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It was another weekend, Shan Liu sang a few songs due to impromptu business, and left first, leaving Qian Xian to support the venue by herself.

She didn't know that Shi Yingran would appear with Fu Jingcheng, otherwise she wouldn't have sung the song "Forgive me for not understanding your sadness".

The song list was made by Shan Liu and her in advance, and it happened to be this song.The appearance of Shi Yingran and Fu Jingcheng made Qian Xian very irritable, so she hugged the guitar and started singing.

Qian Xian realized that the lyrics seemed a little... inappropriate while singing.

She forced herself not to look at Fu Jingcheng in order to be less suggestive.But being stared at by those two people from the audience, Qian Xian's anger was not in one place.After singing this song, she willfully found the boss with the guitar and said that she would ask for leave.

"Shan Liu asked for leave, and you want to ask for leave too?" The boss was obviously not happy.

"I'm sorry, tonight...I see that Sister Li has come. Can you let her sing a few more songs? I'll give her the money for tonight."

"Well, you go and tell her yourself, I don't care."

Qian Xian thanked her and found Sister Li. She is a person who does not worry about a lot of occasions, so why not do it when she has money.

After agreeing with Sister Li, Qian Xian installed the guitar and left quickly.Walking on the bar street, she suddenly wanted to have a drink, and when she realized this thought, she shook her head violently.

How can you let go of your sorrows with alcohol? Doesn't the more you drink, the more uncomfortable you become?Qian Xian patted her face hard and went home obediently.

Shi Yingran and Fu Jingcheng sat faceless, and the atmosphere...was awkward.

"You knew she was singing here, so you asked me to come?" Fu Jingcheng looked at Sister Li who was singing English songs on the stage, with a blank expression on his face.

"Well, Shan Liu said she wanted me to cheer her on. It just so happens that the environment is good, so I wanted to show you." Shi Yingran pursed her lips and said, "Actually, I didn't expect you to agree..."

"Ah."

Shi Yingran stared at her and waited for the next sentence, but she didn't respond for a long time and could only ask, "Then why did you come?"

"Because I also know she sings here."

After hearing this, Shi Yingran took a deep breath, feeling lonely in her heart.She blinked hard to hold back her tears, and couldn't help being wronged, this person really doesn't see her good at all.

Fu Jingcheng took a sip of the juice, thought for a while and ordered another cup of Long Island iced tea.

"This wine has a strong aftertaste." Shi Yingran reminded.

Fu Jingcheng raised the corner of his mouth: "I know."

……

It has been a few weeks since the two broke up, and Qian Xian has seen various...hidden attributes of Fu Jingcheng.

But she still didn't expect that Fu Jingcheng would sneer at her the day before, and knock on the anti-theft door of her house the next day...

Qian Xian came back from Faceless and fell asleep early, but the melody of "Forgive me for not understanding your sadness" kept echoing in her mind.Does Fu Jingcheng think too much?Would she think that she was seeking reunion?Or are you breaking up?

At nine o'clock the next morning, before Qian Xian woke up, she heard the doorbell ring. She frowned and covered her head with the quilt, pretending not to hear it.After a while, the sound still didn't stop!

Qian Xian lifted the quilt and walked out of the room, complaining involuntarily: "Dad, Mom, is there anyone here?"

No one responded, and they all seemed to have gone out.

Qian Xian rubbed her eyes and opened the door with some doubts, but she couldn't help being startled when she saw that it was Fu Jingcheng, and she was about to close the door in a second.

Fu Jingcheng quickly pulled the handle, looked at Qian Xian pitifully with his mouth pursed, and just watched without saying a word.

"You! What are you doing here!" Qian Xian was not as strong as Fu Jingcheng, so she had to kick the door frame with her feet to borrow strength.

"Let me in..." Fu Jingcheng blinked.

"no!"

"You don't love me anymore!"

"I……"

"You really don't love me anymore..." Fu Jingcheng's eyes turned red as if he was about to cry, and Qian Xian couldn't help being stunned before seeing her like this...

Fu Jingcheng took the opportunity to open the door and rushed towards Qian Xian. She was so weak that she could only put her weight on Qian Xian, but there was a huge difference in height and Qian Xian was thrown to the ground...

There was such a strong smell of alcohol that Qian Xian frowned as soon as she got close to Fu Jingcheng.

"I've been waiting for a long time... I didn't knock until your parents had gone out..." Fu Jingcheng said in a very aggrieved tone.

She raised her head slightly, looked at Qian Xian below her with dazed eyes, reached out to stroke her cheek, and kissed her without hesitation.

"Hmm..." Qian Xian was wailing, she hadn't brushed her teeth yet!

The strong smell of alcohol made Qian Xian dizzy, hugged Fu Jingcheng and let her kiss her.

"I miss you so much..." Fu Jingcheng was still muttering this before falling asleep.

Qian Xian sat on the sofa with her knees hugged and looked at Fu Jingcheng's peaceful sleeping face in a daze. Did she not go home after drinking so much wine?Did he wait at her door all night?

Touching Fu Jingcheng's hand distressedly, Qian Xian thought of something.

Taking out the phone from Fu Jingcheng's pocket, her family must be very worried if she didn't come home all night.

Qian Xian entered the password 2580, but it was displayed incorrectly... the result was the same several times.

She changed the password?

I had no choice but to hold Fu Jingcheng's fingers and experiment one by one before unlocking it.

The phone only had 5% battery left, so Qian Xian took it to the computer to charge it.Surprisingly, Fu Jingcheng's mobile phone was not bombarded with text messages, only one missed call was from Fu Fu.

Qian Xian thought for a while and called back, but no one picked up for a long time, so she had to give up.

It was past four o'clock in the afternoon when Fu Jingcheng woke up. She had a splitting headache and struggled for a long time with frowning before opening her eyes.

"It smells so bad..." Even I couldn't help but feel disgusted.

Fu Jingcheng sat up covering his head, and saw Qian Xian sitting on the sofa diagonally opposite her and looking at him.

After thinking for a while but not remembering what happened, Fu Jingcheng frowned deeply and looked at Qian Xian, waiting for her to speak.

Qian Xian just stared at her silently, as if judging whether she was broken or not...

"you--"

"I--"

The two spoke in unison and closed their mouths at the same time.Qian Xian said helplessly, "Does your head hurt?"

Fu Jingcheng shook his head: "Why am I here with you..."

"You're drunk." Qian Xian didn't want to mention Fu Jingcheng's drunk behavior, she would probably lose face.

"You still haven't answered why I'm here." Fu Jingcheng's attitude changed back to what it was before, and the grievances and kisses in the morning seemed to have never happened.

"Uh, do you want some porridge? Your stomach must be very uncomfortable..." Qian Xian changed the subject abruptly.

Fu Jingcheng was dissatisfied when Qian Xian didn't answer her, so he stood up with a cold face and said, "No need, I'll go first."

Qian Xian didn't know whether she should stay or not, so she thought for a while and stood up to get the phone and handed it to her.

"In the future, don't drink so much alcohol..." Qian Xian lowered her head and whispered.

Fu Jingcheng was condescending, and his tone was even colder: "In what capacity are you telling me this now?"

Qian Xian opened her mouth, but couldn't say the word girlfriend.But other than girlfriend, any other identity will only anger Fu Jingcheng.

"Classmate? Neighbor? Ex-girlfriend?" Fu Jingcheng clenched his fists, his eyes flushed. "These identities are not qualified to say this to me!"

Qian Xian couldn't hold back her tears when she heard her words, and they fell to the ground drop by drop.

"Why are you crying? Are you wronged?" Fu Jingcheng asked softly in a relieved tone. "Qian Xian, you are enough."

Reaching out for the mobile phone in Qian Xian's hand, Fu Jingcheng left Qian Xian's home.

Qian Xian knelt down and hugged herself, tears streaming down her face.

It's not that I feel wronged, it's that I feel sorry for you.

The author has something to say:

"Forgive me for not understanding your sadness" is very nice.