Have fate with you

There is a famous Internet saying that a child without an umbrella can only run forward when it rains.

Quite an interesting sentence.However, it is not set whether the rain is torrential rain or light rain; whether this person's physique is suitable for running.It is easy to say beautiful words of hard work and struggle.Seems to give you tender hope, but actually solves nothing.

I rubbed Sun Zhao's umbrella, approached the subway station of her home, bought an umbrella for ten yuan, and walked home.

When I got home, I took care of the plants in this suit.I went to take a shower.After I finished washing, I started to write today's journal as usual, and then sent it to my parents.Brothers and sisters often say that when they are in college, they realize that they are a little burden to their parents. However, I feel this way now. Seeing the sweet love photos of my parents hugging each other and leaving them in famous scenic spots, my Existence seems to be just one of the rows of likes below.

I clicked on QQ, and it was a message that Li Ning sent me, asking me what I was doing, and I wanted to answer, I missed her.

As if it was a tacit understanding, we all set aside this hour before going to bed to chat with each other.I am amazed by the richness of her knowledge, she can point out one, two, three of what I like.I have never hesitated to compliment the people I like, but unexpectedly, Li Ning didn't answer me right away, and only after a while did he send me a line.

"You can do this one day." Maybe I will cheer.Try to talk about one, two, three things that Li Ning likes.

What woke me up was the loud thunder outside the window. It seemed that the weather forecast lied to me again. This was obviously the prelude to heavy rain, and it was not a cloudy day.I moved the flowers and plants hanging outside the balcony into the room, and looked at the time, it was only four o'clock.I feel like I can be the first person in class today.The fantasy was over, and then I started to memorize English words.After all, Li Ning's grades are so good, so I can't be worse, right?

Human physique is sometimes so strange. When I went to bed early and woke up early every day, I yawned all day, but now I only slept for a short three or four hours, but I didn’t feel tired.I even memorized two more ancient essays in the morning self-study.

Usually homework will be collected after self-study.

The leader of the mathematics team who accepted my homework is a standard science master. He also has a popular attribute that is loved by many novel readers-high coldness, but because he is not tall, it is not easy to call him tall, so I call him tall. Be cold.

He came to my desk with a cold face and collected his homework.I was thinking, look at Li Ning, look at Liu Youqian, before you get to know them thoroughly, you have the impression that they are little fairies who don't eat the fireworks of the world, and drink the dew of the morning glow; but after getting in touch with them, you realize They are also girls who grew up listening to Fei Yuqing thousands of miles away.

So, Leng Leng looks so cold, but does he actually have a cute girly heart in his heart?For example, I like certain Jiang's novels.I couldn't help but smile at him when I was thinking about my homework, but I never expected that the aloof personality he had established in my heart for three years would collapse so quickly, and he would look at me shyly, like a little wife Ran.I was so hurt that I still shouted behind him: "Homework, my homework is still confiscated!"

So the character design and so on are very cheating!Judging people by their appearance, or judging people by their first impressions, it is necessary to draw a big red cross on the eighteen methods of judging people.

Then today is Tuesday, and we ate in the cafeteria. After eating, we stayed in the cafeteria in the name of digesting food until the bell for the lunch break was about to ring before we left.But to be honest, I looked around and felt that more and more people stayed in the cafeteria until now. I don't know if it can be called the Li Ning effect.

I held an umbrella with Li Ning and walked towards the teaching building, but I silently remembered Dai Wangshu's Rain Lane—a girl like a lilac.

Sometimes I think that climbing stairs is a very metaphysical process, because you can hardly see who is standing in front of the stairs. Only when you climb step by step, the face of that person will be fully revealed in front of your eyes.

So right now, standing in front of the stairs solemnly, not a few steps away from the entrance of Li Ning's class, is the male god of the second class who just broke up with Li Ning a few days ago, but still has countless fans - Ke Zheshou.

Even if I unilaterally think that he is a rival in love.But I also have to admit that Ke Zheshou is really handsome, especially when there is a slight drizzle in the sky, this Korean drama-like setting gives him a bit of momentum.I looked at the people beside me, and then at Ke Zheshou in front of me. Putting these two people in the same frame is really eye-catching.

Ke Zheshou looked very decadent, and he didn't speak when he saw Li Ning, but just stared at her deeply, as if he wanted to find a way out of Li Ning.But I personally suspect that he should really have watched too many dog-blooded dramas, and he is not at that age to force himself to be a decadent uncle who can't woo him.Also, there are so many people watching you secretly, some of them are so tough that they don’t even want to use the name of candid photography, and even use flashlights, so you really won’t be shy! !

Coincidentally, the familiar prelude sounded, and the class bell rang, causing those onlookers to recede like a tide.I suddenly felt that this was a bit like a drama. At a critical moment, people who were not the protagonists left the stage, and the lights hit the protagonist who was speaking righteously.I don't know where I rank in this scene, and I am also planning to follow the trend and leave the scene quietly, so as not to leave embarrassment in vain.

It seems that Sun Zhao is more conscious and less loyal than I am. When I look back, I have long since disappeared.Just when I was about to continue to move forward, my arm suddenly pulled, and the whole person returned to the original position, standing beside Li Ning.

Li Ning's hand moved down slowly, just like that, the two of us finally interlocked our fingers again.

Ke Zheshou looked at us, finally did not maintain the demeanor just now, and looked at me in surprise, as if he was trying to judge the relationship between the two of us.Then, he turned his gaze to Li Ning again, whether he was testing or praying:

"Does someone else have to be present for the matter between the two of us?"

Li Ning listened, smiled, and gently squeezed my hand:

"But she's not someone else."

I think Li Ning is really impatient now.Not only her personal performance, but also because she held my hand tightly and kept pressing on my knuckles.

Such an ambiguous touch made me a little shy, and I wanted to pull it out secretly, but found that she was not only beautiful, but also strong, so I couldn't pull it out.

Li Ning obviously didn't want to talk to him, so staying was my only option.In this way, Ke Zheshou will be scruples about me present, and will not do anything unreasonable.

Ke Zheshou also seemed to know that at this moment, he had no right to bargain.But in the same way, I didn't expect that he really treated me like air, and just said everything he wanted to express.At this time, I only realized later that my guesses were not all accurate, or I underestimated Li Ning's charm.Ke Zheshou really likes Li Ning very much.

He called her Aning.

When I heard it, I was jealous, and suddenly felt that Li Ning's parents would really name their child. These two words are so beautiful and sweet no matter they are taken apart or put together.

He said that he spent the past three days like a year, and kept thinking about what wrong things he had done.He thought of one and wrote one.It wasn't until he filled one side of A4-sized paper that he realized that he had made so many mistakes.He wanted to beg for forgiveness, but at the moment the message was sent, he learned that he had already been blocked.

He said that he still likes her and hopes that they can continue to be together, begging for her fulfillment.

What he said is so sincere, but I think, if this person prays for the fulfillment of heaven, then there must be another person who is disappointed by heaven. What about the person who has been let down?They are all exhausted, but the only answer is that everything they ask for is empty.

To be more popular and selfish, if Li Ning fulfills you, who will fulfill me?

Li Ning didn't seem to change his original thoughts because of his speech from the bottom of his heart.She just stood there quietly, lowered her head and played with my hand, waiting for Ke Zheshou to say no more words before she spoke:

"But the person I like is not you, and I hope to be fulfilled by you."

In just this short sentence, I watched Ke Zheshou's red face from talking too much slowly turn pale.

So the real Li Ning is not as gentle as she appears, but a very heartless person.I thought of seeing them standing together when I passed by the third floor, and Li Ning looked at Ke Zheshou with a charming smile.In Ke Zheshou's eyes, there is also full of love, and I still remember the sour smell of love.But now?If you don't want it, you don't want it.The beauty of the past is just the ruin of today.

I watched Ke Zheshou leave just like that, not like what was written in the novel, who stumbled while walking, or cried directly, and then set off my affection through the sentence that a man has tears and never flicks them lightly.But I just felt that when he left, he was not even as good as an unknown supporting role.

So when I left, I made up my mind to leave in a more unrestrained way, as I witnessed the whole process of the incident.Although I don't know if he has come out with such a superior demeanor, but he heard Li Ning's shallow laughter.It turned out that not only I watched Li Ning's back again and again, but now she is also watching my departure, watching my back disappear into the stairs at the corner.

When I returned to the classroom, Xiaohong, who once again occupied Xiaoqiang's position, looked at me excitedly.But what is rare is that I don't even have the strength to deal with her.Because everything chic is just my disguise.

Li Ning said that she has someone she likes.

Although Li Ning once stood in front of me clearly and said that she likes me.But man, the most important thing is to have self-knowledge, isn't it?Besides, the liking between friends is very different from the liking between lovers.When Li Ning said that sentence, when he said the word "like", the deep nostalgia and strong feelings in his tone were far from being cultivated by a few days of ordinary companionship.I even complained about Sun Zhao in my heart, if she would give me a hand when she left, that would be fine.

So who is the lucky ghost that Li Ning likes?To Ke Zheshou, there is also a feeling of sympathy, at least he is still a character in the drama.As for me, now I realize that I am just a set in that drama, although I have witnessed the whole process, it is of no great use.I even started to envy him from the bottom of my heart, at least he added his own color in Li Ning's life, but what about me?Is it possible to accompany Li Ning all the way as I imagined?

So I ignored Xiaohong who kept waving in front of my eyes.

……

When I came back to my senses again, I was woken up by Mr. Miki with a rolled up math textbook.

Teacher Miki looked at me with sad eyes, and I looked back at her with heartbroken eyes.Because I suspect that Teacher Miki's textbook is not a textbook, but a reduced and deformed version of Dinghaishenzhen.The whole class once again exercised the attention ceremony, but I thought, people should not set flags for themselves at will. If you only sleep for three or four hours, if you only sleep for three or four hours, you are not sleepy at the time, and you will be sleepy sooner or later. sleepy.

So to sum it up, if you sleep in class, you will be called to the office by the teacher sooner or later.

I was standing in the office, and Teacher Miki said to me earnestly:

"Liu Yuan, you are a smart boy."

"Liu Yuan, it wasn't the teacher who didn't care about you before, it was you who didn't study hard."

"Liu Yuan, your grades have improved so much now, you can get into a 211 school without any problem, and you can still work hard for 985, you can't sleep in class."

Among the countless Liu Yuan ahs, I caught an important point and drooped my lower eyelids.But who is Teacher Miki, a provincial famous teacher.Immediately realizing that her unintentional sentence hit the point just now, she started the loop mode:

"Liu Yuan, liking is a normal thing, you can't delay your studies."

"Liu Yuan, liking now doesn't mean liking in the future."

"Liu Yuan,..."

It makes sense, but it's really so easy to give up.

Just when my foot was sore, I was about to quietly shift my focus to the other foot.From a distance came the majestic voice of the third class math teacher:

"Mr. Miki, come quickly! The big Huibin event on xx.com has started, and the Hawaiian beach style skirt you told me about last time is also included, and it also includes free shipping!"

Hearing this, I watched Mr. Miki's mouth which had just been opened slowly close.We're just like you staring at me and I looking at you, caught in an awkward time.But the teacher is a teacher, picked up her bone china cup and took a sip of water, as if nothing happened, but I'm thirsty and you've heard enough, let's end the conversation like this.Just waved me away.And as a caring classmate, my duty is to help the teachers close the door. When there is only a crack left in the door, a familiar voice comes from the door, "Send me the website quickly, and don't grab it again." It's too late!"

Walking back to the classroom, it was Leng Leng, not Xiao Hong, who occupied Xiao Qiang's position this time.Looking at me with a cold and concerned face made me a little frightened, because people who were looked at by him like this were often called into the class teacher's office, and the reason was that the homework handed in was not good.

"You...don't be too sad." He swallowed his saliva, "We've all heard about it, but it doesn't matter, now the emphasis is on studies, it's better to know earlier and give up earlier, you can find a new person to come Like, like..."

It turned out that they didn't come to ask me to enter the office. My heart hanging in my throat finally let go.But the more I listened to him, the more confused I became.What did you hear?What to give up?And coldly, the more he spoke, the lower his voice became, and the more murmured he became.In the end, he gave me another inexplicable threatening look, and left.

Looking around, everyone looked at me with sympathy.It made me feel like I was sitting on pins and needles, so I grabbed Xiaoqiang who had just returned to his seat and asked everyone what happened?Xiaoqiang told me not to be sad in a pitiful tone, but he didn't say the reason, but revealed that Xiaohua told him.

In this way, I asked Xiaohua from Xiaoqiang, Xiaohua asked Xiaogang, and Xiaogang asked Xiaoli—the one who finally stood in front of me was a familiar figure—Xiaohong.

Xiaohong patted me on the shoulder, "You deserve better."

I know every word in this sentence, but the sentence that can be combined and the context make me a little confused.

"What's wrong with me?" Unexpectedly, when I said this, Xiaohong's eyes became more distressed.For a moment, I had the feeling that I had become Mrs. Xianglin.so what happened?what is this?Everyone looked at me lovingly, their gazes were terrifying!

Xiaohong sighed: "We know you like Ke Zheshou, but we didn't expect you to like Ke Zheshou so much. When you came back, you didn't talk, Sun Zhao greeted you and ignored you, and you usually listen carefully to math class recently, but today You're sleeping," she took out another candy from her pocket and gave it to me, "it's no big deal, really." Then she smiled at me.

I don’t know why, but at that moment, in her smile, there is a feeling that the long-lost power has returned to her. Although I don’t know why, it should only be me, Sun Zhao, and Xiaohong. Knowing that I "like" Ke Zheshou, but now "we" know about it.

But I was still ready to give her a hug.

At the same time, I also told myself, it’s okay, it’s really okay.Take your time and you'll be fine.

In life, you have to try.

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Two chapters in one~~Refill for yourself who generates electricity for love~~