I'm sorry, I don't need a son

Zhong Chenxi has been very busy in recent days, Meng Churan did the math, adding one piece in the morning and evening does not exceed ten sentences, and sometimes he even leaves without eating in the morning, and when he arrives, there is no one to see at all. Twice I got home after ten o'clock.

At first he thought that the uncle must be busy with a case, so he didn't care, seeing that no matter how late he came back, he would pour a glass of honey water to sober him up, and then watched him wash, dry his hair, and work in the bathroom for more than ten minutes, but he figured it out. If you want to come forward and say a few words, people will close the door with a bang, and idlers are not allowed to enter.

This made him not think too much, being a lawyer is not easy, the pressure is high, drinking and socializing sounds easy, but in fact it is annoying, and in addition, Zhong Chenxi is always like that, as if he owes him hundreds of dollars, always with a cold face , I got used to it, and after being rejected, I could still sleep peacefully on the sofa.

On this day, Zhong Chenxi called again and said that he was coming back late. Meng Churan looked at the calendar, and it was the fourth time. What is it that is so busy? Could it be that someone took care of the child and was completely relieved and went out to the wild?Judging by his dull, ice face, he doesn't look like someone who went to that place.

After putting Lele to sleep, Meng Churan lay there for a while and read comic books, and looked up at the watch on the wall from time to time. It was almost 11 o'clock and he hadn't come back yet.

Just as I was about to make a phone call, the door was unlocked.

"Uncle, you're so late today, you can't do this every day." Meng Churan ran to the door to take the briefcase, and the smell of alcohol hit him, and he almost stumbled.

Zhong Chenxi changed into his slippers, went to the bedroom to change into pajamas, and after a few minutes, threw the shirt and pants he took off into the washing machine, and went into the bathroom.

This is the same procedure every time I come back, undress, change clothes, wash up, and then Meng Churan says ten sentences, he may answer one sentence, and it's like this again today.

Meng Churan put the honey water on the coffee table, and when he heard the sound of the shower head in the bathroom, he hurried to the laundry on the balcony and took out the shirt he had just thrown in.

Smell it, it smells like a woman's perfume.

Flipping again, and... long hair.

This may be what he least expected and the most unacceptable.

He really never thought that the uncle would go out to find a woman, or find a girlfriend. He believed in his own feelings and felt the enthusiasm of the other party. During the ostrich period, he believed that he had the ability to break him back and live together.

During this period of time, he has nailed his identity deeply in this family, and he feels at ease that he is the uncle's man. This is a matter of time, and he will definitely become Lele's second dad. This is also a matter of course. .

His water arrived first, but it didn't work out. Judging by his attitude, it's really difficult.

He threw the clothes in again, and went back to the tea table. Zhong Chenxi's mobile phone was placed on it. Although it was for preschool education, he still understood the current electronic products. In less than a minute, the uncle came out of the bathroom , He also lay there like nothing happened and continued to read his cartoons.

"The honey water is ready, you can go to sleep after drinking it."

Today Meng Churan didn't ask this and that like every time. He knew that even if he asked, he would not answer him, so why bother, he just finished this sentence and showed his true self.

Zhong Chenxi was obedient. He raised his neck and poured all the 360ml of water into his stomach. Seeing that Meng Churan didn't move or make eye contact, he felt strange. He looked at him, but still didn't make a sound. He put down the water glass and walked slowly into the room with the door.

There was a door separated by a safety barrier, Zhong Chenxi finally let go of his guard and nestled himself under the quilt.

Wei Zhiming's wife, Ai Ting, introduced her good sister, that is, the female doctor, to him. He didn't refuse. After talking that day, we met the next day.

The other party is younger than him, less than 30. Apart from being smaller, he is also attractive in other places. He has a gentle personality and is a virtuous person at first glance. Because his ex-husband is alcoholic and has violent tendencies, the two divorced and have no children.

Zhong Chenxi has no feelings for her, it doesn't matter if he likes her or not, the important thing is that as long as the other party likes him, has a good temper, and will be nice to Lele in the future, these are enough, he doesn't pick, as long as it is a woman.

The woman is also very satisfied with him and has a good career. Although she is five or six years older than herself, it is the golden age of a man. Her career is not considered successful, but it is also considered stable. She looks cold, but her heart is warm, and she is full of heart for her. Taking care of, picking up food, driving the door, and sending her home, I don’t know how much better her performance was than her ex-husband, so when she went home to give feedback to Ai Ting that night, she was full of praise for Zhong Chenxi, in a word, very satisfied.

Then Wei Zhiming also sniffed him out, he didn't say anything bad or good, he just said 'it's okay', just like that, the two of them made appointments and had dinner every few days.

Of course, this wine was definitely not for drinking with his girlfriend, but for drinking at the bar by himself after sending his girlfriend away. After a few days of dating, he drank for a few days, so that the waiters knew him and talked about it behind his back. It's so disappointing, drinking stuffy wine every day, not talking, throwing money away after drinking, it's cool and unrestrained.

Only he himself knows what this chic movement comes from.

He didn't dare to go home, the kind of wanting to see but not daring to see, as soon as the other party approached him, his mind would go blank, he wouldn't say anything, he didn't know what to do, he hated himself at that time, so he had to get himself drunk , so that you can ignore everything paralyzed.

Knowing that I am abnormal, but uncontrollable, this is the greatest pain in life.

I sent my girlfriend home today, and the other party invited him to sit down. The most obvious thing was that he refused, and he didn't think much about it. Instead, he felt that this man was honest and reliable, and he was a trustworthy man. When we parted, he leaned on his shoulder. Xiao Xiao hugged him, kissed the corner of his lips again, and then ran away.

The feeling in my arms was very different from the feeling in that person's arms. It was as warm, but not heart-wrenching.

He wondered if he should have hugged her back with his arms around her, or hugged the woman's slender shoulders and kissed her on the brow, but in his mind, his eyes were full of Meng Churan's gentle smile and seductive breath, different from the person in front of him. Same, in the end he didn't do anything, just stood there for a few seconds, he didn't even feel like being kissed.

The other party waved his hand to say goodbye to him, but he just forced the corner of his mouth to say good night.

In fact, he couldn't bear it anymore, and wanted to use her as a substitute, try his best to date her, chat with her, and even talked about the future. His girlfriend said that they are not young anymore, and it is impossible to guess each other like young people Or run-in indefinitely, besides, they are all married people, a mature approach is better than wasting time to fall in love.

From a woman's point of view, she wants a family, she wants to have a man who loves her, this man meets all her standards, life after marriage is always practical, and even if both parties have some problems, they may be hidden during the relationship Yes, only by truly living together and tempering each other can we discover shortcomings and deficiencies.

The marriage of the two is unfortunate, so she feels that as long as Zhong Chenxi doesn't dislike her appearance, as long as she agrees, she will marry him immediately. This is what she said to him on the date tonight, and it is also the same as going to the bar to drink later. The real reason for most of the time.

Do you really want to marry her?

Do you like her?

Do you feel happy in your arms?

That light peck didn't elicit any reaction from him, on the contrary it was a bit annoying.

He clearly remembered the feeling when Meng Churan was sucking his finger to stop the bleeding, and he was hardened just once, caught off guard, and did not expect it at all.

After that, it became more and more out of control, and it became more and more impossible to escape that person's demonic realm.

I thought about his ziwei several times at night, imagining that his hands were walking on my body instead of DIY, and wanted to find the pleasure of that night in this way.

Wang Mei quenches his thirst and scratches his itch, but it doesn't show his inner torment.

In contrast, Meng Churan on the other side of the wall couldn’t feel much better. He might be pretending to be calm on the surface, but in fact he was already in a state of turmoil inside. He wanted to kick the door open, and then asked him why he betrayed and why he didn’t dare. Acknowledge your feelings.

This is the consequence of differences in age, circumstances, and status.

You insist on climbing forward, going through difficulties and obstacles, and you may have reached the end.

If you can't move anymore, and your injuries are so painful that you shrink back, then the result must be elimination.

Love is a competitive game, there will be wind and rain, it depends on how you deal with it.

The next day, Ai Ting gave birth. It was a son, as Wei Zhiming said. His girlfriend said that she wanted to go to the mall to buy some baby products for the baby as a gift, and let Zhong Chenxi accompany her. The office is not so busy these days, and they always leave work on time. , he agreed a long time ago depending on the time, sent Meng Churan a message of 'returning late' and left.

Meng Churan was cooking in the kitchen, and his lungs were going to explode when he received the text message. For a week, for a whole week, the uncle only went home for one day, and he used to call to notify him.

What's the meaning?Do you really use yourself as a babysitter? Normal babysitters are paid 3000 yuan, so should tutors be paid another salary? up.

Half an hour later, he turned on the positioning system and found that Zhong Chenxi was in XX shopping mall.

Okay, let's go shopping together, right? Well, let's go shopping together.

"Lele, let's go traveling around the world tonight, okay? My brother doesn't want to cook anymore. Let's go eat pizza after playing."

"Great, I want pizza."

"Okay, brother, turn off the fire now, let's go."

Youshijie is a small children's playground. It's on the top floor of XX shopping mall. I took my children there before. At that time, Lele didn't have enough fun because it was too late. This time, I have this opportunity. It can not only catch rape, but also make children happy .

According to the positioning system, Meng Churan quickly found Zhong Chenxi's location. Of course, he also saw the woman beside him, the owner of the long hair.

The two were picking up baby clothes in the store. The woman looked happy, smiling, and very gentle. From time to time, she picked up one for Zhong Chenxi to look at, or asked for advice. From the back, the two were intimate. Uninterrupted, the picture is harmonious, like a couple choosing clothes for their baby, sweet and a little cloying.

Meng Churan's fists were already clenched. If it wasn't for Lele's cry of pain, he would really have the urge to go forward and beat someone up.

Now I am preparing clothes for the future baby. It seems that this matter is done.

The speed of the two is faster than a rocket, Zhong Chenxi, you are really a person I can't see through.

Just when the two were about to come out of the store, Lele recognized the man's father as he turned around. Just as the word 'dad' was about to be uttered, Meng Churan immediately covered her and hid aside.

He didn't want the child to see that the reason why his father didn't accompany him was to go out on a date with a woman and buy clothes for the baby, so that the child would be sad.

He deliberately let Lele come to see, but he didn't want the child to be hurt.

"Brother, why is Dad here, and who is the aunt next to him?" The little guy was smart, and he seemed to see something from their behavior, with tears rolling in his eyes.

Meng Churan hugged him and comforted him, "Dad is at work, and that aunt is a colleague. They are not shopping, but investigating the case."

"Why did that auntie hold Dad's arm? Does she want to be my stepmother?" After speaking, the child's tears fell.

Meng Churan also wanted to know why, whether it was his own illusion or Zhong Chenxi really didn't dare to face it, he couldn't answer this question, but went directly to the elevator to the top floor.

The child had something to play with, and quickly forgot about the unhappiness just now, and jumped happily and loudly with other children on the trampoline.

How happy the children are now. I didn’t laugh in my childhood, and I still don’t laugh when I grow up. Is it because there is a lack of laughter in life, and it was destined to be good in the previous life.

He took out his mobile phone and looked at the photos that were secretly taken just now, because he couldn't hear what they said because he was far away, but just from the facial expressions, it can be seen that this woman likes Zhong Chenxi.

Although Zhong Chenxi was still as cold as before and couldn't see his psychology, but from his patience and carefulness, he could also analyze that he was absolutely unusual for this woman, especially when she was walking away, she held his arm and he didn't push her away. Falling or dodging, but happily as if a real couple.

At this time, there are many thoughts in his mind, whether to continue or quit, whether to continue to play the role of pure tutoring, or to work harder and take the initiative to stimulate him again.

Sometimes the result of thinking is the same, but the real result is also the same. Zhong Chenxi's attitude is too confusing for him, and his behavior is also uncontrollable.

While struggling in the sea of ​​suffering, Meng Churan's phone rang.