Have fate with you

When I walked out again, I looked around, but there was no sign of Li Ning. The sunlight outside the window shone in, and the little drops of water scattered at the door of the room shone brightly under the light.

In the huge living room, I was the only one left, and the book placed in the middle of the table was the notebook that Li Ning hugged tightly in his arms earlier.There are traces of moisture on the soft shell.

I thought she would explain it to me herself, but she didn't.

She only left a notebook.

The book is filled with Li Ning's memories and remembrances of Liu Yuan. The funny thing is, I don't know whether Li Ning is writing about me or her.

After reading it for a long time, most of them are still hers. She is written in the scrawled place, her is written in the place where the ink is infested, and her is written in the place that penetrates the back of the paper. My existence in it is just a few strokes, which is as simple as Numerals that are different and withdrawn can be summarized.

She is gentle and strong, and always appears when Li Ning needs help the most. She understands everything Li Ning knows, likes everything Li Ning likes, and seems to be omnipotent. She is the future star in everyone's eyes, among her peers. The most dazzling existence.

And I am timid and weak. I have not helped Li Ning in any way other than saying that I like the word. I am a person who would give up even after running 800 meters. I have no specialties or hobbies. My favorite is Xin Qiji's "Qing Ping Le ·Living in the village, living a peaceful life like this.

It turns out that ten years can transform a person into this, turning me who is neither warm nor strong into such an existence that everyone envies.

So, I'm really good at pretending like that.

I hate drinking, I hate everything related to alcohol. Ten years later, I never got drunk. At a certain dinner party, I stopped Li Ning from drinking one glass after another.

I hate intrigue, and I only hope that my future life can be related to Li Ning, but ten years later, in just one year after returning to China, I went from a passer-by in the company to a high-ranking management, and approached the contract with Li Ning's company .

She has done all the things I don't like, but in Li Ning's book, she is so powerful, it's me ten years later, who becomes Li Ning's best friend.

The only thing we have in common is that we have the same face and a heart so timid that we have never confessed to Li Ning.

Turned to the last page, the date above is the day when Li Ning and I were together.

I thought, will she add a few more strokes of my color on it?But no, she only wrote down the date that is very important to me, and the rest is blank, not even a happy birthday.

I wanted to laugh until I tasted a bitter, salty taste in my mouth.

It turned out that everything I valued, cherished, and longed for, in her view, was nothing but compensation for me.

One about my past life, more precisely, an account of someone I don’t know, who in a parallel time and space will find nothing after ten years.

She may not like me or love me. What she did was just to repay her love and make her feel no longer guilty.

So in the past few months, the beauty of life is only her making up for Liu Yuan, making up for her.I finally understood why Li Ning always looked at me so complicatedly, as if it carried thousands of weights, because from the beginning to the end, as a substitute, I was not her, not the gentle and powerful Liu Yuan, but Liu Yuan is different and withdrawn.

This world is really a lie.

Therefore, there is no need for the existence of travel. I silently cleaned out my things and planned to move out of Li Ning's house, only to find that there were too many traces left. My suitcase contained Li Ning's things, and Li Ning's suitcase contained My belongings, it turns out that at some point, Li Ning and I have been separated from each other for a long time.

Unload the key of Li Ning's house, put it on the shoe cabinet, open the door, close the door, and look at the door.

Because it's just compensation, so the so-called being together is just a lie, Li Ning should be with someone as powerful as her, not me who knows nothing.

My existence has bound Li Ning's longing for the future, so I should leave.

The sunshine on July [-]st was so bright that it was annoying.

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I had nothing to do at home for three whole days, eating and sleeping unkempt, and buried in my room.

On July [-]th, Li Ning's brother found me and said that my sister was missing.

It was like it disappeared in early April, but at that moment, I didn't even need to think about it. I didn't need to spend a day like last time, and I already guessed where Li Ning was.

How could it be impossible for her to appear in that place similar to the urban-rural junction? In other words, she is most likely to appear in that place——

After all, it was the place where I got into a car accident and died.

I transferred to a bus, and near the terminal, through the window, I saw her figure. The bus stopped, there were few people, and the speed slowed down.

Approaching, she was just under the rain, holding an umbrella and standing there upright.

But after meeting my eyes, I saw tears welling up in her eyes, dripping on the ground, blending with the rain.

As she got closer to her, she gradually bent down, the umbrella began to be unable to cover her whole body, and the color of her clothes gradually darkened.

So at that moment, I realized that it was not only my time that was trapped in the noon of the military training, and Li Ning's time was also trapped in the day of my death, the day of her death.