I'm sorry, I don't need a son

"Brother...brother, my stomach... hurts, woo~~vomit~~" Lele bent down while clutching her stomach, and retched again.

Meng Churan was frightened, picked up the child and ran to the bathroom, "Is the cherry seed stuck, spit it out quickly," patted Lele on the back, and stood upside down on the toilet to induce vomiting.

"Ouch~~~" The vomit poured out, the little guy's face turned pale instantly, his forehead was covered with sweat, his body was cold and even had goosebumps, which made Meng Churan flustered.

"Lele, Lele, how are you? Are you feeling better?" Wiping the corners of the child's mouth and rinsing his mouth, after a while of tossing, Lele had no strength left, and finally collapsed in Meng Churan's arms.

"The heart is beating so fast, no, I have to go to the hospital." Meng Churan felt the child's pulse. If it was stuck by something, he would be fine if he vomited it out. Coke is now losing his mind, obviously He was poisoned by something he ate, and his pulse was so fast. Damn it. On the first day of work, such a big thing happened.

Lele, don't scare brother, hold on, I'll call an ambulance right away.

God bless, Grandpa Land bless, Jesus Christ, Virgin Mary bless Lele, please don't have any accidents, please don't have any accidents.

On the ambulance, Meng Churan clasped his hands together and bowed in all directions. He wished he could get the disease himself, but he couldn't let the child have any accidents. That's the uncle's lifeline. All gods, please take pity on me. I didn't have a mother since I was a child, so just promise me Let me ask you once, I beg you, thank you for your hard work, Amitabha, amen.

When the ambulance arrived at the hospital, Zhong Chenxi also arrived.

"What's going on?" As soon as he opened the car door, Zhong Chenxi rushed over, his brows were knit together anxiously, his eyes were sharp like thorns, which made Meng Churan feel cold, and he replied tremblingly , "Uncle, I'm sorry, I don't know what happened, but he suddenly vomited."

"Okay, stop talking, go to the emergency room." Two nurses pushed the child into the emergency room, leaving Zhong and Meng waiting anxiously outside the door.

"Uncle, I'm sorry, I didn't like Lele, so hit me."

Meng Churan bowed his head and went to Zhong Chenxi's side to apologize again. The child suddenly fell ill, and he felt uncomfortable. He was more anxious than anyone else, but in the end, it was caused by his failure to fulfill his responsibility as a nanny and not being optimistic about the child, especially when he saw Zhong Chenxi Xi's reaction was even more guilt-ridden.

Zhong Chenxi turned around to face him and raised his hand. He wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, and turned away. This made Meng Churan hate his dereliction of duty even more. He blamed himself for being too happy for showing what kind of clothes he was washing. , if you stay with Lele well, such a thing will not happen.

Lele, brother, I beg you, please hold on and nothing will happen, brother's life is in your hands.

Before the result came out, Zhong Chenxi didn't want to waste his thoughts on accusing him. His mind was in a mess. When Lele was two years old, his ex-wife ran away with the big money, and even abducted all the money in the family. In the arms of his mother, the child cried all day long, and finally sent him to the hospital with a fever. From then on, he vowed to bring up the child safely and not let him suffer any harm, no matter how much he paid. Wish could not withstand the attack of the virus, and Lele still suffered from pneumonia that time, so what Zhong Chenxi was most afraid of was that the child would go to the hospital. The false feeling that he was about to lose everything made him want to die.

Lele is his spiritual pillar. Although he rarely spends time with his children, it is because of this little guy that he quickly walked out of the shadow of the past and faced life.

When Meng Churan said that the child had entered the hospital again, his heart sank. He was afraid of accidents and the pitiful eyes of the child. He knew that Meng Churan didn't do it on purpose, but he still felt resentful and considered whether to continue using him. Perhaps it would be safer to send him to the nursing class or grandma's house. After all, Meng himself is still a child, inexperienced, without the aura of motherhood. If there are any problems, even if you kill him, it won't help.

"Doctor, how are you?" The door of the emergency room opened, and Zhong and Meng walked up immediately.

"It's out of danger. It's hydrocyanic acid poisoning. Fortunately, it was delivered in time, otherwise it would be life-threatening." The doctor took off his mask and said.

"Hydrocyanic acid?" The two looked at each other, not knowing what it meant.

"Oh, it's caused by eating cherry pits. Although cherries are delicious, the pits must not be eaten. Chewing cherry pits will produce hydrocyanic acid. In mild cases, it will cause dizziness, headache, nausea and vomiting, and in severe cases, it will cause kidney failure and kill people. , so you must pay attention when eating, especially for children. After handling the cherries, give them to eat. After our treatment, the child's physical signs are stable now, and there is nothing serious. You can rest assured."

"Thank you doctor, thank you." The two of them were relieved, and they could finally let go of their hearts.

A small cherry stone almost killed someone.

I blame myself for being careless. If I go over and urge him to spit out the cherry seeds when I hear the child has cherry seeds in his mouth, this will not happen. I just think that the child is playful and doesn’t pay attention. I usually like to eat any fruit. I picked the fruit pit, but I didn’t expect that the small seed pit was highly poisonous. It’s terrible to be uneducated. This also reminded him that it’s not so easy to be a kindergarten teacher, and the babysitter is not as simple as watching the children cook .

Meng Churan is still secretly blaming herself here, while Zhong Chenxi has already run over to see the child over there.

The little man was stuck on the hospital bed, his pale face was extremely pitiful, Meng Churan could understand this feeling, but Lele was happier than himself, and his father loved him by his side.

When I was young, no one took care of me, so I didn’t really get sick. The only time I got measles, I didn’t know if it was my mother or a nurse. I wiped myself and tucked in the quilt. The movements were very gentle and soft. When I woke up, I thought You will see the gentle image in the dream, but what you can see is the face of that woman, and you will immediately swear not to get sick in the future, and not to see that annoying person.

No matter how much she pleases herself, it is impossible to call her mother, let alone like her.

Coming out of the ward, Zhong Chenxi stopped Meng Churan.

"I plan to send the child to grandma's house, so that I can work with peace of mind."

Meng Churan was stunned, "Uncle, don't drive me away, I was wrong this time, I promise there will be no next time, just give me another chance, I will definitely take Lele seriously, teach him knowledge, and accompany him Play, keep him safe, uncle, don't do this, I don't want to go."

Meng Churan spoke incoherently, and his tone was like a heinous criminal begging for mercy. He wondered when he would do this, but he did it in front of the uncle, and he really realized that this mistake almost cost his life.

At first, I thought that Zhong Chenxi might scold me a few words, but I didn’t expect that I would drive myself away. Why can’t I forgive me if I’m wrong? I don’t know that thing can be poisoned. It's impossible to let him eat with his mouth after removing the core, but seeing the expression on the uncle's face that he almost lost his beloved son, Meng Churan was really nervous.

"Although you are a kindergarten teacher, you have no experience, let alone childcare experience, so I think it's better to entrust Lele to someone with experience. Sorry, we can't renew the contract." Zhong Chenxi The deputy is calm and decisive, not giving a chance.

"Uncle, do you have to beat me to death with a stick? I don't want to explain today's negligence. Anyway, I was wrong, but I'm not an encyclopedia. I didn't know that thing would be poisoned, and today is the first day. I haven't started yet. Teach him knowledge, why do you think I have no experience? A few days ago you were on a business trip, Lele played with me very well, and you sent it to grandma’s house. Grandpa’s body needs to be taken care of. Do you want grandma to have one more? Burden? Send it to the nursing class. Is the food there safe? I heard that such institutions are run by individuals without a license. More than [-] children stay in a small room, and the toys are broken and have not been sterilized. , can you rest assured when you send it there? Uncle, I am not forcing you to do it, but I just want to explain the situation to you. No one wants what happened today. I accept." After finishing speaking, he turned and left.

Looking at his back, Zhong Chenxi fell into deep thought.

It’s not that he didn’t think about what he said. I heard from neighbors that the nursing classes are unreliable, and incidents of children eating bad stomachs happen frequently, and the teachers are not professional. Children are like free-range sheep, often injured, and they are sent there. Someone just shows you the child, you can't learn any knowledge at all, but he is really afraid of something like today, and the yin and yang are almost separated in an instant.

But looking back, what Meng Churan said was right. He is not an encyclopedia, nor is he a nutrition expert. Not to mention him, even he himself does not know that he will be poisoned if he eats it. I can't get it back, so I'd better think of other ways.

Meng Churan didn't go home, his mind was very confused, and he drove around in the street.

I originally wanted to use Lele as a bridge to get close to the uncle, but I didn’t expect the start to be bad, and I was eliminated in less than half a day. The tenderness in the morning became a memory in an instant, but the beating heart was still clearly imprinted on my face. in mind.

Do you really like him?

How long can this love last?

The 13-year age difference is really more than just a number. The decision is so cold and without a trace of emotion. This may be the world of adults, indifferent, ruthless, and defensive.

But what would you do if you put this on yourself?Will you hand over your child to someone who has not been out of school and has no experience you have known for less than a month, will you believe in his ability, will you give him a chance, maybe, you will also weigh it yourself.

When he turned around and left, would the uncle feel a little lost or heartache, even a little bit, in the morning he clearly saw the soft light in his eyes, that little bit of shyness, and the unexplained confusion, he is Not feeling it for myself.

Meng Churan, you are still thinking about these things at this moment, don't forget, now you are out and KO'd.

An emergency U-turn, ignoring the red light, rushed towards home.

Lele woke up, Zhong Chenxi was feeding him sugar and salt water.

"Son, are you still suffering?"

"It's not uncomfortable anymore." Lele shook her head and said in a low voice, obviously her body was still a little weak.

"Tell Dad, how many cherries did you eat today?"

"Four."

"What were you doing at the time, were you playing or studying?"

"It's drawing."

"What is that uncle doing?"

"Uncle... my brother is washing clothes, and he also said that he will make something delicious for me at noon."

"Brother? Why do you call him brother?"

"He said calling his uncle to make him old, and asking his brother to get closer like this."

"Then do you like him?"

"Yes, I like it."

"Daddy will find you another tutor, okay? A female teacher."

"Dad, why don't you want your brother? Is he not good?"

"It's not that he's bad. Dad wants to find you an experienced teacher who knows how to take care of you."

"I think he is very good. He not only likes me, but also likes Dad."

"Like Dad? Did he say that?" Zhong Chenxi put down the spoon, slightly shocked.

"Well, you were on a business trip a few days ago, and he told me that he likes me very much, and he also likes Dad, Dad, don't drive him away, I still want him to be my tutor, I don't blame him for being sick this time, it's me Accidentally swallowed cherry seeds, it won't happen next time, don't blame him, okay, I don't want female teachers, I hate female teachers."

Zhong Chenxi was stunned for a few seconds, and was finally shaken awake by Lele, "Son, be good, you are well, Dad will think about it, come, drink up this sugar and salt water, it will help recovery."

"Hmm~~ I don't want to drink anymore, it's so hard to drink."

"No, this is what the doctor ordered. If you don't drink, will you stay in the hospital all the time? Don't you want to go home and play?"

"Okay then," the child pouted, and drank reluctantly.

The author has something to say:

Cherry seeds can be poisonous if eaten, so everyone should be careful when eating them, and don't try to bite them out of curiosity.