark, and I didn’t know what time it was. I felt empty in my stomach. I got up from the bed. I haven’t slept like this for a long time. The mood is different from before.

I took out a piece of bread from the refrigerator that was about to expire in a day, and went down after three or four mouthfuls regardless of whether it was cold or not. The rain was still dripping outside, soaking the building in front of me. People who have no lungs and can eat enough for one person and the whole family is not hungry, feel a sense of desolation at this moment.

Coming back from the balcony, I couldn't help shaking my head and smiling wryly.

It's a big joke to think that I, a handsome young man, would be troubled by love.

A reality show popped up on the TV, making the audience laugh. Seeing those people who seemed to be playing around but were actually acting, it was not the same as his love in reality, it was all fake.

It's just that some people did the fake show for real, while others were much more rational and sober, seemingly ambiguous on the surface, but in fact they didn't get into the show at all.

Xu Yang's call came in again.

"Xu Yang."

As soon as Xu Yang heard the other party's pet name for him, he knew that this person must have been hit, and it was not small.

"Chu Ran, where are you?"

"I'm at home, where else can I be?" Meng Churan leaned back and locked up the group of prudish clowns.

"Have you eaten, if you haven't eaten, come out, let's have a drink."

"I do not want to go out."

"That's fine, I'll bring some food, you wait for me at home."

Meng Churan really loves this buddy bamboo horse from the bottom of his heart. Every time he is happy or unhappy, this guy can stick in front of him, beat or scold, kiss or hug, the other party is unambiguous, and he accepts everything without saying a word. He made a phone call every day to check the situation, as if he was an underage child, lest he be kidnapped and sold by the blame.

When he was young, he protected Xu Yang, but now it's the other way around, Xu Yang cares about him more.

Thanks to Xu Yang and Shi Luo, otherwise, he would be really depressed to death. No matter how tough a man is, how free and easy he is, he is still an idiot in front of love. Who told you to fall into it, who told you to be blind, you have to be given it by others. Reminder, point out the way, lest you really fall to your death.

Xu Yang brought spicy duck neck, peanuts, and some smoked sauce. He probably didn't have alcohol here, so he bought a few cans of beer.

"This day, it's just right to eat this." Xu Yang opened a can and handed it to him.

"Didn't you say you plan to go out to play? Why haven't you left yet?" Meng Churan asked.

"I won't go." Xu Yang took a sip of his wine depressed.

"what happened?"

"I had a fight with Barin."

"Didn't you get bored a few days ago and couldn't separate them? Why did they get into trouble after only two days?"

"She wants to go to Beijing to find a job and become a Beijing drifter. Isn't there a lot of people with her profession over there? She doesn't listen to anyone's advice. As long as she is beautiful, she can be an extra in less than a month. Well, it’s okay to sign a contract. Her parents have raised her as a star seed since she was a child, and she has learned all her talents. They say that if you don’t work hard in life, it’s useless to die. Even if you can’t make it, you have to try Give it a try, it’s useless to persuade you.”

"Then you let her go, and then you follow along." Meng Churan gnawed on the chicken wings. At this moment, she felt that Xu Yang's matter was similar to her own, and her heart immediately became balanced, and her appetite came up.

"People from all over the country are rushing to Beijing. The crowds in the subway are like ants. I don't want to join in the fun. Besides, what I learned doesn't have to be there to develop. Beijing is not my favorite city. I still I like places with fewer people.”

"Either Ba Yin thinks you are worthless. A big man doesn't go out and spends his days at home. If you like her, follow her closely and don't give up. Wouldn't it be a pity to let it go because of this? There's still a year left You just graduated, don't be impulsive."

"It's not considered a breakup now, anyway, it's frozen, no one cares about anyone, hey, don't talk about me, talk about you." Xu Yang picked up the duck neck and started to build it. It is easy to be with his buddies, As long as the mouth balds about any troubles, it will be over, running on each other, joking, persuading, even if the matter is not resolved, this heart is much more open.

"What did I say, I'm fine, aren't I?" Meng Churan threw the gnawed chicken bones aside, took another sip of wine, pretending to be normal.

Xu Yang rolled his eyes and curled his lips, "You can lie to others, who am I, I have been with you for nothing in these 20 years, and everything is written in your eyes, even if you don't tell me, I can guess [-]-[-] , and persuaded me to chase after you, but you chased after him, what's the result? By the way, when it comes to this, I think of Si Qige. Listening to Ba Yin's words, that girl still seems to miss you, and always asks her about you. , how about it, uncle, forget it, don't waste your feelings, let's invest your feelings in useful people, let me help you build a bridge?"

"Fuck, when I'm looking for a girlfriend, I still need someone to build a bridge. As long as I look over, she has to obediently come over."

"Don't brag, you are so powerful that you can't even handle an uncle. If you ask me, you can play and make trouble. Si Qige is still good. A little temper is not a problem. A fool has no temper. Do you want it? This is more reliable than your previous ones, and it is really kind to you. Those who value your money want to eat and drink money from your pocket to coat money. This girl treats you well and gives it to you. Buying breakfast, and buying you a watch worth thousands of dollars for your birthday, you’re sick, you’ve got medicine and water, and it’s only been two months, so that’s enough, what more do you ask for.”

"Watches worth thousands of dollars were returned to her when they were distributed. Besides, I bought her a lot. The silk scarf from Hermès is not worth three or four thousand dollars. Didn't I give it to her? The key is me It's not a matter of money or not with her, it's a matter of relationship, do you understand, I don't like her."

"I don't like being together, you are sick."

"Lonely, find a companion."

"You are so wicked." Xu Yang hated him so much, the girl rushed to pick and choose, he finally fell in love with one, and wanted to fly.

"You just know." Meng Churan glared at him lying on the carpet.

In fact, there are a few couples in college who are really rushing to get married. Don’t they all want to have a companion for four years? Playboy category.

The girlfriends who have been with him all say that he has no heart. It takes a little courage to control his passion and cold-bloodedness in a few seconds. In contrast, Si Qige really stands out. Are you talking about feelings? No, Meng Churan seems to be lacking in women. Even if they split up, he has his own thoughts, "I didn't touch you, so kissing and touching should also be fully responsible?" 'He thinks that I haven't touched your bottom line, you are still you, if you are not happy, you can divide, and no one can bother with me.

Perhaps it was from the moment Zhong Chenxi appeared that he had thoughts about the future.

"Chen Ling called me yesterday."

"Why is he calling you?" Meng Churan lazily rested one hand behind his head, and held a peanut in the other.

"What else can I do? I'll ask you. You said you lied to him and took me, and you didn't even notify me. You almost revealed it. Fortunately, I'm smart and quick to react."

"What?" Meng Churan hadn't gotten over it yet, and completely forgot about the nonsense.

Xu Yang took a sip of the wine, "You won't forget it, you didn't tell him, did you go to Qingdao for an internship with me, and you didn't reply to the text message you said, asking how you are?"

"Oh, you said this. I just said it casually to prevaricate him. Otherwise, he always pesters me. Do you want him to spread all about me to the family?"

"Isn't it recently that I found out that your brother seems to be very close to you, either on the phone or at home, is this bothering you? What's the matter, don't bother him anymore, are you two okay?"

"What's the matter, isn't it still the same as before?"

"No way, I think your attitude towards him is softer than before, and your temper is also friendly. Didn't you pick up the supper a while ago?"

"Damn it, he came to the boarding house, he's hungry, and he can go out to beg for food, he's too big, it's not a big deal if he wants to reach out and beat him, but I'm just too lazy to talk to them, you guys seem to be related It's calmed down, it's still the same."

"However, I see that Chen Ling treats you...it doesn't seem to be the case."

"What do you mean?"

"Actually, this happened several years ago. I just didn't tell you. When you were just a freshman, you seemed to ask your father for a house because you wanted to live outside. Then you two got into a fight and drank at night. I sent you back after drinking, and Chen Ling got you upstairs, I was in a hurry to turn on the water and went to the toilet, and when I came back, I saw that guy kissing you..."

"Wh... what... what? Kiss me? Are you reading that right?" Meng Churan jumped up, the peanut in his mouth fell out along the corner of his mouth, and a silver thread was pulled out.

Originally, Xu Yang didn't think much about it at the time, didn't it mean that his younger brother kissed his elder brother, there was nothing to make a fuss about, and he forgot it without taking it seriously afterwards.

Some time ago, Meng Chuling stayed overnight, and Xu Yang came to catch up with him a few times, and found that he looked at his brother with a hooked look, which could eat people, just like the way a normal couple looks at each other. When it's good, you can say that he can do anything, but no one is used to lighting a fire, so Xu Yang didn't dare to say anything, because he was afraid that he would think too much and it wouldn't be worthwhile to make a cut with Meng Churan.

If Meng Chuling hadn't called him, if Meng Churan's emotional journey hadn't been so twists and turns, he would have held back, saving his life was real.

Speaking of it, there is no other meaning, just to let him have more thoughts, so as not to make things difficult to explain when the time comes.

Not to mention, it's a matter of always thinking about it in my heart. Good buddies should share everything except wives.

Sure enough, I said it, and I was hit by mine.

"I was drinking at the time, but my eyes were not blind, and I was not drunk. He was a kid back then, so don't worry about it. Like you said, he is getting older every year. Pay attention Just tap."

"I'm paying attention, I didn't do anything." The can of beer in his hand was sizzling with beer foam, spilling all over his body, Xu Yang quickly snatched it, and comforted him, "Be safe, don't be impatient, Take it easy."

Meng Churan had a little recollection, how many times he was hugged, how many times his hand was held, how many times he was hinted at by words, and he recalled it in his mind.

It is certain that I have not been kissed when I am awake, so I don’t know if I have been kissed and how many times when I am asleep. I didn’t expect that there was a bomb hidden beside me. What crooked mind do you really have?

Damn, I'm your fucking brother, if you dare to move my mind, you must have lived enough.

"What I mean is, if he comes to you again, or if you meet again, you should pay attention to his behavior, and you will know what's going on. Maybe I'm thinking too much, and I'm blind. Everything is not good for you now, don't worry about it." If anything happens again, I just owe you a warning."

Meng Churan didn't answer, and suddenly felt cold all over.

What is this called? His brother treats him...

That kid has been clinging to him since he was a child, and he still follows him no matter what he beats or scolds, he is in high school, he is far away, and we see each other less often, we can see each other once every half a year, so I really don't feel at ease showing affection to him, Just getting used to it, even the kind of behavior he thought was annoying a few days ago didn't make him think in a wrong way. When Xu Yang reminded him, he was really shocked.

Although he was not born to his mother, he was also his younger brother, the same father.

What kind of trouble is this.

After Xu Yang left in the evening, Meng Churan's mind was still thinking about Meng Chuling's matter, and he actually put aside the uncle's matter. If Zhong Chenxi hadn't received that text message, he still couldn't remember that there was another trouble. Things are waiting for me.